Mag-log inNADIA POV
The ballroom was too bright.
Crystal chandeliers hung from the ceiling like frozen tears. The walls were lined with gold. The floors were polished marble. Everyone was dressed in their finest. Everyone was smiling their finest smiles. Everyone was pretending.
I was pretending too.
I stood beside Julian and smiled at people whose names I would not remember tomorrow. I shook hands with men who looked through me like I was invisible. I nodded at women who whispered behind their champagne glasses. I played the part I had been playing for years.
The perfect wife.
The silent partner.
The woman behind the man.
No one asked me what I did. No one asked me what I thought. No one asked me anything. They only asked about Julian. How was Julian? How was the company? How did it feel to be married to such a powerful man?
I smiled and said all the right things.
I was good at saying all the right things.
I had been doing it for so long that I almost believed them.
Almost.
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Julian stood beside me but he was not with me.
He was looking across the room. He was scanning the crowd. He was searching for something. Someone. I did not know who. I did not want to know who.
He had been distant all night. More distant than usual. He had barely looked at me when I walked out of the bedroom. He had barely spoken to me in the car. He had barely touched me when we walked into the ballroom.
I told myself it was nothing.
I told myself he was stressed.
I told myself he was tired.
I told myself all the things I had been telling myself for months.
But deep down, I knew.
Deep down, I had always known.
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The bar was crowded.
I stood at the edge and ordered sparkling water. The bartender looked at me like I was wasting his time. I did not care. I could not drink. Not tonight. Not ever. Not while I was carrying this baby.
The baby.
I pressed my hand against my stomach. It was a habit now. A secret promise. A silent conversation between me and the tiny life inside me. I had been doing it all night. Every time Julian looked away. Every time someone asked me a question I did not want to answer. Every time I felt like I was drowning in this room full of strangers.
The baby was my anchor.
The baby was my hope.
The baby was the only thing keeping me from walking out that door and never looking back.
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She appeared beside me like she had been there all along.
I did not see her coming. I did not hear her footsteps. I just felt her presence. A shift in the air. A change in the temperature. Something cold. Something unwelcome.
I turned.
She was beautiful. Tall. Elegant. Her hair was dark and glossy. Her dress was red and expensive. Her smile was perfect and practiced. She looked at me like she knew me. Like we were old friends. Like we had a secret.
I had never seen her before in my life.
"Mrs. Ashford," she said.
Her voice was smooth. Too smooth. Like honey laced with something bitter.
"I am sorry," I said. "I do not think I know you."
She laughed. Light. Careless. Like I had said something funny. Like I was funny. Like I was a joke she was enjoying.
"You do not know me," she said. "But I know you. Everyone knows you."
She took a sip of her champagne. She did not look away. She did not blink. She just watched me. Like I was a mouse. Like she was a cat.
"I am sorry," I said again. "I do not think I caught your name."
She smiled. It did not reach her eyes.
"Serena," she said. "Serena Cole. I am a friend of your husband."
Something cold settled in my chest. Something that felt like instinct. Something that felt like warning. Something that felt like a door opening in a room I had kept locked for years.
"A friend," I repeated.
"Mmm." She took another sip. She looked at me over the rim of her glass. "He talks about you all the time. You are very lucky to have him."
The way she said it made my stomach turn. The way she smiled made me feel small. The way she looked at me made me feel like she knew something I did not. Something important. Something terrible. Something that was going to change everything.
"Thank you," I said. My voice was steady. My hands were not.
"You must be so proud of him," she continued. "Everything he has built. Everything he has accomplished. He is such a remarkable man."
She paused. She tilted her head. She looked at me like she was waiting for something.
"Yes," I said. "He is."
"And you," she said. "What do you do?"
The question hung in the air. I knew what she was asking. She was not asking about my hobbies. She was not asking about my passions. She was asking if I was anything at all. She was asking if I mattered.
"I work with the company," I said.
"Do you?" Her eyebrows rose. "I did not know that. Julian never mentioned it."
