she will not believe me

Neil’s POV

From the moment we parted ways with Alice, so she could go to her brother, I was pacing my room and expressing just how pissed I was because of my brother and his sudden appearance. Probably Ryan was sick of my moaning by now but honestly, I just could not give a fuck about it right now. I just needed to get everything off my chest, “Why now?! Just when I was starting to gain her trust! She was finally ready to accept me as her mate and for the first time since I lost my mother, I was convinced a happy ever after was possible even for a heartless monster like me. But fate had to play one last trick on me and ruin everything when he showed up! How am I supposed to tell her that I had nothing to do with the plan that her mother planned and that wiped out almost all her pack together with her father?! I was not on it, and you know it, I know it, but she does not and somehow, I have a feeling I would have to try really hard to prove that fact to her! All I want is my mate and t