Masuk“Sit.”
Gerald didn’t say it to me this time. He said it to the room, because when I walked back into his office twenty minutes later, I wasn’t the only one in it. Cole was already sitting on the far side of the table, the same coverless book resting on his knee, looking like a man who’d been dragged somewhere against his will and had decided to be perfectly still about it. “What is this.” “This,” Gerald said, “is damage control.” “He’s a reporter.” “He’s a ghostwriter. Freelance. Very good at making people look exactly how their publicist wants them to look.” Gerald slid a folder across the table, thick, tabbed, already printed like it had been sitting ready for hours. “And as of six this morning, he’s also the reason your leak isn’t the top story anymore.” I looked at Cole. He didn’t look away. “Somebody posted a photo,” he said. “From the coffee shop. It’s already got more traction than your single.” “So?” “So Gerald bought the rights to run with it before anyone else could.” Cole’s jaw moved, tight, like the words cost him something to say out loud. “Boyfriend narrative. Mystery man turns out to be the ghostwriter helping you rebuild after the leak. It writes itself.” “I don’t have a boyfriend.” “You do now,” Gerald said. “For the next eight weeks, minimum.” I laughed, short and humorless. “You can’t just decide that.” “I already did. The board loves it. It tests better than any press strategy we’ve run in two years.” He tapped the folder. “Read it before you say anything else.” I didn’t want to touch it. I did anyway, because not touching it wouldn’t make it stop existing. The contract was exactly what it looked like — dates, appearances, a clause about matching social media activity, a clause about physical contact “appropriate to a public relationship,” a clause about an end date, clean, no messy renegotiation, eight weeks and then it simply stopped, like a lease. “This is insane,” I said. “This is the only thing standing between you and the board pulling your album,” Gerald said. “Take it or don’t. But if you don’t, I can’t promise there’s a next record after this one.” I looked at Cole again. “And you’re fine with this?” “No.” He said it flat, no performance in it at all, which was somehow worse than if he’d tried to sell me on it. “I’m not fine with any of it. But I owe somebody, and this is how I pay it, so I’m doing it whether you sign that or not.” “Owe who? You never said.” “I’m still not saying.” “That’s convenient.” “It’s not meant to be convenient. It’s meant to be true.” He finally looked at me straight on. “I don’t like this any more than you do. I just don’t have a version of my life where I get to say no.” “You could at least look like you don’t hate this,” I said to him. “I could. I’m choosing not to.” He said it without heat, which somehow made it land harder. “I’d rather you know exactly what this is than pretend it’s something softer.” “Believe me, I’m not confused.” “Good. Neither am I.” “Then we agree on something already.” “First time for everything,” he said, and there was no warmth in it, just fact, and I decided I preferred it that way. At least his resentment was honest. Everyone else in the room was only pretending to be on my side. Gerald cleared his throat like he was reminding us both he was still in the room. “We don’t have all day.” I read the clauses again, slower this time, and somewhere around the third page I understood I wasn’t actually deciding whether to do this. I was deciding how I wanted to walk into it, furious and dragged, or furious and in control of at least the terms. I picked up the pen. “I want rules,” I said. “My rules, not just the label’s.” “Fine,” Gerald said. “No real feelings. This is public only, cameras only. The second we’re alone, we’re strangers again.” Cole’s mouth twitched, not quite a smile, more like he’d expected exactly that and was relieved I’d said it first. “Agreed.” “And there’s an end date. Eight weeks, like it says. Not a day more, no matter how well it’s testing.” “Agreed,” Gerald said, before Cole could even answer, like he’d take either of our terms as long as the ink went down. “One more thing.” I looked at Cole, not Gerald. “If either of us breaks a rule, the whole thing’s over. No warnings.” “Fine by me,” Cole said. I signed my name on the last line before I could think better of it. Cole signed his after, and his handwriting surprised me, small, careful, nothing like the man who’d sat across from me all morning refusing to give a straight answer to a single question. Gerald snatched the folder back up like it might evaporate if he waited too long. “Photographer’s downstairs,” he said. “We’re doing a first look. Nothing major, just enough to prime the story before it drops tonight.” “Now?” “Now.” They put us against a plain gray backdrop in a room three floors down, a man with two cameras telling us to stand closer, closer, like the shot itself would collapse if there was daylight between our shoulders. Cole’s hand landed at the small of my back, light, careful, exactly the kind of touch a stranger would use for a photo and nothing more. Except it didn’t move. The photographer kept shooting, calling out angles, and Cole’s hand stayed exactly where it was, his thumb pressed flat against my spine like he’d forgotten it was there at all. I kept my chin up and my smile even and told myself I only noticed because it was unprofessional. I told myself that twice, and neither time did I quite believe it. “You can let go now,” I said quietly, once the camera dropped for a second to check the shots. “Right.” He pulled his hand back like it had cost him something, and neither of us looked at each other while the photographer scrolled through the frames on his screen, nodding, already pleased with what he had. “These are good,” the photographer said. “Really good, actually. You two didn’t even have to fake it.” Neither of us answered that. Gerald’s phone buzzed before the silence could stretch too long. He read the message, and whatever was on the screen made him smile in a way I didn’t trust at all. “Change of plans,” he said, sliding the phone back into his pocket. “The story drops in six