LOGINJULES
He was just a spoiled brat, one I wouldn't have spared the time of the day if I wasn't working for his father. I needed the cash, and protecting the son of the boss gave me more than I did serving at the base.
I reached for my packet of cigarettes, took a stick and lit it, as I leaned on the car and watched him chatting with the pretty lady.
It had been four days since I started watching him, and she was the only one he had ever been in contact with. He didn't seem close to anyone else.
Taking a drag from my stick, I continued to watch him, used to the way he raised his hands animatedly when talking. He glanced back occasionally at me, acting like he wasn't looking when he was.
When he got up from the table with his girlfriend — I guess she is—, I drew away from the car, threw the half-smoked stick on the ground and crushed it with my foot. It was time to move.
I accompanied him to his class, watched him from afar as he paid attention to the teaching, then followed him back to the house. It was just about what we did every day, and I was already bored. I had expected something thrilling to happen these past few days, but nothing.
“Good night,” he said to me, with a forced smile, reaching for his door handle.
This was the only conversation we'd ever had. Each day, before letting himself into his flat, he would turn and bade goodnight to me.
I nodded, like I had always done, and watched him enter his room before I did the same, letting myself in and heading straight to my couch. I plopped down on it with a tired sigh. Despite not doing anything thrilling aside from watching him all day, I was exhausted from standing for hours and staying in uncomfortable positions so I could get a clear view of him.
I had this suspicion that he knew what he was doing, chose the places to sit, just to inconvenience me. He's such a feisty little thing.
“Birbante,” I muttered, letting out a sigh.
He was stressing me out, but the money that he brought in was enough to sort out my issues. I fished my phone out and drew away from the couch, sending a quick text to his father, to tell him how the day went, like I do every night. I opened my fridge and took out a bottle of water. Uncorking it, I closed the almost empty appliance.
Taking a gulp, I returned to my couch to rest some more before having my bath when I picked up a sound. At first, I thought I had heard wrong until I heard it again. I listened, my ears perked when I realised it came from his room. I'd studied the sound his door made each time he opened it.
Rising from the couch, I strolled to my door and peeped through the hole in it, just as Logan tiptoed past my door.
Huh?
Where the hell is he going to?
I didn't open it immediately. I waited until I heard him go down the stairs before I opened my door and followed him.
This was the first time Logan had ever left the house after we returned from school, and I was curious to know where he was heading.
Hiding in the shadows, I watched him call someone on the phone. He had changed out of the black button-down shirt and slacks he wore today, in favour of comfortable washed jean shorts and a black tank top.
For the first time since the day we met, I saw his naked legs. I'd never thought a man's legs could be pretty, but his were. There were no signs of hair on both legs, and it was so straight, like a woman's.
I ran my eyes slowly, from his feet, to his arse, which I'd always noted was plump, up to his back, then his hair. For the first time, he had his hair down, curly red locks that made him look feminine from the rear.
When he glanced back, black eyes darting around, I hid behind the pole, fast enough for him to detect.
A few minutes later, a cab stopped in front of him. He looked around once more before he got in and the vehicle drove off. I rushed over to my car, started it, and rode after him, curious to know where he was heading, dressed so casually.
I followed the cab until it reached its destination. Alighting from my vehicle, I looked around, at the deserted streets, before my eyes landed on the neon lights, showing off the name of the bar.
I was taken aback, stunned to realise Logan was going to a party. He didn't strike me as the party type… Okay, I wouldn't know, since I had spent little time with him. I'd just assumed, by the way he dresses, and how diligent he was with his studies, that he was a nerd, albeit a stubborn one.
I crossed the street, just as Logan walked in, after showing them his ID. Luckily, I always have my ID in my wallet. I reached for it, fishing it out, when a young man bumped into me.
“Oops, sorry,” he apologised, straightening, as he tucked a strand of hair behind his ear.
“It's okay,” I dismissed him, eager to get in there so I wouldn't lose sight of Logan. I brought out my card and showed the bouncer by the door. He checked it and flashed a smile at me.
“First time here, huh?”
How did he know?
Forcing a smile, I nodded. It seemed this place was close-knit.
“Oh, a newbie, then.” He grinned, his views sparkling mischievously. “Have fun, lad.”
“I will.” Pushing a smile, I put my ID back and stepped in as more people came forward. The second I entered the bar, my eardrum practically bled. The loud music from the speaker boomed as bodies rocked to the beat. I blinked, getting my eyes accustomed to the low light as my gaze went around, looking for a familiar mass of ginger hair.
Looking to the right, my jaw almost dropped to the floor. I thought nothing was wrong when I noticed there were only men on the dance floor. However, when I saw two by the corner, eating each other's faces, I realised something.
I was in a freaking gay bar!
