Masuk
The Rejection
“It’s here!!” I shrieked in excitement, blindly running down the stairs.
Both my parents, sitting in the living room, turned to give me matching puzzled looks.
Flinging the front door open, I snatched the package from the delivery guy, a bright smile plastered on my face. My hands trembled as I signed the papers.
“Thank you!” I grinned, handing him back his pen.
“What’s got you so excited?” Dad asked, clearly amused.
“Yeah, and what’s in the box?” Mum added, raising an eyebrow.
“It’s my dress for tonight! I can’t stop to chat. I need to get ready!” I called over my shoulder, racing back upstairs.
The ceremony wouldn’t start for another three hours, but I didn’t care. I needed every second to make myself look perfect.
Tonight, I would be in the presence of powerful wolves. For the first time in my life, I felt like I mattered.
I wasn’t there by invitation of the Alpha or the Luna, but because my father—Commander of the Pack Warriors ,had received one. I was simply tagging along. And yet, it still felt like a big deal.
About two and a half hours later, Dad and I pulled up to the Green Springs Pack territory.
The moment I stepped out, I stared in awe. Everyone looked elegant and expensive. I felt completely out of place in my cheap dress, even though I’d spent weeks saving for it.
“Watch where you’re going, bitch,” a cold voice snapped from behind me.
I turned to see her—Tiara.
Proud, arrogant, smart, and heartbreakingly beautiful. I’d always admired her, though I could never understand why she hated me.
“Sorry,” I mumbled with a small grin. I was too happy to let her ruin my night.
Nothing could spoil this mood.
The night air crackled with energy ,half celebration, half chaos as the Green Springs Pack threw the most extravagant party of the year.
Tonight was Ethan Hiddlestone’s twenty-first birthday.
Tonight, the future Alpha would find his mate.
I didn’t expect to be chosen. I wasn’t hoping for it. But just being here, being part of the moment, meant everything. Especially for someone like me—the pack’s favorite disappointment.
No wolf. No shift. No mate.
But tonight, none of that mattered. Tonight, no one paid attention to me. No one whispered behind my back, no one was out to bully me.
I tugged at the sleeves of my dress, trying to hide the nervous twist of my fingers. People passed by, laughing, dancing, the scent of beer and burning pine hanging thick in the air.
No one noticed me.
Until he did.
Ethan.
Tall. Broad shoulders. Effortlessly powerful. His golden hair caught the firelight as he laughed with his friends. He looked every bit the golden boy of the Green Springs Pack.
Then his eyes met mine.
Everything stopped.
A strange pull surged in my chest. The air between us thickened. My vision blurred around the edges until all I could see was him.
My heartbeat thundered. The hair on the back of my neck stood.
This wasn’t just me being nervous because I had Ethan’s attention. It was something else…something deeper.
Ethan’s smirk faltered. His pupils dilated. His body tensed.
And in that fleeting second, I saw it—recognition.
He felt it too.
The crowd turned toward us, murmurs rising.
I swallowed hard , I wasn’t one to handle public attention.
My body trembled as Ethan stepped forward, the sweet scent of earth and pine drifting around him. His hand reached out, brushing my cheek.
The touch was soft—but the reaction was electrifying. I closed my eyes , my breath hitching as electricity shot through me, lighting up every nerve ending in my body.
Then, just as suddenly, it stopped.
I opened my eyes.
Ethan had stepped back.
I tried to speak, but no words came.
Goosebumps prickled my skin. My heart stuttered.
Was he…? Was I…? Were we…?
My face lit up as the realization clicked.
Ethan was my mate.
A smile tugged at my lips as I looked into his eyes.
But instead of warmth, his expression turned cold—icy and unreadable. His gaze swept over me, slow and full of disdain.
“You’re… my mate?” he sneered, voice low and filled with disgust.
“Y-Yes,” I stammered, still hoping.
“No,” Ethan said loudly, eyes locked on mine. “No, this has to be some kind of joke.”
The music faded. Conversations halted. All eyes turned toward us. “Her?” he barked, louder now. “The Moon Goddess paired me with her?”
My blood turned to ice.
“I mean, come on,” he laughed bitterly, arms outstretched to the crowd. “She hasn’t even shifted. She’s not even a wolf—she’s barely pack.”
Laughter erupted behind him.
“What’s your name?” he asked suddenly, gaze hard and cutting.
I blinked, confused.
“Emily Greene,” I replied softly, swallowing my hurt.
Now let it be known …” Ethan began , raising his voice so everyone could hear . “That on this day, I Ethan Hiddlestone reject Emilia Greene…”
“It’s Emily” I whispered , the pain racking through my body as I slowly processed what he was about to do.
“Right.” He nodded, raising his voice. “Let it be known—on this day, I, Ethan Hiddlestone, Alpha of the Green Springs Pack, reject Emily Greene as my mate.”
Pain.
Blinding,white-hot, soul-tearing pain.
“Ethan—” I tried to speak, my voice trembling, but he cut me off.
“I want nothing to do with you!”
More pain.
It slammed into my chest like a blade, knocking the breath from my lungs. I dropped to my knees as the world tilted, gasps and laughter mixing in a cruel harmony around me.
If the ground could swallow me whole, I would’ve begged it to.
I clutched at the grass, my body shivering violently, my heart shattered in my chest. The pain of rejection twisted deeper, like barbed wire tearing through my soul.
I wanted to disappear. To die. Anything to make the pain stop.
I clawed at the grass, shaking violently, my heart torn to pieces.
And still—they laughed.
No one helped me.
No one cared.
I wasn’t a mate.
I wasn’t even a wolf.
I was just the rejected girl, broken and curled on the cold ground.