I did not respond. I did not know how to respond. She had hit something. A nerve I had been protecting for years. A truth I had been burying.
"Anyway," she said. She set her glass down on the bar. She smiled at me one last time. "It was lovely to meet you, Mrs. Ashford. I hope we see each other again."
She walked away.
I watched her go. I watched her disappear into the crowd. I watched her stop beside a group of men. I watched her laugh at something one of them said. I watched her glance back at me. Just once. Just for a second. Just long enough to let me know she had won.
I did not know what she had won.
But I knew she had won something.
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JULIAN POV
I saw Serena approach Nadia.
I was standing across the room with a group of investors. I was laughing at a joke I did not hear. I was nodding at a man I did not like. I was pretending to be present. I was pretending to be interested. I was pretending to be the man everyone thought I was.
Then I saw her.
Serena.
She was walking toward the bar. She was walking toward Nadia. She was wearing a red dress that I had bought her last month. She was wearing a smile that I knew too well.
What the hell is she doing?
I excused myself from the group. I walked toward them. Slowly. Carefully. I did not want to draw attention. I did not want to make a scene. I just wanted to get there before Serena said something she could not take back.
I was too late.
Serena was already beside Nadia. She was already talking. She was already smiling that smile. She was already playing her game.
I stopped a few feet away. Close enough to watch. Far enough to pretend I was not involved. I stood behind a pillar and listened.
"Mrs. Ashford," Serena said. "I am sorry. I do not think I know you."
"You do not know me," Serena said. "But I know you. Everyone knows you."
I watched Nadia's face. She was calm. She was polite. She was the perfect wife. She did not know she was being hunted.
"Serena," Serena said. "Serena Cole. I am a friend of your husband."
I felt my jaw tighten. I felt my hands clench. I felt something hot and sharp in my chest. I did not know what it was. I did not know if it was anger or fear or something else entirely.
"A friend," Nadia repeated.
"Mmm. He talks about you all the time. You are very lucky to have him."
I watched Nadia. She did not flinch. She did not blink. She did not do anything. She just stood there. Still. Silent. Cold.
I had seen that look before.
I had seen it the night I came home late and she was sitting in the dark.
I had seen it the morning I forgot our anniversary.
I had seen it every time I turned away from her.
I had seen it and I had ignored it.
I had seen it and I had told myself it did not matter.
I had seen it and I had done nothing.
I watched Serena walk away. I watched her stop beside a group of men. I watched her laugh. I watched her glance back at Nadia. I watched her smile.
I did not go to Nadia.
I should have gone to Nadia.
I did not.
I turned and walked in the other direction.
I told myself it was for the best.
I told myself she did not need me.
I told myself she did not want me.
I told myself a lot of things.
I did not believe any of them.
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NADIA POV
I watched Serena walk away.
I watched her stop beside a group of men. I watched her laugh at something one of them said. I watched her glance back at me. I watched her smile.
She knows something.
The thought came to me out of nowhere. Clear. Sharp. Certain. She knows something. She knows something about Julian. She knows something about me. She knows something about us.
I did not know what it was. I did not know how she knew it. I only knew that I had to find out. I only knew that I could not let this go. I only knew that something was wrong. Something had been wrong for a long time. And I had been ignoring it.
I had been ignoring it because I was afraid.
I had been ignoring it because I did not want to know.
I had been ignoring it because I did not want to lose him.
But maybe I had already lost him.
Maybe I had lost him a long time ago.
Maybe I had lost him before I even knew he was gone.
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I spent the rest of the night watching.
I watched Julian. I watched Serena. I watched the way they moved around each other. I watched the way they avoided each other's eyes. I watched the way Julian's jaw tightened every time Serena laughed. I watched the way Serena's smile widened every time Julian looked away.
I watched and I learned.
I learned that Julian knew Serena better than he had admitted.
I learned that Serena knew Julian better than she had let on.
I learned that there was something between them. Something I had not seen before. Something I had not wanted to see.
I learned that I had been blind.
I learned that I had been stupid.
