Masuk~Lilian~
As I watched his back completely disappear into the shadows, the sitting room felt too big.
Like the whole world was watching.
Like everyone knew now, and was going to judge me for being such a pathetic wh**re.
For wanting my best friend's gay Dad.
At that moment, I thought about it.
He doesn't like women...but that was not what the look in his eye suggested.
I had watched him gaze down at me hungrily, his eyes dirty with desires.
His d**k was hard. It definitely was.
Was he scared of wanting me?
What do I need to do to convince him?
I thought, my mind completely ignoring what he said to me minutes ago.
But I could even barely focus on finding the solution I desperately wanted.
I saw it.
I saw it in reality. With my two eyes. I felt its heat against the skin of my face.
I stared intensely at my palms, my eyes burning with fury. Like I expected to see it there, huge, long and weighty inside my palms.
But it wasn't. My palms have failed. My fingers trembled.
At that moment, I couldn't think of anything else, but hot daddy's big fat d**k I had seen minutes ago, but somehow not ravaged like I had always wanted to.
As if I had forgotten everything else I knew, as if my brain had suddenly stopped functioning, and my head was now stuck on one last image, that image remained there. Frozen. Ingrained in my senses.
It was like time stopped, but only in my head.
I gave in to the will of my damned obsessed body.
In that kneeling position on the sofa, my insides were heavily damp and sticky - I could feel the weight of the syrup pooling down my thighs, my palms still opened out flat in front of me, I felt like I was floating.
I wasn't good with maths, I haven't had a lot of experiences with d**ks, but I knew it was at least 6 inches.
It wasn't smooth at all, rough with veins in every way that pleased the eyes, and sent your p***y wanting to be digged by it until you drop.
Cap perfectly pink, the pee hole solid and deep, I wondered how much of the length of my tongue can fit in it.
My breathing suddenly slowed, and I felt something fill the back of my throat.
I tell you, I was too deep in the pleasure my mind had me buried in, I wasn't going to pay attention to the fact that my body was in danger, and that I was already choking, until I heard something shatter loudly in the direction of the kitchen.
It was so loud, it had my brain knocked out of the dirty day dream almost immediately.
I jerked hard, hurriedly climbing down from the sofa.
My sight was completely powerless in the attempt to see what had caused the noise.
Nobody turned the lights on yet.
My toes trembled against the floor, my shirt half soaked with sweat, and...tears?
Wth, I had been crying.
My palms working fast, I wiped down my face severally.
But before I could settle on what excuse I'd give Sonia if she was the one in the kitchen,as to why I was looking as disoriented as I was in just a T-shirt in the living room, I heard footsteps, then a door came shut with a loud bang.
It was the back door. There was one right inside the kitchen.
My legs moved before I even had the time to think again.
Pushing my way through the darkness, I hurried up the stairs.
I didn't stop running, until I was in my room,behind a bolted door, panting uncontrollably, and regretting why I didn't refill my water bottle on top of the bedside table this morning.
Well, a sane Lily that had just sprinted a distance because she taught the house might have been burgled didn't last long.
It was like they were demons in the room, and they had been waiting for too long for my arrival, just to possess me.
The moment I pulled the dirty T-shirt through my head, and into the laundry basket, my fingers returned to my p***y.
With two desperate fingers, I digged repeatedly down my p***y, my right leg raised an angle to provide space for my knuckle through the motion, my brain thinking nothing but hot daddy's fat member.
It wasn't enough to satisfy my suddenly overflowing desires.
I proceeded to imagine it was hot daddy's d**k digging through me.
Of course, my fingers were not even close to taking the shape of what it looked like, and it frustrated me, causing me to dig deeper and faster.
Without stopping, I raised my right leg and balanced it on the bed frame to give my hand space to work better.
Next, I grabbed the wall next to me to support my body from falling, and then...dug even harder.
I wanted to stop.
I promise, I wanted to stop.
But I just couldn't.
My p***y was sore, and painful.
My fingers were tired, but I wasn't satisfied.
I kept plunging and plunging.
I wasn't satisfied because that image wouldn't leave my head, no matter how much I try to imagine my fingers to be it, it wasn't, and I kept wanting more.
I took a moment to glance down, still gasping from the speed with which my fingers were hitting down completely off my control.
There, on the floor, was a pool of my own c*m.
It was messy.
Sonia was going to go crazy over it, and figure things out if she was to walk in through that door.
These thoughts were supposed to discourage me from continuing, but instead, I went...even...faster.
My legs were trembling now, and my grip on the walk kept bouncing off.
So, still in motion, I threw myself on the bed.
Facing the ceilings, my thighs curved completely opened against the bed, the lips of my p***y flapped open to the space above me, I continued to dig in.
All this while I f******d myself out of my senses, I was scared to make a noise.
So, I had dug my fingers into the wall, bit down on my lips until I tasted blood, grabbed the sheets tightly, did another thing, but moaned out loud.
I was tired, but I kept going until all that was left of me was a pathetic b***h that still kept plunging slowly in and out of her own body, unable to stop completely.
Then, I fell asleep.
Only to wake up aroused beyond my own understanding, my fingers hanging out of my p***y, dried with c*m.
