LOGINGracias
I think I slammed the car door, but I'm not sure. I did not think. I simply acted. Like a body emptied of meaning. I left the car without a coat, without a purse. Just my keys, planted in my palm, like a desperate attempt to stay conscious. Not to collapse. It was raining. One of those sad rains that cleans nothing. It seeped everywhere. Into my hair, into my clothes, down to the bone. I crossed the street without looking. My heart on the verge of explosion. I was empty and full at the same time. Empty of him. Full of a muted fear, of an atrocious premonition. The bar is there. The one he claimed to hate. Too vulgar, too young, too everything. Lies. Everything was lies. I enter. And the clammy heat seizes me by the throat. Music too loud, smells of sweat, of cheap alcohol. And then… them. At the back, on a banquette. My sister is on my husband's lap. She laughs. He smiles at her. A hand resting on her bare thigh. An intimacy that is no game. It is real. It is owned. And I am one too many. I approach. The floor seems unstable. My legs are cotton. But I walk anyway. Because one does not flee what one needs to see. Even if it destroys. She sees me. And she smiles. A smile that says: you're too late. "Well, well… look who's showing up." He turns his head. Sees me. And does not react. I am there, dripping, trembling, frozen. And him… he analyzes me the way one looks at an awkward stranger. My sister stands. She takes her time. Smooths her dress. She sizes me up from head to toe. "You should maybe sit down. You're really pathetic, Gracias." I hear her without hearing. I see only one thing now: him. So I ask him. In a weak, shattered voice: "Tell me it's not true…" He doesn't answer right away. He takes a sip. Wipes his mouth. Then he says, calmly: "It's true." My stomach twists. My heart stops for a second. I step back. But I stay. I stay. Because I cannot leave. Not yet. "She… she's pregnant by you? Is it true?" He shrugs. "Yes." A single word. Cutting. Cruel. Without detour, without remorse. I lower my eyes. I tremble. "But… and me? And us? You promised me… You said we would try again… that you wanted a child, with me…" He bursts into a dry laugh. "You're sterile, Gracias. You couldn't even manage to give me a kid in three years. I've wasted enough time." The sentence falls like a blade. It resonates. It strips me naked in front of everyone. People around freeze. Some laugh softly. Others look away, embarrassed. I feel my legs give way. But I do not leave. I step closer. I reach my hand toward him. Like a beggar. Like a woman without pride. "Please… don't do this to me… Not here… Not like this. I can change, I swear. I can… I can be better, different… Please, don't leave me." He looks at me, disgusted. Not even angry. Just… extinguished. "Gracias, do you realize what you're doing? Look at yourself. You're begging in front of everyone. It's pathetic." I fall to my knees. I feel nothing anymore. "I love you…" I say it. I repeat it. "I love you, I beg you, come back with me. Not for me… for us. For what we were. I'm pregnant too… I just found out." Silence. A silence that should shock. But he says nothing. My sister, for her part, bursts out laughing. "Her? Pregnant? Give me a break. You must be hallucinating your periods again. Stop dreaming, Gracias. He's mine now." He looks away. He doesn't even ask me if it's true. He doesn't care. I am… alone. On my knees. Before him. My sister returns. She pushes me gently with her leg, like an inconvenient object. "Get out, Gracias. You've lost." I rise slowly. Not because I have the strength. But because I cannot stay lower than this. I turn. I walk toward the exit. My steps drag. I think I am bleeding inside. Something in me has just died. I pass through the door. Outside, it is still raining. But the rain feels soft to me now. Almost soothing. I stop under the streetlamp. My hands on my belly. "I will protect you," I whisper. It is the only promise I can still keep.INÈSThe air in the hotel room is perfumed with bubbles and promises, but something weighs heavy. The champagne fizzes in the flutes, a brilliant, almost cruel sparkle that contrasts with the gravity of what has just happened. I watch Marius approach the table, flute in hand, a smile on his lips, but he is absent. His gaze isn't here; it is lost, imprisoned in a labyrinth of thoughts I cannot cross."To us…" I breathe, a little uncertain, raising my glass.He takes mine, our fingers brushing, and a shiver runs through me. But his smile remains frozen, almost absent, like a façade he is forcing himself to maintain."Yes… to us," he murmurs, but his eyes drift into emptiness, and I feel an icy chill slide into my chest.I step closer and place my hand on his arm. His skin is warm, but I feel his tension, that rigidity he cannot control. His breath is short, his muscles taut, and I understand that he is still fighting his own demon."You're thinking about him, aren't you?" I say gently,
