INICIAR SESIÓNCLARA’S POV
The freezing night air slapped my heated face the second I pushed through the heavy glass exit doors, but it did nothing to cool the fire burning in my chest. Ethan’s cruel laughter still echoed in my ears. Every single word was a poisoned needle digging straight into my pride. “Go find someone else.” “Have your fun.” “Come back to me when you realize nobody else wants you.” My fingernails bit into the palms of my hands as I marched across the icy concrete of the arena parking lot. My vision blurred for a split second with furious, unshed tears, but I blinked them away with savage force. I refused to cry for a coward who couldn't even keep his hands to himself for seven days. Under the buzzing amber glow of the parking lot floodlights, a small group of guys stood lounging around a sleek, matte-black sports car. They wore the dark navy and silver varsity jackets of the Tier-A hockey team—the elite squad. The guys who played in the international showcases. The ones Ethan constantly cursed under his breath because they were everything he wished he could be. And right in the center of them stood Jaxon Vance. Even leaning casually against the driver side door with his hands shoved into his jacket pockets, Jaxon was an imposing figure. Broad-shouldered, tall, and effortlessly lethal, he looked every bit like the captain who dominated the ice and terrorized opposing defensemen. His dark hair was slightly messy from practice, and his sharp jawline was set in that trademark expression of cold indifference that kept almost everyone on campus at a respectful distance. He was Ethan’s ultimate rival. Ethan hated Jaxon with an obsession that bordered on madness. Whenever Jaxon’s name came up, Ethan would sneer about how Jaxon had everything handed to him on a silver platter—the money, the starting position, the scouts. Nobody else wants you, Ethan had said. A reckless, dangerous wave of adrenaline surged through my veins. It swallowed all my logic and burned away every shred of caution. Before my brain could stop my feet, I changed direction and marched straight toward the matte-black car. The crunch of my boots against the gravel drew the attention of the Tier-A players. One of the defensemen, a blond guy with a permanent grin, nudged his teammate. The casual chatter among them instantly died down as they saw a girl storming toward them with murder in her eyes. Jaxon looked up. His dark, piercing eyes locked onto mine. He didn't move an inch, but I saw the subtle shift in his posture, the slight tightening of his shoulders as he watched me close the distance between us. Three feet. Two feet. One foot. I stopped right in front of him. Up close, he towered over me, smelling faintly of cold night air, expensive cedarwood cologne, and fresh ice. He opened his mouth to say something, but I didn't give him the chance. I reached out, grabbed the thick leather lapels of his varsity jacket with both hands, and yanked him down. Jaxon let out a sharp breath of surprise, but he didn't pull away. I stood on my tiptoes and smashed my lips directly against his. The entire world seemed to stop spinning. Around us, someone dropped a water bottle, the plastic clattering loudly against the pavement. A collective gasp rose from his teammates, followed by dead, suffocating silence. My heart was hammering against my ribs like a trapped bird. At first, it was just pure fury driving me, an impulsive collision of lips meant to make a statement. But the moment Jaxon’s shock wore off, the dynamic shifted entirely. His body went completely rigid for half a second before a low, gravelly sound rumbled in the back of his throat. Instead of shoving me off or pushing me away, Jaxon’s large, warm hands came up and gripped both sides of my waist. His touch was firm, steady, and dangerously electric. His fingers dug lightly through the fabric of my coat, pulling me flush against his solid chest, steadying me on my feet. He didn't just let me kiss him. He kissed me back. His lips moved against mine with a slow, deliberate heat that sent a jolt of lightning straight down my spine. It was commanding yet strangely gentle, taking the raw, chaotic energy I had thrown at him and anchoring it with quiet authority. For a brief, dizzying second, the freezing cold vanished, replaced by the warmth of his mouth and the intoxicating scent of his skin. My breath hitched. Panic instantly collided with the adrenaline in my bloodstream. I abruptly broke the kiss, pulling