I can see the light beyond my eyes lids and have no idea where I am. I do hear someone close to me breathing. I slowly open my left eye, looking for the person breathing in the hopes they don’t notice I am awake. Faulk is sitting in a chair close to my bed in my new room, the room filled with the sunlight cascading in through the windows.
I take a deep breath and slowly bring myself up in the bed…“Oh my god your awake, are you ok? You passed out and fell to the floor in the throne room yesterday. I carried you here and have been keeping an eye on you. I’m so glad your ok I was Soo worried” Faulk leans in giving me a hug that I don’t return, still confused as to what happened.
“What happened, I have been out since yesturday? I have a bump on my head, what is It from”? I flinch as I rub the bump on the back of my head.
“You blacked out and fell. I tried to catch you, but wasent fast enough. You smacked ur head off the floor. I’ll run and get you some ice”
Faulk looks very anxious as he answers my question, while quickly getting up leaving my room.I hear a light knock on the door. Which opens to revival the Queen, I bow in my bed as best I can.
“Oo sweetheart you do not need to bow to me please stop it! I’m so happy your alright you gave us all a good scare, how do you feel?” Lindy asks as she rushes to my side with a tray of food and a goblet of something.
“My head hurts where I hit it on the ground so I am told but aside from that I feel fine. I’m terrible sorry my queen I don’t know what happened” I get out although it feels like I have sand in my throat.
“Don’t be sorry darling its completely fine. Please just call me Lindy from now on, ok?”
She passes me the goblet which has the fuzzy juice in it. I gulp it down as quickly as she gave it to me!
“ I scolded them both for throwing you into all this so quickly, no one gave you a chance to think or relax for even a minute” stupid men she mumbles as she takes my empty goblet.
“I’m so sorry love. I’ll let you relax. Please take a bath and check out the rest of the castle. Aside from the tower. I will come and check on you later this afternoon” she says as she gets up and makes her way to the door.
“Aurora don’t worry, you are safe here, try and relax” she says as she leaves my room.
I slowly eat was is on the tray beside me, trying hard not to think about everything that has happened. So tired by all the thoughts in my head. Once I am finished I make my way back to my favourite spot in this castle so far, my gorgeous bathroom. Doing just as I did before, locking the door and start the tub filling. Adding this oil and that soap as I let the scentswash over me calming me instantly.
I sink myself as deep into the tub as I can and keep going over what the king had said. I must choose. I have never been able to make hardly any of my own choices in my life. The thought of this gives me hope. Hope that I will have a future. The choice I have to make to pick a creature when I’ve never even met any other creature aside from my wolf dog and didn’t even know until now that any of them were even real. How could I choose not knowing.?
But the more I thought about it it seemed to me that the choice was clear I need to pick a creature that was the strongest of them all. It made the most sense to me to become a wolf. Feeling like I should’ve been a wolf the whole time. Faulk kept me safe and healed me all those years and I feel like maybe that’s what I was destined to become.
I let the water out of the tub feeling a little better with myself. I get up and dry myself off with a big white fluffy towel and slowly make my way into my room gawking at the beauty that was within. I get into the walk-in closet and start looking around at the clothes trying to pick something out that seems simple. I grabbed another long dress with soft flowey fabric and threw it over my head as I grabbed another pair panties out of the small drawer and putting back on the soft pink slippers that I had on before. I headed back out into my room.
Now the queen had given me permission to go and explore the castle maybe I should do that. I take a deep breath and walk over to the door and open it to look down the long Corridor only to find three guards stationed outside my room yet again. I look at them all questioningly and to my shock they bow. I slowly make my way out of my room into the opposite direction that I had gone before just to check out this beautiful castle I now find myself in. I open the door at the end of the hall and make my way into the room behind it. My breath taken away by what I saw before me a beautiful greenhouse the walls all glass and windows etched with many small pictures of mythic creatures. The plants and aromas in this room or unlike anything I’ve ever experienced. Birds chirping, butterflies flying around. It seems to have its own sparkle in the air. I can see the ceiling panels are open to allow creature in and out, it’s breathtaking! As I walked around and laid my fingers on the soft petals of the flowers in the garden beds taking it all in. It feels like the best dream I have ever had.
I found a small bench in the centre of the greenhouse, sitting on it and taking in my surroundings this whole place is beyond anything I could have even imagined, how as I so lucky to have made my way here.
I hear a strange noise from the back of the green house that catches my attention. Slowly getting up and making my way over to the corner. I see a set of wings. Wait, wings, no one has wings, I must be dreaming…rubbing my eyes as I get closer. They were definitely wings attached to a small dainty girl, with beautiful long blonde hair.
“Hello” I call to her, which scares her.
“I’m so sorry to have disturbed you. I didn’t realize anyone was in here” she says sadly as if she was bothered by something and was almost trying to hide in there.
“That’s ok! No need to be sorry. My name is Aurora” I say gently to her as she slowly turn around to look at me. She is breathtakingly beautiful. Long blonde hair that shines like gold in the green house, bright purple eyes, I could have sworn I was dreaming again. They didnt even look real.
She curtsy’s towards me, which I am taken aback by.
“Please there’s no need for that. I am a mere human. I was brought here my my long lost brother to meet the king and queen” I say to her with warmth in my eyes.
“I know who you are. I was summoned here just to meet you dear Aurora” she says as she gives me a warm embrace.
I am shocked by this just like I have been with everything so far. Why would this fairy be summoned here for me?
“Oh my dear I see you have arrived my sweet Lily. Of course you have already met Aurora” Lindy says as I see her comming towards us out of the corner of my eye. I’m sure the look on my face was probably a sight to see. Lindy rubs my arm as she walks over to Lily to give her a hug!
