LOGINJason's POV
The way I feel right now? It's like my head is pounding like someone's been using it as a drum all night. I groan, trying to piece together the mess that's my brain right now. There's an arm draped over my neck. I don't even have to look to know it's her. The cheerleader. Tracy? Danny? Fuck, I can't remember. All I know is we spent last night drinking and then fucking. Her perfume is still in the air and the cloying sweetness of it is making my stomach churn. I scowl, shoving her arm off me with more force than necessary. She doesn't even stir. Lucky her. I stagger to my bathroom. The moment I step in, the smell hits me again. Her perfume, everywhere. The hell permitted her to use my bathroom? I squeeze my eyes shut, but it's no use. Fuck, I feel like death. And to make it worse, the thought of my tutor pops into my head. My ex-tutor, probably. After yesterday, after I pushed her... yeah, she's not coming back. Good riddance. I brush my teeth, then splash cold water on my face. It helps a little, but not enough. I stumble back into my room. Cheer is still asleep on my bed, looking so relaxed. It makes me want to do something stupid. So I do. I grab a bowl of water from the sink and, without a second thought, fling it on her. She jerks awake with a gasp, her hair plastered to her face, her body drenched. Her eyes meet mine and I can't help but smirk. "Time to go do the walk of shame," I say. She glares at me, as she touches her hair, trying to fix what's already ruined. "Screw you," she snaps. She looks around the room, probably trying to remember where the hell she is. "Fuck you, Jason. You couldn't bother to be a gentleman and wake me up properly?" I laugh. "So what? You'd be expecting breakfast in bed next? Get the fuck up and go. My parents will be home by noon, and I have to get to the gym. Plus, this room stinks." She frowns. "No, not of your perfume," I add, smirking. "But of sex. It has to be cleaned. Now go." I raise my voice. Cheer is one of those girls I hate dealing with after. Well, I like fucking her... I enjoy it... But the aftermath? Gross. The way she clings to you, makes her pathetic. She stands up from the bed, and I can't help but stare. My eyes darken as I take in her naked body, the way she moves... she's trying to tempt me. She walks over to me, her hips swaying, and then she leans in like she's going to kiss me. But I grab her neck, my fingers tightening just enough to make her gasp, and push her back onto the bed. "It's not happening," I tell her. And of course, she starts whining. Her voice is high-pitched and annoying. "Uh... can you get dressed, Tracy, I..." I start but she cuts me off. "It's Penelope, you idiot." She yells. I stop, blinking at her. Right. Penelope. I can swear it's the first time I'm hearing her name, even though we've fucked a dozen times. "Hey, why didn't your folks give you Pen or something? I mean, it's simpler and easier to remember," I say, half to myself, as I turn around toward the door. And then I freeze. My stomach drops, and I swallow hard, even though there's nothing in my throat. Standing in the doorway is my mom, who's supposed to be on a business trip with her husband... my dad. Her eyes take in the scene... Pen naked on my bed, me standing there in just my boxer briefs. Her face goes from confused to horrified in seconds, and then she yells, "Honey, you've got to come down here." Shit. I am so fucked. ♥♥♥ Aria's POV "Girls," Mom's voice floated into my room. "Up. There are chores waiting." Mom's voice is too chipper for a Saturday morning. I blink groggily, my eyes landing on the mop of messy pink hair beside me. Lily who ended up sleeping over last night, dramatically yanks the blanket over her head. "Nooo. Tell her I died in my sleep." Lily muffles. I sit up, laughing. "You're impossible. Come on, it's just chores. It won't kill you." "It might," she grumbles, peeking one eye out from under the blanket. It's not her fault. Lily is an only child. I'm not sure if she does a single chore at home. "Lily, come on." "Look at me, Aria. I'm a shell of the girl I was last night. I need, like, twelve more hours... at minimum." I shove her shoulder. "You're so cranky in the morning." Before Lily can reply, a shadow appears at my doorway. Drew. Shirtless. His hair is sticking up. My brother forgets he has to comb his hair sometimes. "Rise and shine, princess," he says, aiming it directly at me before letting his gaze settle on