Jamie coaches me quietly over to the couch, waiting patiently for me to let him go and take a seat. It takes me several minutes before I’m able to pry my eyes from the floor enough to look around the room. I’m surprised to discover that the doctor and the beta have yet to join us. The room is indeed a library but it’s unlike any I’ve been in before. The room is longer than his office is wide, making me believe that it extends all the way to the other side of the wing. Bookshelves completely filled with books line the north wall from floor to ceiling separated into four equal sections. Windows with long beige curtains separate the ends from the center and a fireplace separates the center. A large eight by ten foot area rug sits beneath my feet donning a simple motif of beige, black, and magenta squares. I move my toes slowly across the fibers. They are short but soft, giving me something simple yet pleasing to concentrate on.
The loveseat we sit on is comfortably plush with a magenta colored microfiber covering sitting perpendicular to the shelves about five feet from the fireplace. A simple, espresso finished wooden table sits in the center with two recliner chairs on the other side. They are angled towards the center so that those sitting on the furniture can easily see and interact with one another without much effort.
We sit in silence as the doctor and beta finally make their way into the room. Dr. Moore approaches first placing a variety of meat, cheese and crackers on the table followed by Beta Greene with a variety of drinks. Jamie immediately reaches for one of the drinks and hands it to me. Turning it slowly in my hand, I recognize the packaging as the protein drink that Luna Black would often supply me.
“Chocolate is your favorite. Since you’ve calmed down I was hoping that you might try.” He explains calmly.
“Now that you’ve calmed down, I think some of these will help.” Dr. Moore speaks as he holds out a small pack of medication.
“I’ve had the opportunity to get in contact with Alpha Black at Crimson Dawn. He is quite worried about you. He requested that I pass on the message that you need to call him. He said he gave you a cell phone?”
I nod silently as I take the Zofran from his hand.
“I misplaced it. I remember playing games on it in the van. Delta Ashman had a charger that I plugged it into just before I fell asleep about an hour into the trip. My memory of leaving the van is spotty.”
I cock my head when he pulls a pen from his shirt and writes something down.
“Relax. It’s just a note reminding myself to ask Delta Ashman if he found a phone in the van when he cleaned it. I’m certain he did as he details it after every use.”
I nod again as I open the packet of Zofran and place it on my tongue. Closing my eyes I lean back into the chair pushing away my swirling thoughts in an effort to focus. He told me yesterday that he wasn’t coming for me. I was foolish enough to hope that he was lying. My close proximity to him without being in his territory is part of my current mental health crisis. He attacked me through the link last night and has promised to continue the attacks until I’m home. I shiver at the thought of being here several months without proper sleep before returning.
“Cole, are you okay?”
“I’m not sure how to answer that.”
I answer the doctor honestly. To my relief all he does is nod.
“Now that you seem more relaxed, I would like to get started telling you the information we have gotten so far from your father as well as Alpha Black. We also believe that telling you some history about the pack and why some members from the council integrated into the pack will help you to relax for the time that you are here.”
I simply nod my head as I look down at the drink Jamie gave me. I slowly remove the wrapper from around the top, patiently waiting for Beta Greene to start his story.
“If you don’t mind I would like to start with what we have found out about you.”
I nod while staying silent. Silence has always been my friend when I’m uncertain about what’s going on. I take a small sip of the drink in my hands and jump back with an involuntary whine.
“Is something wrong with your drink?” Dr. Moore speaks before Beta Johnson can continue.
“No sir, I just wasn’t expecting such a strong taste.”
“I brought two different chocolates in. Dark chocolate tends to be stronger. You can switch your drink if you want.” Beta Greene offers.
I shake my head. “It’s okay Beta Greene.”
“Michael. It’s just us in a private room. It’s okay to call me Mike or Michael.”
I nod before finding a spot on the rug to concentrate on.
“I’m not scolding you, Cole. If what Andy believes is true then having a strict set of expectations will make things easier for you. While there are some members that stick to the old formalities of their title and last name most go by their first.”
I shift uncomfortably in my seat but remain silent with his request.
“Alpha Whiteman is one that goes by the old formalities so when you meet him Wednesday, if you address him by name, it is Alpha Whiteman.”
I nod again with a quiet ‘thank you’ for the information.
