Masuk*Elena's POV*
I stared at the ceiling, thinking about my terrible fate after hearing the doctor's words. Not only was I drugged, but it had been at very high levels, like someone had been administering the drugs to me over a period of several days. My child… Someone had tried to kill my child in my own home. But who could it be? No other person knew I was pregnant, except… It was like a bucket of cold water was poured over me, and blood ran cold when I remembered the time I had caught Rosalie snooping around my things and pretending like she wanted to take one of my clothes or shoes and make a massive fuss if I didn't give them to her. “Elena…” Michael's soft voice drew me away from my thoughts, and I turned my head to find him holding two cups of coffee with his brows furrowed. “You should be resting instead of thinking hard. I just tried calling Damian, but his line is busy. Once it connects, I will have him come over immediately.” The doctor said that my child was a miracle child because the pills never worked; if not, I would have bled the first day the drugs were administered. “I can't rest.” I bit the bottom of my lips to keep myself from crying. How could I be so stupid? The truth had been right there in front of me this whole time, and I was dumb not to suspect what she had been doing. “I keep thinking about it. She put something in my juice, Michael. I watched her do it, and I still drank it. I don't know if I was stupid not to pay attention. Even my breakfast and lunch because she makes them. I never suspected because she and Damian always ate the food.” He set the coffees down on the bedside table and pulled the chair closer to my bed. “You didn't know what it was.” But I wasn't listening to him, certain about what I was saying the more the scene was replayed in my mind. Her little smirk when I had raised the cup to my mouth, and there I was thinking that she was just mocking me because of the loss of my company. But it wasn't the company! She had known all these while… “She smiled when she shook the bottle.” I slammed my palm across my forehead. “I never knew she would go that far. I never suspected. I... " found myself choking on my tears. Michael's jaw tightened as he came up beside me, typing into his phone again. “Have you been able to reach Damian since I left?” “I haven't spoken to him since I woke up.” I let out a bitter laugh that hurt my stomach. “He doesn't even know I'm here.” He didn't even care, but I didn't add that part. Michael saw Damian as one upstanding man who would never hurt a fly, but I knew the devil that Damian was. “Elena, he needs to know because this is his child.” He was trying to explain. “You think he'll believe me?” I turned my head away, staring out the window. “What if he thinks that I'm trying to trap him with the baby by keeping it?” “Huh?” Michael gasped slightly. “Why would he think that? Both of you are legally married, and it is his responsibility to take care of the child. I can talk to Rosalie if she's causing trouble, but I've known her since we were kids. She wouldn't do that. Her mind is not dark.” “But you know she loves your friend…” I said slowly, swallowing the pain that threatened to tear out of me as my hands rested on my stomach. “She would do anything to be with him.” “Rosalie loves Damian, yes.” Michael accepted that fact. “But she wouldn't go that far. With time, her feelings for him would fade, and she would be able to move on. At this point, I think you're overthinking this.” He rubbed my shoulders gently as he stepped forward. “If there's a way you can reach out to him and tell him, I'm sure he would come running to you. Damian has always wanted to have children, and he could help you find out the real truth of who poisoned you and which of the staff was responsible.” I almost laughed bitterly at the things he said. He didn't know his friend because he never lived in the same house with us. And Damian had fired all our domestic staff, including the chefs. He knew I couldn't cook, and he wanted to make sure I starved or bought food from restaurants. Michael was quiet for a moment. Then he leaned forward, his elbows on his knees. “The hospital needs payment. They've already processed the emergency care, but the stay, the medication, and the surgery—” “I know.” I closed my eyes when I thought about that. “I don't have any money, Michael. My accounts were frozen when the investors pulled out. Everything I had was tied up in the company.” “I can pay.” He offered. “No.” I opened my eyes and looked at him. “No, I'm not taking your money.” He wasn't the one responsible for my plight, and the one who was responsible was supposed to pay for it. Also… Something entered my mind, and it was like I was filled with a rush of hope. It was true that Damian had always wanted children, even though we tried and failed in our first year of marriage. If he knew what Rosalie had done… I hated myself for wanting to snatch this opportunity and show Damian just how wicked his mistress was. This was our child we were talking about, and even after that drunk night between us a few weeks ago, we never acknowledged what we did. “Don't worry, I'll call him.” I snatched my phone from the coffee table, calling his work line directly. I didn't care whether he was with investors or not; I wanted him to know how bad his desperation to have me sign the divorce papers had gotten Rosalie to do these stupid things. Damian answered on the second ring. “What?” His voice was sharp and impatient, as if I had interrupted something important. In the background, I could hear Rosalie's laugh. “I'm in the hospital, Damian.” He paused before he finally spoke. “Congratulations. What do you want, a bouquet?” I gripped the phone tighter at how apathetic he sounded after he saw me bleeding out in front of him in our home. “I almost lost our baby, Damian. Someone's been putting abortion drugs in my food and drinks. The doctor found it in my system and…” I paused when I didn't hear him speak. “Damian? Did you hear me?” “I heard you.” His voice was flat. “I'm just trying to figure out what angle you're playing from right now.” “Angle?” I sat up so fast that my head spun, and pain shot through my abdomen. I gasped, pressing my hand against my stomach, and Michael half rose from his chair. “There's no angle, Damian! What is your problem? Why would I joke with something as delicate as this? Someone tried to kill our child!” “The child that you're conveniently pregnant with right when I'm trying to divorce you? The child who appears out of nowhere after one night we barely remember? That child?” The coldness in his voice bit into my skin, and I pressed the phone tighter unconsciously while Michael's