23-Advice

Monday. Such a gloomy day. It’s been raining since morning. I only managed 5 hours of sleep last night. I could have used an extra hour but it passed by while arguing with Nathan. But still, being here in the office was better than staying back at the mansion alone with Nathan. He asked me last night to take a day off, but I refused. I didn’t want to keep saying no to him all day, just like last night. A whole hour. I just couldn’t do it. Not after seeing Yoké again. I felt like I still owed Yoké my loyalty. Like I would be disappointing him all over again if I slept with Nathan again.

“What is up with you?” Nathan had asked me last night. “What is it with you?” He looked so frustrated. Like he just couldn’t take any more of me.

“Nothing!” I had shouted back, sick and tired of his constant begging too. Begging for me to act a certain type of way just because I had his