ALEJANDRO’S POV
I was certain that I had stopped breathing for a moment. My heart raced within the confines of my chest. I could barely comprehend what was going on in front of me. My gaze lingered on the beautiful swell of her breasts and they trailed down her supple, soft, beautiful, pale skin. “What the hell do you think you're doing?” The words slipped from my lips, harsh and laced with growing frustration, as I tilted my head slightly to the side. My gaze swept over her, taking in every inch of her still, silent figure. But it was her face that held me captive—her expression, which was devoid of any emotion. No fear. No surprise. Not even a hint of hesitation or regret. It was as though she were completely indifferent to everything around her. That hollow, unreadable look in her eyes unsettled me more than anything. Something about it gnawed at me, twisting my insides in a way I couldn’t quite place. Why was she so... blank? I waited, expecting some kind of response, but she remained perfectly still, her gaze unwavering, her lips closed in a faint, emotionless line. She didn’t even flinch. Her silence was maddening. It felt like a slap in the face, an insult to everything I was trying to get across. The more I stared at her, the more my anger bubbled beneath the surface. How dare she stand there as if my words meant nothing? How dare she treat me with such indifference when I was doing nothing but trying to make sense of what was happening? I couldn’t stand it. Without thinking, I pushed away from the desk, the chair scraping loudly behind me as I moved toward her, my steps slow and deliberate, each one echoing through the room. “You better not make me ask you again!” I growled, my voice low, sharp with the weight of my fury. I needed an answer. I needed her to respond, to give me something, anything to understand why she was behaving like this. But even as my words cut through the air, her eyes remained empty. Not a flicker of emotion. Not a hint of fear. Nothing. The silence between us stretched longer than it should have, and I could feel the tension thickening in the room. It was suffocating. “You told them to pick me up from the cellar,” she said finally, her voice so flat it felt like it came from a different world, as though she were speaking from far away. The words seemed so out of place, so disconnected from the reality in front of me that for a moment, I was left speechless. She had the nerve to speak so plainly, so matter-of-factly, as if everything was normal, as if I hadn’t just demanded answers. And yet, there it was. Her explanation. Simple. Cold. No remorse. No hint of anything human. “You had a maid bathe me and give a fresh set of new clothes. I know what's coming. I thought this is how you wanted it,” she said finally. I was at loss for words for a short moment. “What the hell are you even talking about?” I growled as I caught her jaw between her fingers and forced her gaze to meet mine not so gently. Her empty grey eyes fixated on mine and for a moment, I felt a slight tug in my chest as she looked at me. I felt the urge to put some sort of emotion behind those empty eyes. “Where do you want me? We can do it anywhere you want,” she said again. Her words were as empty as her eyes. For a moment I processed her words and the way she said them and no matter how much I tried, I couldn't exactly ignore the hurt in her voice. I wondered why the emptiness of her words were beginning to affect me so much. I shifted my face a little bit closer to her and for a moment, my gaze traveled down back to her lips. They looked supple and pink, aching to be kissed. I discarded the idea immediately. It was ridiculous. “Who made you do this?” I asked, almost unable to contain the disgust I was feeling. I watched as she tilted her head and shrugged. “It has always been like this.” I balled my fist and inhaled deeply. Those fools! What have they done?! She was just a child! “Put your clothes back on. And mind you, the next time you try something like this again. I am going to kill you myself. I don't have a lot of patience,” I growled at her, holding her jaw a little tighter just to emphasize how serious I was about my words. When I looked into her eyes. There was no form of emotion at all. No fear. She just stared blankly at me like I hadn't threatened her a few minutes ago. “Don't you ever think you can do anything without me asking you to,” I snapped. Silence lingered between us for a long moment before I pulled away. From the corner of an eye, I saw her close her eyes for a brief moment. It was the closest thing to an emotion she had shown. I called for the guards and they immediately rushed in at the first yell. “Take her away. Increase her drums to three. She's to finish in two hours and if she doesn't. Then I guess I'll just have to whip her in front of everyone else,” I said. Her eyes remained empty. After a moment, she finally looked away. There was something dismissive about the way she did it. It infuriated me to the core of my bones. After she finally left, my anger still remained and I was unable to do anything about it. I angrily called the guard that was standing at my door to fetch my assistants. I returned to the seat behind the desk. The paperwork was abandoned on my desk. I knew I wouldn't be able to get anything done now. “You requested for us, my lord?” Malakai stood by the door. His shirt was neat and impeccable and his salt and pepper hair was trimmed short. He looked composed as always. He walked in and Elias walked in after him. “I need you to explain something to me,” I growled. “Why does that tyrant’s daughter think I want to lay with her?” I noticed that both of them didn't look surprised at the revelation. “She's only doing what she's supposed to do”. Malakai said curtly. Somehow, the words didn't