Masuk
Lilith’s POV
It wasn't even boiling properly. I stirred the sauce, my anxiety churning alongside the wooden ladle. He was late, again. Theo couldn't even make it in time for our anniversary dinner. Maybe it was traffic. I knew very well how the roads in this bustling city could get. Three more minutes and the door opened the same time I plated the salmon. "Honey, you're home." A huff grunt was his response. He barely glanced at the table. His jacket still on, he took out his phone and leaned against the counter, scrolling. “You’re late,” I said quietly, trying not to sound hurt. He shrugged. “Got caught up. What’s all this?” “Our anniversary dinner.” “Oh.” A pause. “I already ate.” I blinked. “You... already ate?” Theo finally looked up. “Yeah. You never said we were doing anything.” I stared at him, the heat from the food now mocking me. “It’s our anniversary, Theo. What do you mean I didn’t say anything?” “I’m tired, Lilith. Can we not do this tonight?” He pinched the bridge of his nose. “Actually, I think we should talk. About... us.” I braced myself for whatever he was going to say. “I don’t think this marriage is working. I’ve been thinking, we should try an open relationship.” My mouth parted, but no sound came out. “I’m seeing someone else,” he continued flatly. “And I think you should be free to... explore too.” I stood frozen as my heart cracked like dry porcelain. He walked past me, brushing my shoulder, and disappeared into our bedroom like it was nothing. I quickly followed after him, unsure if I had heard him properly. I stormed in after him, my fists clenched at my sides. “You are seeing someone else? And you just drop that on me like it’s some casual errand?” Theo pulled off his tie, unbothered. “Relax, Lilith. It’s not that deep. Most men do it. We’re wired like that, polygamous by nature.” I blinked, stunned by his audacity. “You married me, Theo. You stood in front of people and swore you loved me. Only me.” He chuckled bitterly. “I did what I had to do. You had a company, a name, a future. I had to think smart. And now? Selene is hotter than hot. You can’t expect me to pass that up.” The silence in the room thickened with my shame. My chest rose and fell rapidly, my eyes stinging with unshed tears. “You used me. And now you want a blessing to cheat freely?” He shrugged. “You’re still beautiful, Lilith. I’m just... expanding. You should try it too. Who knows, it might even fix your mood swings.” Theo unlocked his phone and swiped a few times, then turned the screen toward me with a smug smirk. “This is Selene. Tell me she’s not drop-dead gorgeous.” I didn’t move at first. My eyes stayed locked on his face, searching for even a flicker of shame. There was none. When I finally looked down, my lips parted. The woman on the screen was stunning, dark curls, tight waist, a red dress that clung to curves in all the right places. “She’s twenty-four. Doesn’t nag. Doesn’t throw fits over dinner, gives me sex when I want it, cleans up after me, kisses the very ground I walk on,” Theo added casually, tossing his phone on the dresser. “Honestly, I forgot what peace felt like until I met her.” I scoffed, crossing my arms. “You’re proud of this? Of showing off the woman you're betraying your wife with?” Theo laughed. “Oh come on. Don’t act like you didn’t see this coming. You chased me, Lilith. Begged to marry me. I just played along.” “So everything, every kiss, every promise, you were faking it?” “I was surviving. You fell for me. I fell for the opportunity. Don’t take it personally.” I stepped back like he had slapped me. “You really think I’m going to sit here and let you humiliate me in my own home?” He raised a brow. “You’re free to leave anytime, darling. Or take the offer, open things up. Try a new flavor. Maybe even remember what it feels like to be wanted.” My jaw tightened. “I won’t allow this.” Theo pulled on a clean shirt and smirked at his reflection in the mirror. “What are you gonna do, Lilith? Chain me to the bed?” “I am your WIFE,” I snapped, stepping closer. “You don’t just get to disrespect me and expect me to sit pretty while you rub another woman in my face.” He grabbed his cologne, sprayed it twice, then strutted past me without any single care in the world. “I told you, you’re free to explore too. Don’t make this harder than it has to be.” I followed him, refusing to let the night die like this. “If you walk out that door, Theo, you’re making a choice. A permanent one.” He ignored me completely, heading to the dining room instead. “Might as well taste the food you spent hours on,” he muttered, dragging out a chair and sitting down. I stood behind him, arms folded. I wanted to scream. He had just shattered my world, and now he was calmly eating my salmon like none of it mattered. Then his phone rang. He answered on speaker without hesitation. “Hey baby,” he said, his voice suddenly drenched in warmth. “Miss me already?” Selene’s voice purred through the line. “Like crazy. You left that red lipstick on my...” he glanced at me, grinning, “favorite spot.” My stomach twisted. Selene giggled. “You’re so bad.” “Bad enough to take a quick detour and see you again tonight,” Theo said smoothly, cutting into the fish. “I thought you were with your wife?” Selene teased. “She’s just watching me eat. Like a sad puppy.” I slammed my hand on the table. “I said I won’t allow this!” Theo rose slowly, his smile dropping. “Don’t raise your voice.” “You bring your mistress into our marriage like this is a jo—” Without warning, he shoved me.Lilith’s POVBy the time the restaurant’s warm lights disappeared in the rearview mirror, my chest felt hollow, like someone had scooped something essential out of me and had forgotten to put it back.The Uber rolled through quiet streets, the driver humming softly to a song I didn’t recognize. I watched the city blur past the window, neon signs bleeding into shadows, headlights streaking like comets. My reflection stared back at me in the glass…. My eyes rimmed with exhaustion, lips pressed tight as if holding in words that refused to be said.Nolan’s voice echoed in my head. Cassian’s eyes followed right after.I had never planned for this. Never planned to care this much. Never planned to fall in love at all….especially not with two men who were friends who carried so much history, so many scars, and so much unfinished business that it felt like standing between two fault lines.I rubbed my palms together, trying to ground myself.The restaurant confrontation replayed again and aga
