LOGINAnd I did. I ran after him, knowing I had to beg for him to keep his mouth shut about what he had just discovered.
I shot past him and blocked his path, with my arms spread to prevent him from walking past me. “Can we please talk this out?”
He frowned. “What are we talking about?”
I raised my hand, exasperated. “This!”
“This? What do you mean by that?” He glared, not bothering to hide his resentment.
I puffed out a breath, realizing he wanted me to spell it out. “Will you tell my dad?”
“What do you think?”
"I—" I fell on my knees, ignoring the pain that shot through me when my knees pressed on the sand. “Please don't. My father —”
“Let's go.” He turned his back to me. “It's late.”
“Jules —”
“Let's go.” He continued towards his car, forcing me to rise to my feet and run after him. He opened the door and got in without sparing a look at me. I joined him, turning to continue the conversation.
“Please —”
“Fasten your seatbelt.”
I huffed out in frustration and did as he asked. “Can you not tell my father? I want to be the one to tell him.”
If I ever do that. I have no intention of letting father know about sexuality. He would kill me before he accepts that. If there were an award for the world's greatest homophobic person, it would go to him, no doubt.
Jules glanced at me, staring hard, as if he could tell what I had in mind as I looked at him. He let out a sigh before he returned his focus to the road. He didn't say a word, but the silence spoke so much.
“Please don't tell him. I will… I will pay you double for your silence. Just name a price and I will pay.”
I have millions in my account, untouched because I was saving up for the future. Giving him from it just to save my head didn't sound so bad. As long as it wasn't up to a million —
“A million.”
My mouth dropped open. “What??”
He glanced at me. “You asked to buy my silence, didn't you? I will take a million. It's not that much, is it?”
It is!
I gritted my teeth, biting back the response, knowing he might decide to proceed with his plans to tell my father, without taking any bribe from me.
He cocked his head to the side. “So?”
I exhaled, reluctant to part with a million, before I nodded. “I will pay. Just give me some time, okay?”
“I want it now. If you don't think you can —”
“I will send it to you when we get home, I promise!” I lifted my left index, middle and forefingers.
His lips curved up, and he nodded before he concentrated on the road.
I cursed him in my mind throughout the ride back to the flat. If only I hadn't been confident in my sneaking-out skills. I wouldn't have left the building if I knew he was on my heels. I had believed I was slick and wouldn't be caught.
Fuck Jules!
He drove into the indoor garage and killed the engine. I took that as a cue to leave. I got out of the car and slammed my door shut, so he would know I was fucking pissed at him. A million? Even if my dad was loaded, removing that amount from my savings will shake me.
Jules only spared me a glance before he started for the lift and I followed him, tail tucked between my legs and my back hunched.
We didn't speak throughout the ride to our floor. The silence was damned suffocating, at least to me. I couldn't even breathe loudly for fear that it would irritate him. He kept his face straight ahead, his jaw ticking. He must be super irked. I wouldn't be surprised if he rushes straight to the bathroom after this. Not to wank, though. More likely to wash out the impurities he came in contact with tonight.
When he stopped at his door, I did the same, lacing my fingers and peering up at him through my lashes. I'd heard this look was charming, but looking at the displeasure on his face, I knew he didn't feel that way.
I cleared my throat. “About the amount you charged me —”
“Forget about it.”
“Huh?” I looked up sharply, dropping the cute act.
He exhaled. “Forget about the money I asked you to pay.”
My heart dropped. “I see, you must have realized my dad would pay more than I.” I should have known. Jules wasn't a kid. He must have calculated this on the way back. Letting my father know about this will fetch him more than a million. He might even get tens of it. It wouldn't mean anything to him. “What if I double the amount… No, triple it? I can even… Just name your price. I might not have it with me, but I promise to pay it.”
Anything to keep my sexuality from my father. I was yet to heal from my childhood trauma. Knowing who my father is, he will take me back to the camp and make sure I get the homosexuality beaten out of me.
Jules looked at me. No, he actually stared, so hard it felt like I would melt under his gaze. I looked down, waiting for him to name his price, and knowing that whatever he charged might cost me more than a hand and leg.
For a full minute, we stood there, with no words exchanged between us. Just when I thought he wouldn't say anything, he exhaled.
“Just forget about it. I don't intend to tell your dad, and you don't have to pay a dime. It's not a business of mine if you like men and —”
“Really??” I perked up at that. “You won't tell him?” Even though it was too good to be true, I couldn't stop the smile that broke out on my face.
“On one condition.”
The smile froze. I should have known. Nothing comes that easily.
“Promise you won't go to a place like that.”
