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The word that vividly captures how heavenly and striking Raphael was. It was outrageous that I was his stalker. I mean, I'm a plain-looking girl becoming an adult who was still struck down with low self-esteem and a drawing book to betide myself. But when he did picked up my younger sister who had fallen while playing before me at the park, I knew at that point that I wanted him. Raina, my sister raced towards me after he had strutted off raving about how this handsome man was everything like a dad. We never had a dad, and Raina possibly saw him as one but I wasn't seeing him as one. I was having dirty thoughts, and those thoughts turned me into a stalker. Next, I'd stepped up my game walking up to him in the grocery store while pretending it was a coincidence. But what I saw of him should have propelled me into hating him. Funnily, fluids dropped from the folds of my organ. He had thought that I had wanted to rob him only to have the cops rain on me. My mother came to my rescue and I finally had to agree never to steal again and then sealed it with a document. But I guessed my stalking on Raphael never faltered. He was never married, and he never smiled after I had learned his girlfriend had jilted him for his best friend. Yet something about him was striking which I couldn't perceive yet. The mere sight of him turned me on, it struck my nipples to pebbles and made my breath hitch while making my sex organ react provocatively. Reality dawned on me when Mum was shackled by loan sharks. Mum had taken a loan to start up a restaurant. But one funny night, fire burnt up our little stall, and Mum was left to start all over again. But how would Mum pay back the already-taken loan? I would catch Mum crying in the corner of the room which we shared. She tried to push through, I knew she tried. Trying to make ends meet and encouraging me not to give up college. But I saw her pains and it became worse when Raina was diagnosed with appendicitis and she needed surgery. I had to do something, I couldn't just sit back and watch while Mum suffered but where would I get the funds for all of that? Raphael Turner. His name whooshed into me like still-wind. After class, I strung my handbag over my shoulder and then started at Turner's Company. He was a CEO, basked often behind glassy doors and windows. Suddenly, my self-esteem seemed to have soared high, as I pushed through the doors acting classy in my tattled-torn shoes and worn-out clothes. I pushed open the door after my little display in the lobby. Raphael Turner looked up from the desk, studying me. "You," his eyes caught recognition. He remembered me, that was a start, I reassured myself shutting the door behind me. "Mr. Raphael Turner, " I called out, meeting his gaze while taking the swivel chair before him. He must have thought me mad as I sat before him. I tried to quell the rumbling in my stomach, they were like waves crashing at the hull of a ship. But realizing what I needed from him, I had to stand right up again. "I thought you already signed an agreement, what are you doing here?" He asked with a cold-stoned face while placing his pen on the desk. "God did blessed us with feet, didn't he?" I asked. Stunned by my sentence, he stared wide-eyed. "What?" "And he did blessed us with light, darkness, and life yet it doesn't seem to go round." He scoffed, "Is this but a joke? Save that for the lord's day. Young girl, I could have the cops put you in jail this instant....," He stopped as I went down on my knees. "I need your help, Mr. Turner. I had to push off your assistant hoping to gain an audience alone with you." He sat back, giving up yet not pleased with the sight before him. "My sis is critically ill. She's in a lot of pain, she badly needs surgery.....," "Get out." He fixed a dead stare on me. My heart jumped, was he even listening to me? My hands were beginning to shake. "Didn't you hear what I said? I said get out. This is not some charity hall that you run in here and pour out your heart. Neither am I the son of God." He said to me. "I would do anything..," I rasped ignoring the still voice telling me to give up. "I would have the security guards throw you out if you don't leave my office." He warned. I stood up, shoving a hand through my dark hair as drops of tears ran down my cheeks. But I wouldn't give up, I came here for a reason and I must have it, I reminded myself. My fingers began to unbutton my cream shirt. "You can fuck me right here like you do to those girls in Virginia's inn. I don't mind, as long as you help me out." My voice quivered. I don't know what shook him most; the fact that I knew about his secret escapades at Virginia's inn or my audacity in having him fuck me. I took off my shirt allowing his eyes to wander my almost naked body. I was in a pale-coloured brassiere which had cupped up my full breasts proudly, I was breathing hard aware of the sweet sensations shooting through my body while he stared at me. "Tell me, how old are you, girl?" He asked, pushing back his chair while coming towards me. "I'm twenty," I replied him. He seemed composed, not even slightly turned on by my breasts. I started to reach for the clasp. "I think you should reconsider that." His dark eyes spook more darkness than the sight of him. He picked up my shirt and threw it on my body. "If you ever do this again, I won't take it easy on you," he said, then jerked the door open. Wasn't he slightly aroused by my little display? At least, he would want to unclasp my brassieres, cup my breasts, and push his groin to caress my crotch. Or wouldn't he even take more pleasurable delight in having me in his arms fucking me to insanity? But I guess I was wrong. He waited till I was done wearing my shirt, then motioned me out with a disgusted frown. "Now, get out."Friday came.True to Ryder's words, his driver, Holt, came