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The world returned in fragments—blurry ceiling lights, the sterile scent of antiseptic, a dull ache in every bone.
I blinked, trying to move. Pain flared down my spine.
I knew I was at the hospital.
I wasn’t happy to be awake . It hurt less when it was all dark , I thought I was going to die from the pain but unfortunately here I was , very much present in the land of the living .
I looked down at myself , I had a few bruises and cuts that had been tended to by the pack doctor .
All my life , I’d always been unlucky .
First it was that I couldn’t shift when I turned 16.
Everyone had looked forward to their 16th birthdays because they got to connect with their mate and shift. That was what made us werewolves
But my case was totally different. When I didn’t shift at 16, everyone thought I was slow and then as the years rolled by , nothing changed , hence solidifying rumors that I was in fact a cursed one.
Thankfully, I have claws that are retractable like other werewolves so I had a fair enough good childhood.
Because of these, I lost my friends and became bullied but I was more distraught because, no wolf, meant no way to identify mate and finally someone was able to identify me and I still got rejected.
My life was a really pathetic one , I found myself often times wondering if it was of any use that I was created .
The door creaking open pulled me out of my thoughts .
“Em?” I tried to see who it was
My father’s voice broke through the fog , his jaw clenched, eyes red with fury. My mum followed behind him.
“You’re awake,” he breathed, reaching for my hand. “Thank the Goddess.”
I tried to speak, but my throat was dry. My lips barely moved.
“He rejected me,” I croaked.
His face darkened. “I know.”
I tried to sit up, but a wave of dizziness knocked me back. The ache in my chest hadn’t gone away. It throbbed beneath my ribs, hollow and sharp. The mate bond was gone, but the wound it left still bled inside me.
“I’m going to speak to the Alpha—”
“No,” I rasped, grabbing his wrist. “Please don’t. It won’t change anything.”
“But the way he humiliated you—Emily, I won’t let this go.I really wish I hadn’t stepped out to answer a phone call. None of this would have happened ” He gritted out.
“Don’t make things worse,” I whispered.
Silence fell between us. The tension in his body remained, but he nodded slowly.
Then I heard something that made my blood go still
"Emily, we've decided it's best for you to spend some time with your maternal grandparents," my mother announced, her voice firm but laced with a hint of guilt.
It was the first thing she said since she got here .
My eyes widened in shock. "My grandparents are dead…that’s what you told me!"
My father's expression turned somber. "We've kept that from you for your own protection, but it's time you knew the truth."
The air seemed to vibrate with tension as my parents exchanged a weighted glance. My mother's voice barely above a whisper as she revealed a family secret that had been hidden from me for years.
"Your grandparents, they're not dead, Emily. They're alive, and they've been living on the other side of the country. Your mother and I...we had a falling out with them after your older brother's death."
My mind reeled as I processed the information. My older brother, Jackson, had passed away when I was just a toddler. I had always been told it was an accident, but now, it seemed there was more to the story.
"What happened?" I asked, my voice laced with curiosity and a hint of impatience .
My mother took in a deep breath , and my father's eyes dropped to the ground. "Your grandparents...they had a hand in Jackson's death. They were trying to protect the pack, but their methods were...extreme. We couldn't condone what they did, and it led to a rift between us."
The revelation hung in the air like a challenge, and I felt like I was standing at the edge of a cliff, staring into an unknown abyss. My grandparents, people I had never known, had been involved in my brother's death? The thought sent a shiver down my spine. "Why are you sending me to them?" I asked, my voice a little shaky
I didn’t want to stay with killers .
My father's eyes locked onto mine, filled with a deep sadness. "We think it's time for you to learn about your family's past, Emily. Your grandparents can teach you about your heritage and help you understand who you are. Maybe they can even help you find your place in the pack again."
“What is going on ? “ I groaned , running a hand across my face .
“Relax sweetheart” they are going to protect you, my mum said softly.
“Protection from what? The people who already hate me? The Alpha who rejected me in front of everyone? Or from myself?”
She flinched. Good. Let her feel even a fraction of what I was drowning in.
“You’re going to your mother’s parents. To her bloodline. You need answers, Emily. They might have them.” My dad stated firmly.
The room was too quiet. Too still.
“I’ve never even met them,” I whispered.
“I know,” he said. “They live far beyond pack borders. They’re private people. Different. But they loved your mother deeply. And they’ll take care of you.”
I didn’t want to be taken care of.
I wanted to belong. Here. With my pack.
But the pack never wanted me to begin with.
Things seemed to be happening too fast . I couldn’t take it all in.
I felt like I was being torn apart, my world turned upside down. I had so many questions, but my parents' expressions told me that this conversation was over. The decision had been made, and I was expected to comply.
As I lay there, trying to process the revelation, I couldn't shake off the feeling that my life was about to take a drastic turn. I was being sent to people I didn't know, people who had been involved in a tragedy that had shaped my family's history. The thought sent a wave of fear through me, but also a spark of curiosity.
I found it a bit relieving that I at least had other things to worry about
A knock was heard on the door and my mum got up to go get it .
While I laid down there ,with my dad trying to comfort me
“Emily , you have a guest” my mum announced standing at my door post
Guest?
I didn’t have any friends so who could that possibly be ?
