The Mafia’s Pregnant Bride
“It won’t be a straight death from where you’re standing.”
I blink, turning around. “What?”
But he doesn’t give me a reply. At least not yet. Instead, he takes hold of my arms in his large, gloved hands, and pulls me to him so that we are standing toe to toe.
“What are you doing?” I whisper. This new position has brought us closer. So close that if I stand on my toes, and he dips his head down a bit, I’d probably have the best kiss…
“If you fall from here, the possibility of you dying immediately is 98% at the very least,” He begins as I stare at him with my mouth slightly agape. “Falling from where you stood before is about 35% lesser. You’d die eventually, maybe after a night or two of trying to revive your shattered bones, but not immediately.” Having made his point, he steps back from me and climbs down the somewhat elevated platform.
“Did you just make way for me to kill myself?” I murmur, feeling like I’m losing my mind all over again. What kind of a man is this?
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Sonia’s life is going great one minute and then takes a spin for the worse when she is betrayed, gets pregnant and worse, is told that she will be getting married to Italian mafia heir, Anthony Romero, who doesn’t mind raising another man’s child. She abhors the idea, but having also recently been disowned by her father, she has no choice but to accept the marriage proposal if she wants protection for herself and her child.
But she has questions. Why would a sane man from her world want to raise a child that isn’t his? Surely they’re ulterior motives in play.
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Chapter: CHAPTER 078: BLONDE HAIRED CHICKSONIA’S POV I just sort of figure that if I continue avoiding Jessica’s texts, she’ll eventually think she got the wrong number and then quit texting. So that’s exactly what I’ve decided to do today.As I get ready to leave the house for my first Pilates session with the new coach grandpa assigned to me, I’m actually pretty excited for today. I get to do something different than I have in a long time. It’s a good day, really.Anthony, on the other hand, feels a whole different way. The man believes I shouldn’t be alone with a stranger I know absolutely nothing about. But he’s just being annoying. There’s no way in hell I’m missing this appointment. I’ve been looking forward to it ever since his grandpa called about the arrangement.“Or I could get you a mat so you’ll do it in the corner of the room.” He continues listing ways to get me to change my mind.“You want him to come over?”“Like hell, I’d allow that. If you need a coach, you have me.” He makes way for me to come down the st
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Chapter: CHAPTER 077: STUMPSONIA’S POVAnthony has just four fingers on that hand. The one that has never seen the light of day as far as I’m concerned.I’m rooted in shock as I stare at him and then at his hand.Did the glove slip out of his hand at night? Because as far as I know, the man wouldn’t intentionally expose himself like this unless something happened.Because I know that this might be the one time I get to look at him. Truly look him over, I take my time in examining the hand on his stomach while also trying to be as quiet and unmoving as can be.The missing finger doesn’t look like it was crushed. Neither does it look like something that had been accidentally lost.The precision in which it was cut tells me it’d been done consciously. Deliberately.A phone—mine or Anthony’s—vibrates somewhere around the room but I’m too entranced to find out which. Not when I can barely breathe.And it’s not out of fear. It’s never that with him, not anymore. It’s because I feel like I’ve stumbled into a part of h
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Chapter: CHAPTER 076: DANGEROUS LOVEANTHONY’S POVI know the only way to truly begin letting go of the past and giving Sonia what she wants is by acknowledging certain areas of my life.Areas I always found too uncomfortable to deal with, but I knew were better than the parts I’d rather not deal with at all. At least the more approachable parts were better enough to really peel back compared to the rest.I drag my eyes over my hands on the steering wheel. Perhaps I should begin with the black piece of cloth I never take off, except when I'm in my room.No one ever saw what was beneath, and when I’d begun putting it on years ago, no one questioned why I did it.Looking back, I know it was because I’d made that stupid choice during the winter. Everyone wore gloves then, so I knew it was the best excuse to hide the outcome of the aftermath of my stupidity.When winter was over, that was when the stares truly came. I walked around with one hand covered while the other went bare. Grandpa had to ask me if that was what was tr
