Mag-log inNADIA POV
The ballroom was too bright.
Crystal chandeliers hung from the ceiling like frozen tears. The walls were lined with gold. The floors were polished marble. Everyone was dressed in their finest. Everyone was smiling their finest smiles. Everyone was pretending.
I was pretending too.
I stood beside Julian and smiled at people whose names I would not remember tomorrow. I shook hands with men who looked through me like I was invisible. I nodded at women who whispered behind their champagne glasses. I played the part I had been playing for years.
The perfect wife.
The silent partner.
The woman behind the man.
No one asked me what I did. No one asked me what I thought. No one asked me anything. They only asked about Julian. How was Julian? How was the company? How did it feel to be married to such a powerful man?
I smiled and said all the right things.
I was good at saying all the right things.
I had been doing it for so long that I almost believed them.
Almost.
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Julian stood beside me but he was not with me.
He was looking across the room. He was scanning the crowd. He was searching for something. Someone. I did not know who. I did not want to know who.
He had been distant all night. More distant than usual. He had barely looked at me when I walked out of the bedroom. He had barely spoken to me in the car. He had barely touched me when we walked into the ballroom.
I told myself it was nothing.
I told myself he was stressed.
I told myself he was tired.
I told myself all the things I had been telling myself for months.
But deep down, I knew.
Deep down, I had always known.
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The bar was crowded.
I stood at the edge and ordered sparkling water. The bartender looked at me like I was wasting his time. I did not care. I could not drink. Not tonight. Not ever. Not while I was carrying this baby.
The baby.
I pressed my hand against my stomach. It was a habit now. A secret promise. A silent conversation between me and the tiny life inside me. I had been doing it all night. Every time Julian looked away. Every time someone asked me a question I did not want to answer. Every time I felt like I was drowning in this room full of strangers.
The baby was my anchor.
The baby was my hope.
The baby was the only thing keeping me from walking out that door and never looking back.
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She appeared beside me like she had been there all along.
I did not see her coming. I did not hear her footsteps. I just felt her presence. A shift in the air. A change in the temperature. Something cold. Something unwelcome.
I turned.
She was beautiful. Tall. Elegant. Her hair was dark and glossy. Her dress was red and expensive. Her smile was perfect and practiced. She looked at me like she knew me. Like we were old friends. Like we had a secret.
I had never seen her before in my life.
"Mrs. Ashford," she said.
Her voice was smooth. Too smooth. Like honey laced with something bitter.
"I am sorry," I said. "I do not think I know you."
She laughed. Light. Careless. Like I had said something funny. Like I was funny. Like I was a joke she was enjoying.
"You do not know me," she said. "But I know you. Everyone knows you."
She took a sip of her champagne. She did not look away. She did not blink. She just watched me. Like I was a mouse. Like she was a cat.
"I am sorry," I said again. "I do not think I caught your name."
She smiled. It did not reach her eyes.
"Serena," she said. "Serena Cole. I am a friend of your husband."
Something cold settled in my chest. Something that felt like instinct. Something that felt like warning. Something that felt like a door opening in a room I had kept locked for years.
"A friend," I repeated.
"Mmm." She took another sip. She looked at me over the rim of her glass. "He talks about you all the time. You are very lucky to have him."
The way she said it made my stomach turn. The way she smiled made me feel small. The way she looked at me made me feel like she knew something I did not. Something important. Something terrible. Something that was going to change everything.
"Thank you," I said. My voice was steady. My hands were not.
"You must be so proud of him," she continued. "Everything he has built. Everything he has accomplished. He is such a remarkable man."
She paused. She tilted her head. She looked at me like she was waiting for something.
"Yes," I said. "He is."
"And you," she said. "What do you do?"
The question hung in the air. I knew what she was asking. She was not asking about my hobbies. She was not asking about my passions. She was asking if I was anything at all. She was asking if I mattered.
"I work with the company," I said.
"Do you?" Her eyebrows rose. "I did not know that. Julian never mentioned it."
