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The secretary made us wait in a small sitting room after she called the director.
I sat there, my leg bouncing like it had a mind of its own. Jenny sat next to me, way too calm, as if we weren’t about to walk into the most awkward conversation of my entire life.
Finally, the secretary returned. “The director will see you now,” she said with a polite smile. Then she turned, leading us down a narrow corridor,
My palms grew sweaty. My heart was already racing, but when she stopped in front of a sleek wooden door and pointed at it, it felt like my chest might actually burst.
Jenny and I looked at each other. Her eyes said relax, but mine said no way.
She knocked before I could protest. A low voice from inside said, “Come in.”
Jenny stepped in first, her head held high, confident as always. I followed, though my legs felt weak, like I might crumble right there in the doorway.
The first thing I noticed was the man standing,no, sitting behind a desk. He smiled warmly, welcoming us. His presence was steady, professional. I guessed this was the director, Mr. Titans.
I should’ve kept my eyes there, safe and steady. But no, of course not.
Because then my gaze slid sideways—and landed on him.
The man on the sofa.
He wasn’t paying attention at first, his focus buried in the phone in his hand. But the second he looked up, the world around me froze.
I forgot how to breathe.
That had to be…no, is the most gorgeous man I have ever seen in my life.
My brain actually blanked.
His face… it looked like it had been carved by the gods themselves, sculpted with precision and care. His jawline could slice wood in half. And his eyes……oh God, his eyes.
They weren’t just eyes. They were something else entirely. Piercing. Deep. Like if I stared too long, I would be stripped bare and exposed in every way, the intensity was enough to pin in place.
I was helpless.
My eyes had a mind of its own…
It slid lower, traitorous, betraying me. Down the slope of his neck, across his broad shoulders, to the way his chest stretched the fabric of his shirt. That shirt didn’t hide much. I could almost feel the hard muscle underneath, as if my fingers were already tracing it.
Stop looking, Kassy. Stop.
But I couldn’t.
He tilted his head slightly, like he had caught me in the act. Then, oh God, he smirked.
He was smirking.
At me.
Heat rushed to my face so fast I thought I might combust on the spot. I blinked hard and tore my gaze away, forcing my eyes anywhere else, at the carpet, at the wall, at Jenny, who was giving me a confused look.
Even Mr. Titans, the director, was watching me with faint amusement, like he knew exactly what was going through my head.
Perfect. Absolutely perfect. Just bury me alive now, please.
“Please, have a seat,” the director said, his voice calm and professional.
Jenny cleared her throat, saving me from my own spiraling thoughts. “I’m Jenny, and this is my friend Kassy.”
“Welcome,” Mr. Titans said warmly.
We both sank into the chairs opposite his desk. My knees felt shaky, my palms still sweaty.
“How can we help you today?”
“We?” My eyes darted quickly toward the sofa again. Was he part of this too? My heart was still hammering, and it only pounded harder at the thought.
Jenny leaned forward, her tone blunt, unbothered by my silent horror. “My friend here needs lessons. On sex, foreplay, literally everything from scratch. She’s a virgin.”
My soul left my body.
Heat spread all over my body. I wanted to sink straight into the floor, dig a hole, and never come out again. A virgin? She had to say that part?
I shot Jenny a quick glare, begging her silently to shut up.
Against my will, my eyes flickered to the man on the sofa. He was still looking at his phone, or pretending to. A small wave of relief washed over me. Maybe he hadn’t been listening.
But then I saw it. The smirk. That wicked smirk tugging at his lips, as if he had heard every single word.
And then, he looked up. His eyes caught mine instantly, like magnets snapping together.
I forgot the world again.
The intensity of that stare, the teasing curve of his mouth. It felt like my heart had jumped into my throat. My chest was tight, every nerve in my body alive.
I jerked upright too suddenly, my knee slamming into the edge of the table when my brain finally got the info that he had caught us staring again.
“Kassy?” Jenny’s voice broke through, sharp with concern.
“Are you okay?” the director asked.
Mortified, I nodded quickly. “I’m fine,” I blurted out, even though my knee throbbed painfully. My face burned hotter.
Go ahead, embarrass yourself more, Kassy. Just keep piling it on.
Why couldn’t I get it together? Why was my body reacting this way to a stranger? Why did one look from him feel like he was stripping me bare.
I wasn’t even hearing what Mr. Titans was saying anymore. His voice was a distant hum, words blending into nothing. Because all I could feel was the weight of those eyes on me. Burning through me.
Don’t look back. Don’t look back.
I begged my brain to listen. To focus.
Why was this stranger doing this to me? Why did I feel like I was standing on the edge of something that will destroy me.
“Go through this, select the program you want, sign it, make the payment, and your schedules will be sent to you,” Mr. Titans said finally, sliding a file toward me.
I forced myself to smile as I accepted it. My hand trembled just slightly, but I prayed no one noticed.
“Thank you for coming,” he added with a nod.
I nodded back quickly and stood. Too quickly. The chair nearly toppled, and my own balance wavered. For one horrifying second, I thought I was going to face-plant right there on the carpet.
By some miracle, I didn’t. But the humiliation was already at its peak.
I bolted, Out of the door, out of the room, out of my own sanity.
If I could I will run out of the city and never return.
