LOGINETHAN
My blood is moving too fast. I give a simple nod anyway. “I’m excited to be here and work with you all.” I don’t hear my own voice properly. I don’t feel present. I can’t remember a single line from the speech I rehearsed over and over. It all disappears. My mind is stuck on Sophie Matthew. Her blue lace panties. Her legs. The way she was sitting earlier. I shouldn’t be thinking about it. I know that. But it’s still there, sharp and distracting. I worked ten years for this role. Ten years of pushing, building, proving myself. And she managed to shake me in a way no boardroom ever did. Without even trying. Just by existing in the same room. “Don’t start celebrating yet. I’ll still be around, but as you all know, this gray hair didn’t come from nothing,” my uncle Harrison Calloway says. The room breaks into light laughter. Everyone laughs. Except her. Sophie shifts in her seat. A small movement, like she’s adjusting herself, trying to stay composed. Her face is slightly red now. Not fully embarrassed, but enough to notice. Her long curly brown hair is a bit messy compared to before, like it lost its smoothness. I try to ignore her. I really do. But my body reacts anyway. Heat builds. Pressure in my pants that I don’t want to acknowledge. I tighten my jaw. Harrison continues, still smiling. “Ethan’s experience in mergers and acquisitions is going to bring new energy here. Sophie, I’m reassigning you to work directly with him. And I’ll need you to stay after the meeting.” My head snaps slightly toward him. He didn’t tell me this. Not even a hint. Shit. Don’t look at her. But I do. Our eyes meet across the table. It lasts a second too long. Neither of us looks away first. I expect something different from her. Maybe discomfort. Maybe she would try to smooth things over after earlier. But she doesn’t. She just sits there. Calm. Straight. Like none of this shakes her. That makes it worse. Harrison keeps talking for a few more minutes. The meeting wraps up shortly after. People start moving. Chairs shift. Hands are shaken. I go through the motions. I greet directors, managers, VPs. I smile when I have to. But my attention keeps drifting back. When it’s done, I turn toward Sophie again. She hasn’t moved much. Still seated. Still holding her padfolio on her lap like it’s part of her. I step closer and offer my hand. “No need to stand.” A faint blush returns to her face. It’s subtle, but I see it. She glares at me first before taking my hand. Her grip is firm. Not soft. Not hesitant. Stronger than I expected. “Welcome,” she says. Flat. Controlled. Her skin is warm in my hand. I hold it longer than I should. I tell myself to let go, but I don’t immediately. Then I release it. Harrison pulls out a chair beside her and sits. “Ethan, sit. Sophie is not only our youngest director ever, she’s also a level-four director and on track to become VP soon.” There’s pride in his voice. Real pride. Youngest. The word sticks. How young is she? The thought comes fast. I almost ask, but I stop myself. Wrong question for this setting. Not something I should even be thinking about. “Congratulations,” I say, forcing my attention away from her. “Thank you,” she replies. No change in tone. No warmth. “Sit,” Harrison repeats. I sit beside her. Her scent hits me immediately. No perfume. Nothing artificial. Just her. Clean. Close. It’s worse than anything else because it feels real. I inhale before I can stop myself, then force a slow exhale. Try to reset. Harrison leans back slightly, smiling. “I’m excited about this. Both of you working together is going to be good.” I try to think. I try to find a way out of this situation already forming around me. Before I can, Sophie speaks. “Bennett, I appreciate the opportunity, but I’m in the middle of sixteen projects. I don’t think I can take on something else. There might be someone better suited.” Harrison doesn’t hesitate. He smiles wider, like he expected this. “I already reviewed everything. Your projects have been reassigned. Those were small compared to this. Ethan’s work matters more. You need to be here.” She pauses. You can see her thinking it through. She doesn’t like it. “I don’t like leaving things unfinished,” she says. Harrison cuts in immediately. “Don’t worry about it. That’s handled. This is where you’re needed.” She breathes in slowly. Controlled. Like she’s trying not to show frustration. “Alright, Harrison. If you think it’s the right decision.” “It is. Now both of you take some time. Get to know each other. Ethan, bring her up to speed.” He stands and leaves the room. The door closes. Silence settles. It’s just us now. I lean back in my chair, letting my posture relax while my eyes stay on her. She turns toward me slowly, like she’s been waiting for this moment. “Well?” She taps her pen on the table. Small, steady sound. Not nervous. Not rushed. I know I shouldn’t say what comes next. But I do anyway. “I expect employees to show up on time and dressed appropriately.” Her expression shifts immediately. A flash of surprise. Just a second. Then it’s gone. She recovers fast. She leans back slightly, then resets her posture. Calm again. Controlled again. “I explained why I was late. A decent person would’ve asked if I was okay,” she says. Her voice is steady, but sharp at the edges. “Maybe take some lessons in kindness from your uncle.” My eyes drop before I can stop them. I don’t mean to look, but I do. Her blouse, her shape, the way she sits without noticing the effect it has. I force my voice to stay even. “Good thing I’m not decent.” Her jaw tightens. She stands up slowly. No hesitation now. Then she steps forward and stops right between my legs, close enough that I have to tilt my head up slightly. “I think this meeting is over. Is that okay, boss?” A small grin pulls at my mouth before I can stop it. “You can go. I’ll let you know when I need you. And clean your knee. It’ll get infected.” Her face twists in disgust, like I crossed a line she won’t even explain. She turns sharply and walks out. The door shuts behind her. I stay where I am. The room feels too quiet now. I run both hands down my face and breathe out slowly, trying to get control of myself again. Trying to push everything back where it belongs. It doesn’t fully work. She hates me now. That part is clear. Good. That’s how it should be. But it doesn’t fix anything. I still want her. And that thought sits there, steady and unwanted, like it’s not going anywhere.SOPHIE I storm out of the elevator and into the lobby just as my phone starts ringing. My emotions are all over the place, and I assume it's Ethan calling again. Without checking the caller ID, I answer and snap, “Just leave it!”