Danica's POV
The hall boomed with a calm music that should make even the saddest person on earth a bit calmer but it only made me sadder if that was in any way possible. Maybe I wouldn't feel so miserable if Bianca was here to listen to all the drama that ensued right after she left angrily. But she wasn't here and I felt so out of place. Don't get me wrong, she was here at the party but not here beside me as my best friend. After the forced apology my father got from me for Joey, they had left me to get changed and find my way to the party on my own, so I literally walked over thirty meters to the venue on foot, looking miserable in the plain dull colored dress I picked to avoid anymore flashy-dresses drama. I had picked out the first dress today because it was a special one. My mom made it three years ago to make me wear it when I found my true mate but I didn't wear it when I felt the bond with Finn and Gamma Thorn because I still miss my mom so much and I always feel like if I don't wear the dress she made me when she wanted me to wear it, one day she'll come back and scold me for it. I don't regret not wearing it for them because obviously they were just two big idiots who had their asses in their brains. The plan was to wear that dress tonight not because I wanted to get mated but because it would at least make me feel special even if there was no mate to make me feel like a complete woman which was obviously wistful thinking now thanks to my ‘darling’ sister. My eyes went back to Bianca who was having a good time with a few girls who I knew nothing about. Our gazes met and she immediately looked away. I mean, I can't even blame her because I would be angry too if my best friend suddenly compares her situation to mine when my only intention was to comfort her. Mating night would commence at exactly midnight and currently it was just ten minutes till midnight. At exactly 12, everyone would feel the bond and probably find their mates but I hope I wouldn't. There was no way the ‘bitch’ up there would pair me with another bastard when I'd rather be left alone, untouched, unhurt, and unmated. I would glance around the hall a few times and would even smile a few times when I saw an unmated couple hoping they feel the mate bond when it was time. ‘Only nine more minutes will tell’ I murmured inaudibly behind them as I took a sip from the cup served to me a few minutes ago. I turned to take a stroll to the far end of the hall just in case I felt any stupid bond… then it'll be the fastest route to run without looking back, but fate seemed to have some grudges against me because as soon as I turned, I was facing Finn, my first mate and his new mate, Anabel. I didn't want to look pathetic so I tried to mutter a Hi, but I couldn't. Emotions I thought I had long forgotten clogged my throat and left me staring blankly at them. “You look so lonely and miserable, Danica” Anabel muttered sweetly but I could feel the mockery beneath the words. “I'm doing very well being left alone, Anabel. Your concern is far from being needed” I told her calmly, though not in any way hiding the sarcasm I meant to showcase. “I don't think so… you look like you're going to cry and wail when realization hit you in eight minutes that your mates now have better women next to them and you?… You will probably remain just as lonely as you are right now” she added with a mocking smile before walking away with her annoyingly silent mate. *‘Don't cry, Dani. You'll only give them the satisfaction of seeing you break… again.’* I told myself as I folded my hands into fists beside me. I took slow strides towards the end of the hall but a yell stopped me in my tracks abruptly. It wasn't the familiarity of the voice that yelled or the name it yelled that stopped me. It was how scared the voice sounded. So I turned to look and my eyes widened when I saw Finn on the ground with his convulsing mate in his arms. “Please… please stay with me, Anabel” Finn muttered shakily as he shook his mate who'd suddenly stopped convulsing and remained totally unmoving. At that moment, everyone stopped doing anything and just focused on Finn and his dying mate. “What happened to her?” someone asked from the crowd as he went to check on her. “She has a chronic allergy to apples. She'd taken from the cocktail before she realized that it had apple content” Finn explained with worry written all over his face. *If only he'd cared this much about me…* The man glanced around pointlessly and I immediately knew he wasn't doing anything because he'd only come prepared for a mating party not for medical attentions. He won't be able to save her unless they have her transfered to the Pack's Clinic and by then she would really die for sure if it really is a chronic allergy. I took a step forward but suddenly stopped myself as my father's warning echoed at the back of my mind. *‘...You will live in the streets for the rest of your life…’* I definitely wasn't about to risk becoming homeless for a woman that mocked me to my face five minutes ago, was I? “You have to get her to the Pack's Clinic fast. It's the only way to save her right now” I heard the man say again and I blinked in disbelief. I'm very sure he knows the consequences of having to go a long distance when her life was hanging on the thinnest thread but the annoying old man… I took another step forwards, unable to bear watching someone die in front of me when I could help but I stopped myself again, this time when I recalled Finn's last words to me. *‘You didn't expect me to spend the rest of my life with someone as empty as a barrel, did you? You're not worthy of being my mate, Danica.’