Neil’s POV
To say I was speechless would be an understatement.
Since the day I learned that my mother was killed by my father I made a mental decision to reject my mate the moment I met her, because I was not willing to risk her life just because I was a selfish bastard. I was honestly afraid that I could turn out to be a monster like my father, because in our world only a monster was capable of killing his or her mate.
So, I would say the decision to reject my mate was a completely logical one on my side. Better to be rejected than murdered in my opinion even though I did hear rumors here and there than being rejected was sometimes even worse than death in itself.
The rejection supposedly left your soul empty and there was no happiness left in you. In time you turn into a vicious beast that cares for nothing and no one. That was not the best option either, but I was adamant to believe that those rumors were just that. Rumors. You know what they say, you tell yourself anything just to make an excuse for your actions or something like that.
But when the smell of roses and vanilla hit my nose, my mind and wolf were going in all other directions as far away from rejection as possible. And in that moment even I could not come up with a good enough reason to reject her. She was beautiful. Long blond curls that were barely held back from her eyes, and a long slender body, filled out in all the right places. I could see little bits of ink peaking out from the ends of her dress, more specifically where her sleeves ended a few inches too short to hide it all and by her collar bone that was exposed for my and everyone else’s eyes to see. All I wanted to do was get her out of those confining clothes and trace every line of ink with my fingers and tongue, I wanted to get acquainted with her body on a much deeper level than I ever felt with anyone. But then she spoke those beginning words of rejection and for the first time I looked into those beautiful but soulless eyes. Her eyes were an amazing green color that reminded me of something, but I just could not put my finger on it. It felt like I had it in front of my nose, but it was escaping my reach each time I came closer.
For now, I decided to put it in the back of my mind and deal with it a bit later.
But when I looked at her eyes, I suddenly knew I was not going to be able to resist this she wolf. She was mine to cherish and to love and the Moon Goddess made her for me. There was no way I was throwing away such a perfect gift. Even though I could sense she was stubborn I knew I could be as well.
Somehow deep in the pit of my stomach I could feel she was the answer to all the questions I had about my father and his cooperation with the rogues, and I also knew she was important to me now and in the future. How I knew? No idea. Like I said it was just this extremely strong feeling in the pit of my stomach, telling me so, and I learned a long time ago to always trust my feelings. People lie and deceive you, but your feelings do not.
What shocked me most in all this drama was one fact that I only realized later when the woman named Jessy took us to our rooms. I asked her about this mysterious woman that looked completely heartless and soulless to an outsider, and she chuckled at me while she shook her head. With a soft but somehow sad smile on her face she briefly turned my way before she answered my question, “That Alpha Neil, would be Alpha Alice Hell, the famous ruthless Princess and our beloved leader.”
And that little bit of information left me speechless for hours. My mate was one of the most feared Alphas in the whole kingdom. I guess you could say we shared first place of the most feared ones but at the same time, most respected as well.
Those were qualities that I always admired in others. The fact that she builds her reputation on respect combined with fear was something to be proud of. Even more so since she was a woman. As bad as it might sound, our kind was still not to open minded about female wolves leading our packs, which in my opinion was pure bullshit. Sometimes a woman was more capable of running everything than her male mate. And it has been proven to be true so many times in the past few decades. Even though we always called our Alpha females Lunas, in many cases the Luna was the real person behind the whole success of a pack, but the fact that she was a female prevented her from taking the credits for the things she had done for herself and the pack. So, women did the hard work in many cases, but everyone was patting Alphas on the back.
But back to the problem at hand. My mate. The beautiful but ruthless Princess as everyone called her.
I knew bits and pieces about the history of her and her pack. Once upon a time her family was the royal family and was the one that ruled over every pack, and they could replace any alphas and lower ranking wolves they did not fit for the role of leading a pack. But supposedly, her grandfather put together a law, where her family would step down as the royals and would tear apart the monarchy, making us a bit more democratic you could say. Now it was just a few dozen normal equal packs. No one was above anyone, except for that rogue King who thought of himself as something bigger.
