SONIA’S POV
A very long time ago, someone once dear to me said betrayal would come in different shapes, forms and sizes and so I should be mindful of the words that comes out of my mouth and especially who I say those words to. My Mother also said not everyone likes the idea of anyone else being happy except them. Those were the words she said before she died in my arms 19 years ago. I was just 5 years old. Looking at the two people I thought I knew like the back of my hands, I realize that my Mother wasn't wrong. She'd never been wrong. I had only ever said good things about Shaun to Jessica and with everything I'm seeing now, she wanted to have a taste of what I had fed her. “Sonia honey, It's not what it looks like,” Jessica says to me and suddenly my hand itches to grab the gun in my purse. I haven’t used it before but how hard can it be? “It was your stupid talk that made me come here, you know?” I say to Jessica and look at Shaun who has been stunned to silence all these while. He picks that moment to speak. “Baby, go inside. I'll handle her.” He pulls Jessica inside and closes the door behind him. Handle me? “How did you find me here?” “That's what you're bothered about?” I ask unbelievably, my voice raising up a notch. Shaun grabs my arm and pulls me down a shadowed corner of the hallway. “Don't raise your voice at me,” His eyes are suddenly red and different, the hold he has on my arm growing tighter “If you had just minded your business, none of these would be happening.” “Oh what, it's my fault that you cheated and got caught?” No matter how hard I try to contain it, my voice breaks, betraying me. “How long have you been fucking my best friend behind my back, Shaun?” “It doesn't matter. If you want to join us, there's room for you.” He pauses, looking at me like he expects me to agree to his offer. I can only feel my lips tremble. “Fuck you, Shaun.” I whisper, pained to be experiencing such cruelty from a man I thought loved me. I suddenly regret not removing my shades earlier from my clutch to cover my red rimmed eyes. There's no doubt Shaun takes pleasure in seeing me this way because what he says next only shatters my heart the more. He lets go of my arm. “I've tried being rational with you but you're too bull headed. Leave now or I'll call security on you.” “You wouldn't,” I choke, my throat too strained to let my words flow freely. Shaun looks ahead and waves his hand, the action making the muscles in his shoulder pop out. I don't focus on what I once found attractive. Instead, I turn to see that he has in fact waved over two security guards who are now coming over. “What seems to be the problem, Mr. Parker?” The bulkier of the two asks while still approaching as his partner speaks into his walkie talkie. Having had enough humiliation for one night, I walk around Shaun, open my clutch, take out my shades and wear it. “She’s an intruder. I don't know how she got access to my room.” I hear Shaun say behind me as I walk away. “We apologize, Sir. We'll make sure she doesn't bother you anymore.” Probably the second one says. I hear their heavy footsteps behind me as I wait for the elevator to open. They enter the elevator with me as we go to the ground floor of the hotel. Usually, I tend to avoid being in the same space with men as large and intimidating as these two behind me but it seems like my mental energy is exhausted for the day. My phone dings in my purse and I bring it out to see who the text is from. Shaun: Things wouldn't have ended up this way if you had just minded your business, Sonia. Because of the love I still have for you deep down, I'll permit you to sleep over at my place just for tonight, but you're going to have to leave first thing tomorrow morning. The imbecile. I don't realize that I'm crying until I see a drop of tears splash on the surface of my screen. My attempt to wipe it away is futile because it just keeps streaming down my face. When the elevator opens, I'm a shaky mess, totally different from how I was when I walked in here earlier. My heels click on the clean tiles of the floor as I walk as quickly as I can, eager to leave the hotel that suddenly holds a bad memory for me. I'm almost through the doors when I suddenly bump into a hard figure. Strong, firm hands grip my arms, saving me from what would’ve been an embarrassing fall. “Forgive me.” I utter, in apology without looking at the man who saved me from further embarrassment. I turn to leave but he doesn't let go. “Are you alright, miss?” His voice is as deep and beautiful as his hold on me is firm and yet gentle. I'm pushed to look at his face. I have to strain my neck up and for the quickest second ever known to man, my breath slows down as my hazel eyes meet the deepest blue ones I've ever seen. His piercing eyes sparkled like diamonds in the sunlight, drawing me in with their intensity. His chiseled features and strong jawline along with a mop of sandy blond hair makes him irresistibly rugged despite the perfectly pressed black and obviously expensive suit he's putting on. “Y-yes, I'm fine.” I watch as he notices the security men somewhere behind me. He shakes his head and I notice as they acknowledge his silent command and turn away. “They're gone now.” He lets go of me, stepping back and adjusting his coat on his large form. I can see that he has questions, curious about my situation… or me? I don't know… but he doesn't utter a word. Instead, with a little smile on his face, he dips his head slightly, turns and walks away, leaving me with the ton of people trooping in and out of this luxurious hotel.ANTHONY’S POV What do I want? I want more engineers for the extension of The New Orientals Hotel in the African continent. I want a time machine so I can change some fucked up things I did in the past. The list goes on.What do I need, though? I need Grandpa’s estate in Saddle River! Calling it an estate alone sounds quite insulting if I’m being honest. That estate is a gold mine that has been in existence long before I was born. It seems just like a regular piece of land to outsiders but every man born to our world knows the power that comes with owning that property. It’s secluded and picturesque scenery gives its owner a level of secrecy and exclusivity, creating a contrasting image with the criminal activities that goes on beneath the estate grounds. A perfect distraction from the prying eyes of the cops, if you ask me.My favorite part of its location in Saddle River is its closeness to New York City and the other major hubs, allowing for easy access to the underworld networks
