SONIA’S POV
A very long time ago, someone once dear to me said betrayal would come in different shapes, forms and sizes and so I should be mindful of the words that comes out of my mouth and especially who I say those words to. My Mother also said not everyone likes the idea of anyone else being happy except them. Those were the words she said before she died in my arms 19 years ago. I was just 5 years old. Looking at the two people I thought I knew like the back of my hands, I realize that my Mother wasn't wrong. She'd never been wrong. I had only ever said good things about Shaun to Jessica and with everything I'm seeing now, she wanted to have a taste of what I had fed her. “Sonia honey, It's not what it looks like,” Jessica says to me and suddenly my hand itches to grab the gun in my purse. I haven’t used it before but how hard can it be? “It was your stupid talk that made me come here, you know?” I say to Jessica and look at Shaun who has been stunned to silence all these while. He picks that moment to speak. “Baby, go inside. I'll handle her.” He pulls Jessica inside and closes the door behind him. Handle me? “How did you find me here?” “That's what you're bothered about?” I ask unbelievably, my voice raising up a notch. Shaun grabs my arm and pulls me down a shadowed corner of the hallway. “Don't raise your voice at me,” His eyes are suddenly red and different, the hold he has on my arm growing tighter “If you had just minded your business, none of these would be happening.” “Oh what, it's my fault that you cheated and got caught?” No matter how hard I try to contain it, my voice breaks, betraying me. “How long have you been fucking my best friend behind my back, Shaun?” “It doesn't matter. If you want to join us, there's room for you.” He pauses, looking at me like he expects me to agree to his offer. I can only feel my lips tremble. “Fuck you, Shaun.” I whisper, pained to be experiencing such cruelty from a man I thought loved me. I suddenly regret not removing my shades earlier from my clutch to cover my red rimmed eyes. There's no doubt Shaun takes pleasure in seeing me this way because what he says next only shatters my heart the more. He lets go of my arm. “I've tried being rational with you but you're too bull headed. Leave now or I'll call security on you.” “You wouldn't,” I choke, my throat too strained to let my words flow freely. Shaun looks ahead and waves his hand, the action making the muscles in his shoulder pop out. I don't focus on what I once found attractive. Instead, I turn to see that he has in fact waved over two security guards who are now coming over. “What seems to be the problem, Mr. Parker?” The bulkier of the two asks while still approaching as his partner speaks into his walkie talkie. Having had enough humiliation for one night, I walk around Shaun, open my clutch, take out my shades and wear it. “She’s an intruder. I don't know how she got access to my room.” I hear Shaun say behind me as I walk away. “We apologize, Sir. We'll make sure she doesn't bother you anymore.” Probably the second one says. I hear their heavy footsteps behind me as I wait for the elevator to open. They enter the elevator with me as we go to the ground floor of the hotel. Usually, I tend to avoid being in the same space with men as large and intimidating as these two behind me but it seems like my mental energy is exhausted for the day. My phone dings in my purse and I bring it out to see who the text is from. Shaun: Things wouldn't have ended up this way if you had just minded your business, Sonia. Because of the love I still have for you deep down, I'll permit you to sleep over at my place just for tonight, but you're going to have to leave first thing tomorrow morning. The imbecile. I don't realize that I'm crying until I see a drop of tears splash on the surface of my screen. My attempt to wipe it away is futile because it just keeps streaming down my face. When the elevator opens, I'm a shaky mess, totally different from how I was when I walked in here earlier. My heels click on the clean tiles of the floor as I walk as quickly as I can, eager to leave the hotel that suddenly holds a bad memory for me. I'm almost through the doors when I suddenly bump into a hard figure. Strong, firm hands grip my arms, saving me from what would’ve been an embarrassing fall. “Forgive me.” I utter, in apology without looking at the man who saved me from further embarrassment. I turn to leave but he doesn't let go. “Are you alright, miss?” His voice is as deep and beautiful as his hold on me is firm and yet gentle. I'm pushed to look at his face. I have to strain my neck up and for the quickest second ever known to man, my breath slows down as my hazel eyes meet the deepest blue ones I've ever seen. His piercing eyes sparkled like diamonds in the sunlight, drawing me in with their intensity. His chiseled features and strong jawline along with a mop of sandy blond hair makes him irresistibly rugged despite the perfectly pressed black and obviously expensive suit he's putting on. “Y-yes, I'm fine.” I watch as he notices the security men somewhere behind me. He shakes his head and I notice as they acknowledge his silent command and turn away. “They're gone now.” He lets go of me, stepping back and adjusting his coat on his large form. I can see that he has questions, curious about my situation… or me? I don't know… but he doesn't utter a word. Instead, with a little smile on his face, he dips his head slightly, turns and walks away, leaving me with the ton of people trooping in and out of this luxurious hotel.SONIA’S POVLucia did say to give her brother some time. But I figure three days is more than enough, and now’s the time to make my move. Josh drives me to my favorite café to get some treats, because who goes to visit someone else empty-handed? Twenty minutes later, I walk out of the building holding a cup of Matcha tea and a box of donuts for him. Everybody loves donuts, so why not?Having been to his workplace that one time with Taylor, plus with Josh’s help—seeing as he’d been Anthony’s driver and would therefore know his way around, we arrive at the building in swift time.The journey to his office is even swifter, seeing as his secretary Janet doesn’t intend pissing off her boss like the last time she’d tried holding me back. I didn’t blame her, though, and I still don’t. She had only been doing her job. Lord knows I also wouldn’t have let some random, red-headed, spectacularly good looking (If I do say so myself) chick, who hadn’t even booked an appointment, come strutting in,
SONIA’S POVIf Anthony got back last night, I certainly wasn’t aware. Not until I woke up this morning and saw the text he’d sent at around 9 p.m. saying he wouldn’t be back for the night and that I also shouldn’t stay up waiting for him.That had to be the last straw for me, and I wasn’t exactly sure why. But in my defense, in the three days Sam had been here, he didn’t stay out late. Not once. Not even on the night he’d told me that Taylor had woken up.But I do know one thing: I’m at fault for the change in his behavior. There’s no saying otherwise. He’d told me two weeks ago about his cousin, Dexter’s, wedding, which was now coming up in two weeks, and how we’d been invited as family to the groom.He obviously said we weren’t going, I mean, no surprises there. The two men would practically finish up what they’d started on the day of Taylor’s tragic accident. But then grandpa called me and asked me to convince Anthony to please show up at least, it didn’t matter if it would even be
SONIA’S POVTurns out that when you’ve got both good company and things that keep you preoccupied, the days tend to go by much more quickly, making you forget that your husband still hasn’t said more than three sentences that weren’t “How’s Hailey?” “Anything she wants is at her disposal. Let your friend know that, okay?” And “See you when I get back.”Either way, I’m great, thank you for asking.It’s been three days since the chain of events that brought Sam to my doorstep. Sam, on the other hand, has been healing quite nicely. Her back doesn’t hurt anymore, her ribs are still a bit sore, but thankfully, the doctor did assure us that nothing had been broken, so she’ll live. Her face is also beginning to look like it used to. Except for the little scar on her lips and the stitching on her neck, every other thing seems to be good.Unfortunately, Sam leaves today.She’d insisted that she was fine to go back to her place now, but when I’d told Anthony, on the occasion he hadn’t been a d
SONIA’S POV“Water, ma’am?” Both I and Sam’s attention flickers to the sound of the voice below us. Hailey. Little Hailey, as I so fondly call her, stands in front of Sam’s stool, holding out a glass of water in her small hands.“Thank you, darling.” Sam bends as carefully as she can, wincing a little due to the pain in her back, as she takes the glass from Hailey’s grip and takes a sip out of it before placing it on the kitchen counter. This little display of Hailey’s has been a constant since she walked into my room in the middle of the night after Sam had woken up and I’d helped her out of her clothes and cleaned her up properly.Hailey had stood at the foot of the bed, mouth slightly agape. She stared at Sam’s almost naked body seated on the bed, as Sam was in the process of examining her bruised face with a mirror. We had both stared at the little girl, not sure of what to do or say if she asked about Sam’s state. About a minute later, she picked her jaw off the floor, climbed
SONIA’S POVSam’s presence here comes as a surprise to me. During the few times she drove me back home before Anthony got me a car, her trips here only ever ended down at the garage, and then she would do a reverse and be out on her way again, refusing to come up with me no matter how much I tried to change her mind.I always thought she didn’t trust me enough to take our friendship to that stage. Which I honestly found weird at times, since I wasn’t a man interested in pursuing something romantic with her. I thought it was either that or she didn’t want to intrude on my privacy, or she didn’t want me to see her as a bother, even though I’d always been the one inviting her in. Insisting on having her. But looking at her now, her eyes being hidden behind those big, familiar, shaded frames of hers – the same ones she’d sometimes worn during office hours, I’m now beginning to piece a whole lot of things together.Sam hasn’t been avoiding my place all these months since we’d met because
SONIA’S POVEven after a week has gone by, the image of Anthony switching things up on Elena always finds a way to creep into my thoughts. It’s been hunting me, but in a good way. Whenever he’s on a work call, barking commands to the poor soul on the other end of the phone, it just takes me back to the things he’d told Elena and the domineering way in which he’d said them.I feel hot again just thinking about it.Apart from the time where we had sex in his room that morning when I’d thought he would be swimming with regrets after the line we crossed, we’ve been at it a few other times, mostly in his bedroom since Hailey’s bedroom is right next to mine, and we wouldn’t like to risk anything with her.Hailey, on the other hand, has been a gem. She has been the sweetest little thing, speaking nonstop about any and everything the instant she got back from school at noon. Her favorite place to be has been the nursery. She squealed with excitement the first time she saw it, and ever since