LOGANIf I knew being sick was all it took for Jules to act all caring towards me, I would have faked it a long time ago, like yesterday. Would he have cancelled his plans with that woman if I was sick?Thinking of that bitch, I gritted my teeth when I recalled the picture he had deleted a few seconds after uploading it. It was just my luck that I saw it before he deleted it. Jules was freaking smiling. I had never seen him smile that brightly, and he looked like he was where he wanted to be with her. That might have been the start of my illness. Seeing him, all cosy with that woman, made me want to bash something; her head, preferably. “Dinner is ready,” Jules announced as he walked into my room with a tray. He smiled when I made a face at him, and my heart skipped a beat. Even though he had looked happy with that woman, I felt special knowing he was here with me.But what if he's only doing this because your dad paid him to?I shook off that dark thought before it could take hol
I deleted the photos almost immediately. You could say I chickened out after sending it, and Carissa teased me about it all night long. She didn't even give me a freaking breathing space.And by morning, I was done with everything about her. I even threatened not to return home again. Well, we both knew I wouldn't keep those words, not when my Carie is living with her. I would always come home to her. I took Carie to school before I drove back home. I got a call from Paul, letting me know Logan didn't go to school. He didn't know what was wrong with him since he didn't let him into his flat, and when I asked if anything happened the day before, he claimed nothing out of the ordinary occurred. Logan just asked for a drive, then he ate at a diner before he took him home. He hadn't left his flat since they returned, which was odd. Paul was waiting outside when I got in. “You can leave,” I said to him as I headed to the lift. My stomach twisted with worry as I watched the numbers go up
JULESCarissa almost talked my ears off immediately after she returned home. She was that happy to see me. Ever since I started working for Mr Thompson, I hardly went home unless when on a break, and even at that, I didn't have the luxury of spending the entire day with them as I had hoped. “Daddy, read a bedtime story for me!” Carie called out from her bedroom. “Am I not enough?” I heard Carissa respond. After dinner, while I washed the dishes, Carrisa had taken her in for a bath and a night tuck-in. “I'll be with you shortly,” I responded, drying my hands on the towel. I placed it back in its position and headed to my baby's room. She was arguing with Carrisa when I stepped in, and she immediately smiled sweetly at me. “Daddy!”“Baby girl.” I walked over to her side and placed a kiss on her forehead. “Which fairytale are we reading today?”“Mariposa!”“Mariposa?” I reached for the book she gave me, opened and started reading.“Traitor,” Carrisa muttered under her breath when Ca
LOGANThat damned bastard. He was probably with the lady he spoke with on the phone yesterday. I can't believe I spent the entire night thinking of him, and ended up with dark eye circles that made me look like a zombie, only for him to look refreshed. He must be happy to visit her. Else, he wouldn't look like he was literally floating. I gripped the pen in my hand. If only I could get information about the woman, he went to see. I'll…Wait, what will I do?Confront her?What will I say? That I'm his lover? Will she even believe me?More importantly, will it be worth it? Fighting for a man who didn't like me. Jules wouldn't be thrilled if he heard it, and then….“Earth to Logan.”I blinked, realising I had blanked out mid-lecture. “Are we done?”“For some minutes now.” She got up and reached for her handbag. “Let's go. I'm craving rice buns. We need to hurry before it's sold out.”“I don't think I'll escort you today.” I got up. “There's something I need to take care of. I'm skippi
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He whipped his head towards me so fast; it was a miracle he didn't snap his neck. “What did you just say?”“She's a man,” I whispered, feeling guilty. I had yelled that out in the spur of the moment because I felt bad he liked her and not me. I didn't like the way he confessed that he would fuck her if she came on to him. “Impossible,” he mumbled and looked up. “There's no way.”“She is, and I'm telling you that. There's no way I'll lie about a friend.” I drew in an exasperated breath. “Would you want me to be like that? I can go under the knife for you if that's what you wish. I can even —”“What sort of rubbish are you talking about?” He narrowed his eyes. “Are you dense? Why will you alter your body for a man?!! Are you that desperate? Have you even thought about the future??? What about your dad? Do you think he'll be happy to lose his only son because he changed his biological appearance for his guard??!”I gulped. I'd thought I had seen Jules pissed, but it was nowhere near how
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Jules agreed to watch a movie with me after I pestered him all day. He was making this seduction plan of mine seem so difficult. I bet he wishes to frustrate me enough, for me to give up on my fantasies. What he didn't know was how much I loved difficult things. Instead of preventing me from seekin
JULESI'm freaking tired. Drained, and fatigued. To think all these were caused by a tiny human, the one who was currently sitting on my thighs, acting like he didn't know what he was doing when he was just subtly moving his hips. I had to place my hands on his waist to stop him when his arse brus







