LOGINHis jaw clenches, eyes locked on mine. I see the moment it hits him too. The flicker of shock, then fury, then something rawer that he hides too quickly.
I watch as his gaze sweeps over me, lingering on the child. When he speaks, his voice is low, deep, and commanding.
“Put the child down.”
Nikola bristles at his tone, answering with a growl before I can stop her or myself. I pull the child tighter into my arms.
“I’m not yours to order around,” I say, every word edged with defiance. “Neither is she.”
Normally, I would give him the kid, and leave since I'm sure he wouldn't bring her any harm, but the way she's holding me tightly has me torn.
I don't know what those hunter bastards had done to her, but she needs reassurance right now.
I might be a rogue right now, but I'm an alpha first. I don't abandon wolves in need.
His warriors visibly stiffen at my tone. I guess they aren't used to anyone talking back to the king, especially not a rogue.
His suffocating aura presses harder, but I bare my teeth instead. His eyes narrow, as if testing how far I’d go.
We stand locked in silence.
How is it even possible that he's my mate?
I clench my fists until my nails dig into my palms, fighting the spark that wants to drag me closer to him.
Not again.
Not after what the last one did.
I already have—had—a mate. And I don't want another one.
Every breath pulls his scent deeper into me—pine and steel and storm air. My knees weaken. My chest aches. This bond isn’t gentle. It’s crushing and undeniably raw.
“What the actual fuck is this?” Nikola growls at how brutal the bond feels. I'm unable to answer.
How am I supposed to know?
His eyes flash, sharp with warning, but I hold his gaze. My heart pounds so loud, it's like it drowns the forest.
“Look, I apologise for trespassing. Really, I do,” I tell him as my eyes dart around checking for a path I can use to leave. “I’m only here because I heard her call—”
“You heard her?”
I nod, not feeling obligated to give an explanation.
“That’s impossible,” he murmurs, before his jaw tightens. For a second I feel he’s about to rip her from my arms by force.
I can feel his wolf’s aura surging against Nikola, as if trying to force her—us—into submission.
She snaps back without a care who he is. She is as opposed to this bond, this pull that burns through us like fire in our veins, as I am.
The forest folds in on itself. Voices stretch, fading into one sound—his heartbeat. Or mine. I can’t tell anymore.
“We need to leave now, Natasha,” Nikola mutters in my head. “The silver is weakening us and the wound needs to be treated.”
She's right, not forgetting the fact that I am feeling very cold. The hoodie doesn't do much to shelter against the cold wind.
“What’s your name?”
The question sounds strange coming from him.
My lips curl before I can stop them. “Why? So you can put it on my grave?”
A flicker of something—amusement, anger, I couldn’t tell—crosses his face. His gaze slides back to the girl, then returns to me, sharper. “Give her to me.”
The girl whimpers, and buries her face in my neck. My chest squeezes. I tighten my grip.
“She’s safe with me. You’d have found her dead if I hadn’t been here.”
I feel the mate bond pulse, the weight of it nearly crushing, but I can't pay it any heed.
Why is it acting this way? It feels like a chain pulling me closer to him even as Nikola and I fight the attraction.
“Give me my niece.” His voice is lower this time, as he takes a step forward.
His what????
“If you haven't noticed, she doesn't want to let go of me,” I take a step back because I didn't want him too close to me. “If you want her, you’ll have to coax her from me.”
His eyes burn into mine, as if weighing his options. And then—he smiles slowly. Something tells me he's thinking of snatching his niece from me and the thought thrills him.
My vision chooses that moment to swim and I shake my head to clear it.
“Natasha, that blade was poisoned,” Nikola screams. “We need to leave. Now!”
The child’s weight trembles in my arms, and I force my knees to lock.
“You’re wounded,” he says.
I bark a rough laugh. “You’re observant.”
“Let me take her.” His voice stays level, but his eyes… his eyes betray the pull, the same pull burning through my chest.
I shake my head, fighting the dizziness and swallowing the copper taste in my mouth. “She doesn't want to let go.”
The child whimpers against me, making me involuntarily tighten my grip despite my waning strength.
“El,” he says to the girl, stepping closer. “Come to me. Let's go home.”
She shakes her head, not once looking at him.
The ground tilts.
Nikola’s voice flickers weakly inside me.
“Stay awake… Natasha, stay—”
But she’s fading too. Even she can't fight the poison eating through us.
He moves before I hit the ground—faster than any wolf, catching me easily. His touch sends a shock through my veins, freezing the pain for a heartbeat.
The last thing I hear before I fall into darkness is his growl, deep and low.
“Mine.”
