15: Finding it hard to adjust

*Amber*

She was walking up and down the floor in her living room. She didn’t really know why she was so agitated, but she couldn't seem to keep still, to find any rest. It was like her body was fighting something invisible.

The last four days were kind of a haze. She had been with Sebastian, and they hadn’t really talked about it, but they had acted like a couple. She didn’t really know if they were.

Maybe that was it, she didn't really know what she wanted, and she didn’t really know what they were or weren’t, she didn't really know if she liked him like that.

It had been amazing sex, like mind blowing, take me to another plane of existence sex, she couldn’t pretend otherwise. But sometimes she got a little annoyed by his commanding tone, because he used it out of bed too.

He made her kinda feel like a child sometimes, unable to make her own decisions, and that was not easy to deal with, when you were usually in the one charge, both in your job and in the bedroom.

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