Lily who immediately squeals and yanks the blanket all the way over her head. "Ugh!" I make a gagging sound. "Drew, seriously, go put on a shirt. Nobody needs to see that first thing in the morning." He hisses. "It's my house. I'll walk around however I want." "Gross. Ew." I grab a pillow and throw it at him. He catches it easily and tosses it onto the bed. "Dad says you need to be downstairs in five minutes. His orders. And you know what happens if you keep him waiting." "Yeah, yeah. We'll be there." From under the blanket, Lily whispers just loud enough for Drew to hear. "Tell your dad I'm still asleep. He'll understand." Drew chuckles. "Lily, is that you under there? Wow. Didn't think I'd ever see you willingly hide your face." "Shut up!" She squeaked. "I look like... just... nobody talks to me." Drew shakes his head and leaves. That's when Lily peeks out with narrowed eyes. "Your brother is the worst." "Tell me about it." I giggle. "Come on, let's go." She nods and grabs a scrunchie from my nightstand to tie her messy hair up. "What if I break a nail? Like... I just got acrylic last week." I ignore her and walk out. Dragging her down the stairs while she's clinging to the bannister is a chore for me. She keeps saying that if my mum hands her a broom, she'll leave. Which I wouldn't let her do. "You are..." I tug at her wrist. Just a little more before we get to the final step. "...not leaving. You're helping." Finally. I smile and open my mouth to greet my parents. But the smile falls right off my face the second my eyes land on the living room. Jason. His parents. Sitting neatly on our couch like some formal family visit. Is this what it takes to ruin a good mood? Just a bunch of visitors? My jaw clenches as I look from my dad to my mom. "So... this is why I'm here?"LILYI thought I loved my babies while they were in me, but nothing, absolutely nothing, could have prepared me for the insane, all-consuming amount of love I have for them now that I can see them, hold them, feel their tiny breaths against my skin, and... I just can't let them out of my sight.It's overwhelming. The love, I mean. It's so crushing and soul pushing that I did cry for ten minutes after birthing Aurora and Asher. All I did the second day was stare at them. My babies are so perfect. I can't believe I made them. All those back-aches, the bizzare cravings, the nausea, the pains... I think they're worth it.Jace and Bailey are so excited and they haven't shut up about the babies since we got home. Cole is happy and congratuled Aiden and I. Tyler... Tyler is just Tyler. I can't read him. I don't really care how he feels right now, not in the way I used to. That sounded rude, even to my own ears. I do care, of course, but... I have more important things to worry about now than
LILYSix days.Six days ago, I was certain the world was ending in the hallway. Like... when the pain started, it just refused to go away. And then I heard shouting and then I couldn't feel my legs and Aiden was there and... Phew.Today, I'm standing in front of a hospital mirror, bracing my hands on the cool porcelain of the sink, and actually recognizing the girl looking back at me. She's Lily. With the bump. I look six months pregnant now. My skin is a bit translucent, and the dark circles under my eyes look like bruised thumbprints, but I’m upright.Yesterday, getting to the bathroom felt like climbing Everest with Aiden acting as my human crutch. My mom says I should take it one step at a time but... I felt useless just taking orders from Louisiana. I mean... all she adviced was rolling in bed, dangling my legs, sitting upright and stuff.I touch my abdomen, feeling the pull of the incision beneath the high-waisted mesh underwear. It stings. I’ve been coping by taking it one bre
AIDENLily used to lean on me all the time. I'd laugh and tease her about how obsessed she was. But today, I'm not laughing. Because... I think I'm the obsessed one. The weight of her leaning against me is the only thing keeping me grounded. It's a good thing that she's trying to be brave and talk through the pain. "Aria... she's good," I say. I try to focus on the conversation, to be the distraction she needs. "She's doing so well with Jemaya. And Jason... they miss you so much."Lily gives a tiny, pained smile, her eyes fluttering shut. "You have no idea how much I miss my best friend. And... Jemaya?" She raises a brow."Their little girl. God... you should see her. She's so..." I pause. "She's so good." My voice lowers. Fuck. I'm getting all sentimental and emotional."I want to see her." Lily mumbles. "She'll be the best big sister to our babies. Shushing her dolls so they don't wake up..." I stare at Lily. She's rambling. Her body goes rigid, her hand, which was resting loosel