“Aurora don’t look so shocked my sweet. I invited lily to meet you, along with many others. That way you can meet and get to know the different creatures so you can make the best possible decision for yourself with all the information needed. However I get the feeling you have made your mind up about it already.” Lindy looks deep into my eyes. All I could blurt out was
“How did you know”?
“I am the Queen Aurora, I know everything! Alas I still would like you to meet everyone so you can make an informed decision!” She smiles
“Yes, your majesty….I mean Lindy!” My cheeks going red at my misstep, I look away quickly!
“No need to be embarrassed my dear. Now get on to your room and change into something a bit dressier. Our guests will begin arriving as we speak for the large formal dinner this evening for you. At the end of which we hope you will announce your choice to everyone so that we can make plans for your change as soon as possible. These things must be done in a timely manner or some creatures get upset!” She winks at me and smiles….
My head feels dizzy again, a formal dinner. I have never even been to one of those…Anxiety floods through me and my stomach is instantly in knots. A formal dinner…..
Chapter 20 - Confused There was a knock at the door, and Faulk entered. “Hey sis, I feel like your spending a lot of time with Idris and ignoring me. Are you ok? He is treating you well right?” He says as he sits at the edge of the bed. “Faulk is there….Something wrong with me? I dont get it. One second i think he likes me the next i am a stranger in my own body confused at everything that is said and happens between us.” I say to him earnestly as a tear goes down my cheek. “You have to remember Aurora, Idris has been around for soo many centuries always searching for his mate while maintaining the balance of life. I am shocked there is still a Phoenix around, no one has seen one in many many years. I was told that he felt you When you arrived. Almost as if he was drawn here by your presence.” Faulk says, as he lays down to get comfy. “I feel a pull to him i cant explain, i always want to be in his presence. I am heart broken he is gone.” I shudder knowing that what i have said i
We awoke the next morning to knocking at the door. Idris getting out of bed and answering it to find that we had been sent trays of food by Leonids. Idris thanked the guard and brought our meal straight onto the bed. At the same time both of our stomachs began to make noises as we stared at the trays. “I can’t believe we’ve slept Soo long” I get out groggily “Aurora, will you tell me about yourself, I know ive asked you before but you didn’t really tell me much now did you?” Idris asked me curiously, head tilted to the side fidgeting with some berries in his hand. “What would you like to know exactly?” I asked him cautiously. Confused as to his question. No one had ever asked me that before. I think maybe because no one cared. The orphanage had lots of comings and goings but the kids there were all from bad situations. No one liked to talk about their own shit. Mine would only consist of the orphanage and the horrible hand I was dealt. I remember nothing of my life before the orpha
I look into Leonids’s warm father like eyes. All I can do is smile. I want a new fucking life damn it. I want to be as strong as Idris believes I am. Maybe I am suppose to be. I can feel his heat instantly radiating off his body, as my mind made the conscience decisions not be afraid in that moment. I was going to grab onto this new life with both hands as hard as I could and see where I come out the other side. Anything was better then what I have endured and what could have been my fate.“I am humbled to be able to chose a new life. I have never in my life felt as much love as I do from you and my new family. I am scared and excited what this will bring. My 19th birthday. The birthday I will be given a new life. The best present i could have ever hoped for.” I say everything really quickly. It kind of comes out jumbled, and odd, but I ment every word. I was just trying to hold myself from getting sick. King Leonids smiles and gives Lindy’s hand a squeeze.
Idris and I share a tiny round table at the cafe. Neither of us could say a thing. I was so caught up in my own head I hadn’t even realised he was staring at me looking as if he had things to stay. Though it seemed he wasent sure if he should pull me out of my own head.A tiny tear escaped my eye as i think about Rose and the gown. What was to come. Mostly Idris. Was he going to leave? I didnt want him to ever leave my side again. How did Rose know i would need such a gown, how did she seem to make it to be a seemingly perfect fit to me. It was all a lot to take in. “Aurora, i know what your thinking right now. My only explaination is this, everything in this world we know happens for a reason. Call it fate call it destiny whatever it is, it is all ment to be. Just as i truly believe you and i are suppose to be right here right now. The best company i have ever had in my long long life.” Idris says all this too quickly as though this is not really what he h
I am woken the next morning, to shifting in my bed. Confused I open my eyes forgetting what happened, and the small shreds I have learned about Idris and his Phoenix. More so, knowing that he feels he same way for me as I feel towards him. I shut my eyes again. Smiling, reliving the kiss we shared. The sparks, the energy. I never wanted it to end. I feel an arm around me, and a kiss to my forehead. “Good morning sweetheart. How did you sleep?” He says happily. “Amazing. Best sleep I have ever had beside the other night when you were with me.” I smile. “Get up, and get ready. I’m gonna go back to my room and grab some clothes. We must go into town today, and do some shopping.” He says excitedly. As he gets up and heads toward the door. “I’ll be right back” he calls as he closes the door. I instantly jump up, running into the bathroom. A shopping day with Idris. I jump in the tub quickly, no time for relaxing th
Once inside, I quickly rip off my dress and toss it close to the door. Reaching for those amazing quartz knobs on the tub turning the hot on as hot as I could get it, without melting my skin off of course……as I slip in, I grab the jasmine oil bottle, and pour it into the water while grabbing a handful of rose petals and tossing them in as well. Sinking in up to my neck, only my head out of water, inhaling, feeling, trying to rid my nose of the lingering smell of vomit. Peace and calm is all I can feel, but it is very short lived because as soon as I closed my eyes, I snap them open, to Idris rushing into the bathroom so fast the door smashed into the wall behind it leaving a dent. His eyes look as if there literally on fire, ready to burn something down. “Aurora” he looks around the room too fast, it takes him a second to realize I am in the tub. “Why didn't you answer me I called from your door, over and over, no response, I rush in here terrifie