Damon's pov
Sunday 4th July 2021*****************************I don't enjoy going to see Orion but it's a necessary evil. If I stop going Marcus will kick me out of the club and then I'll have nothing that I enjoy.I enjoy hurting people. That's really the only thing that makes me happy. I'm diagnosed with a severe form of Antisocial Personality Disorder. Which means I'm a psychopath. I lack empathy and remorse which means I have no issue in manipulating people for my own gain. All Orion's words of course, I don't see how that's a bad thing, I think more people in the world should be selfish to get on top.I used to also be very angry and could never control my anger but Orion gave me antidepressants that can apparently control it, although the lack of empathy can't be fixed.A few years ago I wouldn't have cared about my impulsive anger but when I found Orion I quickly realised the path I was on would just lead me to prison for the rest of my life. I'd already been behind bars for petty assaults but if I did something worse I'd be gone for a long time. He showed me that I enjoy my freedom, so if I follow societies rules I'll keep it.The way I found Orion isn't great, although he's forgiven me. I met him at a gay bar and tried to flirt but I don't know how to do that so he rejected me. That's when I dropped a drug in his drink and waited until he was out of it before I took him outside. My plan was to take him to my car and have my way but I stopped because I remembered how close I got to prison when I got caught trying this last time. So I waited until the drugs wore off Orion and apologised as he sat in the back of my car. Instead of leaving as fast as he could he started talking to me. He asked why I stopped and why I did it then gave me advice and asked if I wanted to talk to him again as he's a therapist. I took his number and tried to ignore it for a few weeks until I gave in and went to see him.So now every week I go to see this man who digs into my thoughts and usually insults me but I keep going because he introduced me to bdsm.I did two months of training with the man who owns the club, Marcus Carlisle. He wasn't very easy on me, he made me try all sorts of things that I want to do to submissives. I let him deepthroat me, I let him whip me, I even let him put a sound into my dick. I drew the line at fucking me, I used a safeword when he tried to do that. He gave me a lot of rules and a lot of warnings and if I don't follow those I get kicked out. Which seems fair enough for me.Last night was my first night after training. Marcus found me a submissive that I could play with but said I'm not allowed to take a sub under contract because I'm supposed to make a sub thrive but I can't do that, I'd only make them worse apparently. I don't care though, I just want the rough sex not a relationship.The boy I had sex with last night was good, he could take a lot of pain and let me fuck him as rough as I want. Although, the aftercare was boring and I was scared I'd do it wrong so I didn't enjoy that. He told me liked the night and wanted me again so I can go to him again if I want more rough sex.He was also transgender, which I didn't know existed until then. Marcus tried to explain it to me but I didn't get it so Orion is going to talk to me about it. I understand so far he's a man with a vagina and had surgery to get his body but I don't know anything else."Hello Damon," Orion says as I walk into his office."Goodmorning," I answer as I sit down on the couch."Marcus told me you started at the club yesterday, how was it?" He asks as he sits opposite me."It was fine, I had sex with a boy called Mason," I say and Orion nods."Marcus told me. Do you still need me to explain what transgender is?""Yes," I say and Orion raises an eyebrow. "Please.""Good. So to start, a transgender man like Mason was born a female. But he feels like he's in the wrong body, that's called body dysphoria. So he started taking testosterone to make his body more masculine and got surgery to remove his former breasts. I've spoken to Mason and he's said he doesn't want bottom surgery to get a penis because it's not worth it to him with all the costs and recovery. So he's got a vagina still, but as you know he prefers it to be called his front hole.""Does it feel good for him if I use his front hole?" I ask."Yes, he has a g-spot just like we have a prostate," Orion explains."Does it feel good if I use his ass?" I ask with a frown."It does, but not in the same was it does to other men.""Oh. What about his little dick? What's that?""That's his clitoris but the testosterone makes it grow to resemble a penis," Orion says."That's cool I guess. It's really sensitive to him so I like that," I say and Orion blushes as he looks down to his paper."Do you like that it makes him feel good?" Orion asks with a small smile."I don't know. I like that I have that power over him," I say and Orion nods."Are you going to keep sleeping with him? Maybe you could sign a contract?""I'll keep having sex with him, but I can't sign a contract. Marcus won't let me," I say and Orion nods."I see what Marcus means. You