~ A M E L I A ~
Never again.
I didn’t want to endure what I witnessed ever again in that class.
That’s how intense transforming into a werewolf is.
And I thought the video of a woman giving birth that my old school made us watch was bad.
Gripping my notebook against my chest, making my way down the hallway to my next class. I was speechless. How was I going to handle that when the time came?
‘That was traumatising.’
The voice jolted me, I looked to my side, ‘Oh, Sammy,’ I forced a chuckle, ‘Yeah, not what I was expecting on my first day.’
Sammy laughed nervously, scratching her neck, ‘I’m not looking forward to experiencing that.’
‘You haven’t turned into a wolf yet?’ I stopped and looked at her.
Shaking her head, ‘We call it “shifting”, but no, I turned 18 a couple of weeks ago, just after the full moon, so I’ll shift for the first time at the next full moon.’
My chest became weighted with uncertainty, ‘Wait, what?’ My face fell serious, ‘I thought we could turn as and when we wanted?’
Sammy nodded, ‘We could, back in the day,’ she started walking again, and I eagerly followed, ‘apparently after some tragic event forever ago, the pack became cursed, or something, and now we can only turn on the full moon.’
There was nothing about that in my letters from E…
Could it have taken place after he wrote the letters? Maybe it took place after his death. He could’ve chosen not to include that information on purpose, or maybe didn’t even get a chance to get to that topic…
Frustration devoured my mind. It didn’t help that I didn’t know exactly when my birth father died. I was meant to get answers by being here, but so far I only have more questions.
Breathe, Amelia.
It was early days. I couldn’t go into this with a hazed mind. Staying focused on my goal was the priority. Take things slow, and don’t get distracted.
One thing was certain though, if I truly was born into this pack, the curse would also affect me too… right?
‘Wait, how do you not know this? Were you not part of a different pack before? I thought most packs were aware of our situation.’
My stomach flipped. Shit. Do I tell her I was adopted by humans? Will that flag concerns?
The words of my birth father echoed in the back of my mind.
Don’t trust anyone.
But to what extent, E?
‘Oh my gosh, Sammy! Did you do the homework for science class? I totally forgot,’ a girl asked, stopping Sammy in her tracks.
Phew. Safe for now.
I decided to continue making my way down the hallway to find my next class. The school is surprisingly bigger than I expected.
‘Wait, Amelia!’
Turning back to Sammy, ‘Yeah?’ My palms were sweating, hoping she’d drop the subject.
She quickly finished her conversation with the other girl and rushed over to me, ‘Tonight a few of us are heading to the woods for a party. You should come! It’ll give you a chance to meet some people.’
‘Oh,’ I said hesitantly, ‘That’s sweet of you, really, but I need to unpack my things properly and—’
‘Come on!’ Sammy pulled out her phone, ‘I say party, but it’ll be totally chilled, I promise. I won’t take no for an answer! Here, put your number in,’ she handed me her phone eagerly.
‘Alright, alright,’ I laughed, taking her phone and putting in my number.
‘I’ll pick you up at your place if you like,’ she said, placing her phone back in her pocket.
I breathed sharply, ‘Oh, no, don’t worry about that! I wouldn’t want you to go out of your way! Just tell me where to meet you and I’ll come. I need to learn my way around the village anyway.’
Sammy grinned, ’Sure! I’ll text you where to meet.’
~ ~ ~
The classes had been going pretty well so far. The majority of them were pretty standard to what you’d get at a human school, with some mystical additions thrown in here and there. For the most part, it was fairly easy to adjust to.
Rushing into my next class, Science, I entered with all eyes on me. Fantastic.
‘You must be the new student,’ the teacher scolded me, ‘Amelia Higgins, correct? You’re late.’
Smiling awkwardly, ‘Yeah, sorry I got lost—’
‘I don’t care for excuses, just sit! There’s one seat free next to Mr Shaw over there,’ he gestured to the seat located at the back of the room.
I paced over there, trying not to him further, hearing murmurs of the students staring at me.
Who is she?
A new werewolf?
She’s beautiful.
No one new comes to the village.
Her mate must be so lucky to have her.
My… mate?
Seated, I released a sigh, placing my notebook down.
A small muttering huff came from the guy next to me. I turned my head to introduce myself, but then realisation hit and rendered me speechless.
Didn’t the teacher say, Mr Shaw? As in…
This guy looked kind of like Everett. They had the same hair colour, except his hair is slightly shorter and straighter. Their facial features were somewhat similar, it’s the grey eyes that really stood out; however, this guys’ eyes are a few shades darker.