“While Alpha Whiteman is not a gentle alpha there are several alphas here that are. I am very worried about the behavior that you are showing me. Your mental health has gone down dramatically since finding out that your father added you to this run. Are you a part of the prospect program?”
“Yes, Dr. Moore, I am a prospect.” My voice is quiet and pathetically meek.
“Why are you so afraid of being in this run? You’re not new to the program if you came straight from Crimson Dawn.”
“No sir, I’m not new. This is the fifth pack I’ve been to.”
“Have you been mistreated by other packs? Is that why you’re afraid to be here?”
“I have but… but…”
I’m struggling just to speak as this feels like it’s turning into an interrogation.
“Try to slow down, Cole. I genuinely want to help you but I can’t without an understanding of what’s going on.”
I leave my seat in a hurry with a growl, pacing in the space behind the couch.
“Cole.”
“Give him space Alpha Moore.” Jamie offers quietly.
“I’m just like Mike. You are welcome to call me Andrew or Andy.”
He speaks easily to Jamie loud enough for me to hear.
“I don’t want to talk. Please Alpha Andrew.”
“Alpha Angela Pierce is a colleague and a friend of mine. I managed to talk with her on the phone the night you got here. She relayed my concern for you and I had a call from Alpha Demetri Black first thing in the morning. As a member of the council I have easy access to information that can take inquiring pack leaders some time and effort to get. It is a side project that I’m working on to make that information easier to get to.”
“What information do you have that they don’t?”
I struggle to keep my tone in check as thoughts of Alpha Black betraying me swirls in my head.
“In the years since Angela left it’s become harder to get good wolves into the council. Fortunately, the committee has proven quite difficult for those who want to change things back to the old ways to penetrate so your trepidation towards the council is well warranted. Can you sit back down with us so I can explain what I was able to find?”
I can’t help but stare at him, trying to figure out the truth behind his answers.
“I have something else that I hope will help you with this meeting. We just ended up moving a little faster than I had anticipated considering the fear I saw. Demetri does seem to know you quite well.”
I slowly start making my way back to the couch as I hear his phone start to ring. He pulls it from his pocket and quickly answers it.
“Good afternoon, Alpha Demetri. How are you doing?” “I’m doing well. How’s Cole fairing?” “He’s unfortunately on quite the roller coaster but I’m hoping this conference call will help him.” I stand just in front of the couch not certain what to make of the situation. “Cole, before we start talking too deeply I need to know if we need to cut the crap.” “Wh…. What?” I barely stammer, unable to comprehend what he’s asking me. “Do you remember the first time, the only time you have ever said that to me?” “Ye… yes sir.” “So I need you to slow down, think about the situation you were in then and tell me if we need to cut the crap.” His voice is stern, making me wonder if I’ve done something wrong. “No sir.” Hearing his voice has made it even more difficult to function. “Can you hand Cole the phone? I have an important question to ask him.” “You’re on speaker phone so he can hear you but yes, I can give him the phone for a little bit.” Alpha Andrew walks up to me with his hand
“I really didn’t want to talk about all this.” “I know it’s hard but the more we know the easier it will be to help you.” He encourages gently. I sigh hard before I start explaining. “Growing up everyone in class talked about the link and how it worked. It was quite embarrassing to admit that I had no idea what they were talking about.” “I’m certain that was especially difficult considering you’re the alpha’s son.” “Yes sir, it was. On top of what he was already doing to me, the bullying that came from not knowing my wolf at six years old was quite devastating. Chloe discovered me crying, hiding on the floor at the back of the bus. She told me that the school had called dad and he linked with her asking her to find me. I paid dearly for running away from class but on top of my punishment that evening he grabbed the back of my neck and growled at me; ‘you want to know about the link?’ It felt like my head exploded. I could hear him, feel him in my head. It felt like it took foreve
“Good. If at any time you feel overwhelmed let me know and feel free to ask questions. You as well, Demetri.” “Yes sir. Thank you, Andrew.” “Forty years ago Alpha Winston Whiteman was the only child out of five to survive a devastating rogue attack on the White Ridge pack. The council believes that it was only because he was the youngest child and the rogues didn’t know who he was that they allowed him to live. Members of the pack naturally knew who he was and while all alpha, beta and delta wolves were either killed or run off from the pack, the gamma and omega ranks were forced to assimilate into the pack the rogues created. Alpha Whiteman was three years old when the attack happened and it was fated mates Bruce and Emily Deeds who worked very closely with the Whiteman’s who ultimately saved his life. Emily was Winston’s personal nanny which made it so that when the rogues broke into the pack house Emily was able to grab Winston and run him to her house. The rogues left him belie
