MasukClara's pov
"Clara, if we divorce I promise that you will never see Luke again!" A cold smile ran from ear to the other, curling my scarlet lips, "Who says I'm fighting for custody anyways? I'm kicking both you and your son out of my life." He was dumbfounded, I took full advantage and yanked my hand out of his grip. Not another word was uttered between us as I stalked over to the front door. Without wasting time I fished out my phone and booked an immediate appointment with my attorney. We met at her firm, she pushed up her thickly framed glasses when I said I wanted a divorce. "I don't mean to pry, but are you sure about this, Mrs Winston?" I chewed on my bottom lip, the doubt clouding her features made sense. For almost decade I had been more of a loyal laptop than a wife to Nick, all he had to say was jump and I would ask 'how high?' But not anymore. "Yes, I'm sure. Begin drafting the papers-" "Okay, but I'll have to warn you that the best case scenario will be 50/50 custody for Luke..." "I'm not filing for custody, rather I want to give up my parental rights," I said point blank, my lawyer froze up, it was years of professionalism that allowed her to resume the motions without probing why I would not seek custody for the boy that I had raised as my own. The drafting process chewed up most of my day, but at the end of it all I carried a folder containing a document that would help me finally sever all ties to Winston. I was halfway to my car when a text struck my phone. It was from my soon to be ex-husband. ((Get to the hospital now, Cassie just passed out!)) I clicked my tongue. Typical Nick. He didn't think I was serious about the divorce and was already galavanting with his mistress again. Good, I want her to be there anyways. I already knew the hospital where she was, from the reception I was headed straight to her ward. My heart kicked against my rib with every step. This was the place. The place where I gave her my kidney, the one she supposedly fed to street dogs. Here was where I finally came to the truth that the two people I loved more than anything in the world care for me just as much as a piece of gum stuck under their shoe. A lump continued to form in my throat however it didn't stop me from taking confident strides until I reached the ward room. There was a square shaped opening at the door, through it I saw Luke throwing himself into Cassie's arms, Nick shook his head but you could see a little smile tugging the corner of his lip. From here they looked like the perfect little family. Now wouldn't it be tragic... So tragic if they were to lose it all? I pushed the door forward making my entrance. "Aunt Cassie, I wish it was my mommy who was sick instead of you." "Luke,"Nick said his name in a tone of warning, "you shouldn't say that out loud." I sighed quietly, the problem wasn't what he said but that he said it. Cassie stroked Luke's head. "Nick you're always so hard on him, he's a kid he can't help but be honest all the time." "Yes!"Luke said with vicious vindication, "Aunt always understands! I wish you weren't sick, can we get ice cream after?" I instinctively stiffened, Luke had a sweet tooth like most kids and would eat ice cream and chocolate all day if you'd let him. Within myself I chuckled bitterly, was that what made me the bad mommy? Because I didn't let him ruin his health? Hilarious. I coughed because seeing them so happy was starting to make me sick to my stomach, Cassie was the first to notice me. Her lips broadened into a big smile. "Sis, you came..." Nick finally noticed, he stomped over to me. "I've been trying to get a hold of you all day. Where have you been?" I gave him a passive shrug then presented the folder. "Preparing our divorce agreement, don't tell me you haven't reached out to your own lawyer?" His mouth opened as if inviting a fly to hover in. "Are you still going on with this joke?" "It's no joke Mr Winston," I said, thickly separating the document from the folder and pushing it into his fingers. His eyes quickly scanned through, bulging wider after each line of ink at the end of it he balled up the agreement, tossing the trash. I was hardly shocked. Nick's short temper was nothing new to me, neither was his immaturity. "I can just print another one," I said, meeting his eyes. "We are not getting a divorce,"he insisted. Hearing the word 'divorce' thrown around finally started making its impact on Luke, he subconsciously pulled away from his biological mother's arms then tipped his head off to look at me. "Mommy are you divorcing daddy?" "I'm not your mommy," I corrected him immediately, stabbing my finger towards my sister, "she's your mommy, isn't that what you wanted?" Luke tried to grab my skirt, I took a quick step backwards he noticed, instantly his eyes swelled with tears. My fingers twitched, the habit of a former life coming to hunt me. Before those tears never failed to melt away any anger I had but now they only solidified it because I saw them for what they were not true expressions of pain but manipulation learnt at such a tender age. "Clara, please if you're going to be angry at anyone be angry at me... I'm the one who was shameless enough to come back."Cassie wanted to throw her little pity party but I was quick to shut it down. "It's good that you understand your position," then I snapped to my husband, "now let's talk about my divorce settlement.”Clara's POVI smoothed out any wrinkles left on my skirt. Actually, there were none. From my fluffy peach blouse, pencil skirt, and black heels paired with minimal accessories and makeup, everything had been planned out for my first day at Luther Corporation. In my previous life, this was an opportunity I had thrown away foolishly for a marriage that did not last.As the elevator went up with me as a sole occupant, I couldn't help push away the memories, but they came pouring back stronger than ever. In my previous life, I was doing dishes, laundry, vacuuming the home, and cooking a nice warm meal—everything to make Nicholas Winston happy. I had gone above and beyond for that man, and what was my reward? All of my efforts swept under the carpet, my life snatched away too soon. Despite the hoops I went jumping for him, it was never enough; I was never enough. But now, in this new life, I was going to choose myself over and over again. I will not die in the shadow of a man who didn't ev
