LOGINJune
Phew. I sigh as I watch the car drive off. For a second there, I thought he was going to fire me. Relief washes over me… then embarrassment slaps me in the face. How the hell did I not notice my tits were practically on display? Oh God. First, I sleep with him—and now this? He’s going to think I’m doing it on purpose. Like I’m trying to seduce him. Shit. I hail a cab and go straight home. CEO’s orders. As I step inside, Leila lifts a brow, unplugging her curling iron. "Well now, you’re awfully back early. Did you get kicked out of the internship or quit yourself?" I collapse onto the couch with a loud groan. "Thankfully, I survived Day Two. But something so embarrassing happened." Her eyes go wide. "What? What is it?" She rushes over. I don’t answer. I just shrug off the driver's jacket and show her the shirt underneath. She stares, confused, at first, then slowly, her mouth parts. "No." A horrified gasp. I nod. "Mm-hmm." "You didn’t know?" "Not a single freaking clue. And I followed him to a meeting like this." I cry out. "No way!" "He ended the meeting early and told me to go home. Said I should wear something more ‘appropriate’ tomorrow." I bury my face in my hands, dying all over again. "Jesus Christ. Girl—” Leila is gaping. "That’s it. I’m done. He's definitely going to think I did it on purpose. Like I was trying to remind him we’d slept together, which I wasn’t! But now—ugh." Leila is speechless. She just stares at me. I spring to my feet, already spiraling. "I’m not going back tomorrow. Not a chance. I can endure his cruelty, but not this level of embarrassment." "Wait—what?" Leila jumps up too. "You’re quitting?" "I guess so." I pout, defeated. She blinks at me, baffled. "But... you said you’d handle it. What happened to the girl from yester—" Her phone rings. Loud and sharp, that we both flinch. "It’s my mom. Excuse me." She glances at the screen and steps aside to answer. I collapse back on the couch, rubbing the back of my neck. Leila’s like my moral compass. And the way she was staring at me just now… God, why can’t I handle this? She returns a few minutes later, her tone rushed. "My mom needs help at the store. I’ll be gone for a few days." She darts into the room, grabs a small bag, and comes back out. "And please...don’t quit over this. You’re stronger than a wardrobe malfunction. We’ll figure out a way to redeem yourself, okay?" She’s already halfway to the door. "I’ll call you when I get to Spring Valley. We’ll surely figure something out." Then she pauses at the doorframe. "And...you’re all alone now. Kayla traveled too. She’s not coming back for a while." I lift a hand, half-heartedly. "Great. Y’all just leave me to my fate." Leila laughs and blows me a kiss. "See you soon. Love you!" “I love you too,” I mutter, rubbing my forehead. The door closes behind her, and just like that, I feel completely... alone. I pull out my phone, go straight to Go*gle, and type: “How to redeem yourself when your CEO, who you accidentally slept with without knowing his identity — thinks you’re trying to seduce him.” I stare at the screen, sighing. The answers are vague, ambiguous and useless. Nothing about tits and billionaires and former one-night stands turned bosses. I scroll, and scroll. Swiping through blog posts, HR advice threads, and some shady Red*it comments. None of it helps. Then, somewhere between humiliation and despair, my eyes grow heavy, and I drift off to sleep, with my phone still in hand. One second I'm on the couch, the next, I’m in his office. Of course I am. Because even in my dreams, I’m apparently still employed. Except I’m not wearing pants. "Miss Alexander," Hermes says with a voice like gravel dipped in silk, "you’ve forgotten something." I look down. My shirt’s buttoned wrong, my legs are bare, and my panties are bright red — cherry red. The slutty emergency pair. Why did I wear those? Oh god. "I—I can explain," I stammer, grabbing a file to cover myself. "Don’t bother," he says coolly, but his eyes drop, and stay there. "You’ve made quite an impression." He rounds the desk, and I back away, but my heel snaps, so I fall, and land right in his chair. "Oh, how convenient," he murmurs. Then he’s kneeling in front of me, undoing the buttons I definitely don’t remember allowing. His hands are warm and slow. Too slow. "Mr. Grande," I whisper. "Hermes," he corrects, his mouth ghosting the inside of my thigh. "You’re now off the clock." I let out a sound that is not professional. At all. He leans in like he’s about to kiss me, right there— And the door slams open. Leila walks in with a clipboard. "You’re late for your firing." "What?" "You heard me." She squints. "Also, did you seriously wear red panties on evaluation day?" "I didn’t know it was evaluation day!" Hermes sighs dramatically. "A shame, really. I was going to promote you to... personal use." "Excuse me?!" "Unfortunately," Leila says, flipping pages, “HR says your thighs are a liability.” "What the hell does that mean?!" "You’re terminated," Hermes purrs, dragging his mouth up