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Chapter: CHAPTER 075: NEW LEAF?ANTHONY 'S POVIt’s quarter past midnight by the time I drive out of the garage, heading to the one place I’m certain to find Dexter at this time of the night, since the man has some sort of allergy to his house.As soon as I’d heard that soft, pretty snoring of Sonia’s, I had left the bed as quietly as I could, dressed back in my slacks and white shirt, and left the house, but not before clearing the dining table of our dinner plates.I’d taken into consideration what Sonia said about grandpa wanting me to take it easy on my cousin, which is why I’ve decided to talk to him.That option hasn’t always been my go-to, but it does have its uses.Either way, I’ve brought my pistol with me for extra measure. You never can tell what’s going to happen, and maybe, just maybe, I might be lucky to see that my cousin will be spoiling for a tiny bit of violence. If he does, I’ll be more grateful to engage.The lights in the building where Grandpa’s men’s club is situated are still on, which isn’t
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Chapter: CHAPTER 074: CAT'S OUTANTHONY’S POVI feel every inch of muscle in my body tighten on hearing those words come out of Sonia’s mouth.“Come again,” I say, knowing damn well that I heard her clearly the first time and that she isn’t referring to any other cousin that isn’t Dexter fucking Romano.“Dexter. He cornered me in the parking lot on Wednesday.”“And you’re only just telling me this now?” I manage to ask while at the same time trying to keep my cool.I know Sonia tried hiding it. When we were together, I saw how ramrod straight her back went, voice even, and her eyes flicking away just a little too fast. It’s what gave her away. But on my part, I’d opted to give her time until she was ready to tell me what had been bothering her.Right now, her jaw is tighter than usual. She’s holding herself like someone who’s trying not to break. And I can’t help the anger that threatens to slip out.All anger is being directed at my idiotic cousin. The bastard. Having the guts to approach my wife.“What happened?”
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Chapter: CHAPTER 073: FLIRTSONIA’S POVBy noon, I gather my things and sign out of the office, ready to be back home and in the familiar comfort of my bedroom. Leaving the office floor, all I try to do is to be in my best mood.I want to push all Dexter said to the back of my mind, because if I’m being honest, it’s not like I didn’t know what I was getting into when I accepted this deal with Anthony.After he’d announced the date of our own wedding like he’d just casually announced the date of a trip or something, I knew that he wouldn’t make things easier for me information-wise.So, just like every other day, I paste one of those smiles on my face. It’s my way of convincing myself that all is well, and I’m not bothered.After I’ve made my way to the first floor, and I’m almost through the glass doors of the building, a brief image of something black and familiar catches my eye.I come to a halt and take one step back, whipping my head to the left as my gaze lands on the person seated in the waiting room on th
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Die schwangere Braut der Mafia
„Es wäre kein sofortiger Tod, von dort, wo Sie stehen."
Ich blinzle und drehe mich um. „Was?"
Aber er gibt mir keine Antwort. Zumindest noch nicht. Stattdessen ergreift er mit seinen großen, behandschuhten Händen meine Arme und zieht mich zu sich, sodass wir Zehe an Zehe stehen.
„Was tun Sie da?", flüstere ich. Diese neue Position hat uns näher zusammengebracht. So nah, dass ich, wenn ich mich auf die Zehenspitzen stelle und er seinen Kopf ein wenig senkt, wahrscheinlich den besten Kuss meines Lebens hätte …
„Wenn Sie von hier fallen, liegt die Wahrscheinlichkeit, dass Sie sofort sterben, bei mindestens 98 %", beginnt er, während ich ihn mit leicht offenem Mund anstarre. „Von der Stelle, an der Sie vorher standen, zu fallen, ist etwa 35 % geringer. Sie würden letztlich sterben, vielleicht nach ein oder zwei Nächten des Versuchs, Ihre zerschmetterten Knochen wiederzubeleben, aber nicht sofort." Nachdem er seinen Punkt gemacht hat, tritt er von mir zurück und steigt von der leicht erhöhten Plattform herunter.