back just far enough to breathe. My hands were still gripping his jacket, my knuckles white, my chest heaving up and down. Jaxon didn't let go of my waist. His dark eyes were blazing, completely dilated, staring down at me with an intensity that made my knees feel weak. He looked slightly disheveled, his lips parted and glistening under the amber streetlights, but his gaze was sharp and intensely focused. He looked at my face, really looked at it. His eyes flicked to the faint redness around my eyes, the slight tremble in my chin, and the furious pulse beating wildly in my throat. The cold arrogance he usually wore dissolved into something dark, guarded, and intensely protective. I had to finish what I started. I had to say it out loud so there was no turning back. "Will you be my boyfriend?" I blurted out. The words tumbled out of my mouth in a rush, desperate and jagged. Behind Jaxon, his teammates looked like they had just witnessed an alien landing. One of them had his hands clamped over his mouth, and another was staring with wide, disbelieving eyes. "Holy shit," someone whispered. "Did she just..." Jaxon didn't look at his friends. He didn't even blink. His thumbs brushed lightly against the curve of my waist through my coat, a quiet gesture that somehow kept me grounded when everything else felt like it was spinning out of control. He looked at me as if he were trying to read every single thought inside my head. There was no mockery in his expression. No cruel smirk like the one Ethan always wore. Just a deep, unreadable fire that made my breath catch in my throat. "You really want this, Clara?" Jaxon asked. His voice was low, rough, and sent a shiver straight through me. Hearing my name roll off his tongue with such familiarity sent a shock of confusion through my chest. We had never spoken before. We ran in completely different circles. How did he know my name? Before I could question it, Jaxon leaned down slightly, his face mere inches from mine. "Because if you're asking," he murmured, his voice dropping into a tone that was only for me to hear, "the answer is yes. Deal." The word hung in the cold night air between us, heavy and terrifyingly real. A wave of sudden, suffocating reality crashed over me. What had I just done? I had just grabbed the most intimidating guy on campus, kissed him in front of his entire squad, and roped him into a relationship based on nothing but spite. The adrenaline that had carried me out of the locker room drained away in a flash, leaving behind pure, unadulterated embarrassment. My cheeks flared with heat. My fingers released their death grip on his jacket as if the leather had turned to red-hot iron. "I... I have to go," I choked out. I tore myself out of his grip, stepped backward, and almost tripped over my own boots. Jaxon reached out a hand instinctively to steady me, his brow furrowing in concern, but I was already turning on my heel. I didn't wait for another word. I broke into a full sprint, running across the parking lot and out toward the campus walkways as fast as my legs could carry me.CLARA’S POV My breath froze in my throat. The low hum of Ethan’s idling engine vibrated through the quiet morning air, carrying across the frostbitten grass. Through the tinted glass of his black SUV, I knew his eyes were scanning every corner of the dorm courtyard. If he saw me walking toward the municipal transit stop at dawn, he would follow me, force me into his passenger seat, and demand to know where I was going. I backed up into the deep shadow of the dorm’s brick pillar. Without making a sound, I turned and slipped around the side of the building, cutting through the narrow service alley between the residential halls. I ducked behind the tall, overgrown evergreen hedges that lined the campus bike path, moving quickly while keeping my head down. My heart hammered against my ribs until I finally crossed the eastern perimeter of campus, well out of sight of Ethan’s surveillance. The county bus was already pulling up to the curb, its air brakes hissing in the morning mist