I did not respond. I did not know how to respond. She had hit something. A nerve I had been protecting for years. A truth I had been burying.
"Anyway," she said. She set her glass down on the bar. She smiled at me one last time. "It was lovely to meet you, Mrs. Ashford. I hope we see each other again."
She walked away.
I watched her go. I watched her disappear into the crowd. I watched her stop beside a group of men. I watched her laugh at something one of them said. I watched her glance back at me. Just once. Just for a second. Just long enough to let me know she had won.
I did not know what she had won.
But I knew she had won something.
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JULIAN POV
I saw Serena approach Nadia.
I was standing across the room with a group of investors. I was laughing at a joke I did not hear. I was nodding at a man I did not like. I was pretending to be present. I was pretending to be interested. I was pretending to be the man everyone thought I was.
Then I saw her.
Serena.
She was walking toward the bar. She was walking toward Nadia. She was wearing a red dress that I had bought her last month. She was wearing a smile that I knew too well.
What the hell is she doing?
I excused myself from the group. I walked toward them. Slowly. Carefully. I did not want to draw attention. I did not want to make a scene. I just wanted to get there before Serena said something she could not take back.
I was too late.
Serena was already beside Nadia. She was already talking. She was already smiling that smile. She was already playing her game.
I stopped a few feet away. Close enough to watch. Far enough to pretend I was not involved. I stood behind a pillar and listened.
"Mrs. Ashford," Serena said. "I am sorry. I do not think I know you."
"You do not know me," Serena said. "But I know you. Everyone knows you."
I watched Nadia's face. She was calm. She was polite. She was the perfect wife. She did not know she was being hunted.
"Serena," Serena said. "Serena Cole. I am a friend of your husband."
I felt my jaw tighten. I felt my hands clench. I felt something hot and sharp in my chest. I did not know what it was. I did not know if it was anger or fear or something else entirely.
"A friend," Nadia repeated.
"Mmm. He talks about you all the time. You are very lucky to have him."
I watched Nadia. She did not flinch. She did not blink. She did not do anything. She just stood there. Still. Silent. Cold.
I had seen that look before.
I had seen it the night I came home late and she was sitting in the dark.
I had seen it the morning I forgot our anniversary.
I had seen it every time I turned away from her.
I had seen it and I had ignored it.
I had seen it and I had told myself it did not matter.
I had seen it and I had done nothing.
I watched Serena walk away. I watched her stop beside a group of men. I watched her laugh. I watched her glance back at Nadia. I watched her smile.
I did not go to Nadia.
I should have gone to Nadia.
I did not.
I turned and walked in the other direction.
I told myself it was for the best.
I told myself she did not need me.
I told myself she did not want me.
I told myself a lot of things.
I did not believe any of them.
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NADIA POV
I watched Serena walk away.
I watched her stop beside a group of men. I watched her laugh at something one of them said. I watched her glance back at me. I watched her smile.
She knows something.
The thought came to me out of nowhere. Clear. Sharp. Certain. She knows something. She knows something about Julian. She knows something about me. She knows something about us.
I did not know what it was. I did not know how she knew it. I only knew that I had to find out. I only knew that I could not let this go. I only knew that something was wrong. Something had been wrong for a long time. And I had been ignoring it.
I had been ignoring it because I was afraid.
I had been ignoring it because I did not want to know.
I had been ignoring it because I did not want to lose him.
But maybe I had already lost him.
Maybe I had lost him a long time ago.
Maybe I had lost him before I even knew he was gone.
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I spent the rest of the night watching.
I watched Julian. I watched Serena. I watched the way they moved around each other. I watched the way they avoided each other's eyes. I watched the way Julian's jaw tightened every time Serena laughed. I watched the way Serena's smile widened every time Julian looked away.
I watched and I learned.
I learned that Julian knew Serena better than he had admitted.
I learned that Serena knew Julian better than she had let on.
I learned that there was something between them. Something I had not seen before. Something I had not wanted to see.
I learned that I had been blind.
I learned that I had been stupid.
