Masuk~Lilian~
As I watched his back completely disappear into the shadows, the sitting room felt too big.
Like the whole world was watching.
Like everyone knew now, and was going to judge me for being such a pathetic wh**re.
For wanting my best friend's gay Dad.
At that moment, I thought about it.
He doesn't like women...but that was not what the look in his eye suggested.
I had watched him gaze down at me hungrily, his eyes dirty with desires.
His d**k was hard. It definitely was.
Was he scared of wanting me?
What do I need to do to convince him?
I thought, my mind completely ignoring what he said to me minutes ago.
But I could even barely focus on finding the solution I desperately wanted.
I saw it.
I saw it in reality. With my two eyes. I felt its heat against the skin of my face.
I stared intensely at my palms, my eyes burning with fury. Like I expected to see it there, huge, long and weighty inside my palms.
But it wasn't. My palms have failed. My fingers trembled.
At that moment, I couldn't think of anything else, but hot daddy's big fat d**k I had seen minutes ago, but somehow not ravaged like I had always wanted to.
As if I had forgotten everything else I knew, as if my brain had suddenly stopped functioning, and my head was now stuck on one last image, that image remained there. Frozen. Ingrained in my senses.
It was like time stopped, but only in my head.
I gave in to the will of my damned obsessed body.
In that kneeling position on the sofa, my insides were heavily damp and sticky - I could feel the weight of the syrup pooling down my thighs, my palms still opened out flat in front of me, I felt like I was floating.
I wasn't good with maths, I haven't had a lot of experiences with d**ks, but I knew it was at least 6 inches.
It wasn't smooth at all, rough with veins in every way that pleased the eyes, and sent your p***y wanting to be digged by it until you drop.
Cap perfectly pink, the pee hole solid and deep, I wondered how much of the length of my tongue can fit in it.
My breathing suddenly slowed, and I felt something fill the back of my throat.
I tell you, I was too deep in the pleasure my mind had me buried in, I wasn't going to pay attention to the fact that my body was in danger, and that I was already choking, until I heard something shatter loudly in the direction of the kitchen.
It was so loud, it had my brain knocked out of the dirty day dream almost immediately.
I jerked hard, hurriedly climbing down from the sofa.
My sight was completely powerless in the attempt to see what had caused the noise.
Nobody turned the lights on yet.
My toes trembled against the floor, my shirt half soaked with sweat, and...tears?
Wth, I had been crying.
My palms working fast, I wiped down my face severally.
But before I could settle on what excuse I'd give Sonia if she was the one in the kitchen,as to why I was looking as disoriented as I was in just a T-shirt in the living room, I heard footsteps, then a door came shut with a loud bang.
It was the back door. There was one right inside the kitchen.
My legs moved before I even had the time to think again.
Pushing my way through the darkness, I hurried up the stairs.
I didn't stop running, until I was in my room,behind a bolted door, panting uncontrollably, and regretting why I didn't refill my water bottle on top of the bedside table this morning.
Well, a sane Lily that had just sprinted a distance because she taught the house might have been burgled didn't last long.
It was like they were demons in the room, and they had been waiting for too long for my arrival, just to possess me.
The moment I pulled the dirty T-shirt through my head, and into the laundry basket, my fingers returned to my p***y.
With two desperate fingers, I digged repeatedly down my p***y, my right leg raised an angle to provide space for my knuckle through the motion, my brain thinking nothing but hot daddy's fat member.
It wasn't enough to satisfy my suddenly overflowing desires.
I proceeded to imagine it was hot daddy's d**k digging through me.
Of course, my fingers were not even close to taking the shape of what it looked like, and it frustrated me, causing me to dig deeper and faster.
Without stopping, I raised my right leg and balanced it on the bed frame to give my hand space to work better.
Next, I grabbed the wall next to me to support my body from falling, and then...dug even harder.
I wanted to stop.
I promise, I wanted to stop.
But I just couldn't.
My p***y was sore, and painful.
My fingers were tired, but I wasn't satisfied.
I kept plunging and plunging.
I wasn't satisfied because that image wouldn't leave my head, no matter how much I try to imagine my fingers to be it, it wasn't, and I kept wanting more.
I took a moment to glance down, still gasping from the speed with which my fingers were hitting down completely off my control.
There, on the floor, was a pool of my own c*m.
It was messy.
Sonia was going to go crazy over it, and figure things out if she was to walk in through that door.
These thoughts were supposed to discourage me from continuing, but instead, I went...even...faster.
My legs were trembling now, and my grip on the walk kept bouncing off.
So, still in motion, I threw myself on the bed.
Facing the ceilings, my thighs curved completely opened against the bed, the lips of my p***y flapped open to the space above me, I continued to dig in.
All this while I f******d myself out of my senses, I was scared to make a noise.
So, I had dug my fingers into the wall, bit down on my lips until I tasted blood, grabbed the sheets tightly, did another thing, but moaned out loud.
I was tired, but I kept going until all that was left of me was a pathetic b***h that still kept plunging slowly in and out of her own body, unable to stop completely.
Then, I fell asleep.
Only to wake up aroused beyond my own understanding, my fingers hanging out of my p***y, dried with c*m.
N***d, needy, my eyes still dull from sleep, I dragged my feet through the door, down the stairs, towards the other end of the house, where hot daddy's room was located.