CLARA’S POV The glowing screen on my desk seemed to burn straight through the dim room. Is the baby mine? Those four words felt like a physical blow to my ribs. My heart slammed against my sternum so hard I was terrified Jaxon would feel the frantic rhythm through my back. Every instinct screamed at me to hide, to run, to rewind time before any of this mess began. I swallowed the lump of acid rising in my throat and used the movement of pulling away from Jaxon to shove the plastic test stick deeper into the sleeve of my oversized sweatshirt. The hard, cool plastic bit into my wrist, hidden safely beneath the ribbed cuff. "You're shaking, Clara," Jaxon said softly. His hands lingered on my waist for a second before he reluctantly dropped them, his dark eyes searching my face with sharp concern. "Your skin is completely pale. Let me get you some water." "I'm fine, really," I managed to say, my voice sounding thin and breathless even to my own ears. "Just... overwhelmed." "Sit
CLARA’S POV The bathroom lock clicked into place with a sharp, hollow snap while Jaxon stood waiting on the other side of the door. I had barely cracked the main dorm room open three inches, just enough to catch a glimpse of his dark, worried eyes and murmur through ragged breaths that I needed sixty seconds, before darting straight into the tiny en-suite bathroom and sealing myself inside. My chest rose and fell in shallow, jagged gasps. My ribs felt like an iron cage compressing around my lungs, suffocating every breath before it could reach my bloodstream. My fingers trembled so violently that I nearly dropped the small cardboard box into the porcelain sink. I ripped the packaging open with desperate, frantic tugs, tearing through the foil wrapper with my teeth. The white plastic test felt impossibly light in my hand, yet it carried the terrifying weight of my entire future. I followed the instructions through blurred vision, set the stick flat across the edge of the
CLARA’S POV The violent wave of nausea hit me so fast I did not even have time to excuse myself. One second, Professor Davis was droning on about athletic sponsorship contracts on the lecture hall projector. The next, a sour, burning heat surged from the pit of my stomach straight into my throat, turning my mouth watery and cold. The fluorescent lights overhead seemed to strobe violently, and the air in the packed room suddenly felt completely devoid of oxygen. I knocked my notebook and water bottle off the wooden desk as I scrambled to my feet. A dozen students turned to stare, but I could not bring myself to care. I clamped a trembling hand over my mouth, shoved past the crowded row of chairs, and burst through the heavy exit doors into the empty hallway. My boots skidded on the polished linoleum as I dove into the nearest restroom, barely making it over a porcelain sink before my stomach violently heaved. I dry-heaved until my ribs ached and tears stung the co
CLARA’S POV By eight o'clock the next morning, I could barely walk ten feet across campus without feeling a dozen pairs of eyes burning into my back. The whispers started the second I stepped out of my dorm and followed me all the way down the central quad. Groups of students huddled near the fountain, their phones tilted toward each other as they scrolled through the campus athletic forums. I did not need to look at my screen to know what was on the front page. Pictures from the Blue Line Grill had already gone viral. There were blurry shots of Ethan standing over a puddle of shattered glass and beer, looking murderous, alongside clear photos of Jaxon holding my hand in front of the entire athletic department. Worse, someone had managed to snap a picture of us in the dimly lit courtyard afterward, right as Jaxon pulled me into that breathtaking, fiercely possessive kiss against the brick wall. The entire hockey community at St. Jude’s was in an absolute frenzy. I pulled my co
CLARA’S POV The crisp night air hit my overheated skin the second the heavy side door clicked shut behind us. Jaxon led me out into a quiet, cobblestone courtyard tucked between The Blue Line Grill and an adjacent brick gallery. The muffled noise of seventy hockey players, clinking glasses, and raised voices vanished behind the thick emergency exit, replaced by the distant hum of campus traffic and the rustle of autumn leaves in the breeze. My pulse was still hammering a frantic rhythm against my ribs. Adrenaline buzzed under my skin, making my fingers twitch. I leaned back against the cool brick wall, exhaling a long, trembling breath that formed a faint cloud of white mist in the evening chill. Jaxon did not let go of my hand. He turned toward me beneath the dim glow of a wrought-iron lantern. The golden light caught the sharp angle of his jaw and the fierce intensity in his dark eyes. He looked over every inch of me, his gaze scanning from my face down to the hem of my emera