I don’t look back. I don’t slow down. I just keep walking without direction…My palm still tingles from where I hit him, and my chest feels too tight for air as I push through the corridor, barefoot against cold stone.“Unbelievable,” I mutter. “Absolutely unbelievable.”I slapped the king. I turn the corner hard, and slam straight into someone.“Watch where you’re going—!”The annoyed voice is sharp and refined.I look up, only to see that the person I bumped into is none other than Lady Araya.Of course. The Goddess isn't done messing with me today.Lady Araya looks at me like I tracked mud into her sitting room. Her gaze lingers on my faded clothes peeking through Rael's coat, my weathered boots, and my rough looking hair.Her mouth curls.“So,” she says coldly. “The rogue is wandering the halls now.”“Sorry,” I step back instinctively. “I really didn’t see you.”“No,” she replies. “Rogues rarely see beyond themselves.”I snort. “Is that in your job description? Or do you just wak
Everything hurts… badly. My eyelids feel like they've been glued shut. My legs feel extra heavy, like they are sinking in wet sand.Everything is dim… muffled… wrong.A groan escapes my lips before I can stop it, and the brightness of the room stings my eyes as I force them open.Everything is blurry at first, but as my vision sharpens, I see Aisling, and beside her, Ash.Both women look very worried. I open my mouth to speak but my throat feels so itchy and dry, I can't talk.Aisling leans forward immediately, her eyes wide with relief.“Rael? Rael—hey. You’re awake.” She squeezes my hand. “Gods, you scared us.”I try to nod, but the movement sends painful splinters through my skull. Ash stands a little behind her, and passes Aisling a cup of water before moving back a little with her arms folded, as if bracing herself.She isn’t looking at me, and for some reason, I feel irritated about that.I steal quick glances at her, as Aisling feeds me the water, noticing her damp hair, and fl
Elise walks ahead of me into the ward, her little boots tapping lightly against the tiles. She stops beside Rael’s bed and points.“He’s still asleep,” she announces, matter-of-fact.I swallow. “Yeah,” I breathe. “He is.”But the pulse in my chest hasn’t faded. If anything, seeing him again makes it thrum stronger, like I’ve stepped into the same air he’s breathing in some invisible place.Aisling appears from the hallway, sharp-eyed and alert, and for a moment I wonder if she feels it too. Her gaze shifts from Elise to me, narrowing just a little.“You’re back early,” she says carefully.Elise shrugs. “Ash said she wanted to check on Uncle Rael.” Then she pats his arm through the blanket. “But he’s still sleeping. Maybe he’s bored.”Aisling snorts softly, but something flickers across her face when she looks at me again. Elise suddenly gasps as if remembering something vital. “I want snacks.”Aisling lets out a long-suffering sigh. “Lady Araya,” she calls, “please take her to the kit
Elise pats the space beside her, though she doesn’t wait for me to sit before launching right in.“Ash, do you know how to ice skate?”I blink. “Uh… yes? I mean—sort of. It’s been years since I last did.”“You’ll remember once you hit the ice,” she says matter-of-factly, like muscle memory is guaranteed by royal decree.I pull the towel from my neck and narrow my eyes slightly. “Why do you need me to teach you?”Elise sighs dramatically, flipping her hair over her shoulder. “Because my mother is drowning in kingdom work now that Uncle Rael is…” Her gaze flicks briefly to the unconscious king. “…sleeping. And Lady Araya is out running errands for her. So I’m alone. And bored. And I refuse to perform the Winter Waltz on ice looking like a dying flamingo.”I choke on a laugh. “The what?”She doesn’t answer. Instead, she reaches beside her and pulls a gleaming silver laptop onto her knees. The moment she opens it, the screen lights up.I stare at it like it’s an artifact from another life
The ward is painfully quiet now that Zarina and Aisling are gone. The healers rotate in and out with hushed footsteps, and for the first time since I woke up… I’m alone.Well, not completely alone.I turn my head toward the other bed, toward the steady rise and fall of the chest belonging to the Lycan King.Rael.Even unconscious, he looks powerful. Too powerful. His masculine features are sharp, carved, almost unfairly beautiful—strong jaw, thick lashes resting against his cheeks, dark hair a little messy on the pillow, lips slightly parted like he’s on the edge of waking.My throat tightens.“What would things look like… if I wasn’t a rogue?” I whisper to the room.If I weren’t cursed by my past, if Nikola was actually normal, and not a little bloodthirsty?I glance around the empty space again just to make sure no one can hear me humiliating myself.“Would he have still tried to reject me?” I ask the empty room Silence answers.I snort bitterly and drop my eyes.“No. Of course not
My throat feels like sandpaper when I blink awake. The room is dim, the air cool, and for a second everything feels… heavy… like a disaster is waiting to happen.I swallow painfully and croak, “Zarina?”Almost instantly, soft footsteps rush toward me. Zarina appears beside the bed with Aisling just behind her, both of them wearing the same expression: relief mixed with worry.“You’re awake,” Zarina breathes, already checking my pulse, my forehead, my breathing. “How do you feel? Lightheaded? Weak? Any pain?”I shake my head slowly. “Just thirsty. And… tired.”And empty. But I don’t say that yet. “How long was I out?”“Two days, not counting the other nine days.” Zarina says as she hands me a glass of water and Aisling steps closer, her eyes sharp. “Any dizziness? Chest pressure? Strange sensations?”“I’m better,” I say quietly, feeling a bit strange about their interest in me. “But… I can’t feel my wolf.”Their eyes meet over my head, obviously a mind link communication happening sile
Dr. Zarina walks beside me as I escort her out of my wing, her boots tapping softly against the marble floor.She still smells faintly of antiseptic herbs and wolfsbane tinctures. Normally, her scent calms me. Tonight, with her scent still lingering in my room, nothing can.“She’s stable for now,”
“Oww.”The sound scrapes out of me before I can swallow it.Everything hurts. It's neither the sharp kind of hurt nor the shallow surface-level pain.This is the deep, dragging ache that settles in the bones, the kind you only feel when your whole body has been taken apart and put back together wro
I wake up to see that the ceiling above me is carved stone.Too white. Too clean. Too… wrong.“Where the fuck am—ohh.”I remember everything and sit up on the bed. “Elise is gone,” I mutter. “And my IV has been changed.”My shoulder feels stiff but I can sense it's healing. The faint scent of anti
A blur of dark silver hair rushes into the room, and before I can even process it, Elise is torn from the foot of my bed and wrapped in a pair of trembling arms.Head Priestess Aisling.The woman collapses to her knees with her daughter crushed against her chest, sobbing into her hair, whispering f