face paled on hearing how Damian truly spoke to me. “I'm not lying!” “You've been lying for five years, Elena. Forgive me if I don't start believing you now.” Tears burned at the back of my throat. I swallowed them down. “It was Rosalie. She put something in my juice. I saw her do it. I'm certain of that.” “Can you just stop?” His voice rose. “I thought you called to tell me that you were going to sign the divorce papers, and you're calling me for something as stupid as this? When will you ever learn, Elena? When will you finally see that you are just a thorn in my flesh? Is it because you're an orphan and you have no one that you're trying to dig your claws deeper into my life by bringing pregnancy into this? Get the fuck off my phone and only speak to me when you're signing the papers!”ELENA “Your son has decided he doesn't want to wear shoes to our wedding,” Damian said from the doorway. I turned away from the mirror and found him holding Lucas against his hip, one tiny leather shoe in his hand. “He was wearing both when Margaret brought him upstairs.” “He removed one in the hallway and threw the other at Ethan.” I laughed as Lucas reached for the flowers on my dressing table. “Give him to me. Perhaps he'll cooperate with his mother.” “I wouldn't count on that. He spent the last ten minutes trying to eat my cufflinks.” Damian brought him over, and Lucas immediately reached for my necklace. At fourteen months old, our son had become an enthusiastic explorer of anything within reach. He had recently learned to walk, although he still preferred crawling whenever speed mattered. “Lucas Williams Cross, your father and I would appreciate a little cooperation today,” I told him. He answered by pulling at my necklace. “That's precisely what he told me downstair
DAMIAN“You have been strange all day,” Elena said.“I’ve been at work all day.”“You called me three times.”“I call you every day.”“You called once to ask whether Lucas finished his bottle, once to ask what time Margaret was leaving, and once to ask whether I had plans tonight when you already knew I didn’t.”I set my keys on the table and looked at her. “You’ve built a fairly convincing case.”“I spent five years married to you. I know when you’re hiding something.”“That is an unfortunate choice of words.”Elena watched me for another moment before returning to the papers in front of her.Lucas had gone down twenty minutes earlier after spending most of the evening refusing to accept that sleep was necessary. Margaret had left for the night, and the house had finally become ours.The ring had been in my pocket since I arrived.I had bought it three days ago and carried it twice without taking it out.There had been no difficulty choosing it. The difficulty had been deciding when
DAMIAN“You’re staring at him again,” Elena said as she lowered her tablet onto her lap.“I’m watching him attempt to eat his own foot.”“That is called discovering his body.”“He discovered his hands last month. I thought we were making progress.”Lucas released his sock long enough to make an offended sound in my direction, then grabbed his ankle again.“He disagrees with your assessment,” Elena said.“He frequently does.”Four months had turned the tiny baby I had once been afraid to hold without checking the position of his head into a heavier, louder boy who had opinions about everything from bathwater to the speed at which his bottle arrived.He was healthy.Dr. Bennett had stopped prefacing every appointment with discussions about corrected age and weight concerns. Lucas was still smaller than some babies his age, although his growth remained steady, his lungs were strong, and he had recently developed a habit of waking us before sunrise simply because he could.Our nanny, Marg
ELENA“Claire has called twice this morning,” I told Damian as I put my phone beside the folder I had been reviewing.He looked up from where he sat with Lucas against his chest.“Did she leave a message?”“The sentencing hearings were this morning. She said she would call when everything was finished.”Damian glanced at the phone before returning his attention to Lucas. “Do you want me here when you speak to her?”“I want you exactly where you are.”Lucas had finished his bottle ten minutes earlier and apparently decided his father’s shirt was the best place to sleep. Damian had a Cross meeting in less than an hour, while I had three production contracts waiting for signatures before lunch.The nanny interviews were scheduled for later in the week.For once, nobody was carrying Lucas into an office.My phone rang again.“Claire, I can talk now.” I answered before the second ring.“Both hearings are finished,” Claire said. “I wanted to give you the outcomes myself before you saw them
DAMIAN“We are not hiring a nanny.”Elena stopped fastening Lucas into the car seat and looked up at me.“You said that yesterday, and I heard you the first time.”“I assumed we would discuss it before you started looking for candidates.”“I haven’t started looking for candidates. I said we need to start looking because carrying Lucas between our offices is becoming ridiculous.”“I can rearrange my schedule.”“So can I, but that isn’t the point.” She checked the buckle across Lucas’s chest. “You have Cross to run, and I have a company that just took an order from twelve stores. We cannot both pretend we have unlimited time because neither of us wants somebody else caring for him.”“I don’t want a stranger alone with him.”“Neither do I.” She picked up the diaper bag. “That is why people interview nannies, Damian. They check qualifications, call references, and spend time with them before leaving their children in their care.”“He was premature.”“I remember giving birth to him.”“That
ELENA “You’re telling me this three weeks before production begins?” I asked. “We only received confirmation this morning.” Maya turned her laptop toward me. “Bellmont Textiles says they can fulfill the first shipment, but they cannot guarantee the remaining fabric within our production window.” I read the supplier’s email again. The twelve-store order was large enough to change the year for us and large enough to become a disaster if we missed our delivery dates. We had spent the past week hiring additional production staff and confirming quantities. Replacing one of our principal fabrics now would affect four pieces in the collection. “Send me every supplier we approved during sampling, including the ones we rejected because of price,” I said. “I want available quantities and delivery dates before we discuss changing the designs.” “I’ll have it this afternoon.” Maya closed her laptop. “There is one company with enough stock. Arden Mills.” “I remember them.” “Their price was