His eyes glanced towards me and I swooped my head to face the front in a panic. If he was related to Everett, he might be just as unpleasant. It was best to keep my distance.
‘Right, class,’ the teacher spoke up, ‘As many of you know, some of you have or will at some point this year turn 18 and ascend into your wolf power. Though I’m sure many of you already know the strengths and weaknesses of being a werewolf, the pack’s council insists on the school educating you on the matter for your own protection. So, can anyone tell me the three things that can substantially weaken a werewolf and the one thing that can seriously harm a werewolf?’
A girl seated at the front shot her hand up, ’The three that can weaken a werewolf to a fairly high extent, if used right, are: high electrical shocks, a strong tranquilliser and high-frequency sounds. Though with resistance training it can sometimes be overpowered and tolerated.’
‘Very good! Now, who can tell me the one serious danger to us werewolves?’ He scanned the room, ‘Amelia!’
I breathed sharply, ‘Uh…’
Crap, why was I being called out already? Did this teacher already hate me, just because I got lost and was a little late?
‘Wolfsbane,’ the guy next to me whispered into his fists, intertwined as he rested on them.
Keeping my gaze forward at the teacher, clearing my throat, I answered, ‘Wolfsbane.’
The teacher smirked, ‘Very good… Gabriel,’ he looked over from me to the guy next to me.
Gabriel gave him a smug look back and saluted him with two fingers.
He had to be related to Everett. They were so similar in their mannerisms.
‘Anyway,’ The teacher continued with his lecture, ‘Yes, Wolfsbane is the most toxic substance for werewolves. Small doses can be used to weaken us, similar to a tranquilliser; but with our rapid healing speed, we can endure a small dose, or a light brush against the natural plant, once in a while. However, with enough doses over an extended time span or a high concentration all at once, it can be lethal…’
‘Thank you,’ I whispered to him next to me, looking down, as I wrote notes.
~ ~ ~
Walking out of Science class, I was so full of relief that the day was finally over. Some of these teachers were so frightening.
Arriving back at my locker, I retrieved my bag and stuffed my notebook inside. I couldn’t wait to go home and relax for a short while before heading to the party. However, I was weary with concern about whether I should go or not. I should really focus on my intentions. I’m not here to make friends.
A couple of taps hit my shoulder, ‘Amelia, right?’
Turning to the voice, I was faced with the guy from science. My chest fluttered with panic, but I kept my composure, ‘Hi,’ I smile, ‘Yeah, and you’re Gabriel, right?’
He nodded, ‘You forgot the syllabus,’ he held out the book in front of me.
Quickly taking it, ‘Thank you!’ I stuffed it into my bag, ‘Oh, and thank you for helping me in there, I’m still trying to get used to everything here.’
Gabriel smiled lightly, ‘Don’t worry about it, Mr Hatchett can get a little full of himself sometimes. You’ll learn how to win the teachers over in time, or not since we’re over halfway through the year already.’
I scoffed, ‘Thanks.’
‘Gabriel!’ A girl called to him down the hall, waving frantically with a huge smile across her face.
His face brightened, and his smile grew, he cleared his throat, ‘See you around.’
Saying goodbye, I watched him walk over to the girl. He kissed and hugged her.
‘Err! Kiss your mate in private, Gabriel!’ one random guy exclaimed. I assumed his friend.
Again with this “mate” talk, just like one of my classmates whispered. I did recall reading something brief about mates in one of E’s letters, but I pretty much skipped over it as I wanted more details about him and my birth mother - essentially nonexistent details.
I needed to understand this “mate” business a lot better, so I would have to give that letter a proper read again at some point.
My attention went back to Gabriel, who was now talking to Everett. I didn’t even notice his arrival. Seeing them side-by-side, they definitely look related.Gabriel looks frustrated with whatever Everett is saying to him. In fact, neither of them looked very pleased with their conversation.
Everett looked up in my direction, and my heart palpitated. I smoothly turned towards my locker and finished taking my things out, swiftly shut my locker and walked the other way down the hall so I didn’t risk locking eyes with him again. It was a longer route to get out and head home, but I didn’t need eyes on me. Especially those that felt so intense...
Plus, the less the attention, the better.
