LOGINSo he really was Rafael’s uncle?
The thought slipped out under my breath as my fingers tapped restlessly against my laptop’s trackpad. I couldn’t stop scrolling through image after image of Ram Jordan plastered across the internet. “What are you looking at?” I nearly jumped out of my skin when Claire, my cousin, spoke from behind me. I slammed the laptop shut and shot her a sharp look. “Whatever I’m doing is none of your business, Claire,” I snapped, voice tight with irritation. Honestly, I didn’t even know why I was doing this to myself. I should’ve been studying for my upcoming exam, not obsessively stalking pictures of my ex’s-ugh-uncle. So he really is rich? Disgustingly rich? I whispered the question again, ignoring how I sounded like a complete creep. “What are you mumbling about now, Lex? Oh my God, have you completely lost it?” Claire, being her usual dramatic self, rolled her eyes. I rolled mine right back. “I’m fine, Claire. Just… leave me alone, okay?” I muttered, clearly done with the conversation. “Well, I would, believe me but Grandpa asked for everyone to meet at the hotel. And by ‘everyone,’ that unfortunately includes you. So get your butt moving.” She flipped her hair like she was strutting down a runway and turned to leave. “Wait, why? What’s going on?” She paused to shoot me a smug look over her shoulder. “I don’t know if you’re emotionally stable enough for this, but Amanda and him are having a family meeting to-” “Talk about the wedding,” I finished for her, my voice flat and devoid of emotion. Could they be more eager to shove that pathetic wedding in my face? “And why exactly do they think I’d want to be there?” I scowled, glaring at Claire as if she’d personally invited me to my own humiliation. “Hey, don’t shoot the messenger. I was just told to come get you.” “Whatever. I’m not going.” If stomping like a toddler would’ve helped, I probably would’ve done it. But somehow, despite all my protests, I still found myself walking reluctantly into a luxury hotel I had no business being in. This was for a “very important family meeting” with his family, my ex-fiancé Rafael and his bride-to-be. My cousin. The traitor. Amanda. “Fix your face, Lexie. No one wants to see you looking like a thundercloud,” Claire said, giving me a once-over. “Shut up, Claire.” I wasn’t going to pretend everything was fine. My heart felt like someone had danced on it in stilettos. There was no way in hell I’d fake a smile through this circus act. “Don’t tell me to shut up.” “Claire, stop. You know exactly what happened between me and those two backstabbers. I’m sorry, but I’m allowed to be mad.” I picked up my pace and walked ahead before she could say another word. Just as I neared the meeting room, I stopped cold. There they were, my family, Amanda, and Rafael—laughing like they hadn’t torn my world apart only weeks ago. I forced my face into a mask of indifference and walked forward. The moment they saw me, the room went still. I didn’t flinch. I simply crossed over to the glass wall and sat down, deliberately choosing a seat far from them all. “H-Hi, L-Lexie. H-how are you?” Amanda stammered. I had to resist the urge to roll my eyes. I glanced briefly at Rafael. His eyes were on me, concern etched into his stupidly handsome face. For one fleeting second, I wanted to scream at him, maybe cry, maybe demand answers. But instead, I turned away and locked my gaze on Grandpa, who looked about as uncomfortable as I felt. A smirk played on my lips. Who gave them permission to pretend this was normal? Everyone in that room knew exactly what those two did to me. And yet, here we were, sitting like it was just another warm and fuzzy family reunion. “So what?” I said flatly. “Are we going to sit here pretending this fucking wedding isn’t a complete joke, or are we actually going to talk about it?” “Language, Lexie,” Grandpa warned in a stern tone. I was far too annoyed to care. “I don’t mean to be rude,” I continued, venom lining my voice, “but could everyone stop acting like nothing’s wrong?” “We know, sweetheart,” Grandpa began gently, “but we-” “Oh, come on, Grandpa. Let’s not do this. Amanda and Rafael clearly don’t want to talk about what they did.” Amanda lowered her gaze, silent. “If you can’t control yourself, maybe you should just leave,” she whispered. My blood boiled. “You think I want to be here? You think I showed up so you could humiliate me again?” My voice shook, barely keeping my rage contained. “I’m not saying that, just please calm down. Rafael’s parents are here-” “Oh, I’m sure they know exactly what you two did. And if they don’t, maybe I should enlighten them. After everything, you expect me to sit here and act ‘formal’? Are you serious right now?” “Lex, please… that’s enough,” one of my other cousins interrupted quietly. “No. This is enough.” I stood so quickly my chair scraped the floor. “You want to get married? Fine. But don’t drag me into your fairytale