„Haben Sie mir gerade den Weg freigemacht, mich umzubringen?", murmle ich und habe das Gefühl, wieder einmal den Verstand zu verlieren. Was für ein Mann ist das nur?
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Sonias Leben läuft eine Minute lang bestens, und dann nimmt es eine Wendung zum Schlechteren, als sie verraten wird, schwanger wird und, schlimmer noch, erfährt, dass sie den Erben der italienischen Mafia, Anthony Romano, heiraten soll, der nichts dagegen hat, das Kind eines anderen Mannes großzuziehen. Sie verabscheut die Vorstellung, aber da sie kürzlich auch von ihrem Vater verstoßen wurde, bleibt ihr keine andere Wahl, als den Heiratsantrag anzunehmen, wenn sie Schutz für sich und ihr Kind will.
Doch sie hat Fragen. Warum sollte ein vernünftiger Mann aus ihrer Welt ein Kind großziehen wollen, das nicht sein eigenes ist? Es müssen Hintergedanken im Spiel sein.
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Chapter: KAPITEL 020: PARTY 2SONIAS SICHTDiese kleine Enthüllung war für mich … nun, gar nicht so klein. Wenn überhaupt, hat sie mich Anthony in einem anderen Licht sehen lassen. Ich bin keine ausgebildete Therapeutin, und ich habe definitiv nicht Psychologie studiert. Trotzdem weiß ich aus grundlegendem Wissen, dass es meistens eine Traumareaktion ist, wenn jemand zu solchen Dingen greift, wie ich es gerade erfahren habe.Jetzt kann ich nicht anders, als zu denken, dass ihm während seines Aufwachsens etwas zugestoßen sein muss. Aber danach kann ich ihn nicht wirklich fragen.Nur weil wir uns die letzte Stunde über liebevoll verhalten haben, heißt das nicht, dass ich mir und den anderen vormache, wir hätten tatsächlich Gefühle füreinander.Sprich nur für Anthony allein, Fräulein? Mein Unterbewusstsein sieht mich wissend an.Halt den Mund. Jetzt ist nicht die Zeit dafür.Unser Essen wurde serviert, und alle plaudern und lachen, verbringen eine gute Zeit. Sogar Anthonys Vater, Lorenzo Romano, setzt sich zu uns an
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Chapter: KAPITEL 019: PARTY 1SONIAS SICHTEs hat eine Weile gedauert, bis ich begriff, dass die Feier, von der Anthony vor zwei Tagen sprach, gar nicht ausschließlich wegen der Schwangerschaft stattfand. Es ist tatsächlich die 80. Geburtstagsfeier des italienischen Mafia-Patriarchen, und die Nachricht vom Baby soll dort verkündet werden.Was gut ist, denn ich hatte schon angefangen, mich zu fragen, was eine Ankündigungsfeier wohl sein sollte. Das wäre meiner Meinung nach viel zu extrem gewesen. Es in einer WhatsApp-Gruppe zu verkünden, wäre idealer gewesen, aber was weiß ich schon? Diese Italiener können manchmal viel zu übertrieben sein.Es ist nach 14 Uhr, und Anthony und ich sind für die Feier komplett zurechtgemacht und bereit zu gehen. Ich trage ein schwarzes Bandage-Kleid und Absätze, und mein Haar wurde von einem Friseur, den Anthony früher gerufen hat, in weiche Wellen gestylt.Ich sehe, so weit ich das beurteilen kann, atemberaubend aus, und dafür bin ich dankbar, denn es gibt mir eine zusätzliche Portio
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Chapter: KAPITEL 018: EINE VERDAMMTE SHOWANTHONYS SICHTJacob Chen aus dem Marketing-Team sieht mich erwartungsvoll an, nachdem er dem gesamten Vorstand aus zwölf Mitgliedern, die heute zu unserem Meeting versammelt sind, seine Idee vorgestellt hat. Der junge Mann, wahrscheinlich Mitte zwanzig, ist trotz voll klimatisiertem Raum völlig verschwitzt.„Ist das alles?"„Oh Scheiße." Höre ich ihn unter seinem Atem murmeln, während er nickt.Die anderen Mitglieder nicken nicht mehr zustimmend zu seinen Ideen. Sie schienen sie noch vor wenigen Augenblicken zu mögen, aber für mich ist sie etwas zu schlicht für meinen Geschmack.„Danke dann. Ruf die nächste Gruppe rein, wenn du rausgehst."„Oh Christus! Mr. Romano, werde ich gefeuert?" Der junge Mann scheint kurz davor zu sein, zu hyperventilieren. Ich stoße hörbar einen Seufzer aus und beschließe, ihn aus seinem Elend zu erlösen.„Nein, Jacob. Ich feuere dich nicht. Entwirf etwas Besseres und stell es beim nächsten Meeting vor." Antworte ich, zu Tode gelangweilt.„Danke, Sir, ich we