~ A M E L I A ~Flopping my body on my bed, I released a massive sigh, ‘What a day,’ I said to my ceiling.My phone thunders a vibration. Rolling over to lay on my stomach, I answered the video call request, ‘Hi Mum!’‘Darling! How was your first day?’ Mum smiled. Her eyes were slightly red, it looked like she’d been crying.I let out an exaggerated sigh, ‘It was intense, but a good start I think! Have you been crying again?’‘No!’ She responded almost instantly, pulling out a tissue and dabbing the inner corners of her eyes.Rolling my eyes, I laughed, ‘Mum, please, I’ll be coming back once I find out the truth about my birth parents and learn how to control my wolf abilities better. I’ve already learnt so much about being a wolf in one day—maybe more than I want to know—but it’s still more than before!’Mum sighed, ‘I know, sweetie, but I just wish your dad and I could’ve come there with you, but with his work and mine—‘‘I know, Mum, it’s OK. You raised me to be independent and tau
~ A M E L I A ~A short and somewhat clement gasp escaped Sammy’s mouth. Eyes wide at first, then suddenly blinking over and over again as the arrow stands still right in front of her face. Whatever alcohol she has consumed, in combination with her shock, has numbed her enough to be motionless.My breathing was heavy, but overflowing with relief. My eyes locked onto my fist, clenched around the shaft of the arrow, astounded at my own reflexes kicking in so fast, despite my mind running so slowly.I knew the transition to becoming a werewolf was to gain enhanced abilities, but I didn’t expect it to be to this extent. I’ve been severely underestimating everything so far. How much stronger could I possibly become? ‘Holy fuck…’ Sammy uttered in an exhalation, so quietly that if it wasn’t for my heightened hearing, I surely wouldn’t
~ A M E L I A ~‘That was amazing!’ Sammy said, still breathless, but her cheerful tone had returned, as she rushed over to me, ‘Please tell me that wasn’t your first time shooting an arrow?’‘Thankfully not,’ I said, breaking a smile, ‘I was one of the best archers in my hometown.’A scoff came from Everett’s direction. I darted another scowl at him.What a jackass.Turning back to Sammy, ‘Are you OK? I’m so sorry I put you through that, I didn’t mean to—’‘It’s fine, Amelia! I’m fine!’ She held my shoulders, ‘The fact that you stood up for me when you just met me, really means a lot,’ she hugged me.As she pulled back from the hug, I glanced down at the bow, amazed that I w
~ E V E R E T T ~‘What is wrong with you?’ Gabriel yelled at me, following behind me as I continued walking away from the girl with the amber eyes.Groaning, I didn’t even bother looking at him, ‘Leave me alone, Gabe,’ I said, chugging the rest of my beer before grabbing another bottle.‘Amelia didn’t deserve that, she didn’t know any better—‘‘Amelia?’ I turned to face him, annoyed, ‘You know her name? So you lied to me when I picked you up from school today. You said you didn’t speak to her.’Gabriel hesitated for a moment but then huffed, ‘Okay, fine, I spoke to her very briefly, but all I know is her name.’I pulled Gabriel to the side of the food and drinks table, where less people are, handed him a beer and
~ A M E L I A ~As the weekend finally approached, I was elated with the opportunity to not only explore the village more but also find the best places to learn more about the Silver Moon pack, and hopefully, eventually, my parents too.Walking through the village, I couldn’t help but admire how beautifully built it was, with smooth cobblestone paths weaving through to guide you from building to building. The homes themselves were so classic looking, with thatched roofs and exposed timber frames, it almost felt as if they were pulled straight out from the Tudor times. It was a refreshing sight to see.Even with the village glacially adapting to an urban environment, the natural environment was one with the village too. The whole village was surrounded and encapsulated by trees, and there were even random trees locat
~ E V E R E T T ~‘Who was that, sweetheart?’ My mother asked as I approached her.Rolling my eyes, I shook my head, ‘Nobody important.’‘I’ve not seen her around before, is she that new wolf everyone is talking about?’ She peered over, staring at her inquisitively.Running my fingers through my hair, I huffed, ‘Like I said, she’s nobody important.’ I looked back to see Amelia wandering around the village, her eyes glistened as she gazed upon her surroundings. Those innocent-looking eyes are hiding a dark secret, I just know it.As I turned back around, Mum raised a brow at me and shook her head, ‘You need to stay focused, now more than ever, Everett,’ she clasped her hands together and kept them low, h
