I stood up from the ground and ceased the rain within the small clearing I was in with the flick of my wrist. I couldn’t sit there and wallow anymore. Self loathing wasn’t going to help. Practicing my powers would though. I needed to focus on anything other than Alpha Xander.
“Let’s train Weather.”
“Are you sure you want to do this right now? You know it takes a lot of concentration.”
“I’m sure.”
After listening and sniffing my surroundings to make sure no one was close, I summoned Weather. In no time, we were on all fours and I was looking down at Weathers sapphire blue paws that glowed under the moonlight. Our fur always showed bits of silver when under the moon to show we were blessed by the Goddess herself. The silver bits looked like raindrops were cascading down our fur but the real beauty was when we were running and the silver transformed into a torrential downpour.
“What should we train? I’ve been wanting to try summoning a mini tornado.”
“That’s going to take a lot of concentration and power but I know we can manage.”
In the beginning, my powers were linked to my emotions and it took a long time for me to manage my moods and feelings. By the time I was five, I was able to summon rain with the flick of my wrist instead of it only coming when I was upset. From that day forward, I’d always had a handle on my emotions.
The moon was shining high in the sky with little to no clouds so I knew it would be a perfect night to try something advanced, knowing we could pull strength straight from the moon. I dug my paws into the earth and was just about to try to summon the wind when Weather stopped.
“I hear someone,” she said. She lifted her nose into the air to smell the intruder when I was hit with the most intoxicating scent. It reminded me of the air after a thunderstorm mixed with pure male musk, instantly making me salivate. At that moment all I wanted to do was run in the direction of the scent and bury my nose in it.
I was kicked out of the trance I was in when Weather started panicking in my head. “It’s our mate! If we can smell him I guarantee he can smell us. I’m going to shift back then you need to summon the rain to wash away our scent.”
Less than a second later I was back on two feet and hurriedly put my clothes back on. I could hear Xander coming closer so I summoned rain before Weather retreated back into the depths of my head where no one but me could sense her.
“I thought you wanted him to know we were his mate?” I asked her. She’d been telling me we needed our mate for so long, hiding her seemed like the last thing she’d want.
“The time isn’t right yet,” was all she said.
“Why can I smell him now but couldn’t earlier in the dining room?”
“I blocked his mate scent from you so you wouldn’t freak out and run before you got the chance to see him.”
I rolled my eyes at her.
The rain poured down around me drenching my clothes and washing away the scent of Weather but nothing had ever felt better. I was always the most comfortable and calm in the rain.
Suddenly I heard the bushes across from me move and soon after a large gray wolf stepped out of the deep woods.
He was magnificent and easily one of the largest wolves I’d ever come across. His wolf was only a bit smaller than my fathers was but while dads wolf was midnight black, Xanders was a deep charcoal gray that reminded me of the skies during a storm.
I know I should have pretended to look afraid but I was too busy being captivated by the wolf of my mate. I shouldn’t be surprised by the size of his wolf considering he was mated to me, the rightful Queen, but I still couldn’t help but be amazed by him.
I felt a pang in my chest when he turned around and walked back into the thick of the forest, wondering why he was leaving but realized why when he came back in human form wearing sweatpants a few seconds later.
“Damn our mate is hot,” came Weathers voice. I wanted to scoff at her but couldn’t because fuck was she right. Now that he wasn’t dressed in his suit and didn’t have a shirt on, I could get a good look at him. He had hard, chiseled muscles in all the right places that could make any girl drool, with tattoos going down each of his arms and across his chest. His defined eight pack was glistening with the falling rain drops that fell until they reached the band of his sweatpants just below his delicious Adonis belt.
“Holy shit,” was the only response I had back to her.
I was fully aware I was staring and checking him out but I found it near impossible to stop. As his dark brown hair that was cut shorter on the sides and left longer on top fell down in front of his eyes, I couldn’t help but thank the Goddess for giving me a God of a man as a mate.
The dirty thoughts and images of him I had in my head made by not only my wolf, but myself too, evaporated when I looked up and found a smirk sitting on his plump lips. He caught me staring at him but to be fair, he was checking me out too.
The smirk never left his lips as he asked, “What are you doing out here all alone? Don’t you know the forest can be quite dangerous, especially at night?”
His voice was deep and sent a jolt down my spine that gathered right between my legs, causing an unfamiliar ache in my core. I could listen to this man talk for hours. Damn mate bond.
I looked into those silver eyes and wore a smirk of my own. “Don’t worry, I can take care of myself.”
“Is that right?” he chuckled, taking a few steps towards me. Goddess, even the sound of his laugh was beautiful.
I propped my hands on my waist and cocked a hip out. “Well that was until the big bad wolf decided to make an appearance.” I knew I shouldn’t be flirting with him but I just couldn’t help myself. “The real question is, what are you doing out here?”
I watched his silver eyes start to glow, letting me know his wolf was present.
“I thought I smelled something. It led me to this spot but now the scent is gone.”
He smelled my wolf and me. He smelled the mate bond.
Any normal girl would have told him he was their mate but my life was far from normal. It was only a matter of time before my life turned dangerous and having a mate was something I didn’t think would be good for me. A mate would be a distraction and just one more person to be used against me.
