LOGINONE MONTH EARLIER
“Help me… please.”
The voice is faint. Small. Frantic.
I freeze halfway through peeling off my boots, and glance around the dark shack.
The night is dead quiet, the kind that swallows sound. The only movement is the sound of the cold wind blowing outside.
I look around as I speak to my wolf, Nikola.
‘Did you hear that?’ I ask but before she answers, the voice trembles through my mind again.
“Please… help me.”
The hell? Am I imagining things?
Without another thought, I bolt outside into the biting wind.
“She’s a girl,” I mutter, scanning the snow-blanketed forest. “But I don’t think she’s from the nearby pack. Any idea where she could be?”
“Not sure,” Nikola growls back. “But we need to move. Now. Run west.”
I don’t hesitate. My clothes tear as bones crack and reshape, flesh folding into silver-white fur.
We bolt through the snow covered forest, white paws barely touching the ground. The cold air burns my lungs as we run.
The snow's a bit of a nuisance, but I locate a disturbance.
“Half a kilometre ahead,” Nikola confirms.
We bound faster.
The scent hits us first—fear, filth, sweat… and something fouler. Lust.
Nikola’s hackles rise, mine too. We're both mad enough to delete someone.
We find her just past the gully, a tiny girl stumbling barefoot through the snow. Her wrists are bound, her face streaked with dirt and tears.
Behind her, three men give chase. They reek of blood and metal. One raises a knife and grins.
Fucking hunters.
A growl rips out of me, and the men freeze, snapping in my direction.
The knife-wielder smirks. “Look at that coat. It’ll sell for a pretty buck. Kill the wolf—we’ll take the kid back.”
I’m on him before he finishes speaking. My jaws clamp down on his throat. Bone crunches. Hot blood sprays the snow. The girl screams, but I push the sound away.
Now for the other two.
The second man lunges. His blade scrapes my shoulder—a searing burn that makes Nikola roar inside me. Silver.
Rage floods us. I bite down on his arm; bones splinter under my teeth. He drops the knife, howling. I fling him aside and hear the wet crack of impact against a tree trunk.
Nikola wants to go tear deeper, and end him. But the third man has the little girl with a knife pressed to her throat.
“Stay back!” His voice shakes. The child thrashes, crying harder.
I lower my body, my hackles high, as a warning growl rolls out. Nikola’s fury claws at me but I shove it down. One wrong move, and the girl dies.
Not worth it.
The man drags her closer to the tree line. His eyes flick left, then right. He thinks he can run.
I take a step forward, but he jerks the knife tighter and the girl whimpers.
I force myself to be still, but my ears twitch at a faint rhythm beyond the trees.
That's new.
The child screams again as the man raises the knife, and I launch forward.
Pain explodes through my shoulder as the blade pierces flesh, but I slam him down anyway. My claws rip through his chest, my jaws close around his neck, and silence follows after one twist.
I spit blood into the snow and snarl. “So much for all that muscle.”
A soft sniffle makes me turn. The trembling girl crouches behind a fallen log.
I pull back to shift. The girl's obviously terrified and my appearance isn't exactly comforting.
I shift, and crouch naked in front of her, ignoring the sting in my shoulder.
“Hey,” I say gently. “It’s over. You’re safe now.”
Her big brown eyes meet mine—wide, haunted, and full of tears.
She can't be older than six. Her little hands tremble hard as she stands from behind the log.
“Don’t hurt me,” she whispers.
My heart twists painfully. “I won’t. You’re safe, little one.”
She hesitates, then crawls toward me. When her tiny, cold fingers brush mine, I can feel the tremor of her pulse that feels like my own heartbeat.
“Where’s your family?” I ask softly.
She shakes her head, silent tears slipping down her cheeks.
I pull on an oversized hoodie hanging from a low branch, then scoop her into my arms. She’s trembling—whether from cold or fear, I can’t tell.
“We’ve got to move,” Nikola murmurs. “This isn’t neutral ground. And that wound—”
“I know.” The burn of silver throbs beneath my skin. I need herbs, fast.
I hold the girl tighter, patting her back. “You’re okay, little one. Let's get you out of this cold.”
I begin to walk to my hideout, but the air changes, and absolute power floods the clearing. Its heaviness makes my skin prickle.
Nikola growls but we don't submit to the aura forcing itself against us.
I turn just in time to see a massive, snarling midnight black wolf with eyes like silver flames leap from the trees.
He lands with a thunderous growl that makes the air tremble. The girl screams and clings to my neck.
My fingers tighten around the scared pup as I step back slowly, every instinct screaming at me to run away from the intruder. He's literally the size of a horse… if not bigger.
More wolves pour from the trees behind him, but they’re background noise. My gaze sticks to the black one—the one radiating enough power to make the world bend.
He shifts mid-step, and a man stands where the beast was—tall, broad, mud-smeared, and naked.
I avert my gaze, giving him a second to pull on sweatpants from a nearby guard. When I finally look again, my pulse stumbles.
Black, tousled hair brushes his shoulders, damp from the snow. His face is gifted with a strong jaw, high cheekbones, and lips that look like they were carved in sin. He looks like war and temptation decided to make a child together.
But it’s his eyes that stop me cold. Goddess, his sharp eyes are violet, burning with authority.
There’s only one bloodline in existence with that color.
The Royal Lycans.
Nikola’s voice trembles inside me. “Mate.”
For the first time in the past four years I've been a rogue, I don’t know what the hell to say.
The word knocks the air from my lungs.
For the first time in four years of running, I can’t think. I can’t breathe.
I recognize him now—from a newspaper in a human town
weeks ago.
Of all the souls in this cursed world, the Moon chooses him?