I deleted the photos almost immediately. You could say I chickened out after sending it, and Carissa teased me about it all night long. She didn't even give me a freaking breathing space.And by morning, I was done with everything about her. I even threatened not to return home again. Well, we both knew I wouldn't keep those words, not when my Carie is living with her. I would always come home to her. I took Carie to school before I drove back home. I got a call from Paul, letting me know Logan didn't go to school. He didn't know what was wrong with him since he didn't let him into his flat, and when I asked if anything happened the day before, he claimed nothing out of the ordinary occurred. Logan just asked for a drive, then he ate at a diner before he took him home. He hadn't left his flat since they returned, which was odd. Paul was waiting outside when I got in. “You can leave,” I said to him as I headed to the lift. My stomach twisted with worry as I watched the numbers go up
JULESCarissa almost talked my ears off immediately after she returned home. She was that happy to see me. Ever since I started working for Mr Thompson, I hardly went home unless when on a break, and even at that, I didn't have the luxury of spending the entire day with them as I had hoped. “Daddy, read a bedtime story for me!” Carie called out from her bedroom. “Am I not enough?” I heard Carissa respond. After dinner, while I washed the dishes, Carrisa had taken her in for a bath and a night tuck-in. “I'll be with you shortly,” I responded, drying my hands on the towel. I placed it back in its position and headed to my baby's room. She was arguing with Carrisa when I stepped in, and she immediately smiled sweetly at me. “Daddy!”“Baby girl.” I walked over to her side and placed a kiss on her forehead. “Which fairytale are we reading today?”“Mariposa!”“Mariposa?” I reached for the book she gave me, opened and started reading.“Traitor,” Carrisa muttered under her breath when Ca
LOGANThat damned bastard. He was probably with the lady he spoke with on the phone yesterday. I can't believe I spent the entire night thinking of him, and ended up with dark eye circles that made me look like a zombie, only for him to look refreshed. He must be happy to visit her. Else, he wouldn't look like he was literally floating. I gripped the pen in my hand. If only I could get information about the woman, he went to see. I'll…Wait, what will I do?Confront her?What will I say? That I'm his lover? Will she even believe me?More importantly, will it be worth it? Fighting for a man who didn't like me. Jules wouldn't be thrilled if he heard it, and then….“Earth to Logan.”I blinked, realising I had blanked out mid-lecture. “Are we done?”“For some minutes now.” She got up and reached for her handbag. “Let's go. I'm craving rice buns. We need to hurry before it's sold out.”“I don't think I'll escort you today.” I got up. “There's something I need to take care of. I'm skippi
JULESLogan is pissed at me. At first, I thought he was just throwing a tantrum because of what I said to him at the garage, but it has been hours since he left my flat, and he hasn't returned. I knew he was in his, since his music had been blasting for hours now. He was just lucky none of the neighbours filed a complaint.I figured he would be out of it by tomorrow, but when morning came, I realised we were in for a freaking long ride because, tell me, why hadn't he even glanced my way since he entered the car? It was odd for someone who was constantly in my hair, asking me questions and trying to get me to notice him every chance he got. “I won't be around this afternoon. I took permission from your Dad about it. Another guard will stay with you —”“Whatever.” He took out his AirPods and put them in his ears to block out everything I was saying. The car went quiet except for the faint thump of bass leaking from his AirPods. The bastard must have increased the volume so he wouldn't
He whipped his head towards me so fast; it was a miracle he didn't snap his neck. “What did you just say?”“She's a man,” I whispered, feeling guilty. I had yelled that out in the spur of the moment because I felt bad he liked her and not me. I didn't like the way he confessed that he would fuck her if she came on to him. “Impossible,” he mumbled and looked up. “There's no way.”“She is, and I'm telling you that. There's no way I'll lie about a friend.” I drew in an exasperated breath. “Would you want me to be like that? I can go under the knife for you if that's what you wish. I can even —”“What sort of rubbish are you talking about?” He narrowed his eyes. “Are you dense? Why will you alter your body for a man?!! Are you that desperate? Have you even thought about the future??? What about your dad? Do you think he'll be happy to lose his only son because he changed his biological appearance for his guard??!”I gulped. I'd thought I had seen Jules pissed, but it was nowhere near how
For the first time since he started guarding me, Jules made breakfast. He likely did it because he was feeling guilty.“Good morning,” I greeted him with a smile as I took a seat opposite him. He froze, just for a few seconds, before he forced a smile and nodded without returning my greetings. “Did you have a wonderful night?”He went still again, his grip on the fork tightening. He looked down and nodded again. “I had one, too. Didn't know having two orgasms a night could help with sleep, not just that…” I picked up my fork and grabbed a slice of bacon with it. “I even had a wet dream,” I said, chuckling. “I dreamt of going down on you.”The fork in his hand clattered on the plate as he let go. His chair scraped loudly on the floor, and he got up so fast that it looked almost robotic. “I'm going to the gym,” he said before he dashed out, practically running to the door. I watched him until the door clicked shut behind him, before I burst into laughter.Who would have thought the c
JULESI knew telling his old man about his precious son's sexuality would fetch me enough zeros to sort out my issues; however, seeing him sulking, biting his lower lip as he watched me drive made me swallow down the greedy part of me that wanted to tell his dad what his sweet little angel was doin
LOGANThough he didn't say it was a challenge, I took it as one. I wanted to wipe off that 'holier than thou' look he always had on his face whenever he looked at me. It felt like he was condemning me, a sinner who wasn't even supposed to see the light of day. I didn't like that and was hellbent on
Jules agreed to watch a movie with me after I pestered him all day. He was making this seduction plan of mine seem so difficult. I bet he wishes to frustrate me enough, for me to give up on my fantasies. What he didn't know was how much I loved difficult things. Instead of preventing me from seekin
JULESI'm freaking tired. Drained, and fatigued. To think all these were caused by a tiny human, the one who was currently sitting on my thighs, acting like he didn't know what he was doing when he was just subtly moving his hips. I had to place my hands on his waist to stop him when his arse brus