my belly. "But not before I finish my sentence." "I didn’t even commit a crime!" "You did," he growls. "You made me want you. That’s punishable." "I’m suing." "You’re moaning." "Okay, that’s... fair." Then everything melts. His hands, the desk, the walls — they all turn into dripping coffee. Literal coffee. I’m naked and drowning in it and Kayla’s voice echoes from somewhere like a deranged Starbucks speaker: "This is why you don’t sleep with your boss, June!" I wake up with a gasp, heart thudding, and my body sweaty, with my panties soaked. What the actual hell. What kind of dream was that? I blink up at the ceiling, disoriented. My phone is nowhere in sight. I scan the room, spot it on the floor, and snatch it up. Thankfully, no cracks. Woah—7PM? How many hours was I out? No wonder I had that weird, fever-dream level of nonsense in my sleep. This whole situation is becoming a full-blown menace to my mental health. I need to stop obsessing before it gets worse. And it is getting worse. My stomach growls, loud and aggressive. Of course. I’ve been loosing my shit all day and forgot to feed myself. I scramble to the kitchen for anything remotely edible. After a questionable combo of toast and leftover pasta, I feel semi-human again. Now, it's time for solution mode. My phone buzzes — a message from Leila. Leila: "Just do what he said. Wear something more appropriate tomorrow." Thanks, girlfriend, but it's a late for the pep talk, I already beat you to it. Right now, I’m standing in front of my closet, digging through fabric like I’m on a scavenger hunt for decency. It’s 9PM. I still haven’t found a single thing that screams “professional decent woman” instead of “street-certified disaster.” I’m just now realizing... My entire wardrobe belongs to the streets. What the hell do I do? **** On my way to the office, I try not to make eye contact with anyone in the elevator. But it’s impossible when everyone is staring at me like I just stepped off a spaceship. One man who's halfway in the lift actually pauses, his eyes darting from my neck down to my shoes like he’s trying to solve a riddle, then steps back and takes the next elevator. Cool, just great. This was exactly the reaction I was hoping for when I slipped into this thrifted nun-core maxi dress at six in the damn morning. From neck to ankles. Long sleeves. Modest to the point of martyrdom. It technically passes as office wear — clean, dark, minimal. But here at Apex, where the unofficial dress code is "power-hungry chic," I look like I took a wrong turn into the HR department of a monastery. Still… if this is what it takes to convince Mr. Grande that I’m not trying to seduce him, then so be it. I got it from an overnight thrift shop three blocks from hell, and I had to talk the cashier down from asking if it was for a funeral. But whatever, the mission is to de-sexualize myself is in full swing, so I don't care. I get to the office even earlier than yesterday, determined to erase all doubt about my professionalism. I sorted the necessary folders, cleared and color-coded the E-mails, made his coffee: strong, dark, exactly how he likes it. I place it carefully on my desk like an offering, and sit quietly, smoothing out the dress like I’m preparing for prayer. And then— The elevator dings. I don’t even need to look up. I feel him before I see him. Hermes Grande walks in, and God help me, the man is dressed like a goddamn thirst trap. No tie, fitted black shirt, sleeves rolled to the forearm, collar open just enough to see a hint of skin, tailored navy slacks. His hair is moussed into an effortless slick, that same look he had the night I met him — the night he ruined me for any man who can’t whisper with his eyes. He strides across the floor like he’s in a slow-motion cologne commercial, and I just stand there behind the desk, slack-jawed, blinking like an idiot. I catch myself, and quickly close my mouth. Jesus, June. Focus. Focus. I’m dressed like a nun on a business retreat and he’s walking in here like lust itself in Italian tailoring. No, I do not have sexual intentions. ...Right? Right? Because the way my body just reacted like a heat-seeking missile says otherwise.>*GRANDE ESTATE*After the maids serve dinner, I sit across from Hermes and watch him cut his steak in silence. He doesn’t look at me, doesn’t speak — just moves the knife and fork with that same calm precision he’s always had.I can’t tell if he remembers anything. The way he sits there, so composed, it’s impossible to know what’s behind those cold brooding eyes. Does he remember this morning? Does he remember her?I pray he hasn’t told June about his condition. That would ruin everything."Is the steak good?" I ask, forcing warmth into my voice, my lips curving into something that feels like a smile but isn’t.He nods once, then — to my surprise — slides his own plate across to me, taking mine in exchange.My hand freezes halfway to my fork. He’s never done that before. Not even when we were still… something.For a fleeting second, I wonder if he thinks I’m her. Maybe he’s confusing faces now, or maybe this is how short-term memory lapses work. I make a mental note to stu