* His words echoed through the depth of my heart down to where my conscience lies and I wish I could actually watch her lose her life very painfully and then laugh at Finn's misfortune in the end but I couldn't. This was the reason I became a doctor in the first place. To save people who have little to no hope of living. “I can help!” I blurted before I could stop myself. I would definitely regret this decision later but what matters right now is saving Anabel’s life and I will do just that.Alexander's POV "Please, tell me it's good news this time, Blake" I said in exasperation and I watched the corner of his lips twitch. The bastard was about to laugh."I mean, why are you in such a hurry? You were never worried how long it took to settle deals across the Pack's borders" Blake responded nonchalantly and I shot him a glare. One slitting enough to tell him I was in no mood for jokes."It's already bad enough that I couldn't tell her anything before leaving. I have to go back as soon as I can before her trial ends" I muttered more to myself than to Blake."Her? You mean the pretty Doctino?" Blake said, the words sounded more like a realization than a question. He already knew she was the reason I'm in a hurry but he did awfully well feigning ignorance."Blake? The update! Or do I have to get it out of you in MY way?" I asked and he immediately cleared his throat, together with all the silly expressions on his face. Then he spoke."We still have a hard time building a mutu
Danica's POV With that unamused smile plastered on my face, I turned to leave, but Thorn wouldn't just let me off so easily.He dismissed the other men, leaving me alone in this annoyingly silent hallway with him. "Is there a problem, Gamma Thorn?" I asked innocently, facing him reluctantly. He still had the credit of being a high official around here, so I couldn't particularly defy his orders to stand back, especially not with all those men present. That was the only reason why I'm still standing right here, in fake humor to all his questions."What the hell was that, Danica?" He bellowed, but I saw how hard he was trying to keep his voice down. Of course, he wouldn't want to be found disrupting a doctor's duties, especially not when she's all alone, wolfless and vulnerable to his attacks. What would people think of that?The thought of screaming right then and blowing all his 'big boy' covers crossed my vengeful mind but I tried hard to suppress the urge. It would damage him beyo
Danica's POV The next few days went by in a blur. I mean, not completely, but the days went by faster than I'd expected. Passed trials for six straight days, treating a friend I met with Alexander that night and creating an even stronger friendship bond between that sharp little wolf and myself.I hadn't seen the Alpha since then and maybe that added to the reasons why my work here became more difficult than it had been during my first trial.He'd gone on a trip, so I heard. But he hadn't thought to tell me about it. I mean, who am I? Who the hell am I to think it's not fair? Or to feel disappointed? That was the point. I was nobody. The older Doctor doesn't fail to remind me of that alongside those interns and nurses that would bellow at my toenails if the ranks were given by talents.But I felt empty, a bit angry at first? Yes. But not anymore. I came to the terms that expecting more when I'm not even willing to embrace more downfalls was never for someone like me to begin with.
Alexander's POV I had been so mad at no one in particular when the tiny wolf had interrupted my golden moment with Danica. Hell, I had to bite my tongue to stop myself from cursing beneath my breath.My jaw was clenched hard and my eyes still had Rage lurking beneath the corners. There was no way the little girl would have answered my questions with that stern poker gaze that flickered between amber and blue.However, I really wanted to know. I was mad, yeah. But possibly not at the little wolf. Anyone would be stupid to be mad at the adorable yet smart one.She might have fueled Rage's restlessness but she does have good discerning eyes.Definitely, my mate was the prettiest woman I've ever seen as well. She did not lie about that.It was quite easy to find the little one's home. And when we did, we had almost missed her mother as she also set out in search of her daughter. But I smelled her in time to trace her back.She wouldn't stop thanking us. She was crying even as she did, wi
Danica's POV Bianca slept off before the end of a romcom drama show she was watching, while I couldn't stop thinking about my meeting with Joey.I acted okay back there but deep down, I was anything but. I couldn't help wondering if all she said was the plain truth or if she said all that out of spite to make me give up.Did my Father really have no faith in me? Did he really not think for once that I could succeed? Had he really totally dimmed me unfit of being capable of something good?Those questions kept racing through my mind, keeping me wide awake. Sleep had totally eluded me despite the tiredness that raked through me.I sat on the bed, staring at Bianca's peaceful face for a while before looking straight out of the window.All my life, everything I've done, I did to please another. Asides treating those stray rogues, battered wolves in the forest, I've never for once done anything because I wanted to. I did all to be se
Danica's POV "I'm not giving you an option, Danica. This is an order... From father. We all know you came here to get close to the Alpha. Why don't you quit that overambitious dream of yours and know your place?" Joey continued, and honestly? Her mentioning that Father wanted me back instead of the encouragement and pride I had imagined hurts. It hurts bad but I didn't let her see how much it affected me."I don't need an option, Joey. I'd also suggest you leave quietly right now before someone notices you. Trust me you don't want to meet a certain Scarface who wouldn't hesitate to drop your head right to the ground and I doubt you'd want the Alpha himself to see you here without an invitation" I said calmly. Of course I knew she was here without an invitation, how? Because the Joey I knew would never make her comeback very quiet and sneaky. She would humiliate me at every chance she got. That much I knew. "Father isn't going to sit still, Danica. Come back home while we're all bei