Chapter 17

I had gone to wash up and when I came back Lizzy was still in my room, in her nighties with a big bowl of chip and dip.

"Let's watch a movie", she says and shows me her phone with a big red N on it.

I didn't see why not."Sure", I untied my nightrobe.

"When did you start liking girls?" Lizzy asks, putting a chip in her mouth.

I pondered over her question as I rummaged through my wardrobe for nighties. I never really had the chance to explore my sexuality. I just lived my boring old life and assumed I liked boys. Nobody wanted to date me anyway.

"I don't know. You came up to me, asked for sex and I didn't see why not", I shrugged and put on a big t-shirt."I'm not so attractive anyway".

Lizzy didn't believe what I said."Nobody's ever tried to hit on you?.But you're so sexy!" she gestured to my body and made figures with her hands like she was molding a vase in the shape of a figure 8.

I dip a chip and nibble it."It's also because I never put myself out there".

Lizzy pinches my chin and mo