LILYIt hurts.It fucking hurts. Nothing in this world could have prepared me for these stupid pains that I'm feeling. Sure, menstrual cramps can get worse some months but these... they get whole lot worse, then recede, then pick up, then... Fuck! I'm tired already.I hate it. I'm gripping the armrests of the wheelchair so tightly. I keep pressing my lips together like I can keep it in. Honestly, I don't know what the point is. Aiden is here. He apologized. He wants to be involved. He's just as caring as he was. He knows I'm trying not to scream because he's here. I'm trying so hard to make him think that I'm strong. I've survived without him for months and I can do that now as well.But another contraction roll through me and you know what it's like? It's like an invisible belt being pulled around my stomach. I press my lips together. Don't make a sound.Don't make a sound.I'm starting to care less about what Aiden thinks.Elizabeth walks beside me, one hand on my shoulder, whi
AIDEN"But... since you're here." She glances behind me, then sighs tiredly. "I don't know.. I'll need all the help I can get. It won't kill me to say that I..." She pauses, breathes in and out, then our eyes lock."Are you okay? Do you need to sit down?" I walk to her. The urge to touch her is huge, like all consuming. The urge to hold her and breathe her in is large. I just have to control myself and be there for her the way she wants me to. This isn't about me. It's all about her and I am not going to take this moment from her. I heave a sigh of relief when she lets me touch her hand and hold it. Her grip on mine tightens but she doesn't say a word. Staring at her face, I see it. So many hidden emotions that she's trying to keep hidden. She's in pain. She's not fucking okay. And she's trying to hide it?"Lily," I call."Mmmm," she hums, shutting her eyes and gripping my hand tighter."You're not okay. Come on, let's get you in the car. Are you... are you hurt?"She shakes her hea
AIDENIt's every fucking emotion I'm feeling at this point, all swirling in a chaotic way inside my chest. There's relief that she did keep the baby, that my worst fear hadn't come through. Then there's the crushing guilt for breaking up with her, for being such an asshole and making her go through all of this alone. There's happiness in seeing that she's well taken care of. Elizabeth is clearly looking out for her. And then there's... just a gaping, aching, void of regret for all the time I've lost, all the moments I wasn't here.Wow. Just wow. She looks pregnant, obviously. Like, really pregnant. I don't know why I'm gaping like some idiot who's never seen a pregnant woman before. I've seen pregnant ladies before, plenty of them. It's just.. I haven't seen Lily pregnant. And holy hell, it does look deadass good on her. I haven't always thought about my girl as thin, but I used to tease her about it when we were still cool, still us. Now... now she's far from thin. She's all fleshy
Aria's POVIt's been six months since the hospital visit. And it's been a blur of college applications and Jason's hockey games.And, yeah, I know what you're dying to hear. Celeste had moved on, and Emily had handled the adoption arrangements with efficiency and discretion. The baby was due next m
Aria’s POVThe room went dead quiet.I swear, even the bass line seemed to hold its breath. It made me want to roll my eyes. Was this how people loved hearing things that didn't concern them one bit?Sighing, my eyes went back to Jason. He adjusted his grip on the microphone, his shoulders tensing
Aria's POV"Why!!" I whined, a large frown taking over my face as Jason broke the kiss, holding me at arm's length, obviously enjoying this way more than he should."Because I want to be better." He says. When he says it like that, it's a pretty fucked up reason. It sounded like the most absolutely
Aria's POV🔞🔞I didn't know how we got back to the car. I didn't know how we got in or how much space there was for me. I was half-sitting in his lap, legs resting awkwardly on the passenger seat.His mouth was on mine the next second. Fuck. It was hot. Jason knew how to kiss. I moaned into the k