“Who is it mum?” I asked in a carefree tone
She moved a way from the door post and pointed behind her in response.
My eyes widened in shock , my jaw clenchin
g hard in uncontrollable rage
What was he doing here ?
BORN INTO A FAMILY OF LIARSI was not eavesdropping.That is important. I need that on record.I was walking past my grandfather’s study on my way to the kitchen because I had developed an unhealthy dependence on late-night tea, and the hallway lights were dim, and the door was half open, and voices were raised.Raised voices in this house were rare.So I slowed down.That was all.I slowed down.“Matteo, this is getting dangerous,” my grandmother said. Her voice was low but tight, like a thread pulled too far. “She is getting attached.”I stopped.My fingers curled around the edge of the wall, my body already reacting before my brain caught up. I leaned back just enough to stay hidden, my heartbeat turning loud in my ears.Attached to who.“To him,” Matteo replied. “That was inevitable.”“You said we would tell her.”“I said we would tell her when the time was right.”There was a pause. A heavy one.“She calls him her brother,” my grandmother said quietly. “She trusts him.”My sto
BEFORE THE STORM HITSI woke up before the knock this time. I woke up because my chest felt too full, like my lungs had forgotten how much air they were supposed to take in.I lay there staring at the ceiling, counting the cracks I had memorized during the days I refused to leave this room. There were seven long ones and one that curved oddly to the left. I used to trace them with my eyes until my thoughts slowed enough for sleep.This morning, they didn’t help.The dream still clung to me. Not images exactly, more like impressions. A forest that wasn’t Silvercrest. Trees that leaned inward. A moon that felt closer than it should have been. And the feeling of standing on four legs without knowing how I knew that was wrong.I pressed my palm to my chest.My wolf stirred, not fully awake, not asleep either. It felt like she was listening to something I couldn’t hear.A knock came, gentle.“Emily,” Grandma’s voice called through the door. “Are you awake?”“Yes,” I answered quickly
DREAMINGThe dreams followed me into the morning.Not in a dramatic, cinematic way. They clung instead, like a smell on clothes that refused to leave even after washing.I woke up staring at the ceiling, my chest rising too fast, my hands curled into the sheets like I had been holding onto something and lost it.I stayed still for a while, enjoying the quiet.No shouting. No alarms. No sudden rush of pack noise outside my window.Just birds. Wind. The distant sound of the pack members laughing somewhere far away.This was what normal looked like.I swallowed and pushed myself up slowly, bracing for the dizziness that had become familiar these past few days. It came, but weaker this time. That felt like progress, even if it was the kind no one clapped for.I rubbed my face and muttered, “You’re awake. That’s good.”My wolf shifted faintly inside me, as if informing me of her presence not still not being active.That alone steadied me.I pulled on a sweater and padded out of my r
HALLUCINATINGIt wasn’t Damien.At this point, I think I hallucinated Damien and Bella. Damien was not just nowhere to be found, no-one spoke about his name or the rogues which attacked the other time, and for someone, ‘cough’, ‘cough’ who said that he’d always come for me? He seems to have never existed.So, I think I hallucinated it, but the goddess forbid that I mention this and get a new sticker on my weirdness, but, here’s the thing, I did not wake up one morning and decide I was feeling better.It happened in pieces, like crumbs leading me out of my room.At first, I only cracked the door open. Just enough to listen. The mansion had its own sounds, soft footsteps, murmured conversations, the distant clink of cups. Life moving without me. That part stung, but it also reminded me that the world had not ended just because I stopped showing up.The second day, I stepped into the hallway.Barefoot. Slow. Careful, like the floor might remember who I was and reject me.No one was t
IS THAT DAMIEN?I do not leave my room, not even when the sun rises and spills light through the curtains. Not when the house shifts with morning sounds. Not when footsteps pass my door again and again.I stay exactly where I am.The floor is cold beneath me, but I do not move to the bed. Moving would mean choosing something, and I am very tired of everything. I want to fade into the abyss. I miss my parents. And bella. No-one would talk about her, my days have been monotone with Daniel and Elio being the constant in my life.Elio has tried to get me out of my room but I feel like he’s forcing a sibling relationship which is not yet there.A knock at the door sounds softly.“Emily?” Grandma’s voice floats through the door. “Breakfast is ready.”I say nothing.Silence stretches.Then another knock, slightly firmer this time. “You do not have to come down. I can bring it to you.”I press my forehead against my knees and stare at the expensive marbling.I am not hungry. Or maybe I
DISAPPEARING I locked my door.Not dramatically shut it like I wanted someone to notice. I closed it slowly, carefully, then turned the key and stood there with my hand still on the knob, listening.Nothing.No footsteps. No voices. No knocking.Good.I slid down until my back hit the door and sat there on the floor like my legs had simply decided to give up on me. The room felt too quiet, but also safer that way, like silence was a blanket I could hide under.My breathing was wrong. Too shallow. Too fast. I pressed my palm flat against my chest, counting like I had learned to do years ago.One. Two. Three.It did not help.My wolf was not pacing anymore. She was not watching. She was not tense.She was gone.That scared me more than anything that had happened on the training field.I stared at my hands. They were steady now, like nothing had happened, like I had not stood in the middle of the training ring earlier while the ground tilted and voices overlapped and someone shoute







