TWO WEEKS LATER."I want to start afresh with you, I love you Ari, I do, I forgive you for everything""I don't deserve your forgiveness Joe... I...""I know, but I love you, and I forgive you, I know you understand from a mistake you should never have made, I understand you my love"He held my hand."I want us together""I want us to start anew together"I swallowed staring into his eyes." I love you very much Ari, and our son too, I know you've never reciprocated my feelings but still I'd give you all of them again and again"" I love you too " I say and I could see the waves in his eyes." I love you, those times spent with you were very memorable, I never wanted it to end, I love you"" I .... "" I love you very much "" I've only ever loved you and still love you "" I've never loved anyone as much as I love you"" You're indeed the sun in my life, I want to be with you so much"" Will you start anew with me?"I love you""I will"That confession was the beginning of a new life
"Connor isn't yours!I stopped, frozen.The words kept repeating in my head." I'm soryy " tears poured from her eyes." I'm sorry for keeping it from you "" Please forgive me"" Please " the tears kept flowing from her eyes.I still could not believe it, no I can't.This was unexpected and it hit me." Nothing happened between us!"I lied""I connived with one of the men to take off your clothes, and.. I'm sorry, nothing actually happened, I was already pregnant"The words roller off, hurting more than a stab to the chest.He isn't mine.Connor isn't mine.Connor doesn't belong to me.I stood still, speechless, watching her confess admist tears. "I didn't mean to.."I watch her break down, I was left speechless."I'm sorry I was selfish...""I'm sorry for lying...""I'm sorry for everything""What are you saying...? I ask still refusing to accept, I can't believe that all this year's I'd been leaving a lie."I'm telling you the truth..."It was the right thing to do.Joe had alread
The spell was however broken.But those few minutes my hands lingered on her hands were everything.She quickly walked away from me without another Word, and I stood there staring at the flowers."Our favorite scene is about to come up" Ash called out, and I walked over to her and the screen, my mid still lingered on the slight moment out hands had touched, that moment,the little conversation played in my mind till the movie ended.I've only ever wished for a chance where I could right my wrong, where we could be together again.Where there was less complications.The weeks passed by and on this particular day, Ari stood by the door."Can we talk? Her voice broke through her thoughts.There was something about her, she looked distressed."Are you okay? I askShe nods." I really want to talk to you, it's important, very important" her eyes darted from Ash to me." It's really really important""Okay then.." I stood up, following her to the privacy of our living room.She turned to me
REVThe show continues and Ash pays rapt attention.Connor comes in, he takes one look at the screen and leaves immediately.Lyssa walked in, her eyes moved towards us.She says nothing.And I missed her, especially every moment we've spent together, I love her, and it's so hard, like so hard to stay away from someone you love. And I get it whenever I look at her.I can't stop.I can't stop bring in love with her.No matter how hard I try, she's still there in my heart and I can't get over her.And Everytime she's trying to ignore me, it hurts me do much.It's been so long since we've held a proper conversation and I miss every bit of it, I miss us so much, I don't know if she ever did.But she's lol I can think off, and I wished things had gone differently and maybe, I should try?I couldn't keep it in anymore, better to let it out, than letting it keep choking the fck out of me.I left Ash on the couch and moved to where she was arranging flowers on the vase.And I knew where she'd
"you sacrificed me, sacrificed Connor, sacrificed yourself "The tears poured from her face, and the rain continued pouring without any care whatsoever." I want to know to something.."I truly want to know this.."Did you for once feel anything for me? All the tunes we've spent together, what do you feel for me?"""Was I just.. something you'd use, something you never felt..."" I liked you.... "" I really...do "she continues." But not enough..."" Not enough to spend the rest of your life with, I know "The rain drizzles. " I want to see Connor, I want to see my son"I step backward."Yes do have to make a good choice, she have to make amends, I want my son" " Nothing much but my son"The scene had totally gone more patiently than I thought it would.The rain stopped at once as if waiting for us to get over with it already.I moved back to my car after taking one last look at her.I zoomed off, leaving her to ponder on my words.I ignored whatever feelings creeping up, it was a
During the week, I went back to the Doctor, and he handed me the reports.I could not believe my eyes when I opened the reports. A match.I stepped backwards running my hands through my hair.Fuçk I didn't know what to do, my mind went blank.How could she?..Why did she?I was having a breakdown thinking about everything, how could she do this?No.I stared at the reports repeatedly.There was something wrong somewhere.There has to be a reason for this.No.I was crashing out.Such a way to find out that the woman you love had your child with another man, and she's living her life depriving you from your child.The pain.So hard to even start to think of it, to think of all those years, to think of everything I've missed.To think I missed those special moments that should have been spent together..After meeting her up at Connor's school, I'd gone straight to have the test done.I didn't know what I was expecting, I wasn't hoping for anything, but standing, clutching this file, i