Kassy's POV “What an asshole,” Jenny says, shaking her head as she takes a sip of her drink.I chuckle softly, more tired than amused.“Bringing his lover home?” she continues. “God, Kassy, I have no idea what you even saw in that guy that made you chase him for years.”I shrug, lifting my shoulders slightly. I honestly can’t explain it. I loved Shawn for years just because he was Shawn. There was no grand reason, no moment I could point to. I just liked him. Somewhere along the line, that liking turned into love, deep and consuming, and I didn’t even realize when it happened.“I’m just glad all those feelings you had for him that took over your brain are dead,” Jenny says bluntly.I sip on my juice because well I couldn't take wine.We had come down to a bar to relax. Somewhere quiet, not too crowded. The kind of place where thoughts could wander without being interrupted by noise or people staring.For a while, we sat in silence. But my mind doesn’t stay quiet. It drifts, inevitab
Kassy's POVI have no idea how I even found myself here.I was sitting in my car, fingers resting loosely on the steering wheel, staring at the place I shouldn’t be staring at. A place I shouldn’t even come near at all.D and D.The place that ruined the delusion that is supposed to be perfect. The place that changed me. The place that corrupted me and got me addicted to one man I was never supposed to fall for.Just seeing the sign made my chest tighten.The thought that he might be in there right now made my stomach twist painfully. Derrick, Inside that building. Touching someone else. Kissing someone else, fucking someone elseThe image burned in my head.It made my blood boil.And I hated myself for it.I had no right to feel jealous. No right to feel angry, no right to feel anything at all.Derrick doesn’t belong to me.He never did.I’m not special to him. I was just another woman who walked into his life, paid for lessons, crossed lines she shouldn’t have crossed, and wal
Kassy s POVI straightened on the bed with a slow yawn, my body heavy like I had not really slept. My eyes stayed on the ceiling for a few seconds, just staring.Then I pushed myself up and slid my feet onto the floor. I needed coffee.I didn’t even know if Shawn came back last night. Honestly, I didn’t care. That thought should have hurt, but it didn’t. It just felt empty, like something that should matter but no longer did.I chuckle. I really stopped loving him, like the love just died?I walked downstairs, still yawning, still half lost in my thoughts. Then I see her.A woman was standing by the coffee machine, dressed in pajamas that were definitely not mine. She looked too relaxed, too comfortable, like she had woken up here. I slowed down as I walked toward her. My heart didn’t race. It didn’t sink either. It just felt… flat.She must have heard my footsteps because she turned around.“Who are you?” I asked.She looked me up and down, not in a curious way, but in a lazy, alm
Kassy’s POV“Did you have sex with him?”I stare at Shawn.Lying to him feels pointless. The hickeys on my neck are still fresh, red against my skin. There is no way someone gets marks like that from just talking.“Yes, I did,” I say.What I don’t understand is why Shawn looks like this.Why is he angry?“Why are you angry?” I let out before I can stop myself.Shawn stares at me like he can’t believe what I just asked.“Why am I angry?” he repeats. “Why am I angry? Why am I fucking angry? You dare ask me that?”He starts pacing the room like a caged animal, his hands running through his hair, his jaw tight. I don’t think I’ve ever seen him this worked up. Shawn is always calm with me, always distant, always uninterested. Even when I cried over him, he barely blinked.“Are you dumb, Kassy?” he snaps. “It’s our fucking wedding. Our freaking wedding. And you left me in our reception hall and went to fuck another man.”I swallow.“It’s a sham marriage, Shawn.”He lets out a dry, humorles
Kassy“Where are you going?” Derrick asked, and he had the audacity to look confused.I stared at him like he had lost his mind.“Back to my husband,” I snapped. “You know, because I’m married.” My voice shook, anger and panic mixing together. “What do you even mean you want us to be together? You want me to go and divorce him? This is insane. I’m insane for even being here with you, and you’re insane for saying that to me.”The words came out sharp and bitter but I didn’t take them back.I sighed, running my hand through my hair.We were still in the car. Still in the mess we had created just minutes ago. My body was tired, my heart even more exhausted.“You’re insane,” I said again, my voice quieter this time as I reached for my clothes. “I don’t even know why I keep ending up in this position with you.”I pulled my dress back on with shaky hands and pushed the car door open.Before I could step out, Derrick rushed forward and slammed the door shut.The sound echoed inside the car.
KassyI almost dropped the piece of paper on the ground.My fingers trembled as I unfolded it, my heart slamming so hard against my chest it felt painful, like it wanted out. The words blurred for a second, then came into focus.Come outside….Left wing….I need to see you. —DerrickDerrick is here?My pulse roared in my ears.How is Derrick here?My mind scrambled, thoughts colliding into each other. Shawn glanced at me, concern flickering across his face. “Are you okay?” he asked softly, his hand brushing my arm.I had no idea what he saw on my face, but it must have been something alarming for him to show concern.I nodded quickly. “I’m fine,” I said, forcing a smile that felt stiff and foreign on my lips.The lie slid out easily. Too easily.“I… I need some fresh air,” I added, already pushing my chair back.“Okay,” Shawn said“I’ll be right back,” I turned and walked away before he could say anything else, my heels clicking against the floor far too loudly.What am I even doing?







