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CHAPTER 54
CHAPTER 54
Is it wrong to love someone this deep? Is it wrong to hold on to the love even though it's tearing?
My mind is so clouded right now. I wanna stay here for Alqamar but what his favor always whispering to my ears. He wants me to leave and never come back this place again. But I want to be here! What if something happen to him? What if Grandma's words come true?
This love has two endings but either of them is both tragic, the only option I have is to choose what is more painful...and I would rather choose the latter.
But how can I protect him when he doesn't want my protection?
I went back to the funeral again to visit Ronald. The class has ended so I've decided to come here. I saw Ronald talking to his auntie so I just sat down quietly. When he's done talking to his auntie he immediately saw me.
"The class is done?" He asked and sat down beside me. I nodded.
"Yes. Three days and our first year in college would end already," I
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