Chapter 20

I closed my laptop which had been showing the miscrosft word screen. Empty. Trying to continue writing a novel in a situation like this was a big mistake. Walking towards the balcony from the height of the second floor, I looked at the night view around the hostel. After leaving home, I have nowhere to go. To be honest, Suki was the choice, but our last meeting was filled with disappointment because I confessed my affair with Sean. So renting a 3x4 hostel room was my only option.

Rereading Harvey's last message, I can't help but think. He confirmed his infertility sentence, but still wanted to acknowledge the child in my stomach as his own. Honestly this situation is getting crazy. I mean it's Sean's responsibility, not him. And the bitter thing is, until now Sean is still difficult to contact. It was as if he was ignoring me on purpose.

From my nightgown pocket I took a cigarette. I grabbed it between my lips while playing the lighter. I al