As the ceremony carried on, someone kicked a ball toward me. It bounced off my shoulder.
Ethan and his friends were playing football—already laughing again.
How?
How could he move on so quickly?
Didn’t he feel anything?
That hurt worse than the rejection itself.
I stayed there, motionless, as they used me as a makeshift goalpost. Too weak to move. Too empty to cry.
Slowly, I slipped into the dark.
And though I had always feared the dark… tonight, it welcomed me like a friend.
A strange warmth flickered in my chest like something ancient had awakened . I
didn’t know it yet but that night didn’t end with rejection. It began with destiny .
BORN INTO A FAMILY OF LIARSI was not eavesdropping.That is important. I need that on record.I was walking past my grandfather’s study on my way to the kitchen because I had developed an unhealthy dependence on late-night tea, and the hallway lights were dim, and the door was half open, and voices were raised.Raised voices in this house were rare.So I slowed down.That was all.I slowed down.“Matteo, this is getting dangerous,” my grandmother said. Her voice was low but tight, like a thread pulled too far. “She is getting attached.”I stopped.My fingers curled around the edge of the wall, my body already reacting before my brain caught up. I leaned back just enough to stay hidden, my heartbeat turning loud in my ears.Attached to who.“To him,” Matteo replied. “That was inevitable.”“You said we would tell her.”“I said we would tell her when the time was right.”There was a pause. A heavy one.“She calls him her brother,” my grandmother said quietly. “She trusts him.”My sto
BEFORE THE STORM HITSI woke up before the knock this time. I woke up because my chest felt too full, like my lungs had forgotten how much air they were supposed to take in.I lay there staring at the ceiling, counting the cracks I had memorized during the days I refused to leave this room. There were seven long ones and one that curved oddly to the left. I used to trace them with my eyes until my thoughts slowed enough for sleep.This morning, they didn’t help.The dream still clung to me. Not images exactly, more like impressions. A forest that wasn’t Silvercrest. Trees that leaned inward. A moon that felt closer than it should have been. And the feeling of standing on four legs without knowing how I knew that was wrong.I pressed my palm to my chest.My wolf stirred, not fully awake, not asleep either. It felt like she was listening to something I couldn’t hear.A knock came, gentle.“Emily,” Grandma’s voice called through the door. “Are you awake?”“Yes,” I answered quickly
DREAMINGThe dreams followed me into the morning.Not in a dramatic, cinematic way. They clung instead, like a smell on clothes that refused to leave even after washing.I woke up staring at the ceiling, my chest rising too fast, my hands curled into the sheets like I had been holding onto something and lost it.I stayed still for a while, enjoying the quiet.No shouting. No alarms. No sudden rush of pack noise outside my window.Just birds. Wind. The distant sound of the pack members laughing somewhere far away.This was what normal looked like.I swallowed and pushed myself up slowly, bracing for the dizziness that had become familiar these past few days. It came, but weaker this time. That felt like progress, even if it was the kind no one clapped for.I rubbed my face and muttered, “You’re awake. That’s good.”My wolf shifted faintly inside me, as if informing me of her presence not still not being active.That alone steadied me.I pulled on a sweater and padded out of my r
HALLUCINATINGIt wasn’t Damien.At this point, I think I hallucinated Damien and Bella. Damien was not just nowhere to be found, no-one spoke about his name or the rogues which attacked the other time, and for someone, ‘cough’, ‘cough’ who said that he’d always come for me? He seems to have never existed.So, I think I hallucinated it, but the goddess forbid that I mention this and get a new sticker on my weirdness, but, here’s the thing, I did not wake up one morning and decide I was feeling better.It happened in pieces, like crumbs leading me out of my room.At first, I only cracked the door open. Just enough to listen. The mansion had its own sounds, soft footsteps, murmured conversations, the distant clink of cups. Life moving without me. That part stung, but it also reminded me that the world had not ended just because I stopped showing up.The second day, I stepped into the hallway.Barefoot. Slow. Careful, like the floor might remember who I was and reject me.No one was t
IS THAT DAMIEN?I do not leave my room, not even when the sun rises and spills light through the curtains. Not when the house shifts with morning sounds. Not when footsteps pass my door again and again.I stay exactly where I am.The floor is cold beneath me, but I do not move to the bed. Moving would mean choosing something, and I am very tired of everything. I want to fade into the abyss. I miss my parents. And bella. No-one would talk about her, my days have been monotone with Daniel and Elio being the constant in my life.Elio has tried to get me out of my room but I feel like he’s forcing a sibling relationship which is not yet there.A knock at the door sounds softly.“Emily?” Grandma’s voice floats through the door. “Breakfast is ready.”I say nothing.Silence stretches.Then another knock, slightly firmer this time. “You do not have to come down. I can bring it to you.”I press my forehead against my knees and stare at the expensive marbling.I am not hungry. Or maybe I
DISAPPEARING I locked my door.Not dramatically shut it like I wanted someone to notice. I closed it slowly, carefully, then turned the key and stood there with my hand still on the knob, listening.Nothing.No footsteps. No voices. No knocking.Good.I slid down until my back hit the door and sat there on the floor like my legs had simply decided to give up on me. The room felt too quiet, but also safer that way, like silence was a blanket I could hide under.My breathing was wrong. Too shallow. Too fast. I pressed my palm flat against my chest, counting like I had learned to do years ago.One. Two. Three.It did not help.My wolf was not pacing anymore. She was not watching. She was not tense.She was gone.That scared me more than anything that had happened on the training field.I stared at my hands. They were steady now, like nothing had happened, like I had not stood in the middle of the training ring earlier while the ground tilted and voices overlapped and someone shoute