Nick's POV "Cassie what do you say to a parenting class?"I have to make this work."I don't think I like where you're going with that, are you saying that I need someone to teach me how to parent my own child? As far as I know I'm a natural."My lips tightened into a firm line, natural parents didn't get drunk at every given opportunity, especially mothers; they are supposed to be soft caring and attentive. Like how Clara was. I swayed under the sheets, turning back and forth and finally looking back at her again. They had the same face but Cassie's features were sharper, more cynical and very unwelcoming.Her skin was always painfully pale, eyes sunken in and glossy and she seemed thinner everyday, if I thought about it they were bunch of things I wanted how to change for but so far the way she was treating our son Luke was the worst.He was discharged 3 days after being admitted into the hospital, I made efforts to drive out of the hospital each of those days. She would talk to
Clara's POVShe looked so smug when she replied, "now you know how far I will go so why don't you just come back and play your role like you always do instead of throwing this long temper tantrum."My eyes rolled from her head to her toes mortified, to think that I shared blood with this woman made my skin crawl.But this was no longer my circus and definitely not my monkey anymore."If you're tired of being a mother then you can hire a babysitter or a nanny. I'm through being that for you and Nicholas."Her smile fell by an inch. She opened her mouth to speak and then closed it right back before opening it up immediately again. "Nick it's not already looks like I promise I didn't, I didn't mean that I was just messing around." I could smell Nick's thick cologne from behind. I'm guessing he heard the conversation just now or enough to know how she felt about their son. Now it would be his responsibility to deal with it. I left them not even looking back to address him.My new life was
Clara's POVIt was only for a split second but I saw it.The eyes of the same little boy I cuddled when he cried through the night.The eyes of the toddler who looked at me with all the other original in the world wrapped into them as he took his first steps towards me.Those eyes that looked at me as if I could reach the stars.It was also those same eyes that held me down like chains every time I even entertained the thought of the divorce.When everything else failed Nick was quick to use Luke to trap me."Go ahead! Leave abandoned our marriage! But like I said before I promise that you will never see our son again. And I'm going to make sure that even when he's an adult he still won't want to ever see your face."The thought of being separated from my precious baby boy would break any resolve I had to leave the marriage. I would remain perfectly still bending over backwards to make sure that I could wake up every morning and know that I could see him and hold him and call him my s
Clara's POVI received a message from Mr Luther; "I'll be expecting you at the office by Monday, Miss Moore."At the moment I was just stepping out of the shower some of the steam was still rolling off of my body, a smile tugged at the corner of my lips and I responded by writing back; "Don't worry Mr Silas I will not disappoint you."This was an opportunity of a lifetime, I wasn't going to lose it again and waste my present life just like the previous one.Thoughtfully of my soon to be ex-husband he gave me the address of the hospital and texted it last night to me saying that when I was done acting uncaring I could come over.I smiled at the text and indeed I was going to come over this morning but not for the reason that he thought.It wasn't long after I was in the hospital holding a thick brown envelope under my grasp in order to reach him quickly I introduced myself as Nick's wife. That was a temporary truth and it was easier to just hand that information over for now instead of
Nick's POVPerhaps I went a little bit too far because my headmaid, Martha, looked like she was closer to crime than telling me what I wanted to know.I eased back my anger realizing that it was misdirected at her and straightened up trying to collect myself."Doesn't Cassie know that Luke is in the hospital? Where is she right now?" I said it's simultaneously controlling the tone and volume of my voice because what I had said earlier drew a lot of unwanted attention. The last thing I would want was for anyone to recognize me like this, panicking and breaking down.Miss Gale seemed to relax herself when she saw I was no longer yelling at her but was still hesitant with her words until she admitted that Cassie was actually at a club."She said that she was going to have fun and I shouldn't disturb her no matter what. I tried calling her anyways when it happened but there was no response from her... Maybe her phone went down." She concluded with that incredibly flimsy excuse and it took