I learned that I had been the last person to know.
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JULIAN POV
She was watching me.
I could feel her eyes on me all night. I could feel her gaze following me across the room. I could feel her silence. Her patience. Her waiting.
She knew something.
I did not know what she knew. I did not know how she knew it. I only knew that she knew. I only knew that the careful wall I had built around my life was starting to crack.
I should have been more careful.
I should have been more distant.
I should have been more discreet.
I should have done a lot of things.
I did not do any of them.
I was careless. I was arrogant. I was sloppy. I was everything I had told myself I would never be.
And now she was watching me.
And I did not know what she was going to do.
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The gala ended at midnight.
I found Nadia by the exit. She was standing alone. She was holding her clutch purse in both hands. She was staring at the door like she wanted to walk through it and never come back.
"Ready to go?" I asked.
She looked at me. For a moment. Just a moment. I saw something in her eyes. Something I had not seen in a long time. Something I had forgotten she had.
Fire.
"Ready," she said.
We walked to the car in silence. We slid into the back seat in silence. We drove home in silence. The silence was not comfortable. It was not familiar. It was not the silence of two people who had been married for years.
It was the silence of two strangers.
It was the silence of two people who had run out of things to say.
It was the silence of two people who were about to fall apart.
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NADIA POV
We got home at one in the morning.
Julian went to the bedroom. I stayed in the living room. I sat on the couch in the dark. I stared at the wall. I thought about Serena. I thought about the way she smiled. I thought about the way she looked at me. I thought about the way she said Julian's name.
I thought about all the things she did not say.
I thought about all the things I did not know.
I thought about the baby.
I pressed my hand against my stomach. I had been doing it all night. Protecting. Guarding. Promising.
I will find out the truth, I thought. I will find out everything. And then I will decide what to do.
I will not be blind anymore.
I will not be stupid anymore.
I will not be the last person to know.
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The next morning, I woke up early.
Julian was still asleep. He was lying on his side. His back was to me. He had not touched me all night. He had not said goodnight. He had not said anything at all.
I got out of bed and walked to the bathroom. I opened the drawer under the sink. I reached into the back. I pulled out the pregnancy test.
Two pink lines.
Still there. Still real. Still mine.
I held it in my hand and looked at myself in the mirror. I did not know what I was going to do. I did not know how I was going to do it. I only knew that I had to find out the truth. I had to know what Julian was hiding. I had to know who Serena really was.
I had to know before I told him about the baby.
I had to know before I made any decisions.
I had to know.
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I went to the kitchen and made myself tea. I sat at the table and opened my laptop. I typed Serena's name into the search bar. I did not expect to find anything. I expected a social media profile. A LinkedIn page. Something ordinary. Something harmless.
What I found made my blood run cold.
Serena Cole was not just a friend of Julian's.
Serena Cole was the daughter of the man I had testified against five years ago.
Serena Cole was the daughter of the man who had threatened to kill me.
Serena Cole was the daughter of the man who had vowed revenge.
I stared at the screen. I could not breathe. I could not think. I could not move. I just sat there. Frozen. Silent. Terrified.
She knows who I am.
She knows what I did.
She knows everything.
