Mag-log inKASSY
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The secretary made us wait in a small sitting room after she called the director.
I sat there, my leg bouncing like it had a mind of its own. Jenny sat next to me, way too calm, as if we weren’t about to walk into the most awkward conversation of my entire life.
Finally, the secretary returned. “The director will see you now,” she said with a polite smile. Then she turned, leading us down a narrow corridor,
My palms grew sweaty. My heart was already racing, but when she stopped in front of a sleek wooden door and pointed at it, it felt like my chest might actually burst.
Jenny and I looked at each other. Her eyes said relax, but mine said no way.
She knocked before I could protest. A low voice from inside said, “Come in.”
Jenny stepped in first, her head held high, confident as always. I followed, though my legs felt weak, like I might crumble right there in the doorway.
The first thing I noticed was the man standing,no, sitting behind a desk. He smiled warmly, welcoming us. His presence was steady, professional. I guessed this was the director, Mr. Titans.
I should’ve kept my eyes there, safe and steady. But no, of course not.
Because then my gaze slid sideways—and landed on him.
The man on the sofa.
He wasn’t paying attention at first, his focus buried in the phone in his hand. But the second he looked up, the world around me froze.
I forgot how to breathe.
That had to be…no, is the most gorgeous man I have ever seen in my life.
My brain actually blanked.
His face… it looked like it had been carved by the gods themselves, sculpted with precision and care. His jawline could slice wood in half. And his eyes……oh God, his eyes.
They weren’t just eyes. They were something else entirely. Piercing. Deep. Like if I stared too long, I would be stripped bare and exposed in every way, the intensity was enough to pin in place.
I was helpless.
My eyes had a mind of its own…
It slid lower, traitorous, betraying me. Down the slope of his neck, across his broad shoulders, to the way his chest stretched the fabric of his shirt. That shirt didn’t hide much. I could almost feel the hard muscle underneath, as if my fingers were already tracing it.
Stop looking, Kassy. Stop.
But I couldn’t.
He tilted his head slightly, like he had caught me in the act. Then, oh God, he smirked.
He was smirking.
At me.
Heat rushed to my face so fast I thought I might combust on the spot. I blinked hard and tore my gaze away, forcing my eyes anywhere else, at the carpet, at the wall, at Jenny, who was giving me a confused look.
Even Mr. Titans, the director, was watching me with faint amusement, like he knew exactly what was going through my head.
Perfect. Absolutely perfect. Just bury me alive now, please.
“Please, have a seat,” the director said, his voice calm and professional.
Jenny cleared her throat, saving me from my own spiraling thoughts. “I’m Jenny, and this is my friend Kassy.”
“Welcome,” Mr. Titans said warmly.
We both sank into the chairs opposite his desk. My knees felt shaky, my palms still sweaty.
“How can we help you today?”
“We?” My eyes darted quickly toward the sofa again. Was he part of this too? My heart was still hammering, and it only pounded harder at the thought.
Jenny leaned forward, her tone blunt, unbothered by my silent horror. “My friend here needs lessons. On sex, foreplay, literally everything from scratch. She’s a virgin.”
My soul left my body.
Heat spread all over my body. I wanted to sink straight into the floor, dig a hole, and never come out again. A virgin? She had to say that part?
I shot Jenny a quick glare, begging her silently to shut up.
Against my will, my eyes flickered to the man on the sofa. He was still looking at his phone, or pretending to. A small wave of relief washed over me. Maybe he hadn’t been listening.
But then I saw it. The smirk. That wicked smirk tugging at his lips, as if he had heard every single word.
And then, he looked up. His eyes caught mine instantly, like magnets snapping together.
I forgot the world again.
The intensity of that stare, the teasing curve of his mouth. It felt like my heart had jumped into my throat. My chest was tight, every nerve in my body alive.
I jerked upright too suddenly, my knee slamming into the edge of the table when my brain finally got the info that he had caught us staring again.
“Kassy?” Jenny’s voice broke through, sharp with concern.
“Are you okay?” the director asked.
Mortified, I nodded quickly. “I’m fine,” I blurted out, even though my knee throbbed painfully. My face burned hotter.
Go ahead, embarrass yourself more, Kassy. Just keep piling it on.
Why couldn’t I get it together? Why was my body reacting this way to a stranger? Why did one look from him feel like he was stripping me bare.
I wasn’t even hearing what Mr. Titans was saying anymore. His voice was a distant hum, words blending into nothing. Because all I could feel was the weight of those eyes on me. Burning through me.
Don’t look back. Don’t look back.
I begged my brain to listen. To focus.
Why was this stranger doing this to me? Why did I feel like I was standing on the edge of something that will destroy me.
“Go through this, select the program you want, sign it, make the payment, and your schedules will be sent to you,” Mr. Titans said finally, sliding a file toward me.
I forced myself to smile as I accepted it. My hand trembled just slightly, but I prayed no one noticed.
“Thank you for coming,” he added with a nod.
I nodded back quickly and stood. Too quickly. The chair nearly toppled, and my own balance wavered. For one horrifying second, I thought I was going to face-plant right there on the carpet.
By some miracle, I didn’t. But the humiliation was already at its peak.