hours instead of tomorrow. Which means your first public appearance isn’t next week like we planned.” “When is it, then,” I said. He was already halfway out the door, already done with both of us for the day. “Tonight.”The interview was scheduled for a Tuesday morning, a respected outlet Gerald's former assistant had vouched for personally, a journalist named Daniel Okafor who'd built a career on fairness rather than sensationalism. "You nervous," Cole asked, adjusting his collar in the mirror while I finished my makeup beside him. "Terrified. In a good way, I think." I met his eyes in the reflection. "We're finally the ones deciding what gets said. That should feel more comfortable than it does." "It will, once we're actually sitting there." He turned to face me properly, steadying me with a hand on my shoulder. "We've survived worse than one honest conversation." Daniel met us at the studio with a warmth that put me at ease almost immediately, no hidden agenda in his questions, no attempt to trap us into something sensational. We told it plainly, the fake contract, the real feelings that had grown underneath it, Evelyn's obsession and everything it had cost both of us to survive her. "Why tel
"The venue," I repeated, my voice flat with disbelief. "She's already found the venue. Before we've even booked it.""Someone close to you is talking," Gerald's former assistant said carefully. "I don't say that to alarm you further. I say it because it's the only explanation that makes sense."Cole took the phone from me gently, his jaw set in the hard line I'd come to recognize whenever Evelyn's reach extended somewhere it shouldn't have been able to go."Who inquired exactly," he asked. "A name, anything.""A paralegal from her old legal team. Professional, polite, asked about availability for three specific dates, all within the window you two have been discussing privately.""We haven't discussed specific dates with anyone outside this apartment," I said slowly. "Not even Marissa knows the exact dates we're considering.""Then someone overheard something, or something's been compromised electronically." The assistant's voice carried genuine concern now. "I'd suggest treating ever
"Who sent this," Cole asked, reading over my shoulder, jaw already tight before he finished the first line."A freelancer. Name's Patricia Vance. Says she's working on a feature about our relationship, implying there's a story behind the story." I scrolled further down, my stomach tightening with every paragraph. "She's asking specific questions, Cole. About the contract. About the eight weeks. Things that were never public.""Someone's feeding her information.""Someone who knows details only a handful of people ever had access to." I set the phone down, meeting his eyes. "Evelyn mentioned reading about the engagement in the paper. What if this is connected.""She's in prison. She can't exactly schedule interviews.""She doesn't need to do it herself. She just needs someone willing to do it for her." I thought of Marissa's warning, the storage unit, the narrative Evelyn had built in case the trial didn't go her way. "This feels like the same plan, Cole. Different delivery method."We
“She what,” Cole said, sitting up fast enough that the blanket slid off his shoulder, my phone screen glowing between us in the dark.“Requested to write to me. Through the facility’s correspondence system. It says here it’s already been approved.”“Approved by who? Since when does she get to just request contact with her victims?”“I don’t know. I’m calling Reyes first thing tomorrow.” I set the phone face-down, though the words stayed lit up behind my eyes regardless. “I didn’t want this tonight, Cole. Not tonight of all nights.”“I know.” He pulled me close, some of his own tension easing slightly at the reminder of what the evening had actually been about before this arrived to ruin it. “We don’t have to deal with it right now. It can wait until morning.”It couldn’t, not really, not with both of us lying awake until the sky started lightening, but we let each other pretend otherwise until exhaustion finally won.Reyes called before either of us had finished coffee. “I looked into
“You’ve been weird all day,” I said, watching Cole pace the kitchen for the third time in ten minutes, phone in his pocket he kept checking without pulling out.“I’m not weird. I’m thinking.”“About what.”“Things.” He caught himself, stopping mid-step, running a hand through his hair. “The album drops next week. I’m proud of you. That’s all.”“You’re a terrible liar for someone who used to write for a living.”“I wrote true things, mostly. Lying was never my strong suit.” He crossed the kitchen, kissing my forehead quick before grabbing his jacket off the hook. “I have an errand. Back in an hour.”“An errand.”“Yes. A normal, boring errand that has nothing to do with anything.” He was already halfway out the door, and I laughed at his back, deciding not to push further, some instinct telling me whatever he was planning deserved the space to unfold on its own.He came back an hour later exactly as promised, calmer, something settled in his expression that hadn’t been there when he lef
Three days passed with no word from Reyes beyond brief updates confirming the search was ongoing, and the not-knowing settled into a low, constant hum beneath everything Cole and I tried to do to keep some semblance of normal life going.“You’ve checked your email four times in the last hour,” Cole said, glancing over from where he sat with his laptop open, a blank document staring back at him that he’d been trying to fill for days.“I keep thinking something’s going to show up. A leak. A message. Something.”“Maybe nothing does show up. Maybe Marissa’s fear got ahead of the actual facts.”“You don’t believe that.”He set the laptop aside, rubbing a hand over his face. “No. I don’t. But I also don’t know what good it does either of us to sit here waiting for a disaster that might not even be real.”My phone rang before I could answer him, Reyes’s name on the screen, and both of us went still at the same instant.“We found something,” she said, without preamble. “A storage unit, regist







