LOGINIn a brutal all-male cadet academy where discipline is law and weakness is quietly erased, obedience is not requested—it is engineered. Elias enters the institution for survival. Debt, obligation, and limited options leave him with one rule: endure. He believes discipline is a tool, something external he can master and leave behind once his training is complete. He is wrong. The academy does not simply train bodies—it reshapes awareness. Silence becomes instruction. Proximity becomes pressure. Choice erodes long before it is ever questioned. Elias draws the attention of Instructor Vale, a senior authority figure whose control relies not on punishment, but on restraint. Vale does not command often. He observes. He waits. He allows Elias to adjust himself—until obedience feels voluntary and resistance feels unnatural. As training intensifies, Elias finds himself isolated, refined, and increasingly dependent on the presence that once unsettled him. The line between discipline and desire begins to blur, forcing him to confront a dangerous question: is he being controlled, or is he choosing alignment? In a system designed to strip autonomy while calling it order, Elias must decide whether obedience is something done to him—or something he is willing to claim. Under Orders is a slow-burn psychological MM novel exploring power, conditioning, and the unsettling intimacy of control—where submission is not demanded, but learned.
View MoreThe forest was a blur—leaves trembling, wind whispering secrets, moonlight painting her bare skin in silver-blue.
She lay beneath him, breath ragged, heart thundering in her chest like a battle drum. His body hovered over hers, heat radiating off him in waves. Muscles taut, covered in faded scars. Every inch of him looked carved for war, but the way he touched her… it was worship.
Not gentle. Never that. But reverent. Like she was something sacred he was about to defile.
His eyes never left hers.
He wanted to see it. The moment her pride shattered.
He dipped his head to her throat, tongue flicking across her pulse. She arched up instinctively, the spark of contact making her lips part in a silent gasp. His teeth grazed her skin, not quite biting. Teasing. Testing.
“Still in control, Alpha?” he whispered against her throat.
“Loosen up for me my Queen” he whispered as he dragged his lips down.
She hated how much her body reacted to that voice—husky, rough, a touch feral. It rolled over her like thunder, pressing deep into places no one had ever touched. She could have shoved him off. She could have ended this with a command.
She didn’t.
His hand slid down her side, fingers tracing the curves of her waist, her hip, the inside of her thigh. Her legs spread before her mind gave permission.
She was open. Vulnerable.
And it turned her on so much it made her dizzy.
His fingers found her wet—soaked, throbbing, aching for more. He hummed low in his chest, satisfied, cocky.
“You want to be fucked like you’re not a queen, don’t you?” he said, voice dark silk. “Just a woman”,he said as he placed kisses on her stomach.
Her breath hitched. The insult should have made her furious. Instead, her hips rolled toward his hand.
He smirked. “That’s what I thought.”
His lips trailed up, and his mouth found her breast, lips hot and hungry, tongue swirling over her nipple until it stood taut, aching. She bit her lip to hold back the sound clawing at her throat. He noticed.
“Oh no, pretty thing,” he said, sliding lower, trailing kisses down her stomach. “I want to hear you.”
He slowly went down and knelt between her legs, spreading her wide with his rough hands. His tongue flicked out, tasted her, and she gasped—the sound raw and unfiltered. He groaned into her pussy, as if he liked her taste more than air.
Then he feasted.
He licked her like he was starving, like her pleasure was something he’d been denied his whole life. His tongue teased her clit, then pressed flat and hard, circling until she was grinding against his mouth. Every stroke sent sparks up her spine. Every flick pushed her closer to the edge.
She tried to stay quiet, biting her fist, but he noticed that too.
He pulled back just enough to growl, “Moan for me.”
She glared at him, breathing hard. “You think you’ve earned that?”
He smiled, wicked and hungry. “I know I have.”
Two fingers slid into her, slow and deliberate. His mouth returned to her clit, and this time, she didn’t bite anything. She cried out—sharp and filthy, her voice echoing through the trees.