bullshit.” I turned to storm off when Amanda suddenly grabbed my arm. I froze and turned to her with a glare. “I-I’m sorry, Lex. I’m sorry for everything. I didn’t mean for any of this to happen. I feel terrible, I really do.” I stared at her and let out a bitter laugh. “Wow. Best Actress award goes to you.” “Please, you never let me or Rafael explain—” “Explain?” I scoffed. “Amanda, you used me. You were my cousin. Rafael was your best friend. I trusted you. I had to convince myself that I was just paranoid, that what I was seeing couldn’t possibly be true. But it was, wasn’t it?” Amanda didn’t look up. She said nothing. “And now you want to play the victim? It wasn’t enough that you slept with my fiancé, you had to flaunt it too? Rafael may have destroyed our relationship, but you… you were a woman. You should’ve known better.” I drew in a shaky breath, blinking rapidly to hold back the tears that threatened to fall. “You stole something from me. Like a petty thief. And now I’m the one expected to smile and pretend everything’s okay?” I yanked my arm free from her grip. “Don’t you dare come to me for forgiveness. You traitorous bitch.” Then I turned to Rafael. “And you? I swear to God, both of you will regret this.” Without another word, I turned and walked out. Tears blurred my vision as I stormed down the hallway, furiously wiping them away. Even when I heard Claire calling after me, I didn’t stop. I only walked faster. “Ouch!” I crashed hard into someone and landed right on the hotel’s cold marble floor. “Oh shit! I’m so sorry. Are you okay?” a man’s voice said, offering his hand as he helped me up. I looked up, and my breath caught. Ram Jordan. The Ram Jordan. The man I had just been stalking online. “Ram Jordan?” I blurted. “Lexie?” We said each other’s names at the same time. “I’m really sorry, did I hurt you?” he asked, still holding me. “N-No, I mean… I should be the one apologizing. I wasn’t watching where I was going.” I bit my lip, struggling to look away from him. Damn… he looked good in photos, but in person? Unreal. My eyes dropped to his chest partially hidden under a fitted black blazer, but I could tell he was built like a Greek god. “What are you doing here?” he asked gently. I quickly looked away, praying he hadn’t caught me checking him out. “Oh- uh, I’m just… staying here. For a few days. You?” He smiled. “Remember the nephew I mentioned at the bar? I’m here to meet his bride.” Seriously? Even he’s a part of this nightmare? “Oh. I see. Well… you’re probably late. I was just leaving anyway.” I gave him a fake smile and walked off. But I didn’t leave. Not really. I ended up trailing after him like some shady stalker, pretending I didn’t know why I was doing it—but deep down, I knew exactly why. They were really going through with this wedding. They were actually serious. I clenched my fists as I saw Amanda practically glued to Rafael’s side. Everyone around them was laughing, completely ignoring the fact that I had been emotionally gutted just minutes earlier. “Seriously? He’s not even that great,” I muttered under my breath. I ducked behind a pillar just as Ram looked around the room. You are so going to regret this, I whispered to myself. Then I saw it—Amanda kissed Rafael. Right there. In public. My blood boiled. “Uncle, huh?” I muttered, eyes shifting back to Ram. “Ram Jordan… Rafael’s uncle… What could I possibly gain from you?” I studied him, a smirk slowly curving my lips. “Maybe I can use you,” I whispered. “Use you against your stupid nephew.” “Lexie?” I jumped, startled. Claire had caught up to me. “I thought you left,” she said, confused. “Shut up. You see that hot guy over there?” She followed my gaze to Ram. “Your ex’s uncle? Yeah. Why?” “I know him. And I’m going to use him against Rafael.” Claire’s eyes widened. “How exactly?” I didn’t bother answering. I just shrugged. Before I slipped away, I gave her only one instruction. “Don’t tell anyone I’m still here.”The kitchen felt smaller now, the space between Addy and me charged in a way that made my skin tingle despite the lingering flush from earlier. She leaned against the counter casually, but there was nothing casual about the way she was studying me, like she could see every corner of my thoughts without asking permission.“I need to know,” she said finally, her voice low, careful. “Because whatever he did… or whatever you felt… I can tell it shook you.”I drained the rest of my water, hands shaking a little as I set the glass down. “It’s nothing,” I said again, though this time the words sounded hollow even to my own ears.Addy let out a soft, incredulous laugh, the kind that didn’t carry humor so much as exasperation. “Nothing?” she repeated, shaking her head. “Macy, you practically look like someone just handed you a live grenade and told you to play with it.”“I told you,” I muttered, dragging my hand down my face again. “I don’t… I don’t do this.”“No, you don’t,” she said quietly,
