The ache in my chest grew watching Ari and Rev take photos of each other.He smiled at her as he took photos of Ari.I turned away from them.'can you stop caring? The little voice in my head echoed.I took deep breaths, allowing my thoughts to stray away from Ari and Rev.I did not care about them, they could do whatever, I was not affected.Another lie.I still felt it, and it only proves one thing.I still love him.I still care."I'll be right back" Jedd stood up and walked away.Rin walked towards me with a smile."Here you are" she smiled.She settled in the beach lounge beside me. She stared at the magazine she was holding."He's here too?" Yes" I replied." Too much torture" her eyes darted to Rev and Ari." I don't care about them" " Uh huh" she replied." I'm done" I replied." You're not, you still care, you know it"" Rin..."" I'm going to accept things as they are"She groaned." The both of you are so stubborn and well suited""We are not"" What if he still loves yo
They did not understand what it felt like and I would not stop, until they experience the same amount of pain as I did.I waited at the dining, and the rest of the family joined.Ari and Essy, and Jedd.Lyssa came in and served food, my words did little or no damage.Her expression did not give away anything.She was not hurt.I diverted my gaze from her to the food, it's been so long since I ate something Lyssa cooked.When I used to do so everyday, the both of us together.She sat beside Jedd, and served him.I forced my eyes away from the both of them, focusing on the food before me.Do I want to do this?I took a spoonful.I swallowed. It was good so good, just like I remembered, and it sparked off some memories.Forgotten memories that should have stayed forgotten."It's the weekend, I've gotten tickets for us at the beach" Jedd said and Essy smiled." Yaaaaay"" When are we going Daddy? She asked."Later in the evening, We'll spend the nights in tent""Ohhh" She replied,"Can S
They gently went over my dress, and I could feel the heat rising up my cheeks.His eyes rested on mine, and this definitely was the time to walk away.He only stared at me, and I did same.There was nothing I could say, I just wanted to be away from him, away from the ache in my chest.I did just that, attempting to walk away, but he held me back.His gaze burning fiercely..I stared at his hands that were on mine and he removed his hands.This was torture, staring into each other eyes, unable to say anything else."There you are" Ari interrupted, and I tore my eyes away from him.She wrapped around him."I've been waiting" she Said."Come to bed" she said.He pulled her close, wrapping his arms around her waist, running his hands over her hair."Let's go"Why was he doing this?He was doing this on purpose.To hurt me, and it was working, Ari winked at me with a smile and they both walked out.I ignored the feelings of pain and jealousy.There was no way I was unaffected.Whenever he
The only one my heart wants despite all.I watched as he stormed off, and I could feel the enptyness again."Thank you for seeing the client with me" Jedd's eyes were appreciative.He was always filled with gratitude, whenever I did something for his brand and company.No matter how small, he was always appreciative.His eyes were warm as they focused on me.Suddenly I was curious.Since the contract marriage, I'd never asked personal questions.And now I wanted to know more about Essy, about her mom."What happened to her? I asked." Who?"Essy's mother" I replied and the sparkles left his eyes, "I'm sorry, I shouldn't have...""It's okay" he replied."I .. I.. don't want to talk about it, not now""I'm really sorry.. I ..""You don't have to apologize" he groaned." Please don't"" I'll tell you everything I promise, not now, soon"When it was time for dinner, the whole family sat together, and once again Rev joined us.I could feel the tension in the atmosphere again.Once again E
I led her to the living room, engaging her in a conversation about Essy.I love the way her eyes lit up, as we talked about Essy, and I love the feel of her hand against mine.As we got downstairs, Rev was there, I stiffened, and she did same.His eyes moved from me to her's to our linked hand.He sat in the couch, legs folded watching us, his eyes showed no emotions, they were unreadable.I let go off her hands, and she moved her eyes away from him.I led her to the client who was waiting with a smile on his face.What was Rev doing here?He'd managed to once again ruin the moment.His eyes were on Lyssa again.What was he thinking about?Did he actually plan to stay ?I moved my eyes away from him to focus on my client.REVI could not take my eyes away from the both of them.They were seated together and I could still feel it.The waves of jealousy raging through me.I could feel the anger storming inside of me watching their entangled hands.And as Jedd sat beside her, I still fel
ALLYSAA.After dropping Essy at school, I came back.He was not here but still he invaded my thoughts."You hurt him really bad, how could you?Ari interrupted my thoughts." Why? She asked."You can't answer?"Well you're with him now "" That's the only good thing out of this, but I still want to know why you left him"" Did you fall in love with my brother or you're after his money, which? She taunts.I ignored her. Still, she continued."He's really good, really good in bed" she grinned.And I was taken back, shocked and bruised.He slept with her?How could he?Pain filled but seeing me breakdown could satisfy her more than anything.I ignored her and walked upstairs.Her words did not stop echoing in my head.He slept with her..It was too painful to dwell on, but still that was all she Could think about.He got intimate with Ari, he was dating her, he'd completely moved on, completely forgotten her.Forgotten their vows, and every promises of love.The tears found their way ou