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Chapter: KAPITEL 017: DER PERFEKTE PLANSONIAS SICHTDa ich mich meist in meinem Zimmer eingeigelt habe, vergehen die nächsten paar Tage schmerzhaft langsam.Mein Hauptziel war es, neu zu planen, aber in letzter Zeit will mir nichts einfallen. Bis ich mein Zimmer verlasse, um in die Küche zu gehen und mir einen Apfel zu holen.Ich habe gerade hineingebissen, als Taylor mit Chiara im Schlepptau hereinkommt. Sie beide diskutieren gerade etwas, als mir die perfekte Idee kommt. Ich hätte schon früher daran denken sollen.„Taylor!", stoße ich hervor und verschlucke mich fast an meinem Apfel.Der große, vernarbte Mann dreht sich zu mir um, bemerkt wahrscheinlich zum ersten Mal meine Anwesenheit hier, da ich in einer Ecke gestanden habe.„Guten Morgen, Mrs." Grüßt er.„Morgen", antworte ich in singendem Ton, munterer als noch, als ich hereinkam.Taylor runzelt die Stirn über meine plötzliche Fröhlichkeit, und ich kann es ihm ehrlich gesagt nicht verübeln. Mein Grinsen ist so breit.„Kann ich Sie kurz sprechen, bitte?"Sobald er me
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Chapter: KAPITEL 016: ICH BRAUCHE EINEN JOBSONIAS SICHTIch bin letzte Nacht meine Liste an Optionen durchgegangen und habe erkannt, dass das Beste für mich wäre, etwas zu finden … irgendetwas, um mich zu beschäftigen und aus diesem Haus rauszuhalten.Das gesagt, ich brauche einen Job. Aber der schlimmste Teil dieser Idee ist, dass ich nicht mehr allein wohne, oder in einer Stadt, die ich kenne, also kann ich diese Entscheidungen nicht allein treffen.Ich brauche nur Anthonys Zustimmung, um das ins Rollen zu bringen, aber irgendetwas sagt mir, dass sie nicht so leicht kommen wird. Ich kann es zumindest versuchen. Ich muss, denn ich brauche das wirklich.Der Vorfall von letzter Nacht könnte nur einer von vielen weiteren sein. Einer, den ich nie wieder miterleben möchte. Wenn er seine Affären mit … ihr hat, will ich entweder aus dem Haus sein, mich beschäftigen, oder völlig erschöpft von einem anstrengenden Tag in meinem Bett liegen.Ich koche innerlich schon wieder, wenn ich mich an das erinnere, was gestern passiert ist. Aber
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Chapter: KAPITEL 015: NEUE PRIORITÄTENANTHONYS SICHTIch beobachte, wie Sonia an der Tür meines Büros steht, erstarrt vor Schock über den Anblick vor ihr. Als sie nicht findet, wonach sie in meinen Augen sucht, wendet sie sich ab und schließt die Tür hinter sich.Ich wende meinen Kopf wieder dem Dokument zu, das auf dem Bildschirm meines MacBooks angezeigt wird.„Ich war schon lange nicht mehr in so einer intensiven Szene." Lacht Cynthia hinter mir, und mein Kiefer zuckt aus unbekanntem Grund.Ich weiß, wie es aussah, als Sonia hereinkam. Und ich bin mir sicher, genau das wollte Cynthia, wenn man bedenkt, wie viel Lärm sie gemacht hatte.„Bist du jetzt zufrieden?"„Mein Schatz, ich bin immer zufrieden mit dir. Das weißt du." Schnurrt sie mir ins Ohr, wobei sie absichtlich den Sinn meiner Frage überhört. Ich spüre, wie ihre Hände über meinen Oberkörper hinunter zur Schnalle meiner Hose gleiten, und ich weiß bereits, worauf das hinausläuft.Ich fasse ihr Handgelenk und schiebe es weg.Sie stößt einen frustrierten Atemzug au
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Chapter: EPILOGUE: LUCIA The next few weeks pass by in a blur of events. First, Ivan never told me what exactly he did to Alfred but i heard rumors amongst his men, Naya, Aliyah and even Lev that Alfred's death was brutal and one that would not easily be forgotten. I know he killed Alfred and I should be relieved that there would be no more trouble from him anymore, but be it a facade or not, I really held Alfred to high esteem when we were together. Seeing what became of him still makes me wonder what the hell happened to him and why he changed courses. Was he always that crazy but I was just too blind to notice? I guess I'll never know. I'm just super glad that peace reigns again. “What's on your mind?” Ivan's smooth voice speaks into my ear. His arms enclose me on either side as he stands behind me on the balcony overlooking the beach of the private island he apparently owns in Maldives.“Everything that's happened since we got married. It's been a hell of a ride.”“It's all over now, my love.” He kisses
