Chapter *14 Clyde And Alexandria’s Thoughts*

When my son said they can only spend on the budget his mom set. It makes me feel inferior about myself. Was I really that incapable to help them enough that they have to set aside money for shopping and mostly it's for my son’s needs? Alexandria was already content to have one piece of blouse or trousers. They live so frugally that it makes me feel so ashamed of myself. I can only count in my hands the times I wore the same clothes thrice. I ate what I wanted. I even have a personal chef at home to cook the meal to my liking. I live a lavish life while my family, the one who should live without worrying about tomorrow. Has to save up money in case of an emergency. I start to question myself if I really did enough to make their life easy these past few years? I felt like a heavy object was placed on both of my shoulders that I couldn’t stand straight. My body slumped on the chair like I ran out of energy dwelling within myself. When I decided to pursue them after six years of MIA I tho