Chapter 21

I was not experienced in the subject of sex.

I had never gone that far with Cristhofer. In fact, I had never felt this way before, like my whole body was on fire.

I was on his lap, with my legs spread wide around him, and I looked at him as if I knew what I was doing, but I didn't. John stared at me for a long second, until his hands were spread wide apart.

John stared at me for a long second, until his hands slid down my back, ripping at my clothes and leaving my skin completely exposed. He did this without taking his eyes off me, while my heart was pounding uncontrollably.

I clung to him tighter, our lips touched, but John didn't kiss me, only whispered:

— I like how your heart speeds up with every touch of mine, it makes me sure you belong to me.

When he said this, a more sensible voice in my head rebelled, warning me how controlling and conceited, even presumptuous, he was. But this voice was silenced by a louder one, saying how sexy the commander was, and that I longed to be his