Inès The room is glacial despite the soft light filtering through the windows. The smell of paper, ink, and new leather mingles with the heavy silence. The conference table seems a battlefield where every pen is a weapon, every signature a bullet fired. Gracias sits opposite, with implacable elegance. Her dark tailored suit hugs her silhouette with an almost provocative assurance. At her side, the man. That stranger who has said nothing from the beginning, who observes everything with an icy distance. His eyes betray nothing — not even a spark of hesitation. Marius stares at the document in front of him. His hand trembles slightly, but he forces himself to maintain a straight posture. I know him too well: that rigidity is his armor, the one he wears when he feels himself collapsing inside. The lawyer gently pushes the contract toward Gracias. She takes the pen, spins it between her fingers like a dancer savoring the final step. Then, with a firm gesture, she signs. That dr
Gracias The office door opens onto an almost solemn silence. The air is icy, almost surgical. Three years of memories, of arguments, of stolen nights, of promises whispered between these walls… and now, everything must be condensed into a simple piece of paper that I'm going to set down on this table. A signature, and it will be over. I step forward, my heels echoing on the polished parquet, and I feel my hands tremble slightly in spite of myself. The pen in my hand suddenly seems heavy, as if its nib carried all the weight of my years spent with him. I look at my husband. He's there, straight, impeccable, suit perfectly fitted, smile almost too calm. That calm bristles inside me. The man at my side, the one who accompanied me here, lays a firm hand on my arm. His voice is low, almost pleading, but leaving no room for doubt: "Gracias… sign. You have to sign." A shiver runs through me. It's not just a request — it's an order disguised as advice, a pressure crushing my chest.
Inès She dared to wear that dress and she's with that man! That entrance , like a slow-motion film, as if the entire lobby were nothing but a set arranged for her, the columns and marble simply there to serve as backdrop for her new skin. I feel my lips stretch into a smile, a social automatism I've mastered to perfection. But behind that mask there's an interior movement, something grinding, scraping the metal of my pride. I thought I knew Gracias by heart — the quiet little sister, a bit faded, always content with crumbs, with whatever one was willing to leave her, standing beside but never in front. And now… now she advances, heels sharp on the floor, chin slightly lifted, with the air of someone to whom everything is owed by right. And him, at her side… It's not just his build or the perfect cut of his suit. What strikes me is the way he looks at her. Not like a conquest on display, not like a trophy brandished to crush others, but like a rare possession one protects, s
Gracias I stay for a moment in the bedroom, motionless before the mirror, listening to my own breathing. The dress glides over my skin like a memory not yet lived. It falls perfectly, as if it knew exactly where to settle. But my face… my face still tells of the night, the insomnia, the thoughts that gnaw. So I sit at the small vanity. I don't want to hide, and yet… I do. A light veil of foundation, just enough to erase the fatigue. A little powder to soften the dark circles. Mascara, but not too much, to widen the gaze without showing the effort. I color my lips a discreet red , not the red of seduction, but that of a woman who has decided to stand straight, even when she burns inside. I want to look like the woman I'm becoming in this dress. A woman who, despite the cracks, still stands. When I descend the stairs, he's already there, standing, one hand in his pocket, the other holding a black coat he extends to me. His gaze travels from my hair to my shoes, slowly, as i
Gracias The fire crackles softly. I listen to this sound the way one listens to a language one doesn't know but whose intentions one can guess. The warmth reaches my numb fingers. I still feel as though my skin is damp, even after the shower. I feel the weight of the blanket on my shoulders, its discreet scent, a blend of wool and wood. It's not the kind of scent one notices, but it's the kind that soothes. I didn't think I would eat tonight. Yet a plate awaits me on the coffee table: steaming soup, with bread. Nothing spectacular. But I think that's what moves me. No effort to impress me, just… enough to stay standing. I pick up the spoon. The warmth tears a sigh from me. I don't realize I'm still trembling a little until he glances at me over his book. "Are you alright?" His voice is low, almost cautious. I nod, because it's simpler than explaining the truth. I eat slowly, aware of his eyes sometimes resting on me, sometimes not. When the plate is empty, I stay for