I learned that I had been the last person to know.
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JULIAN POV
She was watching me.
I could feel her eyes on me all night. I could feel her gaze following me across the room. I could feel her silence. Her patience. Her waiting.
She knew something.
I did not know what she knew. I did not know how she knew it. I only knew that she knew. I only knew that the careful wall I had built around my life was starting to crack.
I should have been more careful.
I should have been more distant.
I should have been more discreet.
I should have done a lot of things.
I did not do any of them.
I was careless. I was arrogant. I was sloppy. I was everything I had told myself I would never be.
And now she was watching me.
And I did not know what she was going to do.
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The gala ended at midnight.
I found Nadia by the exit. She was standing alone. She was holding her clutch purse in both hands. She was staring at the door like she wanted to walk through it and never come back.
"Ready to go?" I asked.
She looked at me. For a moment. Just a moment. I saw something in her eyes. Something I had not seen in a long time. Something I had forgotten she had.
Fire.
"Ready," she said.
We walked to the car in silence. We slid into the back seat in silence. We drove home in silence. The silence was not comfortable. It was not familiar. It was not the silence of two people who had been married for years.
It was the silence of two strangers.
It was the silence of two people who had run out of things to say.
It was the silence of two people who were about to fall apart.
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NADIA POV
We got home at one in the morning.
Julian went to the bedroom. I stayed in the living room. I sat on the couch in the dark. I stared at the wall. I thought about Serena. I thought about the way she smiled. I thought about the way she looked at me. I thought about the way she said Julian's name.
I thought about all the things she did not say.
I thought about all the things I did not know.
I thought about the baby.
I pressed my hand against my stomach. I had been doing it all night. Protecting. Guarding. Promising.
I will find out the truth, I thought. I will find out everything. And then I will decide what to do.
I will not be blind anymore.
I will not be stupid anymore.
I will not be the last person to know.
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The next morning, I woke up early.
Julian was still asleep. He was lying on his side. His back was to me. He had not touched me all night. He had not said goodnight. He had not said anything at all.
I got out of bed and walked to the bathroom. I opened the drawer under the sink. I reached into the back. I pulled out the pregnancy test.
Two pink lines.
Still there. Still real. Still mine.
I held it in my hand and looked at myself in the mirror. I did not know what I was going to do. I did not know how I was going to do it. I only knew that I had to find out the truth. I had to know what Julian was hiding. I had to know who Serena really was.
I had to know before I told him about the baby.
I had to know before I made any decisions.
I had to know.
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I went to the kitchen and made myself tea. I sat at the table and opened my laptop. I typed Serena's name into the search bar. I did not expect to find anything. I expected a social media profile. A LinkedIn page. Something ordinary. Something harmless.
What I found made my blood run cold.
Serena Cole was not just a friend of Julian's.
Serena Cole was the daughter of the man I had testified against five years ago.
Serena Cole was the daughter of the man who had threatened to kill me.
Serena Cole was the daughter of the man who had vowed revenge.
I stared at the screen. I could not breathe. I could not think. I could not move. I just sat there. Frozen. Silent. Terrified.
She knows who I am.
She knows what I did.
She knows everything.