~ A M E L I A ~It’s warm. No, it’s hot. Scalding.Fire.There’s a fire.Oh god, not again…My eyes fluttered open and, as they came to focus, my entire surroundings were engulfed in flames. Don’t panic. Do not panic.I couldn’t move. I can never move. The flames were inching closer and closer. The heat of the flames stung my skin, though not yet touching me. A deafening scream plunged my eardrums. No. Screams. Many others were screaming.What is happening?As the flames came closer to my skin, my body felt like it was ready to shut down, even though all I wanted to do was fight, but I was helpless, motionless. Suddenly, a shadow-like figure appeared in the distance. It appeared to scan the entire room, before setting its gaze towards me. I couldn’t determine whether it was a man or a woman; was it human? At that instant, it rushed towards me and my heart sank into my stomach.The surrounding screams continued…~ ~ ~ PHREEEEEEEET!Jolting up and gasping for air, I sat up and res
~ A M E L I A ~The universe is out to get me. That was the only reason I could think as to why I was forced to be taught by Everett-bloody-Shaw. His eyes were still locked onto mine, but in a slow blink he focused his gaze elsewhere, as if he didn’t care for me being present. He pulled off his jacket and threw it behind him on the ground, revealing himself in a black compression shirt and dark grey jogging bottoms. The shirt wrapped around his defined muscles as if it was made specifically for his body, he was even more ripped than I thought. His abs do poke through his shirt. Trying to focus my gaze elsewhere, I didn’t want to give him the satisfaction of staring at him since he was already full of himself enough, but my attention went to his arms, which I had no idea were fully tattooed. I couldn’t catch the details of it all, but I did get a glimpse of what looked like a deer skull on one of his forearms; he kept moving, so I couldn’t see it all, but it definitely looked like t
~ E V E R E T T ~‘What the hell is going on?’ I asked in a panic as the candle flame began to burn more aggressively, melting the wax representing Amelia’s life force that much faster.Sybil watched the candle in amazement. ‘Her journey through the spirit world has been far too impactful on her body. She’s too weak.’‘No,’ I cooed as I looked back at the small amount of wax that remained of the candle. Squeezing Amelia’s hand, I looked at her and hoped she could hear me in her state of unconsciousness, ‘Listen to me. You are not dying, do you hear me? It’s not your time. It’s not your—‘The room became eerily chilled as the candle flame was snuffed out. I refused to turn around to confirm, hearing Sybil’s saddened sigh was confirmation enough. ‘No… Amelia,’ I cupped a hand on her cheek, ‘wake up. Wake up!’‘Alpha-son, she’s gone.’ Sybil stood and lowered her head, staring at the ground. She also looked heartbroken by this loss. Stepping away from Amelia and towards Sybil, I snapped,
~ A M E L I A ~Panic surged through me. My father’s demise… it was at the hands of his best friend? The Moon Goddess brought us to the time of the battle. As she did, all the magic it took to travel through time was taking a huge toll on my spiritual body. I collapsed to the ground and whimpered, ‘What’s happening to me?’Kneeling beside me, the Moon Goddess helped me up, ‘You don’t have much time, we need to send you back very soon.’I groaned, feeling myself lose the connection and hold I had still back in the land of the living, I couldn’t feel warmth… I couldn’t feel anything. ‘How much longer do I have?’‘Enough time to see this last glimpse into the past.’Holding myself up with all my remaining strength, I watched as the events played out. My father and his best friend were standing head to head under the starry night sky. Many members of the pack, especially the council members, were bearing witness to the fight, awaiting to see who would triumph. ‘Are you sure you want to
~ A M E L I A ~‘What happened after that? How did Draven become Alpha?’The Moon Goddess had brought me back to her moonflower garden, her hand on my back rubbing back and forth soothing me, ‘My dear, you’ve witnessed a lot, are you sure you don’t want to take a break?’I shook my head, ‘I don’t have time for a break! You said yourself that I’ve got a limited amount of time left back in the human world, I can’t waste it.’She nodded, ‘I know, but I can sense your pain and suffering, and things only get darker from here…’Swallowing thickly, I stood tall, ‘Show me.’‘Very well.’~ ~ ~ Following the events of the hospital fire, the next day was sombre. It wasn’t just the families who were directly involved in the fire who were grieving, it was the entire pack. They were all traumatised and scared for what was to come. The funerals for the newborns were held all together, the Alpha and Luna ensured that they were all treated with equal respect and care during the entire process, as we
~ A M E L I A ~It began to rain. First a trickle, then a complete downpour. The Alpha and Luna looked out to the rain, a perfect resemblance of their sorrow, and knew that they had no more time to waste. They had to say their final goodbyes to their daughter and commence with their plan before people became aware. When they had finally said their goodbyes, Kali had come to terms that she would not be the one to venture out to take their daughter to the person they’d hope would be the one and only person they could entrust to take her outside of the pack and to her new human family. In her state of only recently giving birth, her werewolf healing was depleting her energy, plus her sudden disappearance from the fire would raise suspicions. They had to take their next steps carefully and mindfully.Enzo sent Kali back to the hospital, where she would have to act as though she had lost her baby in that fire, along with all the other mothers who lost their babies. Such a foul and disgus