>I sit in the waiting room, legs crossed, scrolling lazily through my phone. The hum of the air conditioner fills the silence, and I find myself smiling—actually smiling—for the first time in weeks.How strange, finding comfort in torment.Tormenting Hermes.Tormenting her.I hum softly, pretending to read the news, but really, I’m savoring the memory of June’s face this afternoon—how she froze when I told her she’d be handling my gala dresses. Watching her bite down her discomfort like a good little intern. That’s the only thing that soothes me these days.Because the truth is, I'm extremely upset. Hermes doesn’t even look at me anymore. He hasn't still forgiven me, and I see the way he looks at her.He could burn the world for that girl.Damnit. To hell with them.I will now burn him, and her.I press my lips together, laugh under my breath. "Blackmailing is fun," I whisper to myself.The receptionist glances my way— polite—and says, "Miss Voss? The doctor will see you no
~Hermes~I watch Gavin shrug like it’s nothing. "Well, it’s no big deal. She was there for work, I guess."I frown, the crease between my brows deepening. "I don’t understand, Gavin. Why didn’t you tell me this?"Gavin scoffs, a corner of his mouth twitching. "Why didn’t you tell me you had another plan with fixing your father’s issues?"I groan, dragging my hands over my face, wishing I could just stop talking. I can’t tell him. I cannot tell him that my father has woken up, that the decision was made by him and that I’ve been carrying it alone."See," Gavin continues, standing to pour us both coffee, "I got to know when she called me asking for legal advice."Curiosity spikes, sharp and unwelcome. "On what? Did she hit anyone? Kill anyone?"Gavin freezes, then laughs nervously, raising his hands. "Woah… woah… slow down. No. She didn’t do anything of that nature, okay? Just… some legal stuff about starting a business. God, Hermes, what’s wrong with you?" He hands me the cup of coffee
~Hermes~I’m just finishing the last note on the sticky pad—one of the personal reminders I have to write down before another memory lapse hits. My handwriting looks rushed, almost angry, but I can’t afford to forget again. Not today.I glance at my watch, waiting for an update on the request I’d sent earlier. My thoughts are a haze of noise until—"Mr. Grande?"Vanessa’s voice cuts through as she pushes the door open slightly. "There seems to be some… commotion on the lower floor. At the CCO’s office."My brows knit together. "What?"She hesitates, scratching the side of her head. "Uhm—I think Miss Voss is… scolding June. I know it’s not exactly your concern but—""Do other employees know about this?" I interrupt, already standing.Vanessa looks uneasy. "A few of them probably heard. It’s getting loud."My pulse spikes. Natalya’s threat from last night flashes in my mind, and a curse slips through my teeth.Did I even warn June about her? Or did I forget again?I click my tongue hard
June"What do you mean you’re pregnant — and the father is Tobias?" I blink hard, sure I misheard her. My eyes go wide as I grab Leila’s wrist and pull her closer. "You’re joking, right? This is some kind of prank? Where’s Kayla? Is she filming this?"Leila shakes her head, her expression drained. "No prank." She bends down, drops the trash bag she was holding, and slowly walks over to the couch.I trail after her, heart racing."It was… a one-night thing," she says quietly, biting her nail. "We were drinking, talking — and then, it just… happened."I sit beside her, gripping her cold hands. "Oh my God. Is that why you asked me if I was dating Tobias? Leila, we are—""Forget that," she cuts in quickly, voice trembling. "I was being stupid. After that night, we hung out for a while. He… he asked me out."I blink, confused. "And you said yes?"She shakes her head. "No. I said no. I didn’t know if I loved him enough to start something serious. My life’s already a mess as it is."I study
~Hermes~Fuck. Fuck. Fuck.I can feel my heart shatter into a thousand jagged pieces as I sit against the door she just closed, back pressed hard against the wood. I want to scream, but all that comes out is a hollow silence. I hope she can somehow hear the internal chaos, the reason I can’t choose her.I’d let the company burn for her… but at what cost?Her words echo in my head, sharper than any blade."I hate you, Hermes, and I pray that in my next life, I never cross paths with you again."They twist in me like a dull knife, relentless, unforgiving. She hates me… and I deserve it.I don’t even know how to protect her. I say I love her, but I can’t love her the way she deserves. I can’t shield her from Natalya, from this mess I’ve built around us. It’s better… she hates me.I’ll carry her words to my grave. And if, by some impossible chance, life gives me another shot, I pray I’m not the man I am now. That I can love her properly — without dragging her into the chaos of my complica