aren't really the type to help a submissive grow. Although I think you'd be fine in a strictly Dom/sub relationship," Orion says."Maybe. I want to see if he can take all the pain I want to give him before I think about that.""That's a good idea. Have you been taking your medication? Because you know Marcus won't let you stay if you have any kind of angry outburst," Orion warns."I know, I've been taking them," I sigh."How have your violent thoughts been?" Orion asks bluntly."The same. I saw a cute boy at one of my pubs and I thought about a lot of things I'd do to him. But I didn't go near him," I say and Orion nods."What kind of things?""The usual.""Elaborate.""I wanted to tie him up and hear his screams as I fucked him or whipped him. I wanted him to beg me to stop.""Maybe you should try rape play with Mason, get it out of your system. Then it'll be consensual and you'll see that you can do that with consent.""I'll think about it. Marcus might not agree," I grumble."He's being quite lenient with you," Orion says."No he's not. I'm the only Dom who has a microphone in my playroom, I can't have contracted subs, I can only play with masochists, and he's constantly on my back," I complain."Well you'll have to earn his trust," Orion says with a small smile. "He'll come around and give you more freedom, but you've got to give him a reason to.""Well with Mason I followed all the rules. I even did the aftercare.""That's good. What aftercare did you do?""I massaged his shoulders and arms because they were tied above him.""Did you enjoy it? It's supposed to be soothing for doms too.""Not really. I didn't know if I was doing it wrong and I knew Marcus would be watching," I say."Why don't you let him cuddle you next time? That's the best aftercare for most subs and you don't have to do anything," Orion suggests."I don't like to be cuddled. You know that," I say and he nods."Sorry, I forgot. Keep doing what you are and you'll get used to it," Orion says. "Talk to the sub while to do it and ask them how you're doing.""I'll try next time.""You've made a lot of progress since seeing me. I really hope bdsm helps you control your violent thoughts," Orion says as he looks at the clock. "You've got another half hour. What else do you want to talk about?""I don't know.""Why don't we try and talk about your dad again?" Orion tries.Here we go again.Damon's pov Tuesday 13th July 2021*****************************Mason is great. We had another scene last week where I inflicted a lot of pain on him and he loved it. I got so hard hearing his screams as I used a whip and a cat-o-nine all over his body. He looked amazing with the red marks across his skin.Tonight I'm meeting him again. We're going to the main club to watch the show and then going to my playroom for another rough night. I've just showered in my playroom and I'm going to get some leather pants on soon so I can meet the sub at the armchair I usually sit at. I told him to make sure he cleans his ass because I fully intend to fuck it again, I love the tightness around my dick. I hear a knock on the door of my playroom just as I pull my leathers up. I walk over and open it to see Marcus in regular clothes."Hey Damon, I'm not at the club tonight. Lacey is in charge so if you need anything go to her. Behave, I'm still in my office for a while so she can get me if you do
Mason's povWednesday 14th July 2021*******************************Damon said he would take me as his sub! He called me this morning and said he will make a contract with me but he has to talk to me about it first. It's almost time for him to pick me up and take me to his house so I'm dressed in nice jeans and a button up shirt as I wait. I've also done an enema in case he wants to fuck my ass again. The doorbell rings and I quickly open the door to see Damon in a casual suit. It's fitted to his body perfectly. "Good afternoon slave," he says in his dominant voice. "Hello Master," I say and lower my eyes to be respectful. "Come on," he says firmly and I lock the door then follow him to his car. I sit in the passenger seat and steal a glance at his sharp features as he starts the car. He's so beautiful in a very masculine way. "Stop staring at me," he says coldly and I look away. "Sorry Master," I apologise and he nods in acknowledgment. I stay quiet for the rest of the car jou
Frame agreement for a Dominant / Submissive relationshipThis document specifies the responsibilities and duties of Damon Zhang {the Dominant} and Mason Dharma {the Submissive} as part of a consensual BDSM agreement. This agreement is private and shall not be disclosed in any circumstances to anyone other than both parties and Marcus Carlisle, even if it is not legally binding. The Dominant I, Damon Zhang, request of Mason Dharma the acceptance of my dominance and guidance. I ask for ownership of your mind and body in return for my care and protection. Through this agreement, we may strengthen our bond and increase intimacy.I vow to provide care and guidance and utmost respect of your body and mind. I shall not breach your limits or break the trust you have in me. I shall respect the use of your safewords (yellow to slow down, red to stop) and act accordingly when used.To this end, I will keep my physical, emotional and mental attitudes to the best of my ability.I want you to t
