LOGINMate?
I couldn’t sleep.
The air here hummed with something unnatural like the whole forest breathed in sync with the moon. Around midnight, I slipped out of bed and stepped barefoot onto the wooden floor.
The urge to walk ,to move ,was impossible to ignore.
I looked through the window . The moon shone very brightly.
I crept outside, the night wind brushing against my skin like a whisper carrying secrets. The forest behind the estate was calling me. I didn’t know how or why, but I followed the feeling.
“Don’t go near the woods. Not alone.” Bella’s voice echoed at the back of my mind ,yet I didn’t stop.
I couldn’t , it seemed like my legs had a mind of their own.
The trees parted for me like they remembered me.
And then I saw him.
A figure stood at the center of a moonlit clearing—tall, shadowed, and silent. His back was to me, but I felt the power radiating off him in waves.
A magnificent black wolf with shiny fur.
He turned.
My breath caught. I drew in a shaky breath, my heart pounding loudly in my ears.
He was beautiful in the way fire is beautiful—dangerous, untamed, and mesmerizing.
Raven-black fur. Eyes like molten silver. A scar cut through his right brow, making him look even more ruthless.
But it was the way he looked at me that froze me in place.
Like he knew me.
Like he’d been waiting.
Something inside me snapped—panic or instinct, I didn’t know. I spun on my heel and ran back through the trees, heart pounding in rhythm with every step.
By the time I reached the mansion, I was breathless, shaking, and confused.
Downstairs, my grandmother sat at the kitchen table with a steaming cup of something that smelled like herbs and firewood. She didn’t look up when I entered.
I swallowed hard, adrenaline still coursing through me. What was I supposed to say? That the forest lured me and I chased a feeling straight into a stranger’s stare?
“You went into the woods,” she said simply.
I froze.
“How did you…”
She finally looked at me—her gaze piercing. “And you met him.”
“Who is he?”
“That depends,” she said, swirling her drink. “Who do you think he is?”
“Someone dangerous,” I replied ,pulling the sleeves of my jacket . It suddenly felt so cold .
She smiled, but it didn’t reach her eyes. “Good. At least you’re not completely foolish.”
I waited for more. None came.
Instead, she rose ,picked up her cup and walked away. “Goodnight child.”
And I was left standing alone in the kitchen, wondering if I’d just stepped into the beginning of something I wouldn’t be able to walk away from.
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I must have fallen asleep eventually, because the dream came without warning.
The forest again—this time, drenched in red moonlight. The trees weren’t whispering. They were screaming.
I ran through them barefoot, thorns clawing at my legs, the sound of growling behind me. The black wolf was there. He wasn’t alone this time. Eyes surrounded me—yellow, red, blue. Dozens of them. Circling. Waiting.
The moon above cracked like glass.
Blood dripped from the leaves.
And I saw myself—glowing, but broken. White fur matted with something dark. A crown of bone and ash sat atop my head, and I howled,not in power, but in mourning.
“You must awaken,” a voice said from the void.
I woke with a gasp, drenched in cold sweat, the sheets twisted around me like chains. My hands were trembling.
“Phew ,it’s just a dream” I muttered to myself, sitting up slowly.
The day was bright , it was dawn already .
Today, I was to be introduced to the rest of the pack.
I got up from bed , took a shower and went down for breakfast.
The day went by in a blur and I caught myself constantly staring at the woods. I wanted to go there again.
“Come one darling . Everyone’s waiting” My grandmother Regina called out .
After the whole introductions were done , everyone began to make merry, dance and eat.
The welcome party was held in a clearing not too far from the forest and every now and then, my eyes would wander ,hoping to catch a glimpse of him.
Eventually , not being able to resist, I got up and sneaked into the forest.
I loved the smell of the trees and the earth—which was exactly what Ethan smelt like when …no Emily ,don’t think of that bastard .
I shook my head as if that would suddenly take away the thoughts of Ethan that kept finding their way back into my mind every now and then.
Taking in a deep breath, I decided that I’d had enough strolling and I turned to go back
Suddenly, I heard rustling in the bushes.
“Who’s there ?” I spun around , my voice alert.
I could have sworn I’d seen someone or something. It definitely wasn’t just the cool night breeze.
I gradually picked up my pace when I heard the same rustling again.
I turned to see a thing emerging from the shadows, its eyes fixed on me with a menacing glare.
It was a wolf .
Oh my goodness, definitely a rogue.
Instant regret hit me . I should have listened to Bella.
I turned on my heels and ran immediately , this was one of the times I wished that I could shift .
The figure lunged at me, and of course caught up with me.
Another wolf came out of the bushes and they both surrounded me .
“Please …don’t kill me” I sobbed, my tears choking me .
One of the wolves growled impatiently and made to lunge at me
I let out a shrill cry, falling to the ground and covering my face with my hands ,waiting to feel the sting of claws and teeth digging into my skin but it never came
I looked up slowly to see that another wolf had jumped in to save me .
They seemed to be engaged in a deadly battle , biting and scratching each other
But my rescue Wolf seemed to be stronger and bigger
In no time , the two wolves laid still in a small heap.
I felt a rush of relief as I realized that I was safe.
The wolf that saved me was shielded in the shadows . He had shifted back to a human and I couldn’t see his face .
