Kimora POV I thought, it's okay when you give everything for love. Even if you don't put yourself first, let them be okay. Even if you put your feelings aside, you just can't hurt them. Until one day, you'll just wake up feeling nothing but tired— that calm conversation and patience won't get you through. It all accumulates, suddenly it explodes, until you don't know it anymore. You still love that person, but you are tired of him. You still want him to stay, but you're already hurting. Because that's the way it is, when you give too much, then you will feel how to lose. They say goodbyes are made to finish things that must come to an end. So when you left, I thought— which part of our love should we lose? or maybe it was completely gone before the goodbye came? We are fine. There is no problem. We didn't fight, we didn't argue, we didn't even talk about everything that could be an obstacle for us. But where are we now? They are wrong. Maybe, it is more correct to say
Kimora POV I couldn't tell Sol that I was going to leave first so I messaged her instead. I immediately followed Renz and we went straight to the parking lot of the Mall. When we got to the parking lot we went straight to a Mercedes Benz. There were many other black cars around here so I asked Renz. "Why are there cars surrounding us, Renz? Who are they?" "You will know that too, Miss Kim. But now I can't answer your question because I'm not in a position to tell. It's not my story to tell." I didn't say anything and Renz immediately opened the door for me. I rode in the back and Renz was next to the driver. Our trip was quiet because I couldn't ask them anything and they didn't talk to me. Since a month has passed I have become elusive to the people around me. I don't talk to people who don't talk to me. "We're here, Miss." I peeked out the window of the car and saw a big Mansion. It is bigger compared to Zach's Mansion. The driver opened the door for me and I immediat
Kimora POV "KIMORA?! WHY ARE YOU HERE AND WHY ARE YOU TALKING TO THAT MAN?!" Mom shouted. It seems that Dad's underlings took her by force, that's why she is so furious with them. "It's my choice to go here, Mom. My mind and brain are itching to know the truth." I said and immediately looked in Kaizer's direction. "WHAT?!" Mom looked at him in disbelief. "She already knows the truth, wife." I looked at Kaizer. Wife. That's what Zach used to call me when we were together, He often called me Wife and Love and I will never forget that. Mom immediately shook her head and spoke, "You're kidding me, right?" She asked. "We're not kidding you, Mom. I'm very surprised why you hid me from Dad. You say it was to save me from trouble, but as soon as I was born, I was probably already in this trouble." I said. Mom looked at me in skepticism and Dad stood beside me. He listens carefully to Mom and I's conversation. "Why? When you were with me for nineteen years, did your life be
Kimora POV He? He's my brother?! But he's in the Cosmian Mafia and he's there as a reaper! "Eros? You're my brother?!" I asked him in disbelief. "Yes, Lil sis. Don't you want it?" he answered. "You know each other?" Dad asked. "Yes, Dad. But I didn't know that I had known my brother for a long time." I said. So if he is my brother, he has known this for a long time? Did he know this since we met and when we were on the island? "Did you know that we were siblings when we were on the island?" I asked again. He just nodded and I couldn't help but be surprised by the truths I heard. But why is he working for the Cosmian Mafia? "I know many worms are running in your brain like, Why is he working in the Cosmian Mafia? And yes I'm working there not to work, but to watch over you." I don't know how to answer him because everything still doesn't sink into my brain. is he my brother? He's my older brother? Is this for real? "Okay, kids. Enough with chitchatting, let's eat
Kimora POV Beau is already in his room watching barbie. When I entered there, he had a large collection of Barbies and mermaids. He even has stuffed toys and imported barbies. I want to laugh at him but I stopped it. I am now with Eros here at the Veranda of Galvez Mansion. We were silent a while ago and I looked at him when he spoke. "You love him right? So why did you let him go easily?" He asked. "The real question here is, 'Why did he leave me so easily?' I was left alone so I had no choice but to let him go. How can I force someone to stay if he doesn't want to be kept? I gave him all my love when we were together but I guess it wasn't enough ... I was never enough." At the end of the day, I still find myself searching for the sunset that visits me every day; and the moon that light my nights when the stars aren't there to listen. They told me when your absence doesn't bother someone, it means your presence never mattered to them in the first place. I finally decide
Kimora POV Eros and I kept my pregnancy a secret. I don't want them to know and worry. Maybe later they will let Zach know about it. I want to hide and keep my daughter away from him. Ever since I found out that Zach and Madeline were engaged, my heart couldn't handle everything. And now I gave birth to my first baby. Her name is Ariah Yvelle. I took Ariah in Zach's name. zachARIAH. About Yvelle? It just came up in my mind. For nine months I was with Eros in Italy and we stayed there. We also hid my pregnancy from Mom, Dad, and Beau. I didn't even say anything to Sol. FLASHBACK... "Because I'm pregnant." Eros' eyes widened at what I said. "Please, don't tell this to anyone. I don't want Mom, Dad, and Beau to know I'm pregnant." I begged him. "Y-yes... But how can we hide this from them? We can't stop your belly from growing and..... Is Zach the father? When did it happen?" "When we were on the Island." I was ashamed to say to him. I want to cry. I feel like I c
Zach's POV "Babe, the wedding organizer is coming soon," Madeline said. I didn't pay attention to what she said, I remained sitting and looking outside of this coffee shop. "Babe, I want to get married in Italy. Then I will walk to you on a famous Island!" She said happily. I just nodded and didn't understand what she was saying. It's up to her to take care of and fix everything. Where is the reception, the wedding, and who is invited. "I want to invite Kimora and the Galvez Mafia." She caught my attention and I raised an eyebrow at her. She had a big smile on her face and it was obvious that she was annoying me. "I don't agree with that." "Why? I just want to invite the—" "Damn it! It's up to you to arrange everything. Guests, reception, wedding plan but don't ever let the Galvez Mafia come to your wedding!" "What?! My Wedding? It's OUR wedding!" "I don't fucking care!" I stood up and left her alone in the coffee shop. Damn! Why am I feeling this way? Why don't I
Kimora POV "Is that all you can do, Kimora? Your punches and kicks are weak and your slow on punching and kicking!" The trainer shouted at me. Her name is Lyn. She's professional on martial arts and all types of guns. She can also make a bomb even if it's incomplete, she just needs the main ingredients. "Oh come on, Ms. Lyn! We've been exchanging blows and attacks here for a while now. Maybe my daughter is looking for me." I said and looked at her out of breath. I Missed my baby!! My baby Yvelle. I saw her rolled her eyes and looked at me badly. "I thought you'd come back to Zach and that's through your strength and being powerful? You're already tired from just training. What if the two of you face each other?Giving attacks and I'm sure you're defeated." She said. I didn't answer her question and I got up to go to the bleachers and get my water bottle. I've been thirsty for a while and Ms. Lyn and I have been training for three hours. And in those three hours I haven't ha