NADIA POVI did not sleep that night.I sat on the floor of my hotel room with my back against the wall. My knees were pulled to my chest. My phone was in my hand. The detective's words were still in my head.Marcus Reed. Eleanor's eyes and ears. The watcher. The man who had been following me. The man who had been taking photographs of me. The man who had been reporting back to Eleanor.He had been watching me for months. Maybe longer. He had been documenting everything. Every move. Every step. Every breath.And I had not seen him.Not once.I had felt him. I had felt his eyes on me. I had felt his presence. I had felt him waiting. Watching. Planning.But I had not seen him.He was good. He was very good.But he was not good enough.I pressed my hand against my stomach. The baby. The tiny life inside me. The only thing that mattered."We are going to catch him," I whispered. "We are going to catch him and we are going to make him talk. And then we are going to find Eleanor."I did not
NADIA POVI did not sleep that night.I sat on the floor of my hotel room with my back against the wall. My knees were pulled to my chest. My phone was in my hand. The detective's words were still in my head.Serena met a man. She handed him an envelope. He took it. He left.I did not know who the man was. I did not know what was in the envelope. I did not know anything.But I knew one thing.Serena was still working. She was still moving. She was still planning.She was not going to stop.Not until she was dead.I pressed my hand against my stomach. The baby. The tiny life inside me. The only thing that mattered."We are not going to let her win," I whispered. "We are not going to let her hurt us. We are not going to let her do anything."I did not know if I believed it.But I said it anyway.I had to say it.I had to believe something.---The next morning, the detective called."I found him," he said."Who?""The man. The one Serena met at the cafe. I found him.""Who is he?""His n
NADIA POVI did not sleep that night.I sat on the floor of my hotel room with my back against the wall. My knees were pulled to my chest. My phone was in my hand. The plan was in my head.We were going after Serena.We were going to watch her. We were going to follow her. We were going to document everything she did. Everyone she met. Everywhere she went. We were going to build a case so strong that when we struck, she would have nowhere to run.I did not know how long it would take. I did not know what would happen. I did not know anything.But I knew one thing.We were going to win.I pressed my hand against my stomach. The baby. The tiny life inside me. The only thing that mattered."We are going to win," I whispered. "We are going to win. We are going to take them down. We are going to get justice."I did not know if I believed it.But I said it anyway.I had to say it.I had to believe something.---The next morning, the detective called."We started," he said."What did you fi
NADIA POVWe drove back to the city that night.The sun was setting when we left Thomas Grant’s house. The sky was orange. The sky was pink. The sky was beautiful. But I did not see any of it. I just stared out the window. I just watched the trees blur past. I just thought about everything he had told me.My father died for me.He died trying to protect me.He died trying to save me.And I had not known.I had spent fifteen years thinking he was a good man who had died in an accident. I had spent fifteen years thinking he was a hero. I had spent fifteen years thinking he was a victim.But he was not.He was a man who made mistakes. A man who got in too deep. A man who tried to fix it too late.But he was also a man who loved me.A man who died for me.A man who left me everything.I pressed my hand against my stomach. The baby. The tiny life inside me. The only thing that mattered.“We are going to finish what he started,” I whispered. “We are going to take them down. We are going to
NADIA POV The next morning, I called David.He answered on the second ring."Nadia. Are you okay?""I am fine. I need your help.""What kind of help?""I need you to look into a trust. A trust my father set up. A trust in my name."He was silent for a moment."Your father?""Yes.""Your father is dead.""I know. But he set up a trust before he died. And I need to know everything about it.""What do you need to know?""Everything. Who set it up. Who has been managing it. Who has been protecting it. Everything."He was silent again."I will look into it," he said."When?""Today.""Thank you.""You do not need to thank me. This is what I do."I hung up.I sat there in the dark.I thought about the trust. I thought about my father. I thought about everything.And I waited.---David called me back that afternoon."I found something," he said."What?""The trust is real. It was set up by your father fifteen years ago. Just before he disappeared."I closed my eyes."Who set it up?""A law
NADIA POVI did not speak.I could not speak.I just stood there. In the middle of the abandoned office. The folder in my hands. The note in my hands. The truth in my hands.My father was alive. My father was alive for years. My father was watching me. My father was protecting me. My father was waiting for the right moment.And then he died. For real. A few years ago. He died of a heart attack. He died alone. He died without ever seeing me again.And my mother knew.My mother knew all along.She knew he was alive. She knew he was watching. She knew he was protecting me. She knew everything.And she lied.She lied to me. She lied for years. She let me believe he was dead. She let me mourn him. She let me spend fifteen years missing him. She let me spend fifteen years thinking I was alone.And she knew.She knew everything.---I looked at her.She was standing by the door. Her eyes were wet. Her hands were shaking. She looked like a woman who had been holding onto a secret for too long