He worked her like he knew her body better than she did—sucking, curling, stroking until her hips shook and her thighs trembled.
She came with a scream, back arching, walls clenching around his fingers. Her moan—deep, broken, real—spilled from her lips before she could stop it.
She lay panting, dazed, sweat slicking her skin.
He didn’t stop.
He moved over her, letting her feel the weight of him again—his chest brushing hers, cock hard and ready, pressing against her entrance.
“I haven’t even started,” he whispered in her ear.
Then he pushed inside.
Slow. Deep. Devastating.
She cried out again—not in pain, not quite in pleasure. Something rawer. A sound she didn’t recognize. A sound of surrender.
He filled her completely, stretching her, claiming her. Her walls pulsed around him, slick and hot. His hips moved in a brutal rhythm, but it wasn’t rushed. He took his time. He wanted to own every reaction, every sound, every desperate arch of her back.
He fucked her like he knew no one else ever had.
Her hands clawed at his back, nails raking down muscle. His mouth was at her throat again, panting against her skin, whispering filth between every thrust.
“You love this. Being fucked like you are not a queen,Used like you’re mine.”
She should have growled. Should have denied it.
But all she did was whimper, “Yes.”
That made him snap. He slammed into her harder, faster, dragging cries from her mouth that she couldn’t control. She’d never been this loud. Never this desperate. Never so utterly ruined.
“Scream my name…”
She whimpers,”I don't even know your name”. He smirked.
Her second orgasm hit her like lightning—white-hot, blinding. She screamed his name, even though he’d never told her what it was. Her body shook under him, legs wrapped tight around his waist, nails digging in as she convulsed around him.
He held back for a moment, watching her come undone. Then his control cracked.
He pulled out and flipped her onto her knees with shocking ease, dragging her ass up and shoving back into her from behind. She cried out, hands grabbing at the moss-covered earth, head thrown back.
The new angle was vicious—deeper, sharper. She could feel every inch, every hard thrust pounding into her with primal force. His hands gripped her hips like she was something he could break if he wanted to.
She pushed back against him, hips meeting his, fucking him back with wild abandon. Her moans were steady now, filthy and frantic, echoing through the dark woods like a song of surrender.
He leaned over her, one hand tangling in her hair, yanking her head back.
“Say it,” he growled into her ear.
“Say what?”
“That you’re mine.”
She hesitated. Pride flared.
Then he drove into her harder, and she screamed, “I’m yours!”
He groaned, hips slamming into her faster, chasing his release now. She clenched around him, pulling him deeper, milking every thrust. The tension in him coiled tight, and with one final thrust, he buried himself deep and came with a low, animal growl.
He collapsed over her, both of them gasping, tangled, wrecked.
For a long time, there was only silence—except for the sound of their breathing and the wind rustling the leaves.
He pulled out slowly, leaving her aching and empty. She turned over, dazed, trying to catch her breath.
He looked at her for a moment—really looked. Something unreadable flickered in his eyes. Then he leaned down, brushed a kiss against her lips.
Soft. Too soft.
It almost broke her more than the rest.
“Sleep, Alpha,” he murmured.
Then everything went dark.
“What's your name,”she managed to ask while trying to catch her breath.
“You can call me Humphrey,”...he replied but she had already closed her eyes.
When she awoke hours later, the forest was still.
She reached for him before she even opened her eyes.
But her hand found only cool moss and empty air.
He was gone.
No tracks. No name.
Just the hollow ache between her thighs… and the knowledge that no one would ever touch her like that again.
She opened her eyes and realized that he was actually gone,she was alone in her huge room…the only thing that lingered was his strong scent.