Didn’t mean I couldn’t have some fun with him in the meantime. He would probably leave tomorrow after his dealings with Alpha David and then I wouldn’t see him again until fate decided to bring us back together.
After deciding I’d start my new job after training tomorrow, I went up to my bedroom, determined to get a good night's sleep. It was most likely wishful thinking but it’s the thought that counts, right?After changing into a pair of silk pajama shorts and matching tank top, I melted into bed. It was hard falling asleep from Weather and I’s jittery excitement about training tomorrow but after an hour of staring at the ceiling, I managed to drift off into sleep.My positive attitude regarding a good night’s sleep was proven to be useless.Tonight’s nightmare was brutal. I had to watch the death of my parents over and over again. Every time I thought it would stop, the memory would replay itself. I felt myself tip toeing on the line of insanity having to watch the worst moment of my life on repeat.Every time that scarred rogue slit my mothers throat, I felt my heart break.Every time I watched Arrick stab my father in the heart, I felt my soul shatter.After the tenth time, I was scream
The conversation flowed after that. Micah and Liam asked me questions about my old pack which I answered as honestly as possible. I told them how I was an omega who worked in the pack house. They never brought up what my life was like before I ended up in Alpha David’s pack and for that I was grateful. I had a story already planned but I was thankful for them not prying too much.They also never asked any questions about my wolf. I’m sure they all knew I didn’t have one, wink wink, but didn’t seem to judge me for that fact. They didn’t look at me any differently and it was nice not being looked down on for once.I found out Liam, being the Gamma, led the training. Victoria told me she also will be with me tomorrow morning and was looking forward to having a friend to spar with. Liam made no promises to pair us together but I knew he wouldn’t deny his mate. The sparkle in his eye that appeared every time he looked at her let me know he was completely and utterly smitten with her. I cou
I had the best day with Victoria. She was so fun and made me feel so welcomed. She had a spitfire attitude that went with her deep red hair perfectly. Spending the day with her just doing normal girl things was a breath of fresh air. I hadn’t felt this carefree in a long time and wanted to hold on to this feeling for as long as possible.Even Weather had a good time, telling me which pieces looked good and which ones I should put back. Victoria insisted on me getting some dressier clothes for going out. She was planning a trip for all of us to go to a local club this weekend to celebrate my coming to live at their pack. I’d never been to a club or bar before and was looking forward to the experience.As I put away my new clothes, I came across the lingerie Victoria made me buy. While most pieces were for everyday use, a few were more on the sexier side. Of course Weather had to go and put all kinds of illicit thoughts in my head of wearing them for Xander. Not like I had a desire to w
Of course as soon as I signed the last paper, he perked up.“Is Raina back yet?”“I don’t know buddy. Shall we go check?”“Yes.”Storm was bouncing around in my head, tail wagging like crazy. He was becoming very taken with Raina in such a short time. We loved her spitfire attitude and strength. I was just afraid of us getting hurt if her wolf never came or if she didn’t end up being our mate.The pull we felt towards her was unexplainable. It was like our soul called to hers and because of that, Storm was convinced she was our mate. We agreed to take it slow in case we ended up heartbroken.I locked my office after me and as I was walking into the foyer, the front door opened. Raina and Victoria were all giggles as they walked in. Raina’s eyes were sparkling with laughter and a huge smile was on her face. She looked so beautiful I stopped in my tracks, unable to stop staring at her.“She looks beautiful when she’s happy.” Storm was in awe of her beauty as well.Her long raven black h
I really wanted to be the one to show her around and see her try on clothes but after Victoria all but begged me to let her spend the day with Raina, I relented. Honestly, if it weren’t for the pile of work I had waiting for me I probably would have denied Victoria and went with Raina myself.The increase in rogue attacks on the pack were getting worse and every time we tried to capture one for questioning, they’d end up killing themselves before we got the chance to restrain them. I had no idea what they were after but I refused to give up until I figured out what their goal was.My pack was never prone to rogue attacks even before the one that killed my parents. They were few and far between and even the attack that took the former Alpha and Luna wasn’t your typical rogue attack. It’s like they specifically came to kill my parents.I’ll never forget that day. I was shadowing my step father, Alpha Arlo, to prepare for the day I would take over. One second we were going over paperwor
I woke up the next morning feeling even more tired than when I went to bed. Last night's memory took a huge toll on my body, not letting me forget the moment my eight year old self took more lives than most men do in their entire lifetime. For years I’d ask myself, what kind of future queen takes the very lives of the people she’s meant to protect and serve? Even if they were rogues. It took a long time for me to come to terms with what I had done. I no longer thought of myself as a monster - just a girl who did what she had to in order to survive. A knock sounded at the door and I pulled myself from bed. I wasn’t surprised to find Xander on the other side. “Good morning.” It most certainly wasn’t a good morning but whatever. At least I was being polite. Xander looked delectable in his black slacks and dark gray button up that matched the color of his eyes perfectly. His dark brown hair was styled to keep out of his face. I could feel my fingers twitching, wanting to run them thr