“I do believe that I was the first, although I also believe that others have followed. What happened was the council and committee in this region discovered an imbalance of power. The national committee members had recently passed regulations on how many both needed to have in each region. It was discovered that the committee in this region was low by ten members so they went to each of the ten regional council headquarters that they are in charge of and asked each one for a list of the members who they would consider promoting to the committee. I heard that it was an extensive process but considering my interview and promotion offer was at the tail end I wasn’t informed of everything that went into their decision. They were shocked when I told them I felt I still had work to settle at the council and I wasn’t willing to move unless I could come back. They never explained why but they allowed me to keep both positions and I was very active in both positions until eight years ago. As
“Something happens if you return after the deadline?” I shake my head trying to rid myself of the regular welcoming I tend to receive. “I only know what happens when I return with the rest of the prospects three months into a run. I’ve never been this close to his deadline.” “Your welcome home isn’t very welcoming, is it?” I shake my head again as I go silent. “Thank you. I understand better why Demetri and Xavier have taken steps to make your request to return so seriously so quickly. The current state of the council makes things move at a snail's pace and time is not on your side. You asked about information on operation underground. I believe your now secondary plan for returning to Crimson Dawn is reliant on it.” I nod my head but again stay silent. “As I said, I can’t get into details on how it works as that’s not something anyone knows until they are actively in it but I can give you history on how it got started.” I cock my head, curious to hear what was never taught in
(Jamison’s POV)“Stop it! Just leave me be! Why isn’t it enough that you’ve abandoned me here with the sole purpose of forcing me to miss your deadline! What have I done to deserve this torture!” I startle awake as my best friend screams. The last four days have been an utter nightmare for Cole as his father has found the perfect way to torture him without ever touching him. His unrelenting links with Cole has left him exhausted and riddled in pain and that’s just the physical effects. On one of his father’s longer breaks yesterday, he managed to tell me some of the things that Alpha Redmen has told him. He started early in the morning Tuesday randomly rattling off all the things he plans to do to Cole when he gets home. Despite his inconsistency with exactly what he’s planning on doing or using on Cole, one thing has remained the same, he’s not coming to get us. Cole’s deadline will expire and his welcoming will be “the best yet.” Cole did report that his father has been consistent
(Jamison’s POV)It’s been a month since Dr. Moore received permission to medically sever Cole’s link. Unfortunately, it hasn’t worked the way it normally does. This medication has made it even more obvious that Cole’s linking abilities are vastly different then everyone else’s. I’ve attended several meetings for Cole between Alpha Black and Alpha Whiteman. Both alpha’s stances remain the same at every meeting. Alpha Black continues to beg Alpha Whiteman to send Cole back before the council gives permission for it to happen and Alpha Whiteman, while he’s willing to help Cole escape, he is steadfastly against making a move before the council approves it. Cole has spoken several times of simply running from White Ridge, the problem with that plan is how weak his father has made him. With only his feet to carry him he’d be lucky to find his way out of the White Ridge territory. I’ve made my way, once again, to Alpha Whiteman’s office. We’re supposed to be having lunch with him but Cole
(Cole’s POV)It’s been nearly twelve weeks since my father deceived the council and left Jamie and I at White Ridge. Dad took advantage of my closeness to the pack for six weeks, using my abnormal link for the sadistic pleasure of causing me both physical and mental pain. It took two weeks after Dr. Moore stopped giving me the blocking medication for my father to finally tire of the energy he was putting into creating my misery. It took several days of him leaving me alone for us to believe that he might actually be done. That’s when Jamie finally opened up to me about the plan Alpha Whiteman was encouraging us to form which includes the plans Jamie wanted to create before we even left. I am ashamed of myself for not listening to my beta sooner. Alpha Whiteman’s plan is to give me access to an emergency cabin five miles into the woods. I would only be able to carry a single pack with my most important items but the alpha did reassure me that if I successfully ran to the cabin before