Lilith’s POVThe sound of my name being shouted cut through the restaurant like glass shattering.“Lilith!”I froze mid-step, fingers still curled around the strap of my bag, the chair behind me scraping softly against the polished floor. For a split second, I considered pretending I hadn’t heard it….pretending this was just another noise in a room that had suddenly become too loud, too tight, too suffocating.But then I heard it again.This time, two voices.My chest tightened.I turned slowly, already knowing what I would see.Nolan stood near the entrance, tall and rigid, his expression a mix of confusion and restrained anger. Beside him was Cassian, eyes sharp, jaw clenched, his presence crackling with the kind of tension that made people instinctively step aside. Heads were already turning. Forks paused midair. Conversations dipped into uneasy murmurs.Across from me, Theo leaned back in his chair, lips curving into something that looked like a smile but felt more like a challeng
Nolan’s POVI couldn’t stop replaying the look on Lilith’s face.It wasn’t anger. It wasn’t fear either. It was something worse….distance. Like she was standing right in front of me, but already halfway gone. The way she had pulled away when I leaned in, the way her eyes had darted everywhere except my face, the way her answers had sounded rehearsed instead of honest.Something was wrong.I wrapped my hands around the warm cup of coffee in front of me, staring down into the dark surface like it might give me answers. The café around me buzzed softly with life….cutlery clinking, low conversations, the hiss of steaming milk….but it all felt muted, like I was underwater.I took a sip and barely tasted it.What the hell happened?Lilith wasn’t the type to withdraw without reason. She didn’t play games. If something bothered her, she usually faced it head-on. But today….no, ever since last night….she had been different. Guarded. Slippery. Like she was constantly on the verge of saying some
Lilith’s POVThe restaurant Theo took me to looked like the kind of place where nothing bad was ever supposed to happen.Crystal chandeliers hung low from the ceiling, casting a warm golden glow over polished marble floors. Soft music played somewhere in the background, barely loud enough to notice, and the air smelled faintly of expensive wine and perfectly prepared food. Everything about the place screamed luxury…..controlled, curated, intentional.Theo fit right in.He stepped out of the car first, rounding it quickly to open my door with a smile that was almost too practiced. I paused for a brief second before getting out, my eyes scanning the surroundings. Part of me wondered if this was another one of his games, another performance meant to confuse or disarm me.“You really didn’t have to go all out,” I said flatly as my heels hit the pavement.Theo chuckled softly. “After losing such a big deal to you and Nolan’s company, I figured the least I could do was buy you dinner.”That
Lilith’s POVThe bell above the coffee shop door chimed softly as I stepped outside, the sound sharp against my already frayed nerves. The late afternoon air brushed against my face, cool and grounding, but it didn’t do much to settle the chaos inside me. I took a few steps away from the entrance before stopping, my hand tightening instinctively around my phone.It vibrated again.I didn’t need to look to know who it was.Still, I did.Nolan.My chest tightened painfully, and before the screen could light up long enough to tempt me into answering, I silenced the call and slipped the phone into my bag. Almost immediately, it buzzed again….. Cassian this time…. like my conscience refusing to let me off so easily.I closed my eyes.Why now? Why all at once?Tyla’s voice echoed in my head, calm but firm, the way it had been earlier when she looked at me like she could see straight through all my carefully built defenses.You have to tell them the truth, Lilith.I swallowed hard and starte
Lilith’s POVSilence had never felt so loud.I sat alone at one of the small round tables near the corner of Tyla’s kitchen, my elbows resting on the cool wood, my fingers wrapped tightly around an untouched mug. The drink I held, had gone cold a long time ago, but I hadn’t noticed. I hadn’t noticed much of anything except the storm raging inside my head.Thoughts crashed into each other relentlessly.Cassian’s face when he looked at me…..always like he was holding back a thousand things he never said.Nolan’s steady presence, his quiet loyalty, the way he looked at me like I was already home.The memory of me waking up this morning hit me again, sharp and unforgiving, and my chest tightened painfully. I pressed my palm against it as if that would somehow keep everything from spilling apart.I had messed up.Royally.People moved around me…voices overlapping, laughter drifting through the space, chairs scraping softly against the floor. Tyla’s shop was busier than usual. She had menti