SONIA’S POV The sounds I hear once we’re parked in the garage are somewhat distant and yet loud. Where are they coming from? “Come, Sonia. We don’t want to keep our guest waiting now, do we?” “Our guest? What do you mean?” I ask, bewildered. The train of my gown was taken off hours earlier so I’m able to exit the car without help. Anthony holds the elevator door open for me and let’s go once I’m in, hitting the button to the 47th floor. I seize the opportunity to probe once more. “Anthony what’s going on?” “It’s a tradition here to deflower your bride on the night of the wedding within earshot of everyone who cares to listen. After the sex, the sheet is taken for inspection.” He’s leaning on the railing, explaining like we’re talking about something totally normal. I can feel the blood drain out of my face and I all of a sudden feel like I might faint. “What?” I mutter, shock written all over me. “Please tell me you’re joking?”“No, Sonia.” He cocks his head to the side. “I’m not
SONIA’S POV Father: I don’t know what you said to convince Mr. Romano, but whatever it was you said to him worked. How bold of him to think I said anything to convince Anthony.Turns out that I had nothing to be confused about after I had weighed my list of options that not so surprisingly didn’t have a lot of benefits. It took a lot of pride pushing, will and determination to make the decision I ended up making which is why I am almost 40,000 feet above sea level, and in a private plane with a man I know absolutely nothing about. My phone vibrates on my lap and I look to see that it’s another text from my father.Father: I was made to sign an NDA, so this marriage must be very import to him. Sonia, you’re going to do everything in your power to make him happy. Don’t let my years of hard work be in vain.I don’t even care to know what he means by that. Instead, I bury my cellphone deep into my handbag and try to focus on my breathing.Anthony Romano is seated opposite from me, mutte
SONIA’S POV Today started with me taking a brisk walk through the city park then… I found myself here, where it all began. The only difference is that I’m at the top of the New Orientals Hotel, so close to the edge that if I take a large step forward, I’d be falling 30 feet to my death.Death.That word suddenly doesn’t sound so bad. I’ve had two days to think about my situation and I’ve always come up empty on a solution. My father might as well have disowned me, the two people I thought were my people are now for each other, making them a thing of the past for me and I’m pregnant. But the most insane part of my last ordeal is that I’ve just considered keeping the pregnancy.I made this decision just two seconds ago and going over it again, the thought doesn’t really seem so bad. I have just myself in the world right now and getting rid of my child will only make me feel shitier that I already do. Besides, I have the money from my years of savings to fend for us both. Sure, my lifes
SONIA’S POV I'm filled with horror as I stare at the visible two lines on the pregnancy kit indicating that I am indeed pregnant. Oh no. Christ! No no!What have I gotten myself into? It has only been a week since the entire fiasco with Shaun and… I can’t even bring myself to mention her name. And then there’s also my encounter with the stranger who I haven’t been able to get out of my mind till this day. But that won’t be a problem anymore from henceforth. I stupidly went and got myself pregnant for a stupid mad who wants nothing to do with me.Screaming, I throw the kit in my hand across the room in frustration, anger or shame… I don’t even know which emotion to put ahead of the other as I just let the tears stream down my face.My phone rings somewhere outside the bathroom but I ignore it. The one person who has called me relentlessly through the week has been Jessica. Whatever she has to say, she can shove it right up her ass and if she still has anything left to say after that
SONIA’S POV A very long time ago, someone once dear to me said betrayal would come in different shapes, forms and sizes and so I should be mindful of the words that comes out of my mouth and especially who I say those words to. My Mother also said not everyone likes the idea of anyone else being happy except them. Those were the words she said before she died in my arms 19 years ago. I was just 5 years old. Looking at the two people I thought I knew like the back of my hands, I realize that my Mother wasn't wrong. She'd never been wrong. I had only ever said good things about Shaun to Jessica and with everything I'm seeing now, she wanted to have a taste of what I had fed her.“Sonia honey, It's not what it looks like,” Jessica says to me and suddenly my hand itches to grab the gun in my purse. I haven’t used it before but how hard can it be?“It was your stupid talk that made me come here, you know?” I say to Jessica and look at Shaun who has been stunned to silence all these while