Mag-log inThat night, for once, I turned on the TV.On the screen, both of my parents had gone noticeably gray. They looked worn down by everything they'd been through."Bennett, your mom and I aren't asking for your forgiveness. We just want you to take good care of yourself from now on."Everything that happened before was our fault. Don't let our mistakes make you doubt yourself. You're a good kid, such a good kid. You're lovable, honest, smart, and brave. Take all of that with you and go explore the world."Bennett, we won't bother you anymore. We hope you get to live the life you want."It suddenly all made sense.Because of everything I'd been through growing up, I'd gotten used to making myself small.I thought Darlene didn't love me because something was wrong with me. I thought my parents didn't love me because something was wrong with me too.So I got stuck in a cycle of self-doubt. Whenever I ran into something hard, I was always the first to give up on myself.But some thing
But nobody paid her any attention.Mom was so furious that she kicked her several times.On the way home, my parents finally understood how badly they had misjudged me.They wanted to apologize, but the words stuck in their throats.They had hurt me too much. No apology could ever make up for it.When Alistair learned we'd gone to see Darlene, he didn't seem to care at all that his own birth mother had been sent to prison.Instead, he looked nervous."Dad... what did she tell you? That woman's out of her mind. Don't believe a word she says!"He was terrified she'd let slip what my life had really been like.Dad was so angry he laughed, clapping loudly."Wonderful! You really are that woman's son! Even now, all you care about is saving your own skin!"I must've been blind to hurt my own son over and over again for you!"Get out! Get the hell out!"Alistair looked to Mom for help."Mom... what's Dad talking about? I don't understand..."He thought Mom would fight with Dad
She spat at Dad viciously."I'll hit him however I want. What's it to you?"Then she lifted her chin, looking rather pleased with herself."What, you feel sorry for him? I've been beating him since he was a kid. There's not one inch of him I haven't bruised. You going to feel sorry for all of it?"She had always been like this, using me as a punching bag to prove she was in charge.It was nothing like the story Alistair had told my parents.My parents narrowed their eyes, their gazes moving back and forth between Darlene and me.I knew they suspected I'd staged the whole thing. They always took Alistair's side.Darlene assumed I had no standing in my new family, so she didn't show me the slightest bit of respect.She kept spewing insults until even my parents started to frown.Just then, our neighbor, Mrs. Gibbs, rushed into the house and pulled me behind her."You poor, foolish boy! Why on earth did you come back? Go! You finally got away from them. Don't ever come back her
The missing-person appeals ran on TV for an entire month.The others on the team couldn't stand it anymore, so they just turned the TV off and tried to cheer me up.I thought this peaceful life could last forever, until my parents tracked me down six months later.They showed up loaded with bags, and they started crying the second they saw me."Bennett... you've gotten so thin..."Come home with us, okay?"Are you staying warm out here? Are you eating? You changed your number, and we had no way to reach you."We asked dozens of friends for help, and it took us more than half a year to find out where you were. Please, come home with us..."I took two steps back to put some distance between us."Mr. Holloway, Mrs. Holloway, we've already cut ties."Do I need to remind you that Alistair is a big star now? You two should keep your end of the deal."My parents' eyes reddened, and they stammered, trying to say something.Just then, Professor Everard spotted me. He came hurrying o
I turned off my phone.Then I put on an eye mask and earplugs and let myself look forward to the life waiting for me when the plane landed.Four hours later, we landed in Valdoria.My mentor, Professor Malcolm Everard, was waiting for me with a group from his team.He had taught me back at university, and when he learned what I'd been through, he cried so hard he couldn't speak.His wife, Ruth, had a medical condition that meant she couldn't have children, so the two of them treated me like their own son.That was why, after they settled in Valdoria, he'd been so eager to bring me over.He knew I'd never had it easy at home, whether it was with the Pruitts or with my biological parents.I got a new phone number and followed Professor Everard deep into the mountains to do research.The signal out there was terrible, and all we had was one old, beat-up TV, which seemed to show nothing but missing-person appeals.There was even a video of business magnate Richard Holloway and hi
They swore up and down that they'd never play favorites again.But I stayed lukewarm toward them, no longer eager to please like before.They grew more anxious by the day, until finally Dad made a decision: they would throw a gala and formally introduce me to their entire social circle.They should have held it years ago, but they'd kept putting it off because they were afraid of upsetting Alistair.Meanwhile, I was just packing for the move.The day before I was supposed to leave, once everything was ready, I went to say goodbye to a friend, the only real friend I had.On his TV, an entertainment news program was airing an interview with Dad."Mr. Holloway, what's Alistair like at home?""He's our only son, and we've pinned all our hopes on him. We just finalized our will yesterday, and everything's going to him, so—"Dad's pupils shrank as he realized what had slipped out.That's how favoritism works. Cover your eyes and mouth all you want, and it'll still seep out of every