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Chapter: CHAPTER 40: IVANThere are days where I get in my feelings and just go for a drive or bury myself in work till my anger subsides. I mean, since I can't just go about hitting people or firing them, that's the safest option anyway.But today? Today is definitely one of those days, and boy, am I glad I have a punching bag this time around. Alfred has been locked up for the past week in the torture room at Dmitry Enterprise.“No food?” I say to one of my men standing guard at the back entrance when I walk into the building the next day. I had planned to over stretch Alfred's torture. I wanted to take a piece of him every day until he took his last breath. Maybe then, in his next life, he wouldn't be such a nuisance to society. But no matter how satisfying it would have made me, I just want to get it over and done with so I and Lucia can successfully move on from this stage. The quicker the better.“As instructed, Pakhan.” He gives a curt nod and steps aside to let me in. Walking deeper into the basement,
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Chapter: CHAPTER 39: LUCIA The persistent beeping grabs my attention first, akin to a pesky mosquito hovering around, waiting for its next unfortunate victim. Next, I become overly aware of the soreness and dryness in my throat.I gently flex my fingers, noticing one hand tightly clenched. With effort, I open one eye, then the other. Despite the dimness of the room, the unmistakable scent of a hospital fills my nostrils. Gradually, I turn my head to the left and find my sweet Ivan clutching my hand in his as he sleeps.My eyelids drop heavily as sleep threatens to swallow me whole again. Knowing that Ivan is with me, I hold on to his hand as well and let sleep take me for the second time.When I wake up again, the day is bright, and I don't see Ivan by my side anymore. My hand unconsciously goes to my belly as I rub it, but something immediately feels off. like it's empty and void of a living being. Just as I begin to panic, the door slides open, and Ivan walks in, holding a cup of coffee in one hand as he sli
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Chapter: CHAOTER 38: IVANThirty minutes after driving like a maniac, looking for the closest hospital to home, my wife is finally pulled into the emergency ward. But they won't let me get past the door they just wheeled her through.“You're going to have to wait here, Mr. Dmitry. Please.” A female nurse in scrubs blocks my path, and I swear to God, it takes a lot of self-control to not push her out of my way and go after my wife. “Let us do our thing. Your wife is in the best of hands.” Her voice has grown calmer when she sees the despair in my eyes.“She's pregnant. Do all you can to save them both, please.” I never thought I would say please to a stranger. That's what Lucia does to me.Understanding dawns in her eyes. “We'll come get you as soon as we can.” She says to me before walking through the door and shutting it after her.Having no other choice but to wait, I settle down on the chair in the waiting room while the doctors see that my wife makes it out alive. My heart threatens to explode when I reme