~ A M E L I A ~They arrived back at Rieka Manor, successfully unseen by anyone else. Enzo placed Kali gently on their bed and began to pace up and down the room, muttering to himself. ‘Enzo,’ she was almost hyperventilating, ‘my love, please talk to me! What is going on?’ Kali spoke quietly, trying not to awaken their baby, who had finally fallen asleep soundly, but concern was laced throughout her voice.Yet he didn’t stop pacing, deep in his thoughts, ‘It can’t be them… They wouldn’t… They couldn’t betray us like that!’‘Who?’He shook his head, ’No, no, no!’ He slammed his fist against the wall, shaking the entire room, ‘These bastards,’ he muttered through gritted teeth before sitting next to his mate and wrapping his arms around her, embracing the love of his life and their newborn daughter.‘My love, my Alpha,’ Kali continued to cry silently, ‘Please. Talk to me.’Enzo looked at his mate, holding her face softly as he wiped away her tears with his thumb, ‘My radiant Luna…’ he
~ A M E L I A ~Devastated was an understatement for how I felt, but I was not surprised at all. Those men had been stuck in traditions for so long they were blind to the facts that were right in front of them. That women wanted to show their strength and power, to prove that they are equally as powerful as they are. Yet these men just have to prove themselves to be the best. The Moon Goddess took me later in the day. The sun was slowly going down, dimming the light sky and introducing us to the upcoming night. We walked down the long hallways of the hospital, and the sterile aroma of my surroundings was hard to ignore. We finally made it to the private room that was dedicated to my birth mother, Kali. She was in her hospital bed, sitting up while holding her baby girl, me. With one finger, she bounced my small hand up and down until I clasped my tiny fist around her finger. ‘I can already sense that you’re a strong one, aren’t you, little wolf?’ Kali smiled. Even after giving bir
~ A M E L I A ~My expression faded. That was not going to be easy to get used to, but I nodded and followed her towards my birth parents’ manor. ‘Most of the pack is slumbering away, nursing their hangovers or resting in whichever ways they seem fit,’ the Moon Goddess informed me as we walked through the manor grounds and phased through the door to enter the home. ‘However, Alpha Enzo knew the importance of caring for the pack, and always prioritised his duties before anything else. So, as his mate rested in the hospital and was learning to nurse you, he was back to his duties. They were still recovering from a recent conflict they encountered with another enemy pack. I believe you’re already aware of some people of the Shadow pack?’I nodded as we phased through another set of doors. Inside the room was a grand table. Sitting around it were men, mostly middle-aged but some older and some younger, but a handful of them I recognised from the present day in the Silver Moon pack. It wa
~ A M E L I A ~A wave of dizziness hit me as I reopened my eyes and took in my surroundings. The Moon Goddess and I were no longer in her garden of moon flowers, but deep within a forest. It was so familiar, yet different all at once. In the distance was a gentle glow emitting from lanterns.‘Where are we?’ I asked.The Moon Goddess linked her arm with mine, holding me close to her, ‘We’re in the village of the Silver Moon pack…’ she began walking me towards the lights, where noise and music began to tickle my ears, ‘…18 years ago.’I froze in place and looked at her, ‘Before I was born?’She nodded, ‘In fact, the day I brought you back to is your birthday.’Drawing my gaze back towards where the noise grew, it sounded like there was a huge celebration going on. This was it, this was finally the time I was going to learn everything. I was going to learn the truth and finally be able to understand who I am. But, for some reason, I could not move.‘Are you sure you want to do this?’ T
~ A M E L I A ~It was so cold and dark…Where am I? What is going on?My eyes slowly peeled open, feeling the weight of my drowsiness, meeting the night sky above me. There was not a star to be seen, which was unusual for the Silver Moon pack. No matter where you are, you’d always be able to see stars at night. It was one of my favourite things about the pack. Scanning my surroundings briefly without moving my head, there were trees all around me. How did I end up in the forest? Where was I last? Pushing myself to sit up slowly, my head felt heavy as I tried to recall what happened. Everett had told me to come see him… The Alpha ambushed me… pain… so much pain…My lip quivered as I examined and patted down my entire body, but there wasn’t a cut to be seen.Am I dreaming? What the hell is going on?A rustle behind me caught my attention. Twirling onto all fours and pushing myself to stand, I felt too alert and concerned for what was out there. ‘Who’s there?’ I said sharply. No re