“Whoa! What am I leaving?” Maya asks.I immediately freeze.“Shit.” I drop onto the couch and rub my forehead. “I’m sorry, Maya.”“Sophie, what’s going on?”The concern in her voice breaks whatever control I have left. Tears fill my eyes.“Sophie?”“I don’t even know where to start.”“Where are you?”“In the lobby at work.”“You’re back in Seattle already?”“No. I’m at the Boston office.”“Okay. Tell me what happened.”I sniffle and wipe my eyes.“Sophie?”“Ethan came into the office, and we got into an argument.”“Into it, as in hot office sex?”I let out a weak laugh.“Almost. But he stopped me and said if I wasn't willing to commit to him, then he wasn't sleeping with me.”“Oh.”“Last night I told him I can't have kids, and he told me he loves me. Then I
SOPHIE I do not take my laptop or my phone with me.I walk through the city with no destination. I am trying to get her out of my head.But I cannot stop thinking about her. How she felt in my arms. Her smile. The way she scowls. Her eyes. Her lips. Her knee. Anything that belongs to her.Darkness comes. I have walked for miles.But the longing I feel for her only gets stronger.I realize I left my phone on my desk. So I turn around to go get it.The office is empty now. Everyone has gone home. The whole building is empty.That is exactly how I feel inside.I have told her everything. All my secrets.The only thing standing between us is her fear. She is afraid I will leave her. She is afraid I will destroy her career.Neither of those things will happen.But she does not trust me.I am about to walk into the office when I see Sophie. She is still there. Her back is turned to me. She is working on her computer.I am surprised. I thought she would have left by now.I start to walk awa
SOPHIE As much as I want to be part of the meetings with Ethan, I understand now why he tried to keep me away from this side of things. Huge biomedical firms have a lot of power. I am not someone who believes every rumor I hear, but I have read enough stories about people who push back against powerful companies and then seem to disappear from public view. Whether all of those stories are true or not, I understand why Ethan is worried.So I agree to stay in his office, listen to the meetings, and only communicate with him through the CloudSync Vault files. That is as involved as I am willing to get.The first meeting is with a company called Cosoner.It lasts around forty-five minutes.From everything I hear, the meeting goes well. They seem interested in the possibility of selling. Ethan handles the conversation carefully. He talks about all parts of their business and only briefly touches on the insulin side of things.Every so often, I type a note or a question into the shared
ETHAN I love her.What happened to her breaks my heart. I hate that she had to live through something like that. But it doesn't change what I feel for her. It doesn't change what I want. It doesn't change what I'll feel tomorrow or years from now.Someone hurt her. Maybe more than one person, based on what she told me last night.Now I'm dealing with the walls she had to build because of it.And you're also dealing with the fact that you still haven't told her everything.Sooner or later, she's going to figure it out herself.You need to tell her before that happens.Because if she finds out another way, she may never forgive you.But right now, keeping her safe matters more.Listen to Xander.Get security involved.The car stops outside the building.We get out and head inside. I glance at my watch while we walk. We still have forty-five minutes before the meeting begins.After we pass through security and reach the office floor, I guide Sophie to my private office. The moment we st
ETHAN It was Friday morning.My mind would not slow down. I had been awake all night, and now I was finishing a ten-mile run with Lamal.Sweat ran down my face and neck. My chest felt tight. My heart was pounding much harder than it should have been after a run.I reached for the bottle of water in Lamal’s hand and took it.“Ethan, what’s going on?”“Sophie and I are over.”Lamal stopped in place.“What are you talking about? She paid 25K for your ass last night.”I took a drink before answering.“Yeah. Maybe she just likes supporting charities because I told her I loved her, and she walked out of my room.”“Shit, man. That sucks.”“Yeah.”“What happened?”I lifted both hands.“I wish I knew. Everything seemed fine. I told her about Nathan. Then she told me something really painful from her past. After that, she started packing her things.”“Damn. That's... Jeez, Ethan.”I laughed bitterly.“She’s convinced that being with me will ruin her career. I can’t change the fact that I’m her
SOPHIE I jerk my head back. "What?""Are you pregnant?""What?""You are. That's the secret you're hiding. That's why it has something to do with me.""No, I'm not!""Yes, you are. And you weren't planning to tell me, were you?"I quickly get off the bed and start throwing on my clothes. I need to leave. Right now."What are you doing?" Ethan grabs my elbow.I pull away immediately. "Don't touch me."Ethan lifts his hands. "Fine."I walk over to the desk where my makeup and hair tools are still scattered from earlier. I start shoving everything into my toiletry bag."What the hell, Sophie?"I ignore him.I keep stuffing things inside, trying to close the zipper, but it catches and won't move. While I'm struggling with it, Ethan reaches toward me.The bag slips.Everything spills across the floor.My makeup.My brushes.And my medicine bottle.Both of us freeze.Then we move at the same time.Ethan gets to the bottle first."Give me my stuff, Ethan."I jump up, trying to grab it, but







