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Not The First

Author: GemJade
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“Why is love so hard?” Ana asked out aloud as she stared up at the ceiling, her hands laced together, resting on her bosom. Then she sighed for the millionth time.

She has been like this since she and Arthur got back. Arthur had stretched out his hand and she had handed over her gadgets back to him.

Then he had gathered some of the employees on the estate and left with them to get the car back from where it had broken down.

No matter how hard she tried not to think about it, her mind kept wandering back to a few feet hours.

The way Arthur's hand held her waist tightly, the way he stared down into her eyes with desire and restraint, and most importantly, the way he slowly brushed her lips with his thumb.

That moment… she wished it never ended.

And then when she brought up her head to kiss him and he didn't make any attempt of pulling away… that meant something.

He wants her.

But is restraining himself.

Why?

Ana still couldn't find the answers to these questions roami
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