Masuk~Candy~
I scramble away from him like I had just seen a ghost. It might as well be. What are the odds that my husband’s identical twin would show up today? “What the fuck are you doing here, Axel?” The last time I checked, he’s supposed to be in Europe. He has been living there ever since I married Ansel five years ago. He has never visited us. Never even came to our wedding. “You looked like you needed a good fuck so I obliged. Jesus, has my brother not been fucking you right? You were hungry, primal, desperate. I couldn’t resist,” Axel replies. His eyes narrow, his lips curl upwards. I can detect the desire in him. He has never been able to hide the way he felt about me. It’s nice to know some things haven’t changed. He still has that bad boy, ‘I don’t give a fuck’ attitude that makes his brother hate him. I pull the bedsheet around my body, remembering the last time we saw each other. In his brother’s bathroom where he had slammed me against the mirror and nearly fucked me. ‘Why are you marrying him? He’s a beast. You should be with me,’ he had said. He had begged me to marry him instead and when I turned him down, he had packed his bags and fucked off to Europe. For five years. Five years of his absence like he’s punishing me. In all the years I’ve been married to Ansel, all the years I’ve suffered his abuse, I’ve sometimes imagined Axel sweeping back to save me. I’ve dreamt about him, willed him to return and save me. I wanted to tell him: ‘You were right. Your brother’s a beast. I made the wrong choice. I should’ve married you instead.’ But he didn’t come. He didn’t save me. And now, he’s here, back to invade my body like it always belonged to him. It makes me mad. What gives him the right? Unable to stop myself, I stretch out a hand and slapped him. A hot, resounding slap that connected well with his cheek. It wasn’t enough so I tried to hit him on the jaw but Axel caught my hand before it can land and whipped me around to his body, holding me pinned. He is strong. Too strong. “Ah, princess, is this any way to say hello to your brother-in-law?” he teases me in my ear. I muster every hatred in my body: ‘Fuck you, Axel.’ I feel his cheek stretching into a smile. “Always so feisty, that’s what I missed most about you.” I break free from his grasp with forceful struggling and pushing. The bedsheet has slipped away so I’m naked again. Axel tilts his head around, taking me in slowly. Perversely. Openly. With no shame or respect that I’m his twin brother’s wife. “Does my brother know what a lucky bastard he is? He gets to have this every single day!” I cover my breasts with both hands. He doesn’t need to know his brother has not fucked me in six months. His brother does not care about me. Never did. The last thing I need is Axel returning to ruin my life. I don’t trust him. He might be hot as hell but Axel has never been responsible. He would just fuck me and disappear again. Axel is a runner. No woman on earth will ever make an honest man of him. He will never ever settle down. It’s one of the major reasons I chose Ansel instead. “What the fuck are you doing back here?” I asked him again. “Why? I can’t come back to visit my family?” he retorts with that same old familiar sarcasm. He falls back on the bed, stretching out his naked, gorgeous body. Axel might be identical to my husband but fuck, he is so much hotter. What has he been doing over the past five years? Sleeping in the gym? He’s not the Axel I remember. He has grown bigger, more attractive. His abs are etched onto his belly like a wall. He has added more tattoos to his body so now, they almost cover every inch of his body as far as the eyes can see. His dark hair is cut into short waves. His flaming black eyes fixate upon me, stirring up old feelings in me. A current of electricity surges through me. While his older brother is intimidating and downright scary, Axel is mysterious and dangerous. I remember in high school, he had left behind a trail of brokenhearted girls. He always warned them he didn’t have any interest in them beyond getting into their pants but for some reason, girls always seem to fall for him. With his leather jackets and bikes, he was a chick magnet. He fucked them and dumped them. He stripped girls of their dignities. I had been obsessed with him, too. I never thought he’d look my way. I was jealous and mad at those girls because he would never see me the same way he saw them. But here he is now, staring at me with those catlike eyes, looking like a predator waiting to pounce on his prey. He is intoxicating, dangerous. I should be mad at him for abandoning me. Instead, I feel paralyzed by his presence, by those eyes. His lithe body stretched out on the bed piques my curiosity. My mind is pulled back to the way he had felt inside me, moving with urgency, fucking me like he had needed it. His brother has never fucked me like that. His brother has never made me squirt. His brother has never made me come with just a command. Everything was different with him. Wicked. I wanted to do it again. Fuck! This is the thing about Axel. He has a way of creeping into your mind and taking over control of your entire body. I’ve seen him do it to girls since we were in high school and now, I’ve fallen under his control. “Come on, princess, did you miss me?” Axel asks now. A lazy smile on his face. Before I can answer, we hear a car pull up to the driveway. Fuck. Ansel. My husband’s back.Candy“Yes, darling, a sex shop. You’ve been to one of those before, right?” Axel replies in a teasing voice as he unbuckles his seatbelt to get out of the car.I follow suit. “I can’t be seen here with you,” I say, looking around for any signs of someone watching us.Ansel’s got eyes all over this city. He has once caught me while I was out with my new male polo teacher after a session because someone at the restaurant texted him.Being as sick-minded as he is, with all his sexual gadgets, I’m pretty sure he patronizes half of the sex shops in this city. I can’t take the risks.“Why not?” Axel replies, amused. I want to slap that stupid smile off his face. He doesn’t know the kind of danger he’s putting me in!“You did this on purpose, didn’t you? You said we were shopping for a new Dior bag. This does not look like Dior!” I rant, my voice rising higher and higher.Axel leans against the car, watching me closely, bemusedly. “Honey, we are shopping for something. We’ll stop by Dior as
