In her younger days, she would've stayed for a few more minutes to see what his game was. Too many of them didn't really have anything to offer personality-wise, and she was experienced enough to see that within the first 15 minutes of conversations.
She's tired of first impressions that lead to nowhere, unimpressive sex at best, and weeks sometimes months of trying to get rid of them because they seem to like her more than she likes them.
More than that, she has Declan now. The love of her life whom she married when she was 25 years old. The end of her search for the perfect man that every girl wanted to spend the rest of their lives with. Declan was hers.
Her husband was the man who was able to convince her that she didn't want any other man in her life. He fulfilled her as no one has ever done before, romantically, physically, intellectually, and financially. He's the one who paid for her lavish lifestyle because he wanted to spoil her with luxury. He had no problem giving her everything she wanted, and needed, and more. After all, money was not a problem for Declan Hunt, his family and his businesses can provide well over a few generations to come.
But like most marriages, they grew apart. What was once so heated, always hot and heavy with each other gradually turned cold. His successful business took up more and more of his time, the fact that they couldn't get pregnant for so long was an added factor that their commitment was mere with each other.
She checked on her phone. It was a little after 2 AM. There was nothing from Declan. She wondered if he even remembers she had left for a 9-day solo vacation. She put it back on the side of the bathtub. She wasn't eager to know what he was doing either. Probably working in his study at their home like he usually does until 3 or 4 in the morning.
She got out of the tub and put on the lavender silk robe. She finished her last glass of champagne as she checked herself in the mirror. She liked what she saw. Even if her husband doesn't appreciate it anymore, at least a strange man does. She smiled.
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The morning sun felt warm against her cheeks. The Maitre'D had told her that if she wanted to get a glimpse of the pod of dolphins jumping in and out of the water, she had to catch them early.
She was used to waking up early, she was already out on the guardrail of the side deck before 10 AM. Breakfast was quick because she wasn't very hungry after a four-course meal the night before, and the endless supply of alcohol on the cruise was not helping her appetite.
She looked through her binoculars to look for sightings of her favorite sea creature, but all she could see was wave after wave of blue splashing against the breeze. The hard wind even blew her hat away, and when she turned around to get it back, her hat had landed on the chest of the same young man who complimented her the night before.
He was holding a camera in one hand, and her hat in the other. He smiled.
"It's very dangerous to be out here on your own, you know?"
She let out a silent sigh, she wasn't looking for company but these things always happened to her without her even trying.
"I can look out for myself ... I hope you're not here trying to protect me or anything," she scoffed and extended her arm to get her hat.
He curled his lips and looked down before he looked at her again, "No ... I was ... looking for dolphins, actually," he lifted his camera to prove his point, "I'm a photographer."
She laughed lightly, half-embarrassed for assuming, and half relieved that he wasn't stalking her. "Sorry ... I thought you were ..." she couldn't bring herself to say it.
"Following you?" he tilted his shoulder. "We're on the same boat, and it looks like we have a few things in common ... I think we'll be seeing a lot of each other."
She took her hat from his hand, "Thanks."
"It's true though, it's very dangerous to be out here on your own ... do you know there are at least 20 people who fall overboard on a cruise ship every year?" he walked closer to the railing.
"Is that an accurate statistic? They're probably drunk ... I wouldn't be standing here after a few drinks ... not alone anyways."
The man was now standing next to her looking out to the vast body of water with the wind against his hair. His eyes were clear blue. "You shouldn't be alone in any case."
She furrowed her eyebrows, she felt his words were a bit flirtatious.
"I'm Roman," he offered her a handshake.
She hesitantly shook his hand, "Adele."
He narrowed his eyes, there was a certain spark in them, "Adele ... " he clicked his tongue, "I'd never guessed it ... it doesn't suit you."
He was flirting with her, she thought. But the day was much too beautiful to leave that deck without seeing the dolphins. "Really? What name would suit me then?"
He turned towards her with his elbow resting on the railing, "Something much more glamorous ... I don't know ... something that feels soft on the tongue ... between the lips and let out a gentle air from the vowels."
She stared at him suspiciously for a moment, thinking hard if maybe she had known him from somewhere. Or does he know her? But there was nothing familiar about him, he was just flirting, she convinced herself. "Well ... don't want to disappoint you, but that's my name."
He was an alluring gentleman. In that short interaction, she could sense he was a lot more mature than his age, or maybe he looked a lot younger than his age. It was yet to be revealed. But she found herself glancing a few times at him because he was really easy on the eyes.
He turned to face the sea again, "You didn't disappoint me, Adele ... I just have a very active imagination."
She thought it was awkward for a stranger to admit that he had fantasies about her, but his presence didn't feel threatening in any way, in fact, he was a nice distraction from her aloneness.
"So ... what brings you to this ship? If you don't mind me asking? I'm actually here to do some work for the cruise company ... They hired me to make a new company profile and do their marketing plan."
She breathed in the morning air until it filled up her lungs, "I'm here to enjoy myself ... is that not obvious?"
"Of course ... they have great services here, top of its class ... and Ludus is quite popular for its singles party, but I haven't seen you there ... yet ..."
It struck her, she never heard of it before, "Singles party?"
"Yeah ... at the Ludus Club, they held it every night where single people gather just to have fun ... dancing, drinking, talking, nothing sexual or anything, just single people enjoying themselves with other single people."
She raised her brows and curved her lips, "Hmm ... this is the first I've heard of it, did they put it in the brochures?"
He laughed lightly, "No, but they will ... that's why I'm here," he raised his camera again. "I was there last night ... I was actually hoping you'd be there."
