1.39 CAROLINE

We hadn’t had any serious arguments since the day I told them I loved them.

Speaking of, why the hell would Nick say I didn’t love them? Have I not made it very evident that my heart is theirs?

When I noticed they had heard my gasp, I played it off as a sleeping noise. I snuggled into Antonio even more, letting out little murmurs.

I had made sure all of my breaths came out evenly and deeply. After a few of my deep breaths, I could feel the tension in their bodies ease slightly.

I let my breaths come out deeply, making sure they could slightly hear it. They wait, listening to me.

"Let's just sleep, I don't want to wake her up." Nicholas had stuffed his face into the crook of my neck. He was asleep within a minute.

Antonio, however, had tucked my head under his chin and stroked my hair, humming lowly.

“I will never let you leave us.” He has said.

Finally, his breathing had turned deep a few minutes after.

The twins had laid there, me tucked between them, deep in sleep.