Addy stopped short the moment she stepped fully inside.It wasn’t because of Damien. He was already moving past her with that infuriating, unhurried calm of his, offering nothing more than a brief nod in acknowledgment, as though he hadn’t just been the epicenter of something dangerously unfinished, something still humming under my skin. He brushed by her shoulder, unbothered, composed, and entirely too controlled.It was me.Her gaze flicked to my face first, sharp and assessing, then dropped to my hands, to the way my fingers were curled too tightly at my sides. She took in the way I stood too still, my posture stiff with restraint, my cheeks flushed like I’d been caught mid-thought instead of mid-action, as though whatever had just happened had stopped seconds before it crossed a line neither of us was ready to name.Then her eyes narrowed, focus sharpening with frightening precision.“Oh,” she said slowly, thoughtfully. “Oh.”Damien didn’t pause, didn’t look back. He passed her wi
Sleep did not come.It hovered just out of reach, the way Damien had—close enough to feel, distant enough to deny. I lay on my back staring at the ceiling, the city lights slicing faint patterns across it, my body humming with a restless energy that refused to settle.Everywhere he had touched felt hypersensitive.My skin still remembered the weight of his hand, the deliberate way he had held me without taking more. The way my body had reacted so openly, so eagerly, like it had been waiting for permission I hadn’t realized I’d already given.That was what unsettled me most.Not the kiss.Not the touching.But the wanting.I rolled onto my side, pressing my thighs together in frustration, my breath shallow. The image replayed without mercy—his dark eyes, steady and knowing, the faint tightening of his jaw when my moan had slipped out. The way he had stopped not because he couldn’t continue, but because he chose not to.Control like that was a weapon.And he wielded it effortlessly.I d
The moment his mouth claimed mine again, the rest of the world narrowed to heat and breath and the unmistakable weight of him.Damien didn’t rush it.That was the most dangerous part.His hand slid to my waist, fingers firm, possessive, anchoring me in place as his mouth moved against mine with slow, deliberate intent—like he was tasting, testing, learning exactly how much pressure made my knees weaken. My back brushed the counter, the cool surface a sharp contrast to the warmth building everywhere else.I made a sound before I could stop myself.Soft. Embarrassing. Honest.His lips paused.Just barely.Not pulling away—never pulling away—but hovering close enough that I could feel the ghost of him, the promise of more hanging there like a dare.“That,” he murmured against my mouth, “is not indifference.”My pulse thundered in my ears. “You kissed me again.”“And you responded,” he replied calmly.His thumb brushed my hip, slow and grounding, as if reminding me exactly where I was, ex
By the time the door closed behind me, the silence felt louder than the city outside.Too quiet. Too empty.I leaned my forehead against the wood for a brief second, my pulse still sprinting, my skin humming as if his presence had seeped into the walls themselves. The taste of wine lingered on my tongue, sharp and warm, but it wasn’t the alcohol making my hands shake.It was the memory.The kiss—hard, unapologetic, his mouth claiming without permission, without hesitation—kept replaying in cruel, vivid detail. The way his hand had anchored me like gravity itself. The way he hadn’t rushed, hadn’t softened it, hadn’t tried to make it sweet.It had been deliberate.Controlled.And that somehow made it worse.I pushed away from the door and moved deeper into my unit, heels abandoned near the entryway, coat tossed onto the couch without care. The lights stayed off. The city glow through the windows was enough, painting everything in muted silver and shadow.I should have been relieved he l
Damien didn’t pull away right away.He hovered there, his breath warm against my cheek, his forehead still resting against mine, the space between us charged and trembling like a live wire. My hands were still curled around the back of his neck, fingers tangled in the crisp collar of his shirt, as if my body hadn’t received the memo that I was supposed to stop.Neither had his.“Breathe,” he murmured quietly, not moving, his voice low and steady, like an anchor dropped into chaos.“I am,” I lied, my chest rising too fast, too shallow.His lips curved slightly—not a smile, not quite—more like a recognition. “No,” he said. “You’re reacting.”I swallowed. “You kissed me.”“I did.”“You didn’t ask.”“I didn’t need to,” he replied calmly.That snapped something sharp and defensive back into place.I pushed lightly at his chest, not hard enough to mean escape, but enough to remind us both that I still had a spine. “You don’t get to decide that.”He let me create distance this time, stepping