Damon's pov Saturday 17th July 2021*******************************Tonight we're doing rape play like Orion suggested. We're going to the club first then I'll take him to the playroom and we'll do our role play. He seemed just as eager to do it as I was so I won't hold back unless he safewords because I know Marcus will be listening and watching though the cameras. "You promise me you won't take this too far," Marcus warns before I go into the main room."I won't take it too far. I'll listen to his safewords and not go over his limits, although he doesn't have any," I say and Marcus nods."Just please be careful," he says with a serious look. "I will I promise," I say and he lets me go into the main room. Mason is already kneeling beside the armchair so I sit down and look at my slave. "Good evening slave," I greet because he knows he can't speak without me speaking first. "Good evening Master," he says respectfully. The lights dim and I look to the stage where the show is star
Mason's povWednesday 21st July 2021*******************************I've finally finished this painting. It's of the tan Great Dane I've been struggling with but I'm delivering it today all finished and ready to go on display in the woman's house. It's quite big. about a metre by a metre and a half so it takes a lot of effort to get it into the back of my car. I get in the drivers seat and check the time because I'm supposed to be meeting Master at the club in an hour. He'll be so mad if I'm late. We've planned for him to whip my whole body then fuck me however many times he wants to and I can't wait. I crave his pain on my body. I drive to the lady's house and park outside before I knock on her front door. "Hello Mason," she says with a smile as I open the car door to get her painting out. "Good evening, I hope you like it," I say and she helps me get it out of the car. She gasps when she sees the realistic dog. "Do you like it?" I ask and she nods before she hugs me tightly. "
Damon's povFriday 30th July 2021*****************************Tonight I'm trying something new with Mason, I'm going to be using crocodile clips. They're small and metal and have points like a little crocodile. I'll be using regular pegs first then I'll use the metal ones to make him scream. He agreed to it and said he wants to try them so he's in the subs room now as I sit at my armchair and wait for him. Mason has made a new friend, he's called Vincent and he appeared to already be friends with Cole. I think he's Damian's submissive although when I first saw him I assumed he was a dominant. Never judge a book by it's cover I suppose. "Excuse me Master Damon," a quiet voice says beside me so I turn to look and see a sub stood. "Good evening," I greet but I don't recognise him."I was wondering if you'd have a scene with me tonight," the sub asks me. "I already have a submissive under contract so I'll be saying no for tonight," I say calmly and the sub thinks for a moment. "Wou
Damon's povThursday 12th August 2021***********************************Today I'm asking Marcus if I can have Mason with me at home because I feel like I've earned his trust enough. I really want Mason to stay the night so I can keep him as my slave almost full time. I've got a playroom in my house ready to spend the whole night fucking and abusing my slave so I'm really hoping Marcus says yes. "Are you ready slave?" I ask Mason before we go into the club. I picked him up today from his house because he was painting and called me so he wouldn't be late. He told me he liked me driving him which made me think about having him with me as my 24/7 slave. Marcus won't quite allow that yet but letting Mason stay a few nights will help me build the trust. "I'm ready Master," he says with a smile and lets me lead the way. I drop him off at the subs room to see his friends with a promise to meet back at the entrance in half an hour. I go to Marcus' office and knock on the door. "Come in,"
Mason's povFriday 20th August 2021********************************I love spending time with my best friends. Cole, Will, and Vincent came over this morning to do some painting with me before I go and meet Damon for another night at his house. Vinny has finally warmed up to me after Cole introduced us. He's Italian and quite scary with all of his scars but when you get to know him he's adorable. I can see why Damian loves him so much. "Are you sure this is a good idea?" Vincent asks as Cole starts taking his clothes off. We're doing a thing I saw online where you get a black canvas and paint your ass and leg to leave a sexy imprint on the canvas. Cole and Will are super excited but Vincent seems cautious."The paint is skin safe," I assure him and he nods slightly. "This isn't my kind of thing, I'll just watch and help," he says and Cole sighs but agrees. Cole is already naked and ready to paint himself blue for his picture. Vinny gets a brush and helps me paint Cole's skin as Wil