Candy My breath hitches. I almost go limp from his touch, breathless. How does he know exactly what to say at every single moment? And why do they have such an immediate effect on me? He is holding my gaze, tilting his head to observe me. He is aggravatingly attractive; it’s distracting and annoying. Mostly because there’s a small voice in the back of my mind telling me to fall on my knees, bury my face between his thighs and suck his dick. The gardener’s working tools make a rattling sound that forces me out of my own head, suddenly. The image of being on my knees sucking his dick dissipates quickly. I return to the present where he is still holding my hand, still gazing into my eyes, still holding me prisoner. I snatch my hand away. “Just so we are clear, I am only going to help you shop for a gift, right? That’s it. And then, we are done. All this tits-for-tats nonsense ends?” I ask. Axel laughs. A benevolent sound that splits out of his guts. “You make it sound like a di
Candy When Vivi and Irina leaves at the end of the garden session, I am left alone with Axel. I would run away back to the safety of my room, but I need to talk to him about Irina’s debt. I rack my head, thinking of ways to convince him to part with a 100k. It’s a lot of money. How in the world did Irina get herself into this hole? “Alone at last,” Axel’s voice break through my reverie. He is staring at me shamelessly, hungrily. Like he wants to pounce on me here. The gardener has resumed work, cutting the flowers a few steps away from us. I doubt Axel even sees him. He is that shameless. He’ll do whatever he wants in public. I am the one who has to worry about our secret affair not getting out. “Something’s wrong. You look glum. Are you feeling better?” Axel asks, rushing over to me. I take some steps back, turning in the exit direction to leave the garden. Axel pursues me. He is still shirtless. His body is shining in the sun, distracting me from my mission. I clear
Candy I fluster, my chest tightening at the sound of that. His voice is so attractive, so sexy, it’s pulling me back into his web. “Where have you been? Have you been avoiding me?” he continues. My heart hums a fast-speeding beat. He makes me feel like I’m walking on a tightrope. And if I don’t concentrate with all my might, I might tumble off the rope and crash to my doom. In the afternoon sun, he is glistening. Tiny beads of water sparkle off his body. It takes everything in me not to lick them off him. An image of my long tongue running along his tight abs invade my mind. Shit, I shouldn't let such things in my mind! I shake my head to dispel it. I can’t afford to have dangerous images like that in my head. “Hey, doll? Are you listening to me?” he says, snapping his fingers in the air near my face. “I’ve told you…Stop calling me that. I am not your doll,” I snap at him. He relaxes, smiling. “Ah, there she is, the Candy I remember.” Behind us, Vivi is staring with her mou
Candy I stand near the front door, waiting for Vivi to park her car. For an event planner, she is surprisingly well-off. Her expensive Mercedes goes off. She rattles a bit in the car, before climbing out slowly. In her arms, there are a bunch of files. “Hey, Vivi, it’s so good to see you,” I say, putting on my best hostess voice. I am covered from head-to-toe protectively to hide my scars. The fact that Ansel’s putting me through hell does not stop me from carrying out the responsibilities I committed to. Besides, it’s been two days and most of the scars are healed now. “Hi, Candy, it’s so good you made time to show me the garden,” Vivi says, stretching out her hand as she approaches me. I glance behind her. “Where’s Irina? I was hoping she’d come with you?” I ask. I had not seen Irina in two days, not since we were thoroughly pounded by her bookie. “I thought she was here. She told she was coming in. Isn’t her fiancée still living here?” Vivi asks. “Yes, Axel’s still
Candy By dawn, I am frigid and nearly catatonic with hypothermia. My scarred body was coated with thick blobs of goosebumps caused by the cold. The torture room is reinforced with thick walls and steel door. There are no windows so I had no way of telling time. All I know is that I laid there for hours and hours shivering through chattering teeth until finally, the door swings open. Bright lights flood the room, momentarily blinding me. It’s morning. I see my husband standing in the doorway. He is dressed for work. He enters the room, working on his sleeves. I didn’t react to his presence. I’d become so used to spending nights in here that it didn’t really matter how long he’d leave me here. Without a word, he unshackles me. I collapse to the floor, near his feet. “Look at you, a fucking mess! Clean up yourself!” he spits out. I can almost taste the vitriol in his voice. He struts off, his boots leaving scuffed marks on the hard floor. I sit on the floor for a few mi