to pick me up in a Maybach. The interior had polished seats to suit its taste, stealing the pressing thought of how Ryder had relayed to his driver to pick me up. As the car neared my family's familiar residence, I could spot Darlene from where she stood, craning her neck. Holt stepped out from behind the steering wheel, circled the car halfway and opened the car.Darlene raced back into the house into the house when she'd noticed who alighted. And the room was cramped up as I entered. "Where's he?" Mum cocked a brow once I was inside. Inhaling sharply, I tried a smile. This would be the most preposterous thing I had ever done. Maybe, I should just come out with the truth. Spill the beans about Ryder, my boyfriend being in the hospital and how very much our love would wake him up.Despite my polished dress and exquite made-up face, I visibly tried to hide my growing fear that Ryder obviously wasn't going to wake up from tha
I couldn't even bring myself to make love to Ryder on my return home. The memory of how his his body was stuck to machines for life support had me weakend.His parents would not believe it when I explained to them how I had met Ryder. Only his younger sister, Raye, who was 18 believed my tale. Raye had me going over each detail of my story over again. Then she explained to me how Rudolph, Ryder's best friend had poisoned Ryder, same way Ryder had told me the story. And how Rudolph stood trail, placed behind bars losing both the woman and Ryder who was still in his sickbed.Mum called, disrupting my thoughts, hollering that she wanted me home - away from my maddened house. I supposed Travis must had given her the story behind such a comment."My apartment is not cursed, mother," I slapped a hand to my temples as I began to undress before my mirror.I needed to see Ryder, this time, I didn't want to see him stuck to a bed. But smiling at me with those dark eyes of his. "Are you undres
A knock racked on the door as I was getting ready to leave the house to the hospital where Ryder described where his body was. I glanced at the wall clock, it was almost noon, and I certainly wasn't expecting any visitor.One quick peep through the peephole, my stomach churned violently. Reluctantly, I forced my hand to pull the door open. Travis, my ex boyfriend stared wide eyed at me. Although his feet shuffled, his eyes remained fixated on me."What are you doing here?" My lips blurted out before he was given a chance to utter a word."Your mum said you were on holiday. So I decided to drop by," he raised a package in his hand. I figured it was red wine, my favorite."My mum?" I wrinkled my brows. Maybe, I wasn't following. I knew how my mum adored Travis. She even believed my best friend, Rylee had placed a charm on him to swirl his heart from me. Though, she never indulged me with how much Travis had hurt me, she still believed Travis might return to me 'when his eyes opened'. Th
Mum played a trick on me, and I believed Darlene must have relayed what she saw me doing to myself to my mum. I had to drive home when news flashed that my dad had an accident while he worked at the sawmill. But when I reached home, dad was the first to welcome me."What is this I hear, you are groping yourself in front of your full length mirror? Do you really miss Travis that much?" Mum blasted me while we sat at the dinning table.I shot a gnarl at Darlene. She had promised not to tell. Darlene swirled her gaze away, pretending not to notice my eyes on her."I'm talking to you, Mylar," mum shot at me as she sat down. I knew how my mum could be so insistent, she would want to know the little nothings. And I couldn't tell her about the haunted house nor could I tell her about Ryder."I wasn't groping myself, mum. I was performing, you know acting. And I do not miss Travis." I chipped in, fixing a glare at Darlene. Probably I should had turned on the locks in the house so she wouldn't
A Man Called Ryder (1)One week ago, I'd received a note which was placed on my desk in the parlour. At first it had me wondering who would have walked into my house to drop that message. When I peeled it open, it read:'You take my breath away, and I marvel at every contour of your body.'Goosebumps pimpled my flesh, my heart drummed. Someone was watching me even while I undress, ate and did every other thing in the house. Due to how I commuted from Grace Elementary school to where I formerly lived, I decided to take my principal's idea to get an apartment which was close to the school.And the strangest things had been occuring since I moved into my new place. I had tried to calm my worried thoughts, play along and hopefully whoever that person was would reveal himself. So I thought.Strangely even as I wrote back and place each letter on the table, and stick around in dark corners to catch this individual, I would regrettably see no one.'I know you've been waiting up all night to
Perhaps it should have ended there but Uncle Wilton had sneaked into my room again - this time, at the early hours of dawn."Uncle Wilton," I gasped in surprise when I noticed he was the one knocking."May I come in?" He asked, pushing the door open even before I objected."Uncle Wilton, we need to stop." I told him when he pulled off his shirt when he came in. "What if Aunt May notice some changes? As far as I'm concerned, I don't want her heart broken because of our sin." I added.Wilton furrowed his brow. "Sin?" he laughed, "I thought you enjoyed me sneaking into your room." He brushed a hand over his head."I did," I whined as he started to pull me into his arms. "But we must think of aunt May." I trembled when his lips fell to the base of my neck.Truth be told, I had enjoyed every sizzling moment with him. It was so different. Perhaps that was why it was called a sin and a taboo. And that was the reason I couldn't sleep a wink, the memories replayed itself for a million times. A