JULIAN POVThe board voted me out on a Friday.I did not see it coming. I should have. The signs were there. The missed payments. The lost clients. The frozen accounts. The media coverage. The whispers in the hallway. The looks I got when I walked into the building. The way people stopped talking when I entered a room.I should have seen it.But I did not.I walked into the boardroom that morning like I owned the place. Because I did own the place. I had built it. I had made it successful. I had made it profitable. I had made it untouchable.Or so I thought.They were all sitting at the table when I walked in. Twelve faces. Twelve people who had once trusted me. Twelve people who had once believed in me. Twelve people who were now looking at me like I was a stranger."Julian," one of them said. "Please sit down."I sat down."We have taken a vote."I looked at them. I did not understand."A vote on what?""On your position as CEO."I felt my blood run cold."What are you talking about
NADIA POVThe bathroom was too quiet.I sat on the cold tile floor with my back against the bathtub, staring at the little white stick in my hand. Two pink lines. Clear. Unmistakable. I was pregnant.My hands were shaking. I did not know if it was from joy or fear or something in between. I only knew that I had taken this test six times in the last hour, and every single one said the same thing. I was.going to have a baby.I pressed my palm flat against my stomachI. Still flat. Still empty. But not for long.The stared last time I did this, I was happy. The last time I did this, I ran to Julian with the test in at my hand and he lifted me off the floor and spun me around until I was dizzy. He kissed me like I was the most precious thing in the world. He whispered that we were going to be a family. He promised me he would be there for every appointment. Every milestone. Every sleepless night.He was not there for any of it.I closed my eyes and tried not to remember. The bleeding. The
NADIA POVThe ballroom was too bright.Crystal chandeliers hung from the ceiling like frozen tears. The walls were lined with gold. The floors were polished marble. Everyone was dressed in their finest. Everyone was smiling their finest smiles. Everyone was pretending.I was pretending too.I stood beside Julian and smiled at people whose names I would not remember tomorrow. I shook hands with men who looked through me like I was invisible. I nodded at women who whispered behind their champagne glasses. I played the part I had been playing for years.The perfect wife.The silent partner.The woman behind the man.No one asked me what I did. No one asked me what I thought. No one asked me anything. They only asked about Julian. How was Julian? How was the company? How did it feel to be married to such a powerful man?I smiled and said all the right things.I was good at saying all the right things.I had been doing it for so long that I almost believed them.Almost.---Julian stood be
NADIA POVI found the photograph by accident.It was in his coat pocket. The black coat he wore to the gala. He had left it on the chair in the bedroom. He never left his clothes out. He was always so careful. So precise. So neat.But that night, he was careless.I was hanging it up when I felt something in the pocket. A piece of paper. A photograph. I pulled it out without thinking. I did not expect to find anything. I was just tidying up. I was just being a good wife.I froze.She was beautiful. She was smiling. She was standing beside Julian. His arm was around her waist. Her head was on his shoulder. They looked happy. They looked like a couple. They looked like they belonged together.I had never seen her before.I had never seen him look at anyone the way he was looking at her.I turned the photograph over. There was writing on the back. Julian's handwriting. Neat. Precise. Careless.Me and S. Summer 2022.Summer 2022.That was two years ago. That was the summer I was in the hos
NADIA POV I found the key three days later. It was in his coat pocket again. The same coat. The same pocket. He had forgotten about it. He had forgotten he had left it there. He had forgotten that I had already found one secret in that coat. I waited until he was asleep. I waited until I was sure he would not wake up. Then I crept out of bed and walked to the study. My hands were shaking. I did not know what I was going to find. I did not know what was waiting for me on the other side of that locked drawer. I only knew that I had to know. I had to see. I had to understand. I unlocked the door. I walked inside. I knelt down beside the desk and slid the key into the lock. It turned easily. Too easily. Like it had been waiting for me. Like it wanted to be opened. I pulled the drawer open. Inside was a folder. Thick. Black. Unmarked. I lifted it out and set it on the desk. I sat down in his chair. I opened the folder. The first page was a legal document. I did not understand it at first.
NADIA POVI did not sleep that night.I sat on the floor of the bedroom with my back against the door. I had locked it. I had never locked it before. Not once in five years of marriage. But tonight, I locked it.I could hear him outside. I could hear his footsteps. I could hear him pacing. I could hear him stop in front of the door. I could hear him raise his hand to knock.He did not knock.He stood there for a long time. Then he walked away.I sat there in the dark and held my stomach. The baby. The tiny life inside me. The only thing that was still mine. The only thing he did not know about. The only thing he could not take.I will not let him take you, I thought. I will not let him take anything else from me.---The next morning, I did not come out of the bedroom until I heard the front door close.I waited until I was sure he was gone. I waited until the elevator doors had opened and closed. I waited until the penthouse was silent.Then I opened the door and walked out.The stud