The Lycan King?
For me?
You have got to be fucking kidding me.
I don’t look back. I don’t slow down. I just keep walking without direction…My palm still tingles from where I hit him, and my chest feels too tight for air as I push through the corridor, barefoot against cold stone.“Unbelievable,” I mutter. “Absolutely unbelievable.”I slapped the king. I turn the corner hard, and slam straight into someone.“Watch where you’re going—!”The annoyed voice is sharp and refined.I look up, only to see that the person I bumped into is none other than Lady Araya.Of course. The Goddess isn't done messing with me today.Lady Araya looks at me like I tracked mud into her sitting room. Her gaze lingers on my faded clothes peeking through Rael's coat, my weathered boots, and my rough looking hair.Her mouth curls.“So,” she says coldly. “The rogue is wandering the halls now.”“Sorry,” I step back instinctively. “I really didn’t see you.”“No,” she replies. “Rogues rarely see beyond themselves.”I snort. “Is that in your job description? Or do you just wak
Everything hurts… badly. My eyelids feel like they've been glued shut. My legs feel extra heavy, like they are sinking in wet sand.Everything is dim… muffled… wrong.A groan escapes my lips before I can stop it, and the brightness of the room stings my eyes as I force them open.Everything is blurry at first, but as my vision sharpens, I see Aisling, and beside her, Ash.Both women look very worried. I open my mouth to speak but my throat feels so itchy and dry, I can't talk.Aisling leans forward immediately, her eyes wide with relief.“Rael? Rael—hey. You’re awake.” She squeezes my hand. “Gods, you scared us.”I try to nod, but the movement sends painful splinters through my skull. Ash stands a little behind her, and passes Aisling a cup of water before moving back a little with her arms folded, as if bracing herself.She isn’t looking at me, and for some reason, I feel irritated about that.I steal quick glances at her, as Aisling feeds me the water, noticing her damp hair, and fl
Elise walks ahead of me into the ward, her little boots tapping lightly against the tiles. She stops beside Rael’s bed and points.“He’s still asleep,” she announces, matter-of-fact.I swallow. “Yeah,” I breathe. “He is.”But the pulse in my chest hasn’t faded. If anything, seeing him again makes it thrum stronger, like I’ve stepped into the same air he’s breathing in some invisible place.Aisling appears from the hallway, sharp-eyed and alert, and for a moment I wonder if she feels it too. Her gaze shifts from Elise to me, narrowing just a little.“You’re back early,” she says carefully.Elise shrugs. “Ash said she wanted to check on Uncle Rael.” Then she pats his arm through the blanket. “But he’s still sleeping. Maybe he’s bored.”Aisling snorts softly, but something flickers across her face when she looks at me again. Elise suddenly gasps as if remembering something vital. “I want snacks.”Aisling lets out a long-suffering sigh. “Lady Araya,” she calls, “please take her to the kit
Elise pats the space beside her, though she doesn’t wait for me to sit before launching right in.“Ash, do you know how to ice skate?”I blink. “Uh… yes? I mean—sort of. It’s been years since I last did.”“You’ll remember once you hit the ice,” she says matter-of-factly, like muscle memory is guaranteed by royal decree.I pull the towel from my neck and narrow my eyes slightly. “Why do you need me to teach you?”Elise sighs dramatically, flipping her hair over her shoulder. “Because my mother is drowning in kingdom work now that Uncle Rael is…” Her gaze flicks briefly to the unconscious king. “…sleeping. And Lady Araya is out running errands for her. So I’m alone. And bored. And I refuse to perform the Winter Waltz on ice looking like a dying flamingo.”I choke on a laugh. “The what?”She doesn’t answer. Instead, she reaches beside her and pulls a gleaming silver laptop onto her knees. The moment she opens it, the screen lights up.I stare at it like it’s an artifact from another life
The ward is painfully quiet now that Zarina and Aisling are gone. The healers rotate in and out with hushed footsteps, and for the first time since I woke up… I’m alone.Well, not completely alone.I turn my head toward the other bed, toward the steady rise and fall of the chest belonging to the Lycan King.Rael.Even unconscious, he looks powerful. Too powerful. His masculine features are sharp, carved, almost unfairly beautiful—strong jaw, thick lashes resting against his cheeks, dark hair a little messy on the pillow, lips slightly parted like he’s on the edge of waking.My throat tightens.“What would things look like… if I wasn’t a rogue?” I whisper to the room.If I weren’t cursed by my past, if Nikola was actually normal, and not a little bloodthirsty?I glance around the empty space again just to make sure no one can hear me humiliating myself.“Would he have still tried to reject me?” I ask the empty room Silence answers.I snort bitterly and drop my eyes.“No. Of course not
My throat feels like sandpaper when I blink awake. The room is dim, the air cool, and for a second everything feels… heavy… like a disaster is waiting to happen.I swallow painfully and croak, “Zarina?”Almost instantly, soft footsteps rush toward me. Zarina appears beside the bed with Aisling just behind her, both of them wearing the same expression: relief mixed with worry.“You’re awake,” Zarina breathes, already checking my pulse, my forehead, my breathing. “How do you feel? Lightheaded? Weak? Any pain?”I shake my head slowly. “Just thirsty. And… tired.”And empty. But I don’t say that yet. “How long was I out?”“Two days, not counting the other nine days.” Zarina says as she hands me a glass of water and Aisling steps closer, her eyes sharp. “Any dizziness? Chest pressure? Strange sensations?”“I’m better,” I say quietly, feeling a bit strange about their interest in me. “But… I can’t feel my wolf.”Their eyes meet over my head, obviously a mind link communication happening sile
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