Resistance did not announce itself.That was how Elias knew it was real.It appeared instead as pattern, small deviations repeating across different bodies, different times. A fraction of a second late here. A posture held a touch too rigid there. Nothing overt enough to justify correction on its own. Together, it formed a quiet refusal to settle.Elias felt it before he named it.During drills, he tracked the rhythm of the formation the way he always had, but now the rhythm fought back. The system absorbed minor errors as it was designed to do, smoothing rough edges, redistributing strain. Yet the same names surfaced again and again in his peripheral awareness.Renn was one.Two others, older intakes, competent, disciplined, careful, mirrored him without coordinating openly. Their compliance was exact. Their alignment was not.Vale did not intervene.That absence pressed on Elias with a new weight. Not permission this time.Expectation.At midday, Elias was given oversight again. The
The challenge came without warning.It did not arrive as confrontation or defiance, but as something quieter, and therefore more dangerous. Elias noticed it first in the way a cadet held his gaze for half a second too long during formation. Not openly hostile. Not fearful. Curious, sharpened by calculation.Testing!.The drills began as usual. Vale’s commands cut cleanly through the hall, precise and economical. Bodies moved in disciplined unison. Elias executed without deviation, his posture exact, his awareness steady.The cadet, Renn, he remembered dimly, lagged a fraction behind, Not enough to draw immediate correction.Enough to be intentional.Elias felt it register like a hairline crack in glass. He did not react at once. He watched. The delay repeated itself on the next sequence, subtle but consistent. Renn’s movements were technically correct, but his timing resisted alignment.A provocation disguised as compliance.Vale did not intervene.The absence was deliberate.Elias un
The silence that followed visibility was not empty.It rang, Elias felt it everywhere, in the widened distance between bodies as cadets filtered past him, in the way conversations stalled and resumed behind his back, altered just enough to register. He walked through the corridor with his posture intact, his pace even, and the unmistakable awareness that something had shifted permanently.Not in the system, In him.He reached the dorm and stopped at the threshold, listening. The familiar sounds were there—fabric rustling, lockers closing, muted laughter that thinned when he entered. Eyes lifted, then dropped. A few cadets nodded to him. Others turned away too quickly.No one spoke.He stowed his gear with deliberate care, hands moving with the same precision they always had. The difference was internal: every movement now felt weighted with consequence, as if the space around him were paying closer attention.A cadet across the room cleared his throat. “You d
Armand made the failure inevitable.Elias recognized the pattern halfway through the morning sequence, not because it was unfamiliar, but because it was too clean. Variables were adjusted in increments too precise to be accidental. Pace shortened without warning. Recovery windows disappeared. Commands layered until execution demanded either collapse or exposure.This was not endurance training.It was selection.“Again,” Armand said.No reset time.No explanation.The formation moved. Elias moved with it, posture exact, breath controlled. He tracked the strain spreading through the line like stress fractures in glass—tiny, invisible, multiplying.Vale stood at the perimeter.Still.Watching.Elias felt that absence like a held hand he was not allowed to take.“Hold,” Armand said.They held.Seconds passed. Muscles burned. Focus wavered. Elias redistributed effort carefully, conserving what he could, letting discomfort register
Observation did not announce itself.That was the first thing Elias learned.It did not arrive as scrutiny or command, did not come with posture correction or verbal instruction. It settled instead into the spaces between moments, quietly, efficiently until it became indistinguishable from his own
Elias broke the rule without meaning to.That was the first thing he understood.There was no calculation in it, no moment where he weighed risk against consequence. It happened in the narrow margin between habits, in the pause where instruction usually arrived and did not. A space so brief it migh
Elias noticed the difference before he understood it.The room felt smaller.Not physically—its dimensions had not changed—but perceptually, as if the space had folded inward, drawing attention toward the center where the table stood. Where he would sit. Where he would be seen.He arrived early.No
He learned quickly that silence was never empty here.It was shaped.Measured.Used.The room was smaller than the training halls but more suffocating for it—four walls stripped of decoration, painted a dull institutional gray that swallowed light rather than reflected it. No windows. No clock. The
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