~Lilian~Sahib!"How did I get here?" I asked, hoping he doesn't just dismiss it as a blabber from someone who had just woken up."It's time to take your medication," he spoke, causing a smirk to grow on my lips.I honestly wanted an answer,"How am I here?" I tried again."That doesn't matter right now,does it? You should be grateful that you're here and not on the streets."Sahib had spoken the words like they weren't what he wanted to say, and immediately, he had turned his body away from me. That is, after dropping the tray he had come in with on the bed, close to where I was now sitting, my eyes rolling in utter confusion."I only asked a simple question." I tried again."Look at me---," Sahib said, moving quickly towards me and clutching my shoulders, his thumbs digging harder into my shoulder blades.His hard gaze was dripping with a maddened fury. I couldn't keep contact for too long."Are you pretending to not notice these things or you are intentionally choosing to ignore th
~Lilian~The last thing I heard was the bang of the door as it shut to my face, then everywhere went still again.My eyes were heavy, my head was heavier. What just happened?I felt a bout of laughter coming up my throat. I didn't stop myself. In a moment, I was cackling with laughter.And once I had started, I just kept laughing, a tight pain twisting a part of my stomach.What just happened?Nikolai threw me out. Throwing me out of his house in the middle of a humid afternoon was his best approach to stopping the fight that had broken out unexpectedly between Sonia and I.Someone grabbed my arm, the security man in his tight expression and threatening gaze.I had to leave. I knew it. A part of me wanted to scream until the mansion start to crack and maybe breaking down right before my eyes to my satisfaction.I thought about what I could do to get back at these people, but the weirdest thought to think at the moment kept overshadowing my sense of concentration.Nikolai was especial
~Nikolai~"What are you doing here, bitch?"The thoughts of her most likely first words and how much energy it would carry made me sick.How could I have allowed this to happen?As fast as I could, I gently pushed Lily aside and climbed off the sofa, retrieving my pants, but unable to do anything about my hardness.I didn't dare to look down, but I could feel it tight against the material of the trousers I wore.I ignored it. Maybe, trying to adjust would make me appear more pathetic.On the other hand, Sonia was indifferent about the whole situation.She seemed not bothered, it was almost as if I was the only one that could see Sonia.My eyes moved from Lily to her best friend who happened to be my daughter, but I wasn't regretting.The pang I felt in my heart wasn't because I regretted doing what I had done, it was because of how hard it would be to now explain it to Sonia.All these while, I had been denying having anything to do with Lily. I had to come up with a good excuse.In a
~Nikolai~I don't know if it was just in my head, but it had happened just like I had thought - making peace with Lily will get my hotel moving again.Like magic, our ratings shot up again, just a day after I met Lily. I don't care how that happened, I'm just glad it happened.But now, I feel the strong urge to keep Lily close. Even closer than we currently were.After that day, I had tried reaching her and wasn't able to, so I had stopped trying altogether. Too, I had been so busy with the team to make sure the hotel remained at the top of the charts.These days, the house felt empty and cold, even with the fact that Sonia had been around for the past two days.It had been so bad, I intentionally stayed back at the hotel on most nights.Today, I needed to get away from the chaos of work, so I had to come home.It hadn't been up to an hour since I entered. I just showered, and came down to the kitchen to grab something light.The fridge was empty to my surprise, and I wondered what ha
~Lilian~The next day, I didn't see Sahib at all.I tried so much to not think about the possibility of him never seeing me again, to not regret being rude while he spoke to me the previous day.He was the only person on my side, more like an ally. I felt empty.My health wasn't looking good. The doctor had just left my bedside after speaking to me at length."The gynecologist attended to you. She had to. Your genitals are over labored. I can't say much about that, but it's all in your documents. It's more serious than it sounds, and I trust you know how to go about helping yourself," the blonde doctor had spoken, his eyes running through the file he carried the entire time.As I laid there helplessly, my eyes refusing to leave the cluster of balloons that kept flying up the sky outside of the window, I couldn't help but think about the incident with the remote last Christmas.I had been careless and desperateBut why does all of this matter? It was beginning to not make sense.Later
~Lilian~The small needle connecting the colorless drip hanging above me to my veins pricked the back of my palm.I winced to the pain, and he took a curious step forward, but that was it. He didn't come any closer."I do not want to talk to you," I said amidst my heavy breathing.He sighed as he ran his fingers through his hair, the mass of curly strands rumpling together then bursting out free again.I felt like my chest was going to explode if I kept talking."I don't think so. You have to talk about this...sooner or later anyways."His voice was serious. He had never being like this with me."What came over you?" I wondered out aloud."We're talking about you, Lily! We are talking about you," he snapped, taking another step forward.I shuddered, feeling like him grabbing me and yanking my arm off if only it would make me listen to him was not entirely possible.For the first time since I met him, I was scared to be in his presence. I still don't even know his name.Slowly, I dragg
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~Lilian~When we flew from Beverly Hills to West Coast, I had thought it was a short distance, but now that we were flying back, I realized I had thought that way because of the excitement.The excitement of going to a new city, the thrill of spending Christmas away from school and not at home.I w
~Lilian~After staring at Sonia for a while, I became convinced that whatever it was had her attention glued to the phone must be relevant to the cause of my research.Tip-toeing up the stairs as quietly as possible, I went in search of Mr. Jhuy.I went to his room first, but he was not there.Quic
~Lilian~As soon as Sonia went upstairs, I was impatient and wanted to leave immediately.But I couldn't just leave like that. I had to take care of the old man, so he wouldn't mess with my plans.As expected, I was able to make him shamelessly horny and wanting to go down a hole with his c*ck, not