I bolted, Out of the door, out of the room, out of my own sanity.
If I could I will run out of the city and never return.
Kassy’s Pov“Cheers to freedom,” Jenny says.She was holding a wine glass, while I was holding a glass of juice.I chuckle as we click our glasses together.The minute Jenny heard I was officially divorced, she rushed to my house to take me out to celebrate. I didn't even have time to properly process what had happened before she showed up, already excited and ready to drag me out.“I'm so, so happy you're finally free from that bastard.”“You have no idea,” I say.Jenny chuckles.I look at her. “What?” I ask, smiling myself.“I wonder what he looked like while signing the divorce papers.”I laugh.“Shawn looked quite normal signing it, though. He looked nervous and reluctant, but a lot was depending on it. He didn't have a choice. He looked pretty normal” I say.“I doubt that,” Jenny says.I chuckle, sipping my juice.There is no point arguing with Jenny. She will only believe what she wants.She probably expected to hear that Shawn was crying and throwing up as he signed the papers.
Kassy’s POVI couldn't hold back the smile that spread across my face as Shawn signed the divorce papers.I couldn't help it.I wanted to dance, jump up, and scream for joy.This happened.This actually happened.I'm finally free from this crazy-ass bastard.“Oh boy…”The words escape my lips in a quiet whisper as I stare at the paper in front of me.For months, I had imagined this moment.I had imagined what it would feel like to finally see something like this happen. I had imagined walking away from him without having to look over my shoulder or worry about what threat he would come up with next.And now it was happening right in front of me.I was free.My first thought was to call Derrick immediately, but I pushed that thought away.I had to finish everything here before that would happen.I didn't want to rush out of the house just because I was excited.Although, if I was being honest with myself, I wanted nothing more than to hear Derrick's voice.I wanted to tell him.I bite
Kassy’s PovI woke up tired.So tired that I didn't even want to go to work.But the person banging on my door right now was making that impossible.“Kassy!”It was my brother.I sigh and reluctantly get out of bed, grumbling under my breath.I drag myself toward the door, already annoyed.I frown as I open it, ready to scream at him to leave me alone.“Why are you still sleeping? It's almost nine a.m.,” my brother says.I stare at him with sleepy eyes.“I'm pregnant. Leave me alone. And why are you still at home? What's your excuse?”He gives me a look.“Your former love of your life stopped us from leaving this morning.”My frown deepens as I stare at my brother.“What former lover?”“The one you once told me you couldn't live without.”Realization suddenly springs inside me.I glare at my brother.“What do you mean by he stopped you?” I ask.My sleepiness disappears almost immediately.Did Shawn come this morning again to make trouble?My brother shakes his head.“He's here right n
Shawn’s POVA laugh escapes my lips.I certainly must have heard that wrong.There was no way I heard him correctly.I close my eyes as everything around me goes blurry. My fingers tighten around the steering wheel, but I can barely feel them anymore.“What do you mean, your woman?” I let out with a shaky voice.There’s no way that's true.There is absolutely no way Derrick was talking about Kassy.I didn't even allow him to respond.“You sick bastard! Whatever game you're playing, keep Kassy out of it.”Derrick’s laugh rings through the phone.“Kassy is my woman,” he says calmly. “I mean, I plan to marry her if she will accept me. I want to be there for her and my child as her husband.”My heart stops.I wasn't sure I could even feel my body anymore.I wasn't sure I was even breathing.It feels like I was floating.No.No, he was lying.He had to be lying.Kassy couldn't have been with Derrick.Not Kassy.Not my wife.“Shut up!” I scream.My voice cracks.“Shut the fuck up! You lying
Shawn's POVThe moment I walk through the front door, a glass is immediately thrown at me.I jump back a little, completely confused as it crashes against the wall behind me.For a second, I just stood there.My father was glaring at me.My mom was crying while my sister hugged her.Two of my uncles were standing nearby, their faces unusually serious, and my cousin was staring at me like he knows something I don't.What the hell?I slowly look around the room."What the hell happened?"My father doesn't answer immediately.He just stares at me.The look in his eyes makes the hair on the back of my neck stand."Father..." I try again."Don't you dare call me that. I have no son like you," my father says.My heart drops.I stare at him even more confused."What's going on?""Have you seen today's headlines on social media?" one of my cousins asks.He seems to be the only one who understands that I am confused as hell.I look at him.What was he even doing here?Whatever happened must be
Kassy's Pov I stand behind the door as my brother and father open it. I don't step outside with them. I just stand there, listening. The moment the door opens, Shawn's voice gets even louder. He is already throwing insults and his usual threats like the mad man he was. I close my eyes for a second. Of course he came here. Of course he couldn't just let today pass without making sure I remembered exactly why I wanted to get away from him. I grip the edge of the wall as my father and brother stand between him and the house. I can't hear everything clearly from where I'm standing, but I can hear enough. He was throwing out the same threats he has been using for weeks. "Go and do your worst, you bastard," my brother says. My eyes widened slightly. Jullian sounds furious. The insults go on for too long. I don't even know how Shawn still has the energy to keep shouting. My father says something I can't make out, and Shawn immediately responds with another an







