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A game I couldn’t win

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Sage

The moment we pulled into the school parking lot, I yanked the door open and slipped out of his car without so much as a backward glance.

No goodbye, no small talk. Nothing. I needed space, time to shake off the unsettling feeling in my chest.

What does he mean he couldn’t get jealous? Does he feel anything for me at all?

Were we just playing a game of cat and mouse till we were both tired? The whole thing just ruined my mood for the day, I couldn’t even force a smile right now.

As I hurried toward my first class, my phone buzzed in my pocket. With a sigh, I pulled it out and glanced at the screen.

A text from him.

"You didn’t kiss me goodbye."

I stopped walking for a second, my lips parting in disbelief.

Why should I?

He said he didn’t get jealous. He acted like nothing bothered him, like nothing could shake his unbothered existence. So why was he suddenly playing the part of a neglected lover?

Or was he just toying with me?

My fingers hovered over the screen, a sarcastic reply
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