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Chapter: CHAPTER 37: LUCIA I feel the trickle of a liquid running down my face before it seeps into my mouth. Blood.That's what the liquid tastes like. On my third attempt to open my eyes, they finally pity me and flutter open. I can't make out any figure in the room because it's so dark, and for a second, I'm confused as to how I got here. But everything comes flooding into my head.As soon as Ivan drove off, I was worried. I couldn't stop pacing our bedroom. Then I went to sit at the window overlooking the compound gate, hoping he would drive back in immediately, saying everything had been settled. But I knew I was only being delusional.Or was I? Because tell me why five minutes after Ivan had driven out, I got a text from a number saying ‘Lucia honey, It's Ivan. come outside for me. Hurry’No one had driven into the compound yet, so I assumed he was on his way and a few seconds out. I sprinted downstairs as soon as I saw the text, thinking everything was finally over.I didn't even check to see the sende
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Chapter: CHAPTER 36: IVANThe months go by in a blur of happiness and peace. There's too much of it that I begin to worry and get suspicious, especially with the whirlwind of negative emotions Lucia had to go through because of Anna. All I had to do to get rid of Anna was threaten her with her finances. We both knew there was more I could have done, like actually banning her from my city or killing her. But I have always been a stickler against hurting women and children. Since I couldn't harm her physically, I automatically transferred the blow to Rodrick, who was stupidly her informer. I always wondered how she knew of my whereabouts sometimes and was surprised when she gave him out. So much for loyalty these days.But despite the worry, Lucia reminds me to enjoy the serenity. Of course, I appease her by not looking or acting worried in her presence but behind doors, with the help of Gertrude, we've been looking into the reason for my worrying; Alfred's absence.It's been three months since the entire Alfr
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Chapter: CHAPTER 21: JAVIER I’m seated in my home office at 11 p.m, embedded in darkness as I swivel in my chair, a pen twirling in my fingers. I stare into the darkness of the room, safe for the moonlight peeking through the opened curtains, doing absolutely nothing yet everything. The smell of my half used blunt lays on the ashtray, beckoning on me to have another puff but I refrain. I guess I can say that this is my own way of relaxing whenever I feel tired. A way of clearing my head from all thoughts of anything cartel related, work related, and to an extent, a certain blue eyed princess I haven't laid eyes on for the past two weeks. I've been away on a business trip which will likely occur quite frequently in the coming months. I only got back less than two hours ago and came straight to my office, discarding my coat on the coat hanger at the door of the office.I have no idea why I came here but I walked in and found myself lighting a stick of backwoods and now I'm waiting. For what exactly? I'm not sure
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Chapter: CHAPTER 20: ELSAI'm up bright and early as I stand in the last place I thought I would be after last night's encounter with Javier. Every action of his just screams to me to run the opposite way, but I never do. He has my stepfather, who is probably dead by now. I don't care about his death. Some part of me only wishes I could have been the one to somehow put an end to his life. The thought gives me an odd satisfaction which just makes me wonder the amount of mental fuckery being here has brought upon me. I hear approaching footsteps down the hall as Javier leaves his room. When he comes into view, he stops at the door and looks at me in surprise. This seems to be becoming a daily occurrence. He's dressed impeccably as usual, quality navy coloured coat atop his three piece armani suit fitting his tall and muscled form effortlessly. “Good morning, sir.” “Morning, Elsa.” He walks past me to grab the fruit bowl I brought upstairs for him and I turn and watch as he stabs a piece of watermelon and