N***d, needy, my eyes still dull from sleep, I dragged my feet through the door, down the stairs, towards the other end of the house, where hot daddy's room was located.
~Lilian~"Get out of this place," hot daddy had yelled, jolting me back to my senses.Slowly, I had climbed off the bed, picking my clothes up and slipping back into them.No, I wasn't as embarrassed this time.I want to believe I was beginning to break my way through.He hesitated at first.I watched him hesitate.He watched me c*m all over his sheets, and I bet he enjoyed it.I was going to strike again, and this time, he would not be able to hold himself back.For the first time since I got here, for the first time since I became obsessed out of my mind with Sonia's second dad, I was sure that I was going to get what I wanted.I had between today, which was Christmas Eve and tomorrow.As I walked down the stairs, my p***y squelched loudly against my thighs, reminding me of just how dirty I had gotten, and how far gone I had become.The strong scent of citrus still lingered in my nose, so I had thoroughly showered as soon as I got back to the room, afraid that Sonia would discover t
~Lilian~It was two flights of stairs to the floor that had hot daddy's room, and I was in front of his door before I knew it.It was like I ran up the stairs, but honestly, I don't remember if I did.His door wasn't slightly opened this time, so I landed three heavy knocks on it before pushing through to let myself in.He was sitting on a chair, in front of an opened laptop, glasses balanced on the ridge of his nose as he peered closely into the bright screen in front of him.It was still morning, but he had all his curtains pulled down, leaving the room dark and cold, with only the light from the laptop screen illuminating his face.He had turned immediately I clicked the door open and came in, surprise written all over his face.I ignored the confused stare he dealt me as I looked around the room, my eyes getting accustomed quickly to the darkness.A strong citrus smell hung in the air. It subconsciously reminded me of how the man that had me blindfolded in the kitchen never had th
December 24, 2024~Lilian~I woke up early today, before everybody else.Not sure of what to do to distract myself from all the thoughts in my head about everything that had happened in the last few days, I had taken a random book I had found in Sonia's wardrobe downstairs to read.Luckily for me, it was a genre I liked and the author's writing was exactly what suited my mood at the moment.I was quite immersed, so I read till it was time for breakfast.The breakfast of porridge and honey was sumptuous, and everyone ate quietly, clanging cutleries against plates, slurping, chewing and sipping.One thing I had noticed since I came to the Swissman's mansion - the dining table is almost always quiet, except when Sonia decides to be extra dramatic, or when something worth discussing immediately has happened.I wasn't sure if it was because the family was a small one or maybe they didn't want to keep me uncomfortable by discussing topics I might not be able to relate to.It was quite diffe
December 23, 2024~Lilian~Last night, at the club, with the pole dancer, I came hot and full on his sheets.After that, for some reason, I collapsed on the bed, too weak to continue with anything.He had stared at me for a while, then slapped my thigh casually before walking away.Well, not after scribbling a note he had left on top of the round table at the center of the room, which I had later discovered to be his phone number.There was no name, just the phone number.I had grabbed it and left the room, not even bothering to shower for fear that I might just walk out to meet a crowd of shameless curious girls that wouldn't mind me telling them how many condom packs we ended up using for the night, and maybe how far his c**k stretched against the material.I kept it from Sonia.I told her I got lost while trying to find the restroom.Now, she thinks the pole dancer is an assh**e that had bailed on me after having everybody believe I was the luckiest woman in the room.We had sneake
~Lilian~"You're lucky, girl!" a tall girl with glitters on her cheeks and neck grabbed my shoulder as I sat on one of the high stools of the bar.She had this heavy strawberry scent that made my stomach turn clung to her.I slipped out of her grab, and she smirked dangerously in my face before walking away.Sonia was taking too long in the restroom, and I was taking too long to make a decision concerning the invitation."How about you ask him for a threesome or four, we'll pay you well," someone whispered into my ear, their breath harsh against my skin, the strong smell of alcohol saturating the air around.I pulled away, leaning an arm against the counter. They were four girls, and they looked wasted. I didn't want to get in trouble with them. So, I stood up and started walking away."Get back here, thieving bi*ch. How dare you want to f**k the pole man before us!"Their voices disappeared with the loud music behind me.Walking briskly between the crowd, I decided to head outside t
December 22, 2024~Lilian~My ego had been brutally bruised.Before coming to West coast for the Christmas holidays, I was sure nothing could embarrass me.I was used to being tagged as out of style and not fun. Short, but not robust in a chubby kind of way. I only had big br***ts which had now gotten a lot fuller ever since I started touching myself.My b*tt was large and round, it attracted the boys. I hated it.I hated it, but not anymore. I need it now.Sometimes, when I think about it, I want to bite my left arm off for all those times I binge watched videos on YouTube and researched late into the night, trying every b*tt reducing exercise I came across, including concoctions.Back then, I didn't mind the girls in class bitching me about whatever.I use to not have an ego, but it grew over the holidays. I had made up my mind to bring hot daddy to kneel before me, but it seemed more difficult than I had thought it'd be.Last night, on the kitchen table, I thought I had him until