It was a subtle invitation, a partial announcement that he was single even though she saw him with at least two different girls on the ship. She was intrigued with the idea of enjoying her trip to the fullest, but the title "Singles Party" was putting it off for her.
She wasn't single. But nobody needed to know that, her mind was circling the idea. She lets go of the railing, the conversation had developed to a point where she wasn't comfortable continuing. She wasn't willing to share any personal information with a total stranger, especially when she's traveling under a fake name.
"I don't know ... parties are not my scene ... not anymore," she said.
"Would you at least try it one time? It would be nice to take pictures of you there ... I mean, you'd be perfect for the model."
She laughed, "Oh no ... please ... no pictures, I have to go now ... it's nice talking to you, Roman." She stepped down from the guardrail platform.
"Where are you going?" he wasn't ready to let her go yet.
"Do some stuff."
"Will I see you at the Club tonight?"
She tilted her head to one side, "Don't wait for me," she waved one hand at him and walked away. She didn't want to have to explain anything further.
Roman hid a smile, then he took one shot of her from the back. He scrolled back his camera and looked at all the tens of pictures he had taken of her already.
The moment they arrived in London, a call came in. The family lawyer informed them that their brownstone house in Lancaster had burned. The lawyer would contact the insurance company, and an investigation was underway. Declan left the matter to his lawyer's hand. He told them they could not return because they had just arrived and Olivia was not feeling well. They will have to do all interviews and communication through video calls. A few days after that, the news broke. Bodies were found in a family home in Chestnut. A mother and an 8-year-old boy they assume were her son were found in their car. It seemed like they had been dead for a few days. The police were looking for the husband. The scene indicated that the two deceased people had died from asphyxiation, an apparent murder-suicide inside the car. However, the car was already turned off when they found them. Someone was already there and failed to report the incident. Gil Isaac was now a wanted man.
Somewhere in Chestnut lies the body of a mother and son that had yet to be discovered. They had to go on knowing this and not do anything about it. They had to act as if everything was normal and they were leaving for London as scheduled. Their bags were packed for a month's stay, they left their instructions to their employees and gave their house staff a paid leave. Declan leaned on the doorway while Olivia was already waiting in the car. He looked around one last time to see if they had everything they needed. His eyes fell on the Blue Flame. He had bought the piece from Roman early on when he didn't know what it truly meant for any of them. "A blue flame represents many things to many people. It represents illumination and enlightenment. It could mean destruction and renewal, spirituality and also damnation ... it depends on which aspect you can relate to." Roman's voice echoed in his mind. "While blue is a color that presents coolne
Declan ... my love ...If you're reading this ... that means I'm gone ...I have been contemplating this decision for the longest time.Our last meeting convinced me there is no hope for me ever to be together with you again.I don't want to live without you, especially when you love someone else on this earth.God knows I tried to do that, and it's killing me inside. It might as well kill me forever.Damien is such a sweet boy. He doesn't deserve this. He doesn't deserve an unhappy mother who's always bitter and angry because she couldn't be with his father, who has no love for either of us.He doesn't deserve to be in a world where he is not loved and treated like he didn't matter. I couldn't give that to him because I can't convince you to be the father he deserves.So I'm not leaving him behind. He is mine. He is my heart and soul.I promise this won't hurt. Not as much as knowing that you don't love me.I hope you find what you lost wit
The silence was deafening. The clock on the dashboard said 3.30 AM. They had probably been cleaning since 12 AM. She could still smell the blood though she couldn't pinpoint where it originated. She scrubbed herself clean almost to the point where she scratched off the first layer of her skin. But the scent remained. They drove for almost an hour when Declan pulled to a construction site. She took a glance at the sign as they entered the area. It was one of his company's ongoing projects. They were building a factory. Heavy equipment was parked all over the site. The land was dug up in the middle. She started to get the idea of what Declan was planning on doing. "They're scheduled to dump the soil in the morning ... they had done the inspection yesterday. I'll dig a shallow grave, and they'll cover it up with tons and tons of soil in the morning," he sounded confident. She looked at him with an empty stare, still unsure about everything they were doin
"What?" Olivia froze. Her relief was short-lived when she realized it wasn't Roman. Panic sets in almost immediately. "Who the hell is that?" she was reluctant to look closer. The sight of blood on a dead body was not something she wanted to observe. Declan was breathing heavily. He shook his head and stroked his hair. "Get the tarp, Livy ... get some tapes and plastic, whatever we have ... hurry!" She ran down the stairs. She wasn't thinking anymore. She just did what Declan told her. "Oh ... God!" Declan muttered to himself. He rubbed his face with both hands. He was sure it was Roman when he first saw the dark images on the CCTV monitor. He checked the pockets of the dead man in front of him. He took everything he could find from the corpse. Gil was dead. Blood was still leaking out of his wounded head through the soaked cap. Declan would've seen a clearer image through the monitor if he hadn't worn that cap. Or not. His
She was in a haze. Everything was blurry. It was as if her mind was filled with fog, and tears were filling up her eyes. Declan was talking. He held her by the side of her arms. She remembered screaming, and Declan put his hand over her mouth. This was not really happening. The next thing she heard from Declan was, as the fog was getting clear, "We can do this ... you and me ... we'll clean this up, get rid of the body, and no one will know." He nodded profusely as if to get her to agree with him. "I did this for us ... don't you see? He gave me no choice ... I love you, Olivia, this is the only way we can be together peacefully ... he won't leave us alone ... he'll never leave us alone." She pushed his hand off her mouth, "You're crazy ... you'll never get away with this." Her breaths were heavy from the immense pressure of his crime. "You killed him." "You did too ... you think you'll be free of this? I didn't kill him ... we did." The realization o