Masuk~Lilian~
As I watched his back completely disappear into the shadows, the sitting room felt too big.
Like the whole world was watching.
Like everyone knew now, and was going to judge me for being such a pathetic wh**re.
For wanting my best friend's gay Dad.
At that moment, I thought about it.
He doesn't like women...but that was not what the look in his eye suggested.
I had watched him gaze down at me hungrily, his eyes dirty with desires.
His d**k was hard. It definitely was.
Was he scared of wanting me?
What do I need to do to convince him?
I thought, my mind completely ignoring what he said to me minutes ago.
But I could even barely focus on finding the solution I desperately wanted.
I saw it.
I saw it in reality. With my two eyes. I felt its heat against the skin of my face.
I stared intensely at my palms, my eyes burning with fury. Like I expected to see it there, huge, long and weighty inside my palms.
But it wasn't. My palms have failed. My fingers trembled.
At that moment, I couldn't think of anything else, but hot daddy's big fat d**k I had seen minutes ago, but somehow not ravaged like I had always wanted to.
As if I had forgotten everything else I knew, as if my brain had suddenly stopped functioning, and my head was now stuck on one last image, that image remained there. Frozen. Ingrained in my senses.
It was like time stopped, but only in my head.
I gave in to the will of my damned obsessed body.
In that kneeling position on the sofa, my insides were heavily damp and sticky - I could feel the weight of the syrup pooling down my thighs, my palms still opened out flat in front of me, I felt like I was floating.
I wasn't good with maths, I haven't had a lot of experiences with d**ks, but I knew it was at least 6 inches.
It wasn't smooth at all, rough with veins in every way that pleased the eyes, and sent your p***y wanting to be digged by it until you drop.
Cap perfectly pink, the pee hole solid and deep, I wondered how much of the length of my tongue can fit in it.
My breathing suddenly slowed, and I felt something fill the back of my throat.
I tell you, I was too deep in the pleasure my mind had me buried in, I wasn't going to pay attention to the fact that my body was in danger, and that I was already choking, until I heard something shatter loudly in the direction of the kitchen.
It was so loud, it had my brain knocked out of the dirty day dream almost immediately.
I jerked hard, hurriedly climbing down from the sofa.
My sight was completely powerless in the attempt to see what had caused the noise.
Nobody turned the lights on yet.
My toes trembled against the floor, my shirt half soaked with sweat, and...tears?
Wth, I had been crying.
My palms working fast, I wiped down my face severally.
But before I could settle on what excuse I'd give Sonia if she was the one in the kitchen,as to why I was looking as disoriented as I was in just a T-shirt in the living room, I heard footsteps, then a door came shut with a loud bang.
It was the back door. There was one right inside the kitchen.
My legs moved before I even had the time to think again.
Pushing my way through the darkness, I hurried up the stairs.
I didn't stop running, until I was in my room,behind a bolted door, panting uncontrollably, and regretting why I didn't refill my water bottle on top of the bedside table this morning.
Well, a sane Lily that had just sprinted a distance because she taught the house might have been burgled didn't last long.
It was like they were demons in the room, and they had been waiting for too long for my arrival, just to possess me.
The moment I pulled the dirty T-shirt through my head, and into the laundry basket, my fingers returned to my p***y.
With two desperate fingers, I digged repeatedly down my p***y, my right leg raised an angle to provide space for my knuckle through the motion, my brain thinking nothing but hot daddy's fat member.
It wasn't enough to satisfy my suddenly overflowing desires.
I proceeded to imagine it was hot daddy's d**k digging through me.
Of course, my fingers were not even close to taking the shape of what it looked like, and it frustrated me, causing me to dig deeper and faster.
Without stopping, I raised my right leg and balanced it on the bed frame to give my hand space to work better.
Next, I grabbed the wall next to me to support my body from falling, and then...dug even harder.
I wanted to stop.
I promise, I wanted to stop.
But I just couldn't.
My p***y was sore, and painful.
My fingers were tired, but I wasn't satisfied.
I kept plunging and plunging.
I wasn't satisfied because that image wouldn't leave my head, no matter how much I try to imagine my fingers to be it, it wasn't, and I kept wanting more.
I took a moment to glance down, still gasping from the speed with which my fingers were hitting down completely off my control.
There, on the floor, was a pool of my own c*m.
It was messy.
Sonia was going to go crazy over it, and figure things out if she was to walk in through that door.
These thoughts were supposed to discourage me from continuing, but instead, I went...even...faster.
My legs were trembling now, and my grip on the walk kept bouncing off.
So, still in motion, I threw myself on the bed.
Facing the ceilings, my thighs curved completely opened against the bed, the lips of my p***y flapped open to the space above me, I continued to dig in.
All this while I f******d myself out of my senses, I was scared to make a noise.
So, I had dug my fingers into the wall, bit down on my lips until I tasted blood, grabbed the sheets tightly, did another thing, but moaned out loud.
I was tired, but I kept going until all that was left of me was a pathetic b***h that still kept plunging slowly in and out of her own body, unable to stop completely.
Then, I fell asleep.
Only to wake up aroused beyond my own understanding, my fingers hanging out of my p***y, dried with c*m.
N***d, needy, my eyes still dull from sleep, I dragged my feet through the door, down the stairs, towards the other end of the house, where hot daddy's room was located.
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