exactly sit right with me. Doing what she was supposed to do? “What the hell are you talking about?” “It's how she has served the other lords before she was passed down to you. My lord. She's made herself available for well…their entertainment,” Malakai said. My brows furrowed. Meandra was taken into captivity by the first Lord when she was fourteen. The thought of doing that to a child horrified me. She's been subjected to that since she was fourteen? The Lords have been taking advantage of a child? “Personally, I think you should indulge my lord. It's part of what comes with her punishment. She's ours to do whatever we want with,” Elias spoke. I turned to him, my eyes turned dark immediately. I could see his face shift with fear. I leaned forward, my eyes narrow. “You expect me to fuck a nineteen year old on the table?”ALEJANDROEverything went by so fast, from finding out the pregnancy was fake–A carefully woven lie to trap me into a marriage I never wanted to the next feast where I would reveal what I had discovered and the fate of Jasquire and Malachi who had created this lie. Meandra stood beside me, her posture confident despite the nerves I knew fluttered beneath her calm exterior. She wore the finest gown, dyed a deep violet that complimented the richness of her skin, and adorned with gold jewelry.Her wrists jingled when she walked, and her ears glittered with emeralds. She was no longer the girl others looked past. She stood as the woman I loved, radiant and deserving.I took her hand before everyone, holding it openly for the first time. Gasps rippled through the hall, but I stood firm.“Welcome everyone,” I began, voice carrying clear, “I come before you as a man ready to correct a wrong that should never have existed.I had long believed myself bound by duty. Bound to marry Jasquire un
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ALEJANDROMeandra had fainted.I reached her room within minutes, my steps quick and uneven, heart thudding with a growing sense of dread. The door was already ajar, and as I stepped inside, the sight that met me made my breath catch.She was lying motionless on her bed, her limbs limp, her face pale and drawn as if all her life had been drained from her. Her hair spilled across the pillow like a shadow, damp with sweat, and her chest rose and fell with slow, shallow breaths.A doctor met my gaze and spoke in a hushed voice, “She fainted. From fatigue... and hunger, we think. She hasn’t eaten properly in days.”The words struck harder than I expected. Fatigue and starvation.How long had she been pushing herself past the edge, ignoring her own needs, hiding the signs until her body gave out? I moved closer, slowly, carefully, as if any sudden movement might shatter the stillness in the room.Her hands, folded limply on her stomach, looked thinner than I remembered. There were faint tr
MEANDRAI was going to get my revenge on all of them. Every single one of the kings who had used me, discarded me, tortured me—not just in body, but in soul. One by one, I had marked them in my mind, engraved their faces into the walls of my memory like graffiti scratched into stone.From the very first king, who’d broken me in with cold hands and colder words.I had waited. I watched. I had survived.I watched them through the ajar door to see the kings sitting around the large table.The scent of roasted meat and spiced wine hung heavy in the air, a grotesque celebration of power. And I—dressed in red silk that clung to my skin and exposed my body to them once again.I just had to walk among them, smiling.Pretending. I'll be tossed to the last king then I would my revenge to everyone. And then came his name.Alejandro—The thought seized in my throat.I couldn’t say it. Couldn’t breathe it. Couldn’t even finish the syllable in my mind. It sat there, sharp and unspoken, stabbing m
ALEJANDRO“Why do you keep letting your daughter run wild?” I demanded an answer, my voice already rising before the door even clicked shut behind me. I flung my arm out in a sweeping gesture, as if the air alone could carry the weight of my fury.Malachi closed the door slowly, as though buying himself time. He turned to face me with a puzzled frown creasing his brow. “What’s this about?” he asked, but I didn’t give him the courtesy of a pause.“She was in my room,” I snapped. “On my bed. Lying there like it belonged to her. And I don’t recall letting her in.”His mouth parted slightly, eyes narrowing with a flicker of disbelief. “Who was?”“Your daughter,” I said through gritted teeth, biting back the instinct to shout louder than I already had. “Your wild, wandering daughter who thinks she can barge into other people’s private spaces without asking.”“I—” He blinked, shaking his head slightly. “You’re saying she was in your quarters? Just now?”“Yes. Now. This morning. I woke up to
ALEJANDROThe first thing I registered was warmth.Not the kind that came from sunlight through parted curtains, nor the familiar heat of too many blankets wrapped around his legs.This warmth was breathing. It felt as though someone was lying by my side.My eyes flew open.For a long, horrible second, I didn’t move. My brain didn’t quite believe what my eyes were showing me.Someone was in my bed.Not on the bed—in the bed, half covered by a blanket, lying with their back to me as if they belonged there. Long hair fanned over the pillow. A shoulder peeking out from under the covers.One pale, slender arm curled loosely against my chest. As if they’d fallen asleep mid-embrace.I didn’t recognize the arm.My heart thumbed, and immediately, I jerked back, the bed creaking too loudly. She hummed, turning to reveal her face. Jasquire.My eyebrows furrowed.I shot up and scrambled off the mattress.What the hell?The room spun as I rose too fast. My temples throbbed. A sour taste in my mou