I also knew her former leading pack members were killed in an attack that was orchestrated from one of the wolves in higher ranking, but details were unknown to the public. Still, it was enough to understand why someone would become as ruthless as she was. Someone orchestrated a murderer’s spree on everyone she loved and everything she knew. She had to step in the shoes of being an Alpha on the day she received her wolf and since I was struggling all these years after receiving my wolf, I could not even imagine how it felt for her to be put in that role at such a young age.
At this point, I was just wandering aimlessly around the huge pack house with no destination in mind. I just had to clear my head from all the thoughts that kept rolling in my head. As I was just about to enter the kitchen, judging by the smell of bacon, another smell hit me. Roses and vanilla.
And the smell alone awoke my wolf that started pacing around inside my head and nagging me to follow her scent. I rounded the corner and was shocked at what I saw.
There in the middle of the kitchen stood my mate, an Alpha wolf, with an apron tied around her waist, laughing with the Omegas and preparing breakfast. Now you need to know one thing about us Alpha’s. We can smell anyone, and we can detect their ranking just by their smell, and the fun part is that no one else can smell us maybe that is why it did not occur to me that Alice was most likely the Alpha of this pack, because I could still smell her. Not because she was not from Alpha blood, but because she was my mate.
But right now, I was so caught up in my thoughts that I forgot that little fact about mates, because if I could smell her, she could smell me as well, and that is why I was shocked at first when she spoke, “Are you just going to stand there like a spoiled Alpha or are you going to help? We do not tolerate spoiled brats in our pack Alpha Neil.”
Now you see, this was the other part that scared me. She knew who I was and what was stopping her from rejecting me now? I guess I would just have to go the old fashioned way around my mate and try to make her fall in love with me before she decides to reject me. It sounds easy right?
Alice’s POVMy morning was pretty peaceful. Jessy was still asleep so I could get away from her and all her questions concerning my mate for a few hours at least. I was confused as it was. The fact that he appeared now, when I wanted to show myself to the world and wanted to look like the ruthless Alpha princess I was described as, was a huge inconvenience. Either I liked it or not, or more specifically, if my wolf liked it or not, we were going to resist our urges and try to find a way that he would reject us. It might be easier than get the words of my lips, since the first time was painful as a bitch.Since I had a free morning, I decided to go down to the kitchen and help our omegas in there to prepare breakfast. You might find it weird but since the attack my mother led, we were a pretty tightly knit pack and we never invited anyone to our pack. My reveal this year will be the first time since that awful night that the gates would open up for other packs and their Alpha’s.As I
Neil’s POVOne moment I was enjoying this delicious cupcakes and teasing Alice and the next moment I was on the ground with a growling mate straddling my hips and growling in my face. Now this kind of position could make a mans imagination go really wild.It looks like I underestimated a woman’s passion for ger cupcakes. She looked kind of pissed, and I only took one bite. Now let me tell you one secret that not many people knew about me since I had to maintain my reputation as a heartless and cruel Alpha. I loved cupcakes and judging by my mate’s response to me taking one, I would say she loved them as well. And even though I was in a really weird position I could not help it but chuckle at the realization that hit me, but my mate seemed to not understand what was funny in all this, “What are you chuckling at mutt? I will chew your head of your neck if you dare to touch one more cupcake. Those cupcakes are mine. Every. Single. One. Of. Them. You need to realize this is not your pack
Alice’s POVThe only explanation I could find for the words I have just heard, was that my hearing was not ok. Maybe I should go check it out with our pack doctor. Sheila was a good friend of mine, and she would sure tell me the truth. Since I made up my mind I stood up and only then did I realize everyone was gone. A moment later Neil stood up as well with a weird look on his face. Well, weird since he was looking at me as if I was a crazy person, so I only raised a brow in his direction to let him know he better speak up because I was really not in a mood to lose words, and thank God he understood the hint, “Where are you going?”Now who was crazy? In what universe does he even have a right to control me and ask me where I was going? Not in this universe or more precisely in my pack. I was not obliged to tell anyone my whereabouts and maybe that was only one more reason why I did not want to be mated. Having a mate meant that someone always knew where you were, what you were doing a
