LOGINI was Mom's tool to coax Hailey to eat. Whenever Hailey refused to eat, Mom would give me a meatball she cooked. When Hailey finally wanted to eat, that meatball would then be snatched from me and fed to Hailey. Mom always said, "Hailey isn't of good health. You're her elder sister, so you must be sensible." When I was eight years old, there was a last meatball on the table. Mom put the meatball by my lips with a smile. As if suddenly possessed, I gobbled the meatball up in one mouthful. Mom slapped me hard and dragged me off the chair. "You glutton! That was for your sister!" The back of my head hit the corner of the table, and the world turned dark. When I opened my eyes again, I saw Mom hugging Hailey as she said tenderly, "Don't cry. Helen was naughty, and I'll punish her." She completely ignored me on the floor as she carried Hailey out. "Kneel here and reflect on your mistake. You're only allowed to get up when you admit your mistake." The door slammed shut. I crawled up from the floor, wanting to tell her that I was wrong. But when I looked down, I saw myself still kneeling on the ground. Mom, I won't snatch Hailey's meatballs from her ever again…
View MoreIt was the first time my sixteen-year-old sister learned to make meatballs.In her first attempt, the meatballs broke apart, and there was minced meat floating everywhere in the pot.In her second attempt, she burned the meat, and the smell lingered in the kitchen for a long time.In her third attempt, she finally managed something decent, although the color of the meatballs looked a little dark.On the day of my death anniversary, she put the meatballs in a box and pushed Mom to the cemetery.Mom had completely lost her mind.She kept asking along the way, "Where are we going?"Hailey kept replying to her, "To send food to Helen."My tombstone faced the sun, and it was a warm spot indeed.It was much better than the windowless store room I had when I was alive.Hailey opened the box of meatballs and placed a few before my tombstone.She had grown up.She looked skinnier and darker, and all the prideful arrogance of her childhood was gone, leaving behind only fatigue."Hel
Hailey pushed Mom to the hospital.After all the years of separation, Dad had been reduced to skin and bones.My urn was placed by the bedside, and our family portrait that was cut into half lay right next to it.Hailey stood at the door, her eyes red-rimmed. "You would rather take care of children you don't know than come back to take care of me.""What right do you have to be the good guy here?"Dad looked at Hailey's roughened hands and said softly, "I was never the good guy.""I didn't go there to redeem myself, either.""I just don't know what else I could do for Helen aside from feeding other children and making sure they're full."Hailey bit her lip hard."But what about me? Am I not your child?"Dad fell silent for a long while."I've let you down, but please don't make yourself a perpetuator just because you hate us."He placed a debit card at the head of the bed."This card is for you. The PIN is Helen's birthday."Tears fell from Hailey's eyes when she heard
Hailey dropped out of middle school, as the subsistence allowance they received was hardly enough for Mom's medication and diapers.Hailey would wash dishes at a restaurant in the day before going to a hair salon to learn the ropes. All the work left her with only about four to five hours of sleep a day.The restaurant owner would scold her for being slow."You can't even wash the dishes clean. Where did all the food you ate go?"Hailey worked over ten hours each day and could only eat customers' leftovers.One time, she was so hungry that she started having gastric pains. That was when she saw half a chicken drumstick in the trash can.She reached out and was about to grab it when the owner's wife kicked the trash can over."Trying to pick food from the trash? What are you, a dog?"She scolded Hailey in the exact same way Mom used to scold me.Hailey clutched her stomach, her face paling.A short distance away, the owner's wife was coaxing her own son to eat a chicken drumst
From that day on, Dad started recording down how much each child ate.Whenever he noticed someone eating less food or hiding food in their pockets, he would ask them to find out why.He even set some rules in the cafeteria, disallowing people to joke about others regarding food, snatching food from others, or letting a child just look at others' food.One time, the kitchen was serving meatballs.The moment the food was served, the children swarmed over the food, squeezing with and snatching from each other.Dad smacked the ladle hard on the table."Stop snatching!"The children all froze with fear, and the youngest child even started crying.Dad stood stunned. He bent over and distributed the meatballs into their bowls."I'm sorry, I shouldn't have been so fierce.""There's enough for everyone. They're all the same size, so there's no need to fight."Finances were getting tight with the school, and the principal came looking for Dad."Cook less meat this month. Just make






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