“Th…thank you for saving my life sir “ I said , still shaking from what had just happened
My life had just flashed before my
eyes.
“You’re welcome mate “ he replied in a husky voice
Mate?
Ethan?
BORN INTO A FAMILY OF LIARSI was not eavesdropping.That is important. I need that on record.I was walking past my grandfather’s study on my way to the kitchen because I had developed an unhealthy dependence on late-night tea, and the hallway lights were dim, and the door was half open, and voices were raised.Raised voices in this house were rare.So I slowed down.That was all.I slowed down.“Matteo, this is getting dangerous,” my grandmother said. Her voice was low but tight, like a thread pulled too far. “She is getting attached.”I stopped.My fingers curled around the edge of the wall, my body already reacting before my brain caught up. I leaned back just enough to stay hidden, my heartbeat turning loud in my ears.Attached to who.“To him,” Matteo replied. “That was inevitable.”“You said we would tell her.”“I said we would tell her when the time was right.”There was a pause. A heavy one.“She calls him her brother,” my grandmother said quietly. “She trusts him.”My sto
BEFORE THE STORM HITSI woke up before the knock this time. I woke up because my chest felt too full, like my lungs had forgotten how much air they were supposed to take in.I lay there staring at the ceiling, counting the cracks I had memorized during the days I refused to leave this room. There were seven long ones and one that curved oddly to the left. I used to trace them with my eyes until my thoughts slowed enough for sleep.This morning, they didn’t help.The dream still clung to me. Not images exactly, more like impressions. A forest that wasn’t Silvercrest. Trees that leaned inward. A moon that felt closer than it should have been. And the feeling of standing on four legs without knowing how I knew that was wrong.I pressed my palm to my chest.My wolf stirred, not fully awake, not asleep either. It felt like she was listening to something I couldn’t hear.A knock came, gentle.“Emily,” Grandma’s voice called through the door. “Are you awake?”“Yes,” I answered quickly
DREAMINGThe dreams followed me into the morning.Not in a dramatic, cinematic way. They clung instead, like a smell on clothes that refused to leave even after washing.I woke up staring at the ceiling, my chest rising too fast, my hands curled into the sheets like I had been holding onto something and lost it.I stayed still for a while, enjoying the quiet.No shouting. No alarms. No sudden rush of pack noise outside my window.Just birds. Wind. The distant sound of the pack members laughing somewhere far away.This was what normal looked like.I swallowed and pushed myself up slowly, bracing for the dizziness that had become familiar these past few days. It came, but weaker this time. That felt like progress, even if it was the kind no one clapped for.I rubbed my face and muttered, “You’re awake. That’s good.”My wolf shifted faintly inside me, as if informing me of her presence not still not being active.That alone steadied me.I pulled on a sweater and padded out of my r
HALLUCINATINGIt wasn’t Damien.At this point, I think I hallucinated Damien and Bella. Damien was not just nowhere to be found, no-one spoke about his name or the rogues which attacked the other time, and for someone, ‘cough’, ‘cough’ who said that he’d always come for me? He seems to have never existed.So, I think I hallucinated it, but the goddess forbid that I mention this and get a new sticker on my weirdness, but, here’s the thing, I did not wake up one morning and decide I was feeling better.It happened in pieces, like crumbs leading me out of my room.At first, I only cracked the door open. Just enough to listen. The mansion had its own sounds, soft footsteps, murmured conversations, the distant clink of cups. Life moving without me. That part stung, but it also reminded me that the world had not ended just because I stopped showing up.The second day, I stepped into the hallway.Barefoot. Slow. Careful, like the floor might remember who I was and reject me.No one was t
IS THAT DAMIEN?I do not leave my room, not even when the sun rises and spills light through the curtains. Not when the house shifts with morning sounds. Not when footsteps pass my door again and again.I stay exactly where I am.The floor is cold beneath me, but I do not move to the bed. Moving would mean choosing something, and I am very tired of everything. I want to fade into the abyss. I miss my parents. And bella. No-one would talk about her, my days have been monotone with Daniel and Elio being the constant in my life.Elio has tried to get me out of my room but I feel like he’s forcing a sibling relationship which is not yet there.A knock at the door sounds softly.“Emily?” Grandma’s voice floats through the door. “Breakfast is ready.”I say nothing.Silence stretches.Then another knock, slightly firmer this time. “You do not have to come down. I can bring it to you.”I press my forehead against my knees and stare at the expensive marbling.I am not hungry. Or maybe I
DISAPPEARING I locked my door.Not dramatically shut it like I wanted someone to notice. I closed it slowly, carefully, then turned the key and stood there with my hand still on the knob, listening.Nothing.No footsteps. No voices. No knocking.Good.I slid down until my back hit the door and sat there on the floor like my legs had simply decided to give up on me. The room felt too quiet, but also safer that way, like silence was a blanket I could hide under.My breathing was wrong. Too shallow. Too fast. I pressed my palm flat against my chest, counting like I had learned to do years ago.One. Two. Three.It did not help.My wolf was not pacing anymore. She was not watching. She was not tense.She was gone.That scared me more than anything that had happened on the training field.I stared at my hands. They were steady now, like nothing had happened, like I had not stood in the middle of the training ring earlier while the ground tilted and voices overlapped and someone shoute