Neil’s POVWell, honestly, I was bluffing when I said I would mark her against her will. I might be a werewolf, but some things were simply against my believes and marking your mate was one of them. I do have to admit though that when I was only inches away from the spot where my mark would be placed one day, that is if I manage to convince her we belong together, it was hard to keep Zane from taking what the Moon Goddess meant to be his.But the thing that surprised me the most was the fact how heavily I reacted to her words, especially when she was mocking me or making assumptions. Even insults to which I was usually immune it seemed got to me when they were coming from her kissable lips.As I was rounding the corner I almost bumped into my Beta, “Hey man, I was looking all over this huge mansion for you. Where have you been and why do you look like you ran a marathon?” you could say that nothing escaped Ryan. One thing was for sure because we grew up together and he knew me like th
Alice's POVOk. We have everything in place and ready for our ball this evening and most importantly, my first time without a mask around Alpha's of other packs. Ever since our pack has been attacked and my father lost his life just like many other of our wolves, not once did I leave our territory without a mask on my face.Our community was still patriarchally oriented and that meant that not many accepted the fact that I was our Alpha. So, it was better if I stayed hidden behind a mask even though they suspected I was a woman since everyone called me the ruthless princess, but they had no proof, until tonight. Tonight, everything will change. And I did not like the fact that my mate was here because he would pull my attention from everything. And that was a bad thing because I knew how the Alpha males were thinking. And once they realize I am really a woman, they would see me as an obstacle to claim and as an opportunity to make their pack bigger and stronger, but sadly for them, I w
Neil’s POVI knew exactly what I was doing when I gave Alice the necklace. Thank God her pack was as open minded as mine was, so getting to a witch was not that difficult. The hardest part was to explain why I would need the necklace to contain my smell, so I had to come up with a story.As my Beta so kindly reminded me, Alice would be a target of every Alpha male desires tonight if she did not have a smell of a male on her, or a mate mark that would let everyone know she was off the market.Since she was not willing to accept me yet as her mate, my only other option was to make sure she was cowered with my smell. At first, I could not think of any idea but than it just clicked while I was walking around the castle and stumbled upon witches’ wing. So, I ran to the nearby market and bought a necklace that had stones the same color as her eyes were so I knew she would find it hard to resist. And since I was her mate, she would not find it weird that she smelled me as long as I was the o
Alice’s POVWell, the whole dinner was as expected and full of unexpected at the same time if that makes any sense. I was expecting people to rebel against the fact that I am a woman and an Alpha, but at the same time as the male population was shocked in a bad way, I could see all the female population looking at me with shock and kind of admiration.Now the unexpected part was when Neil stepped on the podium next to me and defended my or technically my pack and my honor but at the same time did not brag with the fact that I was his mate or anything like that. I was also surprised when I realized how much he knew about my past and present life.So, the rest of dinner went by without a hitch and no one else dared be disrespectful to me or my people, I guess they managed to put two and two together and realized I could ruin them without a problem, especially since Neil was on my side and his pack was known to be as dangerous as ours.Now it was time for talking and dancing, maybe makin
Neil’s POV “Ryan! Get your ass out of the ballroom this second! I am waiting by the front door!” Sometimes I was really glad to be a werewolf, so I had the ability to use the mind link, like right now. I know I must look like a complete douchebag for running out of the ballroom and leaving Alice standing on the dance floor all on her own, but honestly, I was pretty much on autopilot. Not even a moment passed when my Beta showed up next to me and not even breathing hard, so I guess he was following me before I even mind liked him, “What is going on Neil? You never sound frantic, but a moment ago I could swear there was a hint of panic in your voice.” Well, pretty much there was no argument for me to tell him on that note, because I truly was panicking inside my head. In a way everything would make so much more sense if my suspicions were correct but on the other hand it just complicates everything. I can remember all my dreams vividly. They were speaking about a woman it would be har