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Chapter: CHAPTER 19: JAVIER I don't know how, but I feel the instant Elsa's presence dissipates. It's been happening more times than I would like to admit. Before I found her waiting for me in my sitting room, I sensed her presence right from the corridor. I usually know the feeling of when intruders are present. But unlike the cold sensation, which would creep down my spine, this one felt warm, and I just knew she was near, waiting for me. And that feeling followed me right after I left that room and got here. Up until now, that is. She left, probably because she caught sight of her stepfather and can't stomach what comes next. The man in question is knocked out, courtesy of Carlos, since he wouldn't stop shouting out his lungs. Another man lays on the floor, well out of view of the window Elsa was looking from. Unlike Richard, who is unconscious, this one is fully awake. Bloodied and missing a few limbs? yes, but awake nonetheless. He watches as I take closer steps into the room, life almost snuffed out
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Chapter: CHAPTER 18: ELSA‘This changes things.’Of everything that happened last night and what I learnt of my family trying to escape without me… including Mom, that one sentence Javier uttered has been the one thing invading my thoughts. ‘This changes things.’There it goes again. In what way has things changed? Did he mean by killing my family or between us? My mind and soul tell me it is the latter, and some twisted part of me gets excited upon the revelation.But then another thought occurs to me. If Javier thinks that way, does he intend on still holding me captive? He did say he wasn't going to kill me. He could still do other unimaginable things to me. After all, he's the don for a reason.As my mind continues to twist and turn in a panicked state, just as it has all day, I decide that it's finally time to visit Javier's office. I need to know where I stand and… it saddens me to admit this, but I also need to know what fate has been decided for my mother even though I know I shouldn't care.I leave m
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Chapter: CHAPTER 17: ELSAIt's the wee hours of the morning. I think. I've been dreaming of none other than Javier Sandoval. Forbidden thoughts of my boss. My captor. It's fucked up, I know but It's almost like my consciousness can't help these feelings. I sigh into my pillow as I change position on my bed, trying to quieten the spiraling voices in my head. Or is it the voices in my dream? The voices disappear the second my eyes land on Javier's piercing stare. There it is again. Exhilaration. like epinephrine straight to the heart. How did the sight of him tangle my thoughts while unraveling my insides? He's sitting on a chair, leaned back, a leg folded over the other, hands on the arm rest while he stares at me. Even in my dreams he's still the most beautiful, and dangerous man I've ever seen. Not like I've met a lot of them if I'm being honest. “I was wondering when you would wake up.” He mutters, running the back of his fingers across his stubble, but I hear him loud and clear. I blink once, then twice
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Chapter: CHAPTER 16: JAVIER I can't exactly say I had the best of nights last night, but sleeping with the thought of Elsa made half of it bearable. The more she crosses my mind, the more angry I become with myself for acting like a teenager smitten by his crush. It's crazy considering our age difference. I'm not exactly sure of her age, but she shouldn't be more than 25.I've had women I liked in the past. But that was a very long time ago before I became the head of the cartel. Up until now. my love life hasn't been something to write home about because I never dated. If I had an itch, I found someone to scratch it, and that was it. There was always someone available for it. Of all I slept with, it's impossible to compare what I felt for them to what I feel for Elsa. And that's saying a lot because even I can't put a word to what exactly it is I feel.After much deliberation, I concluded that maybe I actually just need to fuck and get the thought of Elsa